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| 10:44am 26/04/2003 |
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Friday was fun. Auntie came to pick me up. Earlier, I had dropped my rat off at the vet because he had been breathing funny(I had dismissed it as a little respiratory bug, and that he'd get over it like Petco said he would), and I was curious to see how he was doing.
"How's my Yoshi?"
"He's not doing so hot. Want to get something to-"
"What? What's the matter?"
"He's got some incurable respiratory problem. Where do you want to e-"
"WHAT!? He's going to be okay. Right? RIGHT?"
"Probably not."
Since my phone was out of batteries, I grabbed Auntie's phone and dialed the vet (I have the number memorized by now).
"I NEED to talk to Dr. Flannigan. NOW."
"Can I please have your last name?"
"NO! Get me Flannigan!"
"Please hold."
-five minutes of disgusting, gut-bursting elevator music-
"Hello? Can I help you?"
"I need to talk to Dr. Flannigan."
"What's your last name!?"
"IT'S DYKSTRA, DAMNIT."
"Please hold."
-five more minutes of horrible, nails-on-chalkboard elevator music-
"Your name isn't in our registry."
"McCune, then. AND HURRY."
"Thanks, please hold."
-five MORE minutes of unbearable, kill-me-now elevator music-
"Hello?"
"DR.FLANNIGAN. Tell me about Yoshi."
"Oh... Umm... I'm really sorry, but there's not much we can do."
"Bullshit."
"We could give him antibiotics, but he's suffering, and there's a good chance the antibiotics won't work."
"I don't care how much the antibiotics are, you save my rat or I'll-"
"They're $300."
"Excuse me. I believe I said I don't care how much they are."
"Maybe you should think about it."
"I don't WANT to think about it, give him the goddamn anti-"
Click.
Okay, he hung up. Perfect.
So, since there is nothing I can do about it, I'm dragged to an Applejacks fitting. We get there early, so I go to Petco to pick up some mouse food. This is one of my favorite Petcos, since you can go in and see the birds. Cleo, some bastard bird, nearly cracked open my finger like a fucking nut. It was bleeding- a lot. I ignored it. So I go and look at the chinchillas; another family was considering buying one. The Petco salesperson was discussing the pros and cons of owning a chinchilla. The chinchy in my hands was squirming around quite a bit, so I held him a little tighter to my body so he couldn't jump. I listened to the salesperson.
"Chinchillas are very nice pets, and they never bite."
"OWCH!"
Everyone looked at me, the chinchilla was hanging from my lip.
The salesperson continued.
"But they sometimes can be very curious, nibbling things."
Of course, the chinchilla in the mother's hands was purring happily. The family and the salesperson looked at me, rather disgusted.
"Anihals hate hee."
I went up to the fitting a bit later, where I saw Cookie, Lorenzo, And Jenny. Jenny's little 3-year-old brother seemed extremely interested in my latch-hook Hello Kitty carpet. I was showing him hold to do it, when Jenny told me he doesn't speak English. So I had to explain it all over again in Spanish.
"Pone tu mano aquí..."
After the fitting, Auntie and I rushed to the vet. I had decided, since the vet obviously wouldn't give my baby any antibiotics, that... Well... That I'd have to say goodbye. So they put me in a room, alone with Yoshi, who sat on my chest, nearly asleep. And, once again, for the second time in only one week, I began to cry...
"You don't know what's going to happen to you, and there's nothing you can do to stop it. But you know, you'll be in a place a million times better than this fuckhole called L.A. You are an angel, my little baby angel, and I won't ever forget you..."
He sat up at this point, and began to gasp. His nose was completely blocked, and he couldn't breath through his mouth. He sat there, trying to gulp air, without any success. He was struggling, as if he was drowning. All of a sudden, his whiskers went limp. His eyes froze, open. His heart stopped beating. He wilted... In my hand... And there was absolutely nothing I could do, but sit and cry. I knew I felt better that I didn't have to give the okay to put him to sleep, but I felt even worse that I didn't do anything. I didn't call the vet, I didn't yell for help, I just... I watched him drown. I really did kill him. It's ironic how I'm a mouse-killer, a squirrel-killer, and now I'm a rat-killer. All in the space of one and a half weeks.
This morning, I coughed up blood. |
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| I HATE RYAN! |
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| 08:35pm 26/04/2003 |
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| 08:45pm 26/04/2003 |
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I was so angry I went out on the balcony and screamed at the top of my lungs.
XD I set off three car alarms and all the dogs in the entire neighborhood started barking. Including Stanley.
My throat hurts, but I feel so much better. |
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