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throwing in the towel [09 Jul 2003:04:34am]
mood : woooah
music : my big ass 40 dollar FAN

i give up on blurty. my livejournal name is charmreject.

out.

4 saw her fist to the mirror

kill me and you wouldnt notice. [29 Jun 2003:01:58am]
mood : jelous
music : envelope

its almost as if she has more memories with him than me. am i really this jelous as it seems.

FUCK, someone tell me im NOT crazy.


sure, go drink with the worst kid to ever share the time of day while hes intoxicated. hey, dont even tell me either. thats cool. OH even better.. DONT CALL. i hope anyone reading this can understand the highly expressing sarcasim here.

out like a whore.

3 saw her fist to the mirror

give it up [28 Jun 2003:01:50pm]
mood : frustrated
music : none

girl: hm, i like this cd but i dont have enough money.
boy: ill buy it for you.
girl: aw your so nice. thank you.
boy: give me the cd. i payed for it.


boys.. ugggghhh.
what the fuck.

i always win the arguement.
why do they try.

why keep me around if im having no fun and making other people miserable.
why bother.

fuckin' a. FUCKING... A!

out.

2 saw her fist to the mirror

[23 Jun 2003:04:46pm]
friends;only.
fist to the mirror

you cant please the whole crowd. [23 Jun 2003:04:38pm]
mood : hopeful
music : none

its so funny how in any entry i write about someone, they comment on it. how? am i on their friends list? no, the answer must be they do nothing but read other peoples journals. why? i dont get it. if i hate someone im not gunna go searching for their journal and read all their entries. i dont. its stupid. its a waste of time.

ugh. some people.

my laptop broke so i wont be on alot.

i need somewhere to go. something to do. i need alot of things. i wish certain people would die. i wish there was no scene around here. i wish i lived somewhere else. i wish there was a reset button. i wish my friends wernt clueless. i wish i had real friends. i wish i had someone to talk to. im a bitch, okay, i know. but i want a friend who can look past the negivitive. is that possible?

out.

4 saw her fist to the mirror

its my job to make you smile. how pathetic. [20 Jun 2003:12:52am]
mood : tired

today was eventful.
ash came to school
woohoo!!
missed the bus
due to my brother.
didnt get to shower.
FUNnnNnnn...

final in spanish.
FAILED.
library with ash
for study.
test 3rd block
passed.

left at 12:45 went downtown
drama.
i hate fighting with him
especially in front of people
who arent involved and who dont care.
sorry.

work was depressing.
flashbacks. ugh.
laaaammee..
i got a little cheered up
before we were SLAMMMEEDDD
with the whole fucking town!!

ugh... tierdd...

so im home.
tomorrow should be greeaattt.
no school. no more sophmore.
:)))))

eyebrows, hair, check, bank.
all included in a friday.
ride to show?
SOMEBODY TAKE US TO THE GOD DAMN SHOW

damn it.
people with cars suck.
only because i dont have one.

out.

4 saw her fist to the mirror

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