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Monday, August 2nd, 2004

Time:3:29 am.
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Hummingbird Spirit Calls To You!
Hummingbird
represents optimism and sweetness.
Being able to roll with the punches is an attribute
of Hummingbird.

Hummingbirds's Wisdom Includes:


Ability to heal by using light as a laser from
mouth


Endurance over long journeys


Ability to fly into small places to heal


Joy


Happiness


Love


Messenger, stopper of time.


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Subject:a quiz...............
Time:3:26 am.
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...erotic
Your hugs are...gentle
Your eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...the only thing I desire
Your smell is...amazing
Your smile is...hypnotising
Your love is...everlasting
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Monday, March 1st, 2004

Time:9:58 am.
Mood: sad.
I got to stay up all nite...haha. After sleeping for so long the past day and a half.... was good to chat online last nite. Naomi got a webcam. She was showing it off to me..And then, i chatted with april after doing other things. I got done and laid down as i listen to the rain fall. It rained for hours into the morning. I walked my son to school. He was a little late. Due to me not wanting to get up...:D It's not too cool outside. I feel refreshed after a few hours of sleep. I have a long couple of weeks ahead of me. I have to make sure i use my time wisely. I am gonna be the only person here for awhile...well, not the only, but only adult. I hope i can maintain my sanity. I had a major freaky deja vu while talking to april. she told me i was horizontally parked parallel..something...it was weird for me. I never remember full dreams. and anything that seems like a deja vu; i have just forgotten why or not payed much attention. But this time was different. I got goosepimples. I know everyone must have them. I feel silly for acting so freaked. However, i remember this as if it were yesterday(the dream) which was a long time ago. I found myself trying to remember other dreams...i have had dreams i remembered. But, they were not good ones..I dont want any of those to park parallel with anything. Just stay where they are. I have dreamt of my school reunions, my friend Kara, Sherri, Erks, and the past. Alot of the childhood dreams were triggered from therapy. They all meant something, but were nightmares. I dont want a nightmare to come true. or any thing of the sort. I dont know. I feel like i should just go"ok weird" and forget it...but it is being tossed about in my head ever since. I put the photobucket to great use too. I have 100 pics and such on there. I didnt realize i had so much in my folder. Wow. I am glad to rid of some space on the pc. Even though it doesnt need it. This thing is only a few months old. Hunny puts lots of stuff on here. More than i do. Most of it is school and his photography. I wish the sun would come out to play. I hate the rain...at least today...i missed out on the warmest day so far; due to my unagreeable stomach. being sick really sucked this time. I wanted to go to the park. I wanted to watch my kids enjoy running and playing...anywhere. Yet i was passed out-sick. blah.
I read the RED series. I especially like it...i have picked up something new i had missed each time i reread from the beginning. And i can't wait to read more. Hope those two keep it up...They are really talented and have such great imaginations. I love to read. I miss my reading. It was my sanctuary when i was younger. My escape from the ordeals of the childhood i had. I would just read all day and every evening. I haven't been able to get into anything the last 4 or 5 months. I have tons of books sitting here. Waiting to be read. Hum...wonder how long it will take me to read them. It will have to be something i reward myself with after i get all the spring cleaning done to the house. I dread spring cleaning. I started early and still going strong; with an outrageous amount to finish. I am surrounded by pack rats in this house. I deny being one and always will due to the fact i am the only one who weeds through it all. :P gonna find some lyrics to post...feeling like i music today...Oh and i am most excited about my company coming on Wednesday. I get lonely sometimes..when i dont get to see my friends. Especially this one..She can brighten any gloomy day or make me feel better about anything. I can not wait to toss around giggles, laughs, and more... I wonder how long it will take my sister to actually call.. no that we have emailed each other--(she did first:)] I need to call gran's this week. I am trying to call at least every other week. I know losing Cheryl was hardest on her. She was the oldest and Cheryl the baby.. and they were 8+ years apart. It hasnt been long since the funeral. I am glad i got to say good bye. I got to see her. I think the hardest part was seeing her on all the tubes. I helped bath her once. She was holding on to me, as the nurse was fixing one of her tubes that went into her side. (draining) and she said, O hurry effie, it hurts... I just kissed her cheek. As her strong hand held onto my back and her arms were wrapped around me tightly. She knew it was me. Which is great. There were times when she would be asleep. She would awake to ask for her husband or daughter. And she would wave and smile in her sleep. Once she was moving her feet as if she were dancing. It was hard to see her that way. Yet, she is experiencing no pain no. She is better now. My second child was born on Cheryl's 50 birthday. I hope ...oh...enough now. (getting upset). :((
well. gotta go now. not feeling like talking about this right now..must preoccupy my thoughts with something else..

Time:4:58 am.
Mood: moody.
for april )

Subject:WORD FOR THE DAY.....
Time:4:10 am.
Mood: sick.
Metaphor DEFINITION: a figure of speech comparing two different things, a symbol EXAMPLE: The metaphor 'a sea of troubles' suggests a lot of troubles by comparing their number to the vastness of the sea. SYNONYMS: analogy, comparison

Subject:HOROSCOPE....VIRGO
Time:1:58 am.
This is an excellent day for allowing your natural creativity to be expressed, dear Virgo. The arts will more than likely be very important to you. You may well find that nothing brings you more pleasure on days like this. Consider putting this to good use by painting, sculpting, doing crafts or whatever you like. You will find that engaging in creative activities with a focus on giving may be the perfect thing for you.

Life isn't always just as we would like it to be, and relationships can certainly seem to defy all our most ingrained hopes and expectations. Today's position of the planets may mark a significant chapter in the ongoing deepening of the bond between you. What transpires may mean that you have to alter your perspective radically, but sometimes this is necessary for dreams to come true.

Today's an excellent day to assemble the peeps -- whether they be friend peeps, love peeps, or even great-grandpeeps. You're a natural socializer today, no matter who's lucky enough to have your company.

Sunday, February 29th, 2004

Subject:Holy bob, its me again...
Time:11:39 am.
well, I was sick last nite. I felt so bad..had to go to bed earlier than i wanted.. Hate being sick.
My afternoon went well. I got mopping done. I hate to do floors. just hate it. We had Jayson and Michelle pop in yesterday evening too. Jayson has started chemo. The tumor that they removed was cancerous. He seemed to be ok and taking it well. Michelle said that he acts fine..He does wake up sick and feeling terrible. He hasnt been able to work and such.. I cant believe he has cancer. He isnt even 21 yet. Kinda hard to not feel bad for him. My aunt just died last month from cancer. It was hard to see her in the last weeks of her life..and i cant help but worry about Jayson too.
The kids were hyper but good. Then, bedtime came around and the twins wanted to go home...Monsters and Ghosts they were scared of. And then, my son mooned M> and she wanted to go then for sure. So, we made two seperate trips at 10pm and took them home....my son cried for 30 minutes. which broke my heart. but we have been trying to break him of this thing (which he thinks is funny). I wanted so badly to go comfort him; but his dad told me i baby him too much. So, I didnt . And i was sick already. so, i just went to bed...couldnt handle Mad TV or SNL. Mad TV was not very good, i didnt think. And the other was a rerun.. I hope to be able to get online later, but my hunny is taking all the pc time. He is preparing that research paper to turn it in tomorrow.
Oh, last night, while our friends were over; he and i had a spat. He was being an ass. And of course, it was my fault. he went into the other room, sulking. what a putz. I went in there and tried to get him to come back in the room, but he wouldnt and started saying how i was talkingto him like we was stupid. I wasnt but he has been so stressed and overrly sensitive for some reason. It took Jayson going in there, to get him back. And then, he has kept asking me if i am mad at him; because i am not talking much. I am sick..what will it take for him to understand that i feel bad, i dont feel like talking. due to the fact, i may vomit any second..oh well. today is another day. and i hope he leaves me alone. It is gonna be so nice. I just may leave the house. who knows. got to get away soon. i am gonna be cooped up for a few weeks. He has classes at nite for the next few weeks. and he is gonna be gone pretty much all day; every day.
well. i am gonna get going. Hellow to rachie and apie. Miss you girls. Hope to chat later. it may be much later tho.agh.....calgon take me away.

Subject:Word of day.............
Time:11:37 am.
Waver

DEFINITION: to fluctuate between choices

EXAMPLE: If you waver too long before making a decision about which testing site to register for, you may not get your first choice.

SYNONYMS: dither, falter, fluctuate, irresolute, oscillate, vacillate, waver

Subject:Horoscope**VIRGO
Time:11:33 am.
Do you need a change of pace, dear Virgo? If things are beginning to feel boring and you are experiencing apathy, chances are a change is needed. Everyone needs this from time to time. All you have to do is figure out what to shift. If you are home most of the time, changing the furniture around can make home care seem easier and new. Add a new picture there or at the office or consider some fresh flowers. If you can, switch time frames around some.
It doesn't hurt to keep someone guessing, and this is a game that you are especially good at. The astral configuration heightens your ability to keep the ball in your court by encouraging you to communicate enough to keep this person hanging on, yet not enough to really let them in on some of your deeper feelings or even your darker secrets. Today you enjoy playing cat and mouse!
Second-guessing yourself isn't such a bad idea right now. Are you sure you went over the details as thoroughly as you possibly could? There is still one elusive element that you should be searching for.

Saturday, February 28th, 2004

Subject:acrophonology.....
Time:2:46 pm.
Mood: creative.
melissa:

You want to be productive and feel useful, and enjoy helping solve problems. You like to be busy and not waste time. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You try to be prudent. You have good business acumen. You have a need to earn money to prove your success to society and must learn the true value of material gains and status. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life.

(my middle name)
You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you. You have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength. You are soft-hearted with a charitable nature. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. You have a need to earn money to prove your success to society and must learn the true value of material gains and status. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood.

(my last name)
You are an overly sensitive person, often falling into a savior-martyr role. You are very skeptical and have more than your share of bad luck. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You need to learn flexibility. You need to learn when to let go. You have a need to be up front. You have a need to earn money to prove your success to society and must learn the true value of material gains and status. You need to learn the true value of material possessions. You have a natural protection in life. You are always saved - especially from yourself. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. You are clever, inventive, imaginative and youthful. You enjoy socializing. You have good recuperative abilities. You are determined. You have a need to earn money to prove your success to society and must learn the true value of material gains and status.


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Time:2:00 pm.

Subject:quiz
Time:1:59 pm.
I'm A 1990s Geek
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Subject:A day in my life................
Time:12:23 pm.
Mood: confused.
OK. I didnt get back yesterday to post. I was wrapped up in doing stuff with the family. I thought about it tho. I just was so tired by the time the news came on...i decided that if i got online, i would be up all nite. I thought about rachle, and how she must be online. I thought that we would b chatting. and laughing. and we would have been if i didnt fall prey to the sleepy monster again.
Why do kids act as if they have no common sense? My sink is on the fritz again. The damn pipe under the sink seems to think that it is fun to flood the entire kitchen with water. Ughhhh. My daughter didnt notice that the cabinet was open and all the the cleaners and things under the sink, were in the floor, and she turned the water on. OH MY BOB!!! I had another flood in there again. What in bob's name did she think she was doing? me thinks she needs a brain implant. I have no clues to why she continues to do stuff like that....i have to clean it up and she sits there lookin on as if she doesnt have a hand. she is so much like someone else it hurts....sometimess.......And its noon and she is just now feeding the dog. again. for the trizillionth time since july. we didnt rescue polly until july of last year. and i was against having another animal, purely because of the fact i am the one who always takes care of them.....me. not the ones that bring them home...me......me......me.........
it is so frustrating. who do you think reminds them...you begged me...pleaded with me in july for us to get polly. and i said no. many times...and what happened. we came home with her. why? because promises were made and made and made and i gave in. because she was cute, but because i always do. and again. they proved to me that they can promise and promise and they will break them....it is so frustrating. this house wouldnt run, see tomorrow, get cleaned, no one would get fed, have clean clothes, have organization....if it werent for the fact that i live here. they would not know how to do anything. why? good question. i think i should leave for another week and a half and let them feel it..feel what it is like to do w/o all the things they take me granted for...i guess i am just upset due to the fact that it does not fail to have one thing or more like this happen every single day. and i am tired of it being me that gets the crappy end of it all. one day i would like someone to wake and make me breakfast or have the laundry all done and put away. or even clean the damn toliet. every other day i clean it. because; lets face it; it gets so ""crappy"" if not cleaned frequently. and i am the only one who knows were the toliet bowl brush is.........and apparently the only one who knows how to use it too. oh crimeney.
well, my hand hurts and my son is fighting with his friend from across the street. i will have to tell you all about it later....

Subject:Horoscope
Time:12:21 pm.
Mood: content.
Don't be too surprised if someone over-reacts to something you say, M. The day's planetary influences can enhance emotional responses ten-fold and with this, it's much easier to be misunderstood. Think before you joke around and take extra steps to ensure you are extremely clear when communicating. This will go far towards preventing a touchy situation. Same goes for you - ask for clarification if you react emotionally to something that's said.


You're sure to feel strong, energetic, and ambitious on this 1-Day, M. Not only will this vibration give you the boost to get things done, it can serve you well by bolstering your assertiveness and confidence. If you have felt like your hard work is not being recognized or adequately compensated, you will likely be more ready to bring this up to the powers that be. If a raise or promotion is something you feel is deserving, don't hesitate to bring it out into the open. There is no harm in asking, Four.

Subject:Your word of the day......................................:)
Time:12:16 pm.
Mood: creative.
Estimable

DEFINITION: admirable

EXAMPLE: Most people consider it estimable that Mother Teresa spent her life helping the poor of India.

SYNONYMS: admirable, commendable, creditable, honorable, laudable, meritorious

Time:11:57 am.
Mood: giggly.
Adopt your own useless blob!

Friday, February 27th, 2004

Subject:another quiz
Time:5:39 pm.
Mood: creative.
wind
You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Subject:quiz
Time:5:35 pm.
Mood: creative.
crystal heart
Heart of Crystal


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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Subject:Word of Day
Time:3:21 pm.
Mood: hyper.
Nemesis


DEFINITION: a formidable, often victorious opponent

EXAMPLE: Yet again, she was facing her nemesis in the final match of the tournament; for three consecutive championships, she had faced this opponent, and for three consecutive championships, she had lost

.
SYNONYMS: archenemy, enemy, foe

Subject:HOROSCOPE*****VIRGO
Time:1:20 am.
Mood: crazy.
If you find yourself feeling a little cautious today, dear Virgo, don't be too alarmed. For you, a Virgo, this can be a good thing, as you can be too trusting at times or forget to take care when going into something. Using a little caution in everything you do will help keep you safer. This is true with both relationships and your physical safety. Consider giving a little more thought and time to things to help you to choose more wisely.

You may not enjoy being faced with a few home truths today, with the current astral configuration, yet this may be a very positive event. One of your more annoying traits may be that you find it hard to listen to good advice or to allow any one to criticize you. Yet your partner needs to let you know where their line is drawn. Best pay attention.

There's no time to be sentimental. You have to make a snap decision, which means going with your gut. Covering for someone else's mistake isn't really doing them a favor

Blurty for **~`PixIeDraGOnfLy`~**.

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