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I haven't written in this for about a yr now, but thats ok. I got too much on my mind to keep it bottled up inside so I decided I would put this thing to good use. My feelings r all mixed up right now I'm mad confused. Like I have strong feelings for this girl but idk how things are gonna end up and even if I should try for her. there are other girls I'm thinkin about but I'd rather have her. This whole thing is just confusing me, I hate when it starts to interfere with everything else I do. But when I think about it I think that maybe if she isn't thinkin about me the same way... maybe she's not worth it. comment and help me out peace.
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| Jesus Christ (hehe just wanted to say that) |
[08 Sep 2003|11:00pm] |
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Man I haven't updated this in so longggggg but now I have stuff to write about, I'm watching family guy right now haha this show is funn neway today I hung out with my girl denise after school 4 a lil while it was fun haha we got in like 20 arguements over where to go while we were walking haha she wanted to like brake into houses haha I love her. I decided to update just 4 her cuz she's the only person who still reads it even when I don't even update lol she's dedicated...neway this saturday we'd b goin out 4 a month...or four weeks idk I can't count I wanna make plans with her 4 saturday(as in write back and think of some ideas denise haha jk) and tomorrow I think I may b goin over her house after school and maybe like taking a nap with her or sumthing haha that fun...wow this whole entry has been about denise....eh she's all thats important neway haha oh yeah me and kait got in a fight over her again it was fun neway I gotta go.... leave some luvin peace fo shizzal and fo rizzal ~jdoggy dogg
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[10 Jul 2003|03:59pm] |
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STFU! happy now? I got hit in the head with a golf club and I'm really excited about it BYE.
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| CARA CARA CARA |
[24 Mar 2003|09:20pm] |
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CARA IS BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ok break............mmmm good tea ok here we go kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk awwww i love her haha
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YEAH I FINISHED MY SONG!!!!!!!!!!! It is friggen awesome I ended it with the best 2 lines oooooooo damn its good neway everything else today was boring. jess called lastnight at 11:20! haha but it was ok I was wide awake neway F-4 is commin yeah we r wicked good now but steve never shows up...figures he's hatian haha. I miss jess :^(
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| PIZZA |
[10 Mar 2003|03:13pm] |
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I had pizza and talked to jess right after I had wrote that wicked evil entry and I felt back to normal haha toolittle too late I guess. it really wasn't cause of jess tho it was the pizza haha ilu. CARA CARA CARA comment in my journal I updated I'm sowwy :^(
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[09 Mar 2003|06:31pm] |
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Woke up this morning pissed at the world and annoyed by everthing sum1 said to me or that I read, week sucked, scool sucked, today really sucked, life sux. Now I have to write in this dumb journal caue every1keeps telling me too, but I don't think they realy wanna readthis journal nemore, hopefully they caught my point 4 not writting in it nemore which was I only have bad things to say I not exactly in the happiest of moods at the moment and just wanna b let alone till I calm down cause I don't like being asses to people and like ignoring them in IM's and I really don't like to go on a journal and tell the entire world of my problems which I would rather keep to myself. srry if I sound like an ass every1 but I don't feel like writing in this journal nemore and I'm srry maybe I'll change my mind if u give me a few days to calm down.
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[20 Feb 2003|06:44pm] |
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It's chur BIRFDAY!!!~50 cent |
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Today was weird I felt evil and had some evil thoughts in my head and cara said I was mean at the gym :'^( I didn't mean to. Neway today was funny at the gym if I coulda let Lewis win at the gym nemore he woulda thought he was in the nba hahaha tomorrow I'm goin to the gym again I think I'm just gonna chill there tho and not play basketball een tho the running did make my cold feel better. and I think...........that this will also b my last journal entry just because I'de rather keep my own personal journal where I can talk smack bout people and they can't see it hahahaha so that means every1 must comment in it. I think I should work out tonight it ould b fun and I'm gonna start leaning kung fu sounds cool don't it?! hahaha but I also gotta do my hw boooooooo! then I'll work out and maybe start drawing and making my comic books again that was fun especially wen I put myself in them with all the women awwwwwwwwww only if it were true hahahaha well its time 4 me to say goodbye to all the family!! M I C see ya everybody K E Y see ya all soon M........... O............... U.............. S................. E...................................................................................................
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[18 Feb 2003|06:03pm] |
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lately I've been sick now I can walk around the house wthout fainting hahaha and I may b goin to th gym tomorrow cause cara is makin me, I'm real scrrrrrd hahaha. My boys should b commin over sumtime this week but I donno. and I just relized like how much I'm in love with jess wong I want her sooooooo bad I can't wait till she comes online so I can talk to her :^)
this is just a lil edit 4 neone else who is reading this haha I don't really like jess wong its just an inside joke although she is very sexy prrrrrrrrrrrr hahaha jk jk
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| NO ONE IS ON!!!!!!! |
[10 Feb 2003|10:38pm] |
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I over slept in my nap so no one is on hahaha and I have nothing to do cept write in my journal which no one reads neway. Well all this weekend and today I've been tryin to figure out who I like Its wicked hard, I hate likein more than one person gets me all confused aspecially when they r friends and u see them at the same time but some I may only have a lust 4 and some I may actually like well I'm gonna go figure that out...and have some orange juice :^) bye bye ly
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[08 Feb 2003|12:21pm] |
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yeah last night was fun my game was cacelled so I went to the gym at school kaylee slapped my ass shes soooo grose don't wanna talk about that nemore neway at the gym I didn't play basketball cause I proissed cara I wouldhang with the C DOGG and plus my side hurt yes the same side that laura kicked I'M GONNA GET U!!!!!!! neway back to my "fun" night haha so I hung out with cara like the entire time one of those twins I donno I get confused she was the one withthe smaller head I got GUM :^) haha neway it was pretty fun I got to block cara,steal the ball from cara, well pretty much beat cara in basketball all around hahaha jk jk ilu well I'm gonna go cause... just cause!!! so go comment
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[23 Jan 2003|06:47pm] |
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I was dressin all snazzy with my gucci suit hahaha I finally got my game back well most of my game back atleast haha I've finally gotten back to scoring double digits haha or it could of just been cause cara came and was my lucky charm hahahaha not that friggen leperchon thingy however u sopell it u know with the cereal haha ewell wanted to go to the 7th and 8th grades last home game but I have a game of my own :^( now everyone go comment!!! even tho there will only b like one person wo does haha
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| OHHHHHHHHHHHH RAP!!!!!!!!!! |
[13 Jan 2003|09:25pm] |
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hey this is my journal I have nothing to write about but I am being forced by cara rose snyder to write this and she said 4 me to make it a long one so 4 the first part I'll do this just because I can... I am number 111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111 See how much space that took up hahaha now yesterday I stopped talkin to my neighbor 4 good just becasue he's annoying sam ike m best bud is happy at the moment because he never liked ryan eversince ryan knocked him out with a chair. haha u've had to see it...some funny shit hahaha tomorrow I'm gonna try to go to cara's b-ball game if I can she says she will dunk it 4 me and I will score 30 points in my game to even things off btween us haha caugh caugh and herre is the next thing I need to do 4 cara write a rap song in my journal haha I donno she thinks I am the greatest rapper ever which I am of course haha so herre it goes .... Here name is cara snyder u all know her name, she bthe one dunkin in all the middle school games, she's so slick she's so sly, thats y in the games she b puttin it in ur eye, my boy sam ike just got his hair did, now he looks like a generic spreewell who just got told he has a kid, and I'm jeff I know I am the man, for instance all black men r cool and I'm the only one with a tan... ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh who's the man jeff is jeff is haha now go comment u silly poopoo heads.
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[11 Jan 2003|01:25pm] |
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I'm just sitttin bored talkin to my peeps on the comp that is not in my room nemore till my stupid fat sister leaves!!!!!!!! ahhhhhh well I got like nuthin t do till I kidnap cara tonight and take her and maybe a few friends bowling or w/e happens I donno now adays haha. I think I'll give my neighbor a call in a few mins if I don't find nething to do now allicat is sayin she wants to go to the movies ahhh I'll get everything undercontrol though I just gotta turn my frown :^( upside-down :^) hahaha
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[09 Jan 2003|09:51pm] |
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yeh today was cool cept no one was really in school today that I cared about timmy got a call during comp. class and was supposed to play in a jv game earlier tonight I was happy 4 him he deserved it as long as I can keep puttin all my correct plays in the coaches face I'm fine haha ope u did good today timmy. and cara next one of our games 30 points 4 ya girl and If I don't get that much than I'll just get 15 for 2 games straight hahaha and u betta dunk it tomorrow remember u don't CARA about the other team hahaha now go comment!!! or I'll pop a cap
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[05 Jan 2003|11:21am] |
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I'm wicked bored all I got to do is hw and talk to cara but cara is like ignoring me or sumthin at the moment cause I havent got a message from her in like HOURS hahaha but thats ok cause I know she's bored too but thats ok when I kidnap her later on today then we'll have fun haha I hope she wasn't caught last night when her parents came home at 2 and she was still on the comp haha now go comment
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[03 Jan 2003|11:13am] |
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I got b-ball practice at 1 then gotta go to Sams house then I wanted to gto the gym but I can't cause of stupid SCHOOL WORK! but thats ok I'm good I'm not goin crazyover the school work I'm good I'm good. Don't mind me hey if neone out there is a real friend comment and try to help me with the work haha I got nothin else to write really cept well PUPPIES RULE!
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[01 Jan 2003|11:39am] |
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AHHHHH my fam.'s gone crazy they wanna do fam. stuff today now I can't hag with all my beautiful friends :^( haha but thats ok I'll survive. While I'm out go comment and leave me some love :^)
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| HAPPY NEW YEAR |
[01 Jan 2003|12:08am] |
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! even tho I'm a little late haha
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| Crazy night |
[31 Dec 2002|12:15pm] |
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Last night was crazy first katie and alli were trying to make plans to go to the mall to go to themovies to go bowling to go to my house but they couldn't make up their minds and they were driving me crazy so we didn't go. then my neighbor was gonna sleep over and since I'm too lazy to write it all again I'm gonnacopy it from our convo cara haha JDogg51688: my neighbor got wicked sick last night and threw up everywhere
JDogg51688: his mom called and said there is a stomach virus goin around his house
MaJesticPurPle0: oh god
MaJesticPurPle0: nast
MaJesticPurPle0: nasty-*
JDogg51688: so now my mom is cleaning everything over here that he touched so we don't get it
MaJesticPurPle0: haha
JDogg51688: cause it was wicked wierd tho cause we were playin grand theft auto and we were laughing and stuff cause we kept killing these wanna b cops and he was runnin around the room and then he goes to the bathroom comes out and is like this game is boring I'm tired I don't wanna play it nemore I'm goin to bed I feel sick I need some water
MaJesticPurPle0: haha ouch
JDogg51688: so I was like oook what happened to u did u like smoke some pot while u were in the bathroom haha
haha now forget about all the things in between then u'll get the picture haha well thats all I got to say and merry christmas haha wait happy new years eve. now go comment!!
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