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[27 Jan 2003|04:55pm]

Jesus !@#$% Christ, sorry I haven't updated in the last few days. Busyness. You know how it gets sometimes. Argh. ;P

Hmm.. Me and Bryan are going out. Yes. Fun. Okay; So maybe he's not a jackass after all. He's sorta growing on me, haha. Oohh, and we switched from Gym to Health today. WOO-HOO, WE GET TO LEARN ABOUT STD'S AND SHIT. Can't wait. -Sarcasm- ..

I'm going to a show on Friday. At MBP (This coffee house where Good Charlotte played before they got famous. Blech.) I hate MBP and wouldn't normally go ten feet near it, but the band is awesome. I don't normally like emo/rock, but Irrelevant is a huge acception. Plus, the lead singer is er .. hot. Yeah, and i'm one shallow bitch. Well, i'm off to comment on you guys' journals. Heh. ;D Hopefully nobody thought I died or anything.

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misfits [22 Jan 2003|05:27pm]

too much horror business driving late at night.. psycho '78, my bathroom is new! you, you don't go in the bathroom with me.. psycho '78, 12 o'clock, don't be late, all this horror business my mirrors are black! you don't go in the bathroom with me, with you, i'll put a knife right in you, i'm warning you! i'll put a knife right in you, i'm warning you! i'll put a knife right in you! too much horror business, drivin' late at night, psycho '78! my bathroom is new for you.. you, you don't go in the bathroom with me..

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[22 Jan 2003|04:57pm]

I got something in the mail today; A tremor CD. It's some stupid thing I signed up for out of boredom. I "test products" and stuff. The CD had bands I hate, such as Coldplay, The Vines, Riddlin Kids, you get the picture.

Well .. today was pretty okay. ;D Went to school late; More of my alarm clock tricks, this time it only got me to school at 8:50 or so. Skipped second period, and went on to 3rd. That was sickening. They were teaching, rather brainwashing us about the flag, and how you should always respect it no matter what; And get this -- They said that no flag should fly higher than the american flag. How arrogant is that? That is not what I call pride for your country, it's what I call the insolent thought that Americans are better than everyone else, when in all reality are country is no better than any others, perhaps worse in a sense.

In lunch, me and Jay left. She needed a ride home, so I took Munchy's car. :\ Hehe. So I drove her home, and made it back to school in time.. Had a milkshake, and frolicked to Algebra 1 part 1 with Mikey. XD Woo, my tiny brain cannot comprehend such one-step equations .. I feel like they're giving me trig problems to solve. Oy, i'll be in for a rude awakening one of these days.

I was on my way home, when Bryan joined me. Apparently, he skipped again and stayed home all day. Well, my mom was home so I wouldn't let him in. So I said, "Uhh.. i'll see you tomarrow", when all of a sudden he kissed me. I was standing there like "..." for what seemed like forever, before I kissed him back. Woah. Big surprise, I never planned on that. Then I made some excuse and went inside like a dork. He called later. I let the answering machine pick it up. Either he likes me, or he's trying to ruin my life by forcing me to go back on my promise to never fall for another guy again. I'm hoping it's the first of the two.

Well, for now i'll focus on other things; Don't wanna get lovesick, i'm not that kind of girl. There's a major book report thats due tomarrow for english. If I get a 0, my grade will be lowered by two letters. I haven't even read the book yet for the project. I think i'm just going to use Rotten, John Lydon's autobiography. I know it inside and out. I might be able to salvage my grade! Woo!

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[21 Jan 2003|08:07pm]

[ mood | grumpy ]

[ music | sex pistols new york*' ]

Bleh. Today was .. interesting. I didn't go to school today. I "accidently" set my alarm for 4:15PM instead of AM. Mom must not have noticed; My little brother got the day off too(Jesus fucking christ; I'm going to have to get him off to school tomarrow. He's missed SIX days and my dad is gonna go off the deep-end when he finds out). I left the house at 10:30 or so and went over to Jake's. He never goes to school, so I figured i'd hang out with him 'till school lets out. So he let me in.. and who the hell was sitting on his couch?

Mark and Bryan. I almost left. I can't stand Mark. He's a freshman who rreaallly thinks he's cool. He's always talking about how he smokes pot and fucks his girlfriend. Also.. his favorite band is Slipknot. I'll give him maybe half of a point for liking Metallica(mwahaha don't tell anyone..), but Slipknot is a big no-no. So Bryan nearly trips over his shoelace trying to stand up, which kinda made me laugh. Jake had no idea we know each other. He was like "Uhh.. This is Bryan and Mark." And then *POOF* he was going into the kitchen for a bowl of cereal.

I guess Bryan sort of knows that Mark is a loser, so we decided to leave them and go outside. We just walked around the neighborhood a little, talking .. It was nice. We actually have alot in common. He likes the Sex Pistols. I don't know any guy who likes them besides Blaine, maybe. He likes all the bands that nobody else around here has heard of, such as the Adicts. I LOVE THEM. We ended up at the community center park, on the swings. (Quick unimportant fact: I can't swing high for a long period of time or i'll have to take these yummy orange pills for motion sickness! :/ Grr..) Then we noticed kids coming home from school.. We talked for 4 whole hours! I never knew guys had that much to say.

After school let out, a couple of his jerkoff friends came over and dragged him away. I could tell he felt bad about it, and he told me he'd come over tomarrow. Alright .. just invite yourself over to my house..? Mwahaha, I liked him even more after that. Finally a guy who isn't all.. blah and boring! I hope this won't end up being another Paige.

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[21 Jan 2003|12:45am]

Johnny was a junkie, but his mommy didn't know. Couldn't see the track marks from his wrists to his elbows. She was busy drinking martinis 'cause life in the suburbs ain't always that easy .. Julie was perfect, yeah queen of the prom. Most likely to suceed by the age of 21 .. Something funny happened to her along the way, first she took a hit, then she ran away.

Johnny was found with a needle in his arm, mommy couldn't figure out what was wrong. Tears roll from her tranquilized eyes, another pill will kill the pain inside. Julie was hangin' from the 12th street bridge .. her suicide note clenched in her first. It said sorry things turned out this way, maybe tomarrow will be a better day.
Blanks 77 -- Suburbia

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[20 Jan 2003|09:51pm]

[ mood | happy ]

[ music | sex pistols god save the queen*' ]

Who likes the new layout? I know I do. It took me forever trying to fix it. I absolutely adore the look on Lydon's face; I'm amused easilly. I'm probably going to keep this one up longer than the last one, because I really like this one, haha. Now all i've got to do is upload new icons, and i'm ready to go!

If i told you it wasn't easy, if I told you now would you believe me? I couldn't convince you if I tried, you weren't around the times that I cried, and I was crying.

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[20 Jan 2003|08:00pm]

[ mood | confused ]

[ music | afi ever and a day*' ]

Bryan is beginning to seriously piss me off. He keeps calling and acting like he has something to tell me. I already know that he likes me; his friend Justin told me so. But I wish he'd get it out already. Nothing worse than a guy who can't speak what's on his mind. Why are guys so shy when it comes to me? It's not like i'll bite his head off.

I don't know .. maybe it's because i'm a little different from most girls around here. I'm not all girly, and most of my friends are guys. I know i'm not ugly, but i've had very few boyfriends. My ex, Paige, once told me that at first he was afraid of me until he realized that deep down i'm harmless. I need to "start acting more feminine". Screw it, i'm not changing for anyone. When a guy comes around with balls and isn't intimidated by a fucking girl, that'll be the guy for me.

Sadly, i'm starting to like Bryan more and more. Everyone at my school hates him; He was expelled for pot. I normally hate people who are so open about pot. I mean, if you do it, fine. Keep it to yourself, don't go smoking it in the boy's locker-room if you don't want to get caught. Also, he's an all around JACKASS elitist "punk" (notice the parenthesis) who wears the same god damn Clash shirt every day. He's lucky I like the Clash, haha. And when I say everyone hates him, I mean it. I know about 6 guys who want to kick his arse.

And another thing .. He made one of my closest friends cry, and that's not good. That makes him a stupid little cunt. Pardon my french. Am I just attracted to losers? I know Paige is one. If so, why? Is it because I secretly feel sorry for him that he's a pathetic little jerk..? Possibly. Or perhaps it's his looks. He's very cute. His look is classic; He reminds me of Meggers from the Casualties with that green hawk of his. And his eyes are green to match. Funny. :\ Grr, i'm going to stop before I can't stop myself..

He wants me to meet him outside the mall tomarrow. I think i'm going to go. Wish me luck.

You see me and you laugh out loud, you taunt me from safe inside your crowd. My looks, they must threaten you to make you act the way you do. Red, i'm seeing red. You see me and you think i'm a jerk, first impressions without a word. You can't believe your eyes at first, but now you know you've seen the worst. Red, i'm seeing red ..
Minor Threat - Seeing Red

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[20 Jan 2003|03:37pm]

[ mood | indifferent ]

[ music | sex pistols problem*' ]

This chick who hangs out with Blaine thinks that the band Buzzcocks formed in the 90's. Such misinformed people ..

Anyhow. On to other things. I got woken up at 7:00 in the fucking morning. By who? Ana. What the hell would she want? My parents weren't home so I let her inside. Turns out her dad went nuts on her and tried to beat her up. Just because he found out she has a boyfriend. I know Ana, and she would never do anything stupid with a guy. She's too smart for that.

So I let her in.. We talked for a couple of hours, and then my mom came through the door at about 10AM. She looked pretty hungover, and I didn't want to deal with it so we went outside. I must have looked so dumb standing there on my front walk in a pink nightgown. But it didn't matter at the time. Ana was too scared to go home.. so I called up Blaine, and he said she could go over there 'till her dad cools off.

She left, and I walked back inside. My mom crashed in my little brothers room. Fine with me, he sleeps in my room anyway. He usually sleeps in my dad's room, but he's gone for 2 weeks in the navy and my brother doesn't like sleeping alone. He's only 7, lol, so give me a break.

So here I am.. Just got out of the bathtub; Took a bubblebath. ;) I have an evil pink rubberduckie I ordered offline. It has scary eyebrows and everything. Well, that's all for now!

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[20 Jan 2003|02:23am]

[ mood | bitchy ]

[ music | sex pistols submission*' ]

I fucking hate Nirvana. What is with everyones obsession with them, of Kurt Cocaine? I swear. There's an entire cult at my school devoted to Nirvana.

I'm a person just like you, but I've got better things to do than sit around and fuck my head. Hanging out with the living dead. Snort white shit up my nose, pass out at shows, i've got the straight edge.
Minor Threat - Straight Edge

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[20 Jan 2003|02:12am]

Life has been the same for a long time, go to school and witness the crimes. Go home and see it on the evening news, then we got nothing to do. If there were a concert we would go, usually end up watching the prime time shows. Hours in front of a t.v. set, we're as idle as teens can get. Teen idles, teen idles fuckin' bored to tears.
Teen Idles - Teen Idles

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[20 Jan 2003|12:07am]

[ mood | curious ]

I uploaded two new icons.. Tell me what ya think. They're keywords "meow" (Ugh .. Couldn't think of a better name.) and "opening a beer can". I like. I wish I could have more than six up at a time, though.. Or maybe it'll be good to save my others for future layouts. -contemplate.-

I just got done watching Futurama and The Oblongs. Man, that show is messed up. The fat chick who looks like a frog cracks me up. And the other girl has only one boob .. and let's not forget the girl with the dick on her head. I wonder if it's fully functional.

I'm bored; There is nothing to do. Thank god for Martin Luther King. Although the holiday means nothing to me, at least I can take advantage of not having school. ;)

On a random note .. I wonder if anyone besides me likes the Casualties. Sure, they're lyrics are shit, but they put on a good show, or so i've heard from my brother and his friends. Also.. I like some of their songs, though I heard Meggers is a dickhead. He's pretty sexy for a dickhead, though.. *blink*. Hm.

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[19 Jan 2003|09:58pm]

[ mood | thoughtful ]

[ music | sid my way*' ]

Hum .. Guess who called me today? Give up? Blaine did. Jeez. He's uber pissed off at me for some reason. I can't tell why. Probably because I missed practice the other day. He needs to cool down, either that or understand that I can't be in the same room with Paige.

Today was possibly the laziest day of my life.. I woke up at 2:30 in the afternoon, took a shower, and glued myself to the computer screen. Why? I didn't feel like doing anything else. At all. Call it a 'Becca is a lazy little sod who doesn't feel like showing her mug outside' day. I don't know. Ever feel like that?

Know who else called? Bryan. I think i'm beginning to "like" him. I don't know. Boys are Satan. Especially this one. He seriously wronged a friend of mine, named Ally. This guy is the definition of evil jackhole. But.. I don't know. He's different when we're alone. He doesn't act all show-offy, if you know what I mean. Grawr. Shoot him for me. Shoot me.

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[19 Jan 2003|03:48pm]

Found this on a random journal. Decided to do the survey. ;\ Pick a band and answer using only the band's lyrics: I chose the Misfits.

01 -- are you male or female?
"Go! It's a missle girl in a missile world, human tongue feels aluminum-plate.."
02 -- describe yourself?
"I ain't no goddamn son of a bitch, you better think about it baby.."
03 -- how do some people feel about you?:
"Attitude, you got some fucking attitude, I can't believe what you said to me you've got some attitude.."
04 -- how do you feel about yourself?:
"She walked out with empty arms machine gun in her hand, she is good and she is bad, no one understands. She walked in in silence, never spoke a word. She's got a rich daddy, she's her daddy's girl."
05 -- describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest:
"Little angelfuck, size for everyone love responsibility, they are bound to believe she isn't loving you anymore."
06 -- where would you rather be?
"She works at the devil's whorehouse.."
07 -- describe where you live?:
"Here in this place lies the genie of death, touch it, see it.."
08 -- describe how you live:
"Don't you run away from anything, I bet you thought you really could."
09 -- describe how you love:
"Die, die, die my darling.. Don't utter a single word. Die, die, die my darling, just shut your pretty mouth.. i'll be seeing you again."
10 -- share a few words of wisdom:
"Turn the lights down low and bolt the door up, the future is coming."

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[19 Jan 2003|02:18pm]

[ mood | nauseated ]

[ music | anti-flag not gonna change*' ]

Rar. My stomach hurts. Probably 'cause I just got out of the shower. I always turn the water on so hot that I feel sick to my stomach after I get out. It's just that I hate cold water. Non-drinking water, of course. ;)

Hum.. I had the most delicious breakfast. Oriental flavored ramen noodles. A delicacy in Scandanavia.. I don't like most cereals. Well, except for Cap'n Crunch because the Cap'n is my whore.

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[19 Jan 2003|03:18am]

[ mood | groggy ]

[ music | sex pistols anarchy in the uk*' ]

Oy vey.. I finally got my journal how I wanted it. *YAWN*. I'm so tired. It's 3:19 in the morning, but I can't sleep. I've tried everything. So I just said, to hell with it and signed on. Of course, nobody's on.. ;\

Hum.. I haven't been to school in an entire week. I wonder if anyone misses me? Hah, i'm sure Paige doesn't. I think i'm going to end up quitting the band. I can't stand being anywhere near him anymore. I don't even want to look at him. Either he goes, or I go. I don't mean to be a bitch, but we've been through so much bad shit that it just makes me sick breathing the same air as he does.

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[19 Jan 2003|12:17am]

[ mood | hyper ]

[ music | sex pistols emi*' ]

Took down my Misfits background, if anyone wants to use it feel free to ask. Man, I made a million BG's today, haha. I have tons of Sex Pistols, two punk girls, and a Misfits. One of my Sex Pistols backgrounds is on the community, the_sex_pistols. Which is a cool community by the way, so I order you to join it. Heh. Oh, and I made 6 icons! I love them. They're just so.. whee. Johnny and Sidney.

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[17 Jan 2003|08:54pm]

[ mood | content ]

[ music | blondie atomic!* ]

That's right dudes and dudettes, new journal. I couldn't help myself. add me if you'd like, i'll most certainly add you back. I'll post a real update later on tonight, if I have the time.

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