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Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
11:47 pm
wow. blurty just fills me with so much nostalgia i could burst. i cant even look at these colors, this icon, this text.. without bringing back the memories of when i came here often. so im letting u know that ive crossed over to xanga for a while. pinkxobikini. check it out.

*** im done with this for a while.. time heals all wounds***

current mood: crushed
current music: enchanted-katy rose

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Friday, April 16th, 2004
10:27 pm - worried
i went to gems play tonight. it was amazing. she didnt mess up once! lol. everyone one else was great too. sexy josh w/ his shirt off. woo hoo. lol.but yea. nikki didnt show up, wut a great friend. but im sure she had her "excuse". she always has one. so i was alone, i didnt care though. justin n i chilled for a few. after the show, i went to go see gem, but someone told her she had a family emergency. she was so scared. i really didnt know how to calm her down so i just helped her in the dressing room. i pray to God that she and everyone else is ok. that poor girl cant go through anymore. so after that episode, i talked to orion till i was picked up. then i got dairy queen n came home to clean. now im here

im going to bed, or wherever. nite

me ke aloha <3 mg

current mood: sympathetic
current music: everytime. britney

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4:50 pm
so my ignoring danny thing really has no effect on him. i think he could care less. my whole point was to make it clear that i dont like him.. but people keep talking about it. it sux that i cant be how i usually am with him.. but i guess by doing that it means i like him. wtf. this sux. o well. i can do without him.. i only liked him 4 a lil bit and got nothing in return so i shouldnt care. right?

neways. its really hot right now. whew. school was rather gay. thank god its the weekend. im going to the play tonight. Out Of The Frying Pan. gem was directing it. then one of the leads got mono ( dirty girl. lol j/k) and gem had to step in. kinda proud of her, she worked hard on getting all those lines down. but yea.. only a couple ppl r going. nikki. and matt and hes bringing his ex... woo hoo, wut a party. i dont think ill be sitting by them.

i said hi to alex today. i keep meaning to talk to him. but then.. i dont. lol. o well.
well im going now. i have other things to do.
me ke aloha <3 mary

current mood: geeky
current music: colorblind - counting crows

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Thursday, April 15th, 2004
8:50 pm
its been a long day. and i just remembered that i have to call justin!! ill be right back. or maybe not! i would have been dead if i forgot. eek.
me ke aloha <3 me

current mood: sleepy
current music: joss stone

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Wednesday, April 14th, 2004
6:12 pm
just woke up. we had a half day so i got to sleep a lil more. went to applebees w/ D right after 8th per.
high school drama is gay. ( not like the drama club just drama) i dont c why people cant keep their mouths shut when its not their business. im not mad... its just causing an akward situation between someone and i. and it sux.
american idol is on tonight. wasnt last night cuz of the damn president.
i dont really have any thoughts right now. im getting too distracted.
me ke aloha- mary

current mood: sleepy
current music: 8th world wonder

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5:41 pm
just woke up. we had a half day so i got to sleep a lil more. went to applebees w/ D right after 8th per.
high school drama is gay. ( not like the drama club just drama) i dont c why people cant keep their mouths shut when its not their business. im not mad... its just causing an akward situation between someone and i. and it sux.
american idol is on tonight. wasnt last night cuz of the damn president.
i dont really have any thoughts right now. im getting too distracted.
me ke aloha- mary

current mood: sleepy
current music: 8th world wonder- kimberly locke

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Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
5:23 pm
school was great today. wasnt exactly fun.. but better than most days. i gave danny some candy for his birthday.. lol. hmm. wut else happened.. i've decided im writing a "book" ha. it will be done soon. and i will sell it. lol. ill post some of it sometime.
i played some badmitton today. yay for the shuttle cock. i felt a lil fruity.. but sumone was there to keep my occupied! ha. also kaila and i made up a song. well its not that original we just changed a few words. " does your ****** hang low.." and so on. lol kaila!
i walked to 711 after school. fez was with me, he needed a ride home. i got an icee. then i came home and watch jeopardy. then my sis filled out this thing and guess what?!?! im auditioning for jeopardy!!! lol. i think its the funniest thing ever. but yea. then i watched the swan. i love that show. im gunna be a plastic surgeon so its just my kind of thing! then i did h/w and blah blah the usual. now i gotta continue to work out. ive been slacking lately.
last nights banquet was awesome! i cant believe how many awards i got. i was completly shocked. the captains gave me the " MTV Chick Award" cuz they said im the most likely to be a dancer on MTV. hehe. i also got an award for Best Turns and Best Dance Technique. Coach gave me a special award too. she said it wasnt one she gave out often so i felt really special when i got it. It was the " Most Outstanding Second Year Member". awww now doesnt that sound precious? lol OoooOOo and Betsy also gave me her showstopper bear. i've been wanting it for about a year. now he sits happily on my bed and watches me dance.
i have to go practice now. this girl has got some goals to reach. : )
me ke aloha - mary

*** Happy Birthday Danny!!!!!!*******

current mood: giggly
current music: selling the drama- live

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Monday, April 12th, 2004
5:02 pm
i was in a rather good mood today. tomorrow is dannys birthday, wonder if ill get him anything? i told him i would. prolly will.
tonight i have my dance banquet. awards are givin out and some yummy food. spekaing of which, i have to go get ready for it.

me ke aloha - mary

current mood: flirty
current music: miss you- blink

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Tuesday, April 6th, 2004
4:10 pm - long time no talk
a lot has happened around here. its all different and yet the same. i would tell you everything but its hard to find where i left off.
poms is over, at least for now. we got 2nd in state. we did good. things should start up again in about a month. until then i have some free time.
im leaving for florida on thursday, thank God. it will be like a pre-summer. btw-only 7 more weeks of school. im gunna go insane counting down the days.
ok. since people back home are wondering. wuts goin on with people in my life?? well here ya go
Emma- couldnt be better. sweetest baby ever. she's started to crawl. i love her.
My sis and geo- They're great. dont really know wut to say bout them, they are just.. dani n george. lol
Dan- we broke up. its not a sad thing. really. im happier now. so is he. another gf actually. good luck guys!
Mike- well... i dont think things will ever be finished with him. hes with my sister Carissa ( my poms sister not real one) i was upset at first cuz of all the things with mike and stuff.. BUT carissa and i talked n everything is fine. ive decided not to be such of a bitch to mike. its not his fault. i was to blame.
Gemma- eh.. true she is my best girl, but.. its been shaky latley. we're different people. different lives, diff morals and goals. im just rather blah on that "best friend" subject.
Nikki- pretty close. i love my girlie. we've gotten closer, we shared a room at state. ( Good times nik. ch.23!)
Me- pretty good. excited cuz im getting a dog soon. (!!!!) : ) yeah, thats gunna be fun. but other than that school is fine.. boring, but fine i guess. no one im interested in. ok thats a lie. but there no way in hell im admiting to it, and its nothing more than a little girl crush. so no big deal. im starting drivers ed next month so i can drive all summer and get my lisc. just b4 school starts. and did i mention florida? well yea. that and im going to cali this summer. all smiles about that. but for now im gunna go update other things. write more some other time.
<3 mary grace

current mood: silly
current music: screaming infedelities- dashboard confessional

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Saturday, February 28th, 2004
12:52 am
yea. going to the mall tomorrow w/ gem. i think we invited orion n whoever. wanted to call alex cuz of our discussion.. about.. green shoelaces. lol. dont ask. but that would be fun.
yea.. so everything else kinda is at a stand still. everything. blah. guess its up to me to change it. i think i will just as soon as i stop being a bitch.
well lovers.. im going to bed.

p.s. " your an idiot". yup.

current mood: lethargic
current music: come back to bed - john mayer

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Monday, February 2nd, 2004
10:21 pm - my current thought
eh.. never say never. never say never. never say never. never say never. never say never. never say never.
he was a complete jack ass.. but maybe im being to hard on him,... i miss him though...
butnever again.

never say never,

current mood: cold
current music: somethings missing - john mayer

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Thursday, January 29th, 2004
11:18 pm - .+. kinda pissed.. .+.
its been kind of a long week. not to boring, just long. tonight i had a game and it was the first time we performed our competition routine.. people liked it. saturday we do our other one, my favorite. LOVE IT. geoff showed up tonight, hes awesome.

*****10 minutes later****

um...what else happended this everyday, and been seeing a lot of alex.. like 875348756 times a day.. even dreamin bout him now!! (lol kim) its getting kinda crazy w/ him...

i dont want to say to many personal things cuz i have people reading this who really dont need to know. mainly .. EVERYONE. so i guess it'll be kinda "mysterious" wuts going on with me. or in other words, fuck you .. its none of ur business.


current mood: quixotic
current music: still- brian mcknight

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Saturday, January 24th, 2004
3:51 pm
the seven hours of dance wasnt the bad at all. it was rather fun. we finished the Jetsons routine and started our Food routine. competition is gunna be fun this year. cant wait =) the first one is in a few days!! yay!

tonight i was gunna go see a movie with nii and whoever else, but i think im just gunna chill w/ dani, play games, and watch 80's movies. so much more fun.

ok. i think ill shower now. more later?

current mood: chipper
current music: milkshake- kelis

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Friday, January 23rd, 2004
10:39 pm - .+. snow butt .+.
today was bad. horrible. but it was good for me. i realized a lot of things. and i know what i have to change... about myself..about things.. so i wanna say thanx to the asshole who wasted my time and ruined my day, cuz im better. u have this tendancy to bring people down with you.
tonight i chilled at gems. great fun. we did nothing but i needed some girl time. we watched gems home videos singing to the lion king soundtrack and whatnot, ate, then watched oldschool nsync concerts and videos. HAHA. brought back memories : ) we ended the night with white nailpolish cuz i felt like being akward and semi-original...and a change.
tomorrow i get to get up and dance 8 am to 11 am thheenn 12 to 3. woo hoo. so im going to sleep.

current mood: creative
current music: you and i both - jason mraz

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Sunday, January 18th, 2004
8:26 pm
just got back from dinner w/ gem n da family. it was fine. got a killer headache though.
the play was so awesome last night! loved it!
never talked to mike, but thats ok, dont need him to have fun, i had dan and peoples there.
no school tomorrow. dont know if im happy bout that or not, i hate not seeing people i normally see, but then again i love not seeing them cuz after 5 minutes with them i get back to the sudden urge to hit them. ha.

not feeling well. im gunna go play skip-bo with sis.
<3 mary

p.s. i miss summer...

current mood: sore
current music: principles of lust - enigma

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Saturday, January 17th, 2004
6:31 pm
it was a normal saturday. woke up, went to yu's, got hit on by the same waiter lol, and then came home. tonight i am going to watch gem. ppl say it's a funny play, she has big 80's hair and stupid clothes so i know i'll have some fun.

i cant get a hold of mike, which is odd cuz he usually answers his cell. i want him to come with me. but i guess he has better things to do... which could pretty much be anything than being w/ his girl.

last night was a game. we won, but that was about the only highlight of my night. but im good now. i had some previous entries on here, but i deleted them for... good reasons.

well i have to go get ready. gotta leave in a few. maybe mike will actaully call me back, but then again maybe hell will freeze over.
<3 me

current mood: giggly
current music: two step - dmb

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Monday, January 12th, 2004
8:49 pm - +. big pants syndrome .+
today was one of those days where u wanted to smack every single annoying person on the earth, and it didnt help that my pants kept falling off. i know i know " why dont u wear a belt?". if i had one I WOULD! so that is why im going belt shopping on sunday with the potashes.

dance was kinda boring tonight. wish i had things that are actually challenging..

cant really update much. to much studying to do.
<3 mg

current mood: mellow
current music: comin clean - hilary duff

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Sunday, January 11th, 2004
12:16 am - + blue polyester pants +
chinese food taco bell two night in a row, where the hell did my diet go?! ill get back on tomorrow. summer is soon. or at least i like to think that.

two basketball games. whew! im exhausted. D showed up. so did G. it was the first game this season she went to. but good cuz it was fun. O is doing the guy/girl routine with me. he'll have sooo much fun. i promise. i also disovered that i have to go to russia to get a damn hat. lol.

M and i dont talk to much on weekends. doesnt make to much sense... wonder if we are ok?.

its late... and yes i am tired, but id rather bore myself to death with quizes. so forgive me if i post a lot of them.


current music: perfect girl- sarah mclachlan

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Saturday, January 10th, 2004
1:23 am - + insomnia +
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Friday, January 9th, 2004
11:47 pm - champagne supernova
finals blow. that has become my favorite saying this week. this weekend is filled with studying,studying and..u guessed it! studying!
tonight was my only night of fun. went to my theatre with gem, ate at taco bell, and stopped at ulta. there is this pretty hot guy that works there ( the theatre, not ulta). woo-hoo. now i have more of a reason to visit, if i ever find the time. i hear he has a g/f, who cares though. i dont plan on ever talking to him.
i've ran out of excuses not to study... hence why im here, typing. i've read all my books, played pac-man about 20 times, and just about everything else in my house there is to do.... please God, let the phone ring! lol
this week has been a mess and has made me tired more than anything else. post later? g-nite

current mood: exhausted
current music: oasis

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