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[31 Jan 2005|06:32pm]
I moved to LJ, bitches!

http://www.livejournal.com/users/andi_xoxo
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DON'T FAKE YOURSELF INTO THINKING ABOUT YESTERDAY [30 Jan 2005|01:37pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | "This time is the last time"- Mae ]

Oh boy, oh boy oh boy! Did i have a swell weekend or what?! Well it all started Friday, when i only went to 3rd pd. hahahaha! i LOVE it! So Friday night we cheered at the stupid b-ball game (I STILL cant believe we lost!) THEN we all came to my house (that's beginning to become the Friday night ritual!) Then we met the other girls at Wendy's and from there we went to this GAY ASS Americas party. I've said it a million times and i'll say it again... Americas doesn't know how to party FOR SHIT! It was cold, there was a shitty ass fire, the house was tiny, there wasnt that many people there, only 1 gay ass keg, and they were charging (for guys, but still) so there was this line and i was all wtf... how gay was that?? SO! we thought we'd try our luck w/ a Montwood party... but still, nothing. That was prettty gay too... I was expecting it to be better cuz last time we went it was bumpin... but not this time!
SO! Saturday had to make up for it. We went to Fernie's highly publicized party at the pit. It was freaking awesome. There was a trillion people there, and I had a blast. OH MAN the liquor. It KILLED me... actually, i think what killed me is the fact that everything that was in my hang I chugged... oooops.... oh well! So, this morning i woke up w/ a bad headache. oh well... We had fun! We ran through the sprinklers... LOL. OMG, i TOTALLY forgot about that. hahahaha. Wow, did we have fun or what?!
So now, I'm forced to do all my damn hw... RATS!

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I'M ALWAYS STUCK WITH THESE EMOTIONS [26 Jan 2005|02:54pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | "Over"- Lindsay Lohan ]

Ok, so i know i've been putting a lot of song lyrics in lately, but they convey the feelings that I can't... so here ya go, for the second day in a row... u know who u are.

I watch the walls around me crumble
but its not like i won't build them up again
So here's your last chance for redemption
so take it while it lasts cuz it will end

my tears are turning into time i've wasted
trying to find a reason for goodbye

I can't live without you
can't breathe without you
I'm dreaming 'bout you
honestly tell me that it's over
cuz if the world's still spinnin and i'm stilll livin
it won't be right if we're not in it together
honestly tell me that it's over
...and i'll be the first to go
don't wanna be the last to know

I won't be the one to chase you
but at the same time you're the heart that i call home
i'm always stuck with these emotions
and the more i try to feel the less i'm whole

my tears are turning into time
i've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

Honestly tell me, honestly tell me
don't tell me that it's over
don't tell me that it's over

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EXCUSES I MADE FOR U... [25 Jan 2005|04:02pm]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | "Undiscovered"- Ashlee Simpson ]

Take it back, take it all back now
The things i gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips,
I miss that now
I can't try any harder than i do
All the reasons i gave, excuses i made for you
Are broken in two

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you

Don't walk away

Touch me now how i wanna feel
Something so real, please remind me
My love, and take me back
Cuz im so in love with what we were
Im not breathing im suffocating without you
Do u feel it to

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you

When im in the dark and all alone
Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door,
Its then i know my heart is whole
Theres a million reasons why i cry
Hold my covers tight and close my eyes
Cuz i dont wana be alone

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you, I need you

Cuz i cant fake and I cant hate
But it's my heart
Thats about to break
You're all i need
I'm on my knees
Watch me bleed
Would you listen please
I give in
I breathe out
I want you, theres no doubt
I freak out, I'm left out
Without you, im without
I'm crossed out
I'm kicked out
I cry out
I reach out
Don't walk away

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I THINK I'M FALLING IN TOO DEEP... [24 Jan 2005|02:47pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | "Symptoms of you"- Lindsay Lohan ]

Well today's Gay Ass Monday, but it was a slacker Monday, so thats always good. Fashion show took up 1st and 2nd pd for us, then in 3rd we chilled.
Well despite all the things i've heard, NOTHING could prepare me for what happened this weekend.. I don't know what to do! I can't even decide whether or not I'm happy because there's so many things that are in the way... if you're reading this and it makes absolutely no sense to u, i'm sorry, because it doesn't make sense to me either...

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YOU TOLD ME THIS GETS HARDER...WE'RE NOT HOLDING ON FOREVER [21 Jan 2005|03:13pm]
[ mood | moody ]
[ music | "It's not a fashion statement.."- My chemical romance ]

WELL it's friday, which i WOULD be happy about, only it doesnt feel like friday so u know...
Today was pretty depressing.. i dont know it was like a down day... First of all, my mom came in my room this morning and told me to say bye to my dog... she had to be put to sleep today... i've had her since i was in kindergarten.. it was devestating. i'm still crying right now as we speak. It's so upsetting... i cant even talk about this right now...
So! DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA! i havent written in a long time.. ive been so busy with stupid fashion show practice, stupid cheerleading practice, stupid b-ball games, and stupid damn performances!!! I'm still trying to decide what to do, but with each day it gets harder and harder. ... And everytime i set my mind to ending things something happens that stops me, and i take it as a sign... Nobody understands that EVERYDAY i set my mind to it and i just cant pull through. i dont know.. i think im gonna give MYSELF more time (not him.. no matter how much time i give him i know nothing will change) cuz i need to work some stuff out. Maybe i need to stop being so selfish?? i dont know what it is... but i guess we'll have to wait and see..

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TO WRITE THIS DOWN IS MEANS TO RECONCILE... [12 Jan 2005|10:02pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | "Embers and envelopes"- Mae ]

We write to apologize.
We ask to look past life as it goes by.
I know you have sacrificed time,
life, love, time to fly.
Please consider all things trite,
forgiveness will be the thing that gets us by.
I know to have something like this
broken is hard to fix.

Embers, we're burning bridges down.
Envelopes stuffed with feelings found.
To write this down is means to reconcile.

We write to patch things up,
maybe not to agree but to proclaim love.
Let's look ahead and then we'll see the one
whose glory never ends.
And based on that we'll see,
there'll be room for change, but gradually.
I know to have something like this
broken is hard to fix.

If all is said and done and over,
if we don't have to, we're not going to.
Make the change, it's worth the try.
What's broken can be fixed tonight.

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IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A ONE NIGHT THING... [10 Jan 2005|06:09pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | "Red Light"- Usher <---- MY BOOOOOOO!!!!! ]

HA! what's up, bitches! Well, it's Monday, and that sucks ass so lets get down to what's really important! THIS WEEKEND! I don't know FOR SURE what's going on but we're gonna go out and party, fo sho. So, Audree;s and Brittany's graduation party is this weekend, i believe.. so we'll see what happens All i know is that being sick all weekend totally sucked, but atleast i got rested and got better for this weekend! haha.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i don't know about this madness... WHY THE HELL IS IT THE DAMN GUYS W/ GF'S THAT HAVE TO BE ATTRACTED TO ME DAMN IT. always... i swear. And ya'll know about karma... (haha, carla, it's ALL ABOUT karma now-a-days) so what is an innocent girl to do in all this???? Well, i dont know, maybe i should find an innocent girl and ask her... haha, cuz i have not been innocent at all.. but i can't help myself. It's not my fault, either. Well, GOT BIG WEEKEND PLANS, Y'ALL, that i can't talk about on here... haha, but innocence will not be anywhere in sight.. ok, ok, well we'll just see...

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....CHOKING ON YOUR ALIBI'S... [08 Jan 2005|12:46pm]
[ mood | nervous ]
[ music | "Mr. Bightside"- The Killers ]

::sigh:: Don't u LOVE being SICK...??? Cuz let me tell u... I DO NOT! Yes, I'm still sick and consequently i was forced to stay in last night when i got back from cheering at the game... ::WOMP WOMP:: bummer. So this morning I had practice at 10 am, and i just got home. Being with the girls can put me in a better mood instantly, so thanks to them i was energetic and happy this morning..
Well lets take this to the PERSONAL side of things, shall we... ok, i am SERIOUSLY having mixed feeling about everything- girls, u know what i'm talking about.. UGH! i don't know what to do.. cuz like.. i have my dignity.. but then i have my feelings.. so what the hell do i do?!!! Carla, i think im gonna take ur advice... yea, it's gonna be kinda hard... but i'll live... HONESTLY u guys, this is "my way" part 2!!!!! Why the hell am i gonna put myself through that BULLSHIT all over again????? it makes ABSOLUTELY no sense.. im smarter than that AND better than that. .. They'll see... thay'll ALL see.. HAHA.. lets see if i can follow through with this... i HOPE i can!!!!!
So, anywho, i go the doctor for my wrist on Monday... say a silent prayer for me.. i'm nervous... i have 9 weeks to get my ass in that gym and do what i need to do... and if this injury is gonna slow me down i'm gonna have some serious pressure...
So that's about it... lil A-dawg needs a nap...
XOXO!!! :::luv luv luv:::

"LIFE ISN'T ABOUT WAITING FOR THE STORM TO PASS.... IT'S ABOUT GOING OUT AND DANCING IN THE RAIN!!"

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JUST ASK THE QUESTION, COME UNTIE THE KNOT [05 Jan 2005|05:27pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | "New American Classic"- Taking back sunday ]

Why hello, it's mid-week wednesday, and it has marked the first day of our last semester... So check da schedule, bitches:

1- Leadership : w/ my dawwgie monique!
2- Economics : w/ sarah and jon
3- English IV ap : w/ monique, carla, ruth and steph-o

So, looks like i'll be slacking it, once again. I can't believe we're gonna be graduating in 5 months... it's madness...
Well, what's new on the personal side??? Let's just say everything's going well. I'm not gonna commit to any decisions just yet, but i'm comfortable where i'm at! All my girls know what's up... ;)
SO THAT'S IT!

"We've got to get better," I said, "It's all in your head."
We could live through these letters or forget it all together
See the months they don't matter it's the days I can't take
When the hours move to minutes and I'm seconds away

Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing about

When all that we need is just a reaction
It's too much to ask for when there's no attraction anymore
If chasing our dreams is just a distraction
I want to remember but I know that I can't go back

Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing about.

Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Try to avoid it (try to avoid it) but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing about

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GO ON JUST SAY IT... U NEED ME LIKE A BAD HABIT [04 Jan 2005|12:16pm]
[ mood | nauseated ]
[ music | "One-eighty by summer"- Taking back sunday ]

Well, hasn't the WB been dandy??? Well, let me tell u... i got what i wanted last night- drama-rama!!!!! i blame it on the fact that all of us were drunk... but i dont even know how much i had to drink.. and i think that the fact that i lost count of how many smirnoffs i drank was partially the reason why i got so drunk. i dont know! mr. ricky the bartender made me some shots that he said would get me "hyper" but all i did wuz get really shaky. it wuz like red bull and vodka or something... but yea, i fucked myself over for sure. Hey, it was our last night... we go back to school tomorrow, which is really sad... ahhh i just wanna get it over with. don't get me wrong, i mean im gonna miss everyone... not to mention all the fun we had in the past 4 years... especially the last 2! non stop partying. ::sigh:: good times! SO thats it!

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SO THIS IS THE NEW YEAR.. AND I DON'T FEEL ANY DIFFERENT... [01 Jan 2005|03:31pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | "The New Year"- Death Cab, BI-YATCH! ]

So last night was CRAZY to say the least. FIRST of all we went to Vic's house and got the party started. We had a couple cups of amberbock, then a shot of jack. After that we stole a bottle of champagne and drank it on the side of Vic's house. Then we totally jacked Adam and chugged his Alize lol, then me and jackie fought over some MD. HAHA... well needless to say, we were pretty trashed.. We shoulda stole the other champagne bottles, girls! Well, Vince opened the freezer and unknowingly dropped to MD's that crashed to the floor and broke. Vic FLIPPED and kicked everyone out... poor guy... So after little me tried to keep vic and vince from fighting (haha, all i got was vince's beer spilled all over me... but i succeeded in pushing vince out the door) we went to Josh's. It was a funny drive. Vince and his Middle lane right turns... running red lights and going up curbs... we're DAMN lucky there were no cops, cuz we woulda been FUCKED! so some CRAZINESS happened as soon as we got there ::AHEM:: that i will not repeat... if u were there, tight if not too bad. The rest of the night wuz kinda a blur... i wuz w/ chris... the joey and alec were talking shit... then there wuz some punching in the front yard.. then i came home.. but not before trying to text everyone i knew to wish them happy new year, and it wuz pretty much like "hbjfkbzkfadbifkberfb csl" haha... good times. So here i am a lil hungover, but good! I had a BLAST and thats all that matters!
2005!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so this is the new year.
and i don't feel any different.
the clanking of crystal
explosions off in the distance (in the distance).
so this is the new year
and I have no resolutions
for selfl assigned penance
for problems with easy solutions
so everybody put your best suit or dress on
let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn
as thirty dialogues bleed into one
i wish the world was flat like the old days
then i could travel just by folding a map
no more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways
there'd be no distance that can hold us back.
there'd be no distance that could hold us back (x2)
so this is the new year (x4)

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FORGET DECEMBER IT WON'T BE BETTER THAN I REMEMBER IT BEFORE... [29 Dec 2004|02:04pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | "Forget December"- Something Corporate ]

Well let me update u on what has been goin on, which has not been much. Monday i went to the mall w/ my buds Abe and Ricky. I had fun torturing them by making them go inside Abercrombie. So Monday night was a bust! We all met up and tried to decide what to do since everyone's saving $$ for new years. For some reason we decided to go play pool. I called up monique and she met us and when we got bored, we whipped out our phones and called people, and we ended up at Cody's house watching Thirteen... this movie about these psycho thirteen year old girls... it was crazy. So anywho, yesterday i went to the mall w/ Jax and Carla, and this time i actually got to shop!!!! i bought a few cute things and it made me happy. Whoever said laughter was the best medicine never owned a credit card. Shopping cures all!!!!!!!!!! So last night, as we had said before the break started, we had our lil girls night in. We watched The OC, ate ice cream and laughed about all the memories ... and made some new ones! "IS HE GAY???!!!" -Carla.... HAHA, sorry, Carla, I HAD to out it.... lmao, that was HILARIOUS!!! We had a good, peaceful night! haha, and that's about it!

"New Years Eve came, but nothing had changed all the problems just got worse"

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...I'M LOOKING ON THE BRIGHT SIDE... [27 Dec 2004|02:09pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | "You and I both"- Jason Mraz ]

Why hello... after the Xmas Eve ordeal, i'm feelin a lil better. Thank God for my friends, who will ALWAYS stick by me, no matter what... I love u guys more than ANYTHING!!!!
Well, Xmas wasn't so bad.. I got a lot of gifts.. a new Dooney, a Dooney wallet, a scarf, the OC season 1 on DVD, some money, and some perfume. AND i went to see my grandma, whom i haven't seem in hmmmm 2 years?!! All the family drama has split us apart, but it was good to see her... a lil sad, though at the same time. OMG, guys, i know this has nothing really to do w/ this, but omg, let me tell u, i have never been so happy as when i ate my Xmas dinner... lol. When u have gone ALL DAY LONG without eating, and u finally get to eat, and it's Xmas dinner... omg... i was SOOO happy... lol. i guess lil things make me happy! haha, good times... so yea, i guess thats about it...
Yesterday i saw Spanglish.. it was cute. I cried like a damn idiot!!! I felt so dumb!! but i know i wasnt the only one... i saw this girl in front of me wiping her eye.. lol. so i felt better! haha... its just so sad when she asks her daughter if she wants to be someone not like her when she grows up... i wuz all bawling...jk. no, but i shed a few tears.. im not gonna lie! So thats about it... FUCK DA WB!!!! Ain't got SHIT on Thanksgiving... damn SLACKERS

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THESE WHITE PILLS ARE KIND... [24 Dec 2004|10:12pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | "There is"- Box car racer ]

Well, today was Christmas eve, and the WORST in history, at that. i can't be here anymore, y'all, i swear, i will end up killing myself. This isn't my life, like, this can;t be it, right? i mean... is this as good as it's gonna get?? cuz if it is, God just kill me now. Like seriously, the one person on this earth who should love me unconditionally hates me, so what now?? i'm not trying to feel sorry for myself guys., but seriously! dude, my mom has no idea that sometimes at night, while i COULD be feeling sorry for myself by crying myself to sleep, i just pray to God that he'll take me, cuz i can't do this anymore!!!! to any of my friends that are reading this, i need help, u guys, im not kidding! i'm tired of pretending to be happy, when im not, and i can't keep hurting myself!

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WE ALL SELF-CONCIOUS I'M JUST THE FIRST TO ADMIT IT... [21 Dec 2004|11:18pm]
[ mood | rushed ]
[ music | "All falls down"- Kanye West: FUCK YEAH!!! ]

Well, it's a new day, and I must say, I'm feeling much better... my mom and I talked FINALLY. She said she wuzn't mad about the accident, she was mad about my "attitude"... whatever THAT'S about... So anywho, everything's been good. Don't u HATE it when somebody must think you're a fucking IDIOT, cuz they think that they are keeping a secret from u, and u KNOW they're full of shit??? HAHAHAHA it's actually really funny... stupid boys ::sigh:: So far this break has been alright. I'm gonna have a busy 2 days ahead of me... can u believe I'm not done w/ my Christmas shopping yet??!!!! I know, I know... I needa get a move on... I'm actually gonna brave the mall w/ my sis on Thursday... wow... it's gonna be hell, for sure. But I need 2 buy mo mom a gift, and my sister wants for my nephew to take a picture w/ Santa... how cute, huh? So that's the sitch. OH YEA, and j's on Thursday night, fo sho. All my girls: Try n get a fake ID, cuz we're gonna party w/ no worries, aight?? And tomorrow is the Cheer Christmas party. So that'll be fun.. after that though, I don't know what I'm gonna do...? We'll see!!!
So what's up in the guy dept. for Andi, u ask? Well while I was staying at my sister's I found myself talking to 3 different guys, and to be honest, I only see things working out w/ one of them.... but even still.. we'll have to see!!!
So right now i gotta dye my hair cuz according to my mom I shouldn't be going to parties w/ my hair "Looking like THAT!" So catcha later!
PLEASE TELL YOUR LOVERS AND FRIENDS THAT THE HHS SENIORITAS HAD TA DO IT AGAIN!

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TELL ME AGAIN... [20 Dec 2004|06:10pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | "Lovers and friends"- Usher, Luda, and Lil John ]

WELL it's been a while, huh? So here it goes.... from the beginning.
It all started Friday at lunch when i got into a lil fender bender in the parking lot. So, my mom had a shit attack (and Honest to God, it wuzn't EVEN that bad.. but my mom is the queen of over reacting) So what was initially a small argument turned into a full blown fight, and my mom said some fucked up things and told me 2 leave, so i did. I barely got home right now. The whole ordeal got me all fucked up. I was a mess, literally... I wuz fucked up on painkillers, so that didnt help either. I was shaking like sick- style.
Well, Friday NIGHT made up for earlier. We met some new guys from Americas. They were SOOO nice for real! And one- Shayne- was pretty hot. SO! We brought them w/ us 2 the party behind the sac, and we got fucked up. It was nice to hang out w/ different people. So we ended up taking Jax home, and we went back to the party for a while. Then we went home, and Shayne walked me 2 my door... how sweet, huh? lol.. he wuz fucked up. it wuz funny.
So saturday morning while I wuz getting ready for practice thats when my mom told me 2 leave, so I went 2 practice a mess, and when i got home, i packed a bunch of my stuff, and Abe picked me up and took me 2 my sister's. That night, me and Jax met up w/ Shayne and David again. The night was pretty much a bust. We were driving around FOREVER. FINALLY like at 1, me and Shayne ended up at this one party. All i had wuz one goddamn shot... but it wuz some GOOD SHIT... it wuz refreshing to party with people who were cool with u just drinking... no making u put in or even caring that ur drinking their expensive liquor. Well, i got bored there, and i wuz freezing my ass off so me and Shayne went 2 my sister's apartment and watched a movie. He left and i just knocked out.
Last night Lori had her x-mas party so we went. I haven't seem those girls in FOREVER, so i wuz SOO excited 2 see them again, and talk about the good ol days. We laft early, and since my sister didn't go to work last night, we just chilled together at her house.
Right now, my mom didn't seem to care that I'm home, but i know she's relieved that i am. She doesn't know i wuz staying w/ my sister, and the whole time she would call her and ask if sh'es heard from me, and my sister would tell her no. So i know she was worried, but good. i hope she was.
So ANYWHO, thats where i am now. This weekend we learned our nationals routine and it's pretty dope. I'm excited. Thats the one happiness i have in my life right now, AND my new friends! lol.
Well that's it!

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I CAN'T STAND IT... [16 Dec 2004|10:00pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | "Magnet"- Lindsay Lohan ]

I don't know whether I should hate it or should like it
The way you read through me
I'd swear you were a psychic
And I try to not reach for the phone but
Something bigger makes me call you
I don't know what to do
I'm into you

Is it gravity, chemistry, physically calling me
What could it be, boy
Cuz I'm so drawn to you
Like a fool
I keep coming back, it's true
I can't stand it
You're like a magnet
You're like a magnet

I don't know whether I should move on or should move in
Maybe a part of me is fine
We'd never know when
Cuz I try to leave but that won't work
Cuz being strong just makes it worse
So what should I do, I'm torn in two

Is it gravity, chemistry, physically calling me
What could it be, boy
Cuz I'm so drawn to you
Like a fool
I keep coming back, it's true
I can't stand it
You're like a magnet
You're like a magnet

Oh, come a little closer cuz
I'm loving you, loving you, loving you
Oh, come a little closer cuz
I'm missing you, missing you, missing you
Oh, come a little closer cuz
I'm loving you, loving you
Loving you, loving you, you

Is it gravity, chemistry, physically calling me
What could it be, boy
Cuz I'm so drawn to you
Like a fool
I keep coming back, it's true
I can't stand it
You're like a

Is it gravity, chemistry, physically calling me (I keep coming back)
What could it be boy (I keep coming back)
Cuz I'm so drawn to you
Like a fool
I keep coming back, it's true
I can't stand it
You're like a magnet (you're like a magnet)
You're like a magnet
I keep coming back
I keep coming back
I keep coming back
You're like a magnet

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U WON'T HAVE TO SEE ME THIS WAY... CUZ THIS WAY I'M OK. [15 Dec 2004|03:30pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | "Miss America"- Something Corporate ]

Well, if it isn't HUMP DAY!!! The only GOOD thing about today is that today is the SEASON FINALE OF AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL! i'm excited... oh yea, AND it was our last regular day... just FINALS remain! i'm excited... let's get the PARTY started!!! Today at lunch we were talking about how much FUN Thanksgiving break was, and how da WB betta be as much FUN!!!! I think it will.... we'll see though.
We got to see Vic's CONVICT ass today!! I haven't seen that guy since his lil incident. lmao... who does that, honestly...??? Oh well, that's CHIEF for ya!! u gotta LOVE him.
So, i hope the plans for this weekend go through. i have plans to back up plans, so i think i'm good. if one doesnt work out, the PARTY goes on, right y'all!!!!!!!!
So i was talking 2 my buddy Joey today, and DAMN does that guy know me well, or what????!! I can't believe he knew the SECRET when i have only told one person: JACKIE... and i KNOW she didn't tell anyone. HMMMM.... what is going on!!!!?? i don't know, but i still don't know for sure, so we'll just have 2 wait n see. Besides, like i said, no matter what happened between me and "MY WAY!!!!" he'll always be HOTT in my book. lol...

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IT'S FUNNY WHEN U FIND THE WORDS TO SAY, U FIND NO REPLY... [14 Dec 2004|04:02pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | "I won't make you"- Something Corporate ]

I'm under attack again my dear
I'm in the way
Got no resolutions
No clever anecdotes to say
And still if I yell at the top of my lungs
Will it be the same?
I'd fly you a flag
I'd bury this pen into my veins

I wanna feel through you tonight
But I won't make you
I won't make you

The telephone number I got for you
Says nobody's home
The best thing I can think to do right now
Is leave it alone

And you had an apology in your mailbox since last July
It's funny when you find the words to say you find no reply

I wanna feel through you tonight
But I won't make you
I won't make you

Scream my name just one more time

But I won't make you
I won't make you

And it's been hours now

To be here like this
And just to lay you down
And just to taste your lips
And just to keep me up
God I'm tired of sleeping
And just to lay inside you
And just to know this feeling

I wanna feel through you tonight
But I won't make you
I won't make you

Scream my name just one more time

But I won't make you
I won't make you

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