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[09 Mar 2004|03:10am] |
I'm caught in a void, a vacuum, at the end of an era but not the beginning of a new one. I'm in limbo. I feel displaced.
I get depressed thinking about how I was once 16, young and beautiful. That was only six years ago, but it seems like a lifetime. I feel old, decrepit. I'm only 22 and that's ridiculous but that's how I feel.
I want to rewrite history. I want to reinvent myself. I want to start over. I want to see and hear and feel everything for the first time.
I want... I'm not sure what I want. It's terribly unsettling.
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