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Jennifer

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it's been a while.. [06 Feb 2004|01:03am]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Silver and Cold - AFI <33 ]

if anyone cares, i have a live journal now. thanks to the girl (s) that gave me codes ;)

http://www.livejournal.com/~ruin_me_/

... add me if you'd like

i will still read my friends journals here on Blurty.
i am truely sorry to those who i don't comment.

... - goodnight loves

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[22 Dec 2003|10:56am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | outkast - hey ya! ]

wow! i haven't updated in over a month. hahaha

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[17 Nov 2003|05:45pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | stupid girl - cold ]

1) If you could name yourself what would your name be?: hmm.. Madison or Lexia
2) Favorite Day of the year: Christmas
3) Favorite Day of the week: Saturday
4) Favorite Color: hot pink
5) Song that describes how you feel about your life: dont know.. too many
6) The person that you hate the most: hmm she's probably reading this right now.. that damn stalker
7) Favorite Word: fuck
8) 3 qualities in a person that you find attractive: physical looks, confidence and uh.. a good communicator
9) Most Annoying Celebrity that you wish would go away: Jennifer Lopez
10) The song that makes you turn off the radio every time you hear it: the milkshake song
11) If you could be anyone or anything, what would you be?: i'm going to keep that to myself
12) What is the stupidest thing you have ever said?: i say a lot of stupid things
13) One thing you like about yourself: umm im pretty straight foward.. if i don't like you or something you did i'll tell you or you'll just know
14) Favorite thing to wear: my jeans (i forget who makes them) and my lifeguard hoodie
15) You can listen to any kind of music but: country
16) Most memorable year in your life: 2001
17) The thing that annoys you the most: when the phone rings i'll pick it up and 2 fucking seconds later my mom picks it up! UGH!! THAT ANNOYS ME SO MUCH! oh and the phrase ''HeHe'' when dudes use it
18) A singer / band that has no business making CDs: Britney Spears.. who really wants to hear her go uh yeah and sing about not being a girl or masturbation (new album)
19) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: EVERYTHING
20) If you could have anything right now, what would it be?: him
21) How many people are on your buddy list? : 186
22) Does true love last forever?: sometimes
23) What's in your car?: i dont drive
24) About how many CD's do you own?: god.. like 150+
25) If you were to kill yourself, how would you do it?: shoot myself or slit my wrist until i hemorrhaged to death
26) What would you do for a thousand dollars?: a lot of things
27) One word to describe yourself: jenn
28) Favorite Food: general tso chicken lol
29) One person you wish you could have sex with: LMAO Mark Hoppus. hahahhaha
30) Three things you fear the most: slugs, losing someone and being a fuck up my whole life
32) Emotion to describe the way you feel about life: i dont know
33) Random Word: urine
34) What's on your computer desk? : a steve-o dvd jesse let me borrow, my cell phone, jolly ranchers, a razor, tissues, a hospital pass, cards, choker and a pen
35) Name 3 things you ate today: BLt, a jolly rancher and a piece of gum
36) Stereotypes people make about you: just because im blonde i'm dumb
37) Would you rather talk about someone behind their back or to their face?: face if i like you.. behind your back if i dont
38) If you could eliminate one thing wrong with the world, what would it be?: war
39) Peircings?: ears
40) If you could runaway right now, where would you go?: probably to the park
41) Favorite place to shop: everywhere
42) People who don't understand you: a lot pf people don't understand me.. i sometimes dont understand myself
43) Would you rather be different or like everyone else?: different
45) Favorite toy you had when you were younger: my barbies
46) If your life were a CD, what would be the title of it?: no comment.
47) Something you can't understand no matter how hard you try to: chemistry and algebra!
49) If you could take a picture of something right now, what would it be?: this damn image i have stuck in my head of a purple flower w/ a aqua background lol
50) Favorite website: facethejury.com
51) One thing you shouldn't do, but do it anyway: bite my nails and let people walk all over me

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" I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn back " - Nirvana [15 Nov 2003|09:45pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | heart shaped box - nirvana ]

it hurts so much to see someone you love in intensive care with tubes hooked up to them like they are some kid of science experiment. i tried holding back my tears. i didn't cry while i was there, but i broke down at the party. seeing people around you always crying (gc lyrics right there) doesnt help matters. it makes the situation seem worse than it really is. well my day sucked. i still need a live journal code. i'm going to watch 'hold on' by gc because that's really the only thing that can motivate me right now from what i'm feeling.

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help me out. [14 Nov 2003|11:02pm]
[ music | finch - what it is to burn ]

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if you have one and would like to be generous enough to give me it, i'd appreciate it very much :)
[ my e-mail - pinkses0x@aol.com ]

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[13 Nov 2003|05:40pm]
just trying something
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[05 Nov 2003|11:33am]
everything is just fucked up :(
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You're living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over [24 Oct 2003|11:59pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]
[ music | strawberry gashes - jack off jill ]

um um um i did yoga last night and i really liked it. i downloaded some video of a chinese guy in a desert. it was awesome and i can't wait to do it again :)

i left school early today :\. it gets too addictive and i always want to leave. anyway me and jess left and we got outside and saw "him." wow he's beautiful! oh i forgot.. jess always comes when he comes in the morning. he walked by us today while going to our lockers. ahh hes great. anyway, me and jess were bored so we walked around and decided to go to tiagos. well we're lame and didnt know he was watching us when we were standing outside his house. so we ran when we saw him. cool arent we? we went to jessicas sisters job and chatted. it felt good to have that conversation. i didnt know some of the things jess told me (lol).
hot chocolate is cool. i need it every morning from the same bakery that "he" gets it from. it will be even cooler if it's from where he gets his. just think about it.. the water in my cup could have been with the water in his. wow. lol i'm really lame and it's too late. bye

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all you ever do.. [21 Oct 2003|04:30pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | rockstar - my ruin ]

wow.. it's been a while since i update.

this week in school has been pretty alright. i told myself that i should start talking to new people and try making new and more friends.. well it worked :). i've been talking to more people and i haven't been as shy as i normally am. theres no doubt i'm still quiet some time.. but i'm not as quiet as i used to be. i actually said more than "Hi" to Sergio today! i was like 'hey, how are you doing?" wow i can't believe it! he was like wow omg you said more than one word to me. we are gradually working our way up to a conversation.. okay well the last sentence wasn't his exact words.. but what i typed were in other words for what he said to me. in gym i've been hanging out with Patricia and Carla. lol those two are awesome. we've been playing badminton (sp?). instead of trying to hit the birdie to one another we were hitting it ontop on this balcony in the gym. cool stuff. every other team get 1 birdie... we got.. 12 lol. so yeah they're really cool. there's this other girl Pamela. lol she's really cool too :). of course there's Randy, Mike and Brian. Randy is a little obsessed with Jessica. in French i started talking to this kid Marilo and this girl Julifer. both of them are cool. Marilo thought i was "cool" because i watch Jackass and it's one of my favorite shows.. lol
how can i forget? Patrica's new name is 75 cent. i am her # 1 fan! how cool is that? i can't wait for her 22 cent album to come out. snoop puppy pup.. ahh gangster stuff lmao i'm just kidding.

on friday, Jessica and i went to our lockers to find out that someone had changed our locks.. hmm would could that of been? who do we know that comes to our locker with us everyday and looks at the combinations.. oh let me guess.. Ricardo and Anthony of course! well yeah, the two asses switched our locks. then we came back and found out that they switched them again.. but this time it wasn't as bad. they switched mine with Jessica's. before that they had switched them some other way.. i don't know. Jess and i know it was them because she went to her locker after 5th and Ricardo asked her how she got her locker open because him and Anthony had switched the locks. bingo thanks Ricardo for giving yourself up.
here's a conversation i had with Anthony.. oh and i am not talking to him as of friday (last week) :

Leatherface 1978 [4:14 PM]: hey wats up?
P i N k S e S 0x [4:15 PM]: why are u IMing me
Leatherface 1978 [4:15 PM]: why not?
P i N k S e S 0x [4:15 PM]: dont u get i dont want to talk to u
Leatherface 1978 [4:15 PM]: y, wat did i do?
P i N k S e S 0x [4:16 PM]: why should i talk to u after what u and ricardo did to me and jessica on friday? w/ the lockers..
Leatherface 1978 [4:16 PM]: the lockers?
Leatherface 1978 [4:16 PM]: wat lockers?
P i N k S e S 0x [4:17 PM]: forget it .. bye
Leatherface 1978 [4:17 PM]: wat the hell do u mean the lockers?
Leatherface 1978 [4:22 PM]: w/e ur the lil wuss that cant talk because "supposably" sumthin happen w/ ur lockers
Leatherface 1978 [4:22 PM]: and u blame it on me n ricardo
P i N k S e S 0x [4:23 PM]: im not even going to waste my time and try telling u what happened because your going to play stupid like you always do and deny it. so from now on dont talk to me
Leatherface 1978 [4:26 PM]: w/e u *********** ******-*** ****** ***** ** ****
Leatherface 1978 signed off at 4:27 PM

wow.. he's just too cool! i'm a *********** ******-*** ****** ***** ** ****. i wonder what that stands for... ?

on a sadder note my grandmother went to the doctors yesterday. she found out for sure that she has cancer. she's going to have more tests done and then after all that's done she is going to see what some doctors can do to help her. god damn.. all these people are either getting sick or dying :'(
today when she drove me to school, her spirit was very high, so i was relaved. she told me she was going on with her life because life goes on and you shouldn't stop living life normally because of something like this. as long as she feels good and ready to go.. she'll be on the go! that made me smile knowing that she feels fine and everything. as long as her hopes are high, and everyone else's hopes and spirits are high.. she'll hopefully be fine :)

man do i feel stupid. when i see "him" i get so fucked up! seriously.. i can't even talk and i totally forget about what i was going to say or what i was thinking. yesterday for example i couldn't even finish telling Jessica about whatever i was talking about. i think i waited until i passes him. lol wow im such a weirdo. ah ah ah i saw him today.. a lot actually and he's so cool and hot and... ah ness! :D :D

some people have attitude problems and should seriously stop having such an attitude towards some people. :(

okay well, tomorrow there is a half day @ school and thursay there isn't any school. i'm pretty excited about not having school because i hate it. most of my classes suck so whatever. i cut 1st period too much, i don't do book reports for gym and i don't understand algebra. why the fuck am i taking 2 math classes? geometry and algebra 2? what the fuck? one is enough.. okay well i've updated and i'll be leaving comments in my blurty friends journals from now on .. sorry if i haven't commented :\

<33 Jennifer (a.k.a # 1 fan lol.)

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[19 Oct 2003|12:58pm]
[ mood | listless ]

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your feeling sad, your feeling lonely and no one seems to care. [13 Oct 2003|06:51pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

am i a bad friend because i left? i couldn't take it anymore.. i felt like i was going to break down right then and there.

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[08 Oct 2003|03:32pm]
happy birthday Annessa! (tierdofit)
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[07 Oct 2003|08:07pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | afi - total immortal ]

ah im bored. tired and full from eating too much :(
today was such a waste of a day. some kids @ school are testing so we have to go in @ 10. riiight.. it's more like go in @ 12 and still be early. anyway, i wasn't in such a great mood to begin with and Anthony and Ricardo just had to piss me off more.
the supposed "Gay Kid" is no longer gay due to the fact that he likes me LOL. he's straight off the boat. haha
Mrs. Q tripped a little girl in the bakery before. hahaha it was so funny. the child is tramatized now.'
Jess and i skateboarded before and it was s0o cool. Jesse and this other kid whos name i forgot were teaching me and Jess how to skateboard. the other kid is on face the jury. hehe. i asked him if he was on there and he said "yes, are you one of my many fans?" sure am!

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ola jennifer kosakowski ;) [30 Sep 2003|01:38pm]
HI JENN! IM A HACKER! MUAHAHAHA were in spanish n ms perez is squeaking n mariusz says she soundsl ike an old door..n then he told ehr she had a pretty voice LOL g2g

Love Dana and Mariusz's PeePee =)


dont worry...lol i wont do it again =D its a present to you from me tho (mariusz duno ur password..)
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LOL [28 Sep 2003|01:25pm]
Spell your last name. B-A-M...
NO! you don't start with A!! A is for CROCODILE!!

Jenn, why do you dye your hair?

LOL Brielle is too cool
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[26 Sep 2003|04:58pm]
ah. i saw him. the book the BOOK! right jess? lmao im stupid. i smiled he smiled jess laughed. HEART ATTACK! omg it was great
jess and i finally cut school today. i've been dying to leave. poor jess got spotted by jason :(
my new name is jenna. thanks anthony
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[25 Sep 2003|06:11pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | suicide note part 2 ? ]

yeah yeah yeah so today sucked major ass. seeing him didn't make it better. i realized how much of a loser i am. i didn't take gym because my teacher was absent. instead i sat on the bleachers and wrote a 3 page journal entry on 'what my problem is' and shit like that. yep i'm a L-O-S-E-R the end.

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[24 Sep 2003|10:44pm]
[ mood | crushed / depressed ]
[ music | mothers prayer ]

tonight i opened up to a kid i just met. he told me things about himself and i told him what i was going through. we feel like we've known each other for a long time. i want to thank him because he is the first person i've ever told anything like this to and it just felt like he understood what i meant. so yeah.. um today sucked like everyother day. i can't bring myself up to talk to him. i dont feel comforable with myself and i feel im too ugly to even look at him. self-esttem problems and self confidence problem.. i should probably just forget about it and everything else i look forward to because it seems like it all will never happen and isn't possible. i should stop dreaming and come face to face with reality.

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[22 Sep 2003|06:52pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | best of meeeeee - tsL ]

well.. im still alive and i'll update in a day or so.

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um like mr. delshad if you need us to do to the office for you, we would be more than happy to go :D [13 Sep 2003|12:07am]
[ mood | ditzy ]
[ music | otep - jonestown tea ]

School is alright (but boring). i don't have anything good to say about this year. all i know is that it is going to be hard due to the amount of reports and work i'm gonna have to do.

anyway, Jessica and i always find something to do in school when we're bored. today during homeroom we asked our teacher if we could bring down the attendance folder to the scheduling office. as we were walking there we saw this nice looking rocker kid. so we did what we were supposed to do. when we got back into homeroom i was like, um like Mr. Delshad if you need us to do to the office for you, we would be more than happy to go. haha. he asked us what was up. Jess and i told him that there was this hot guy downstairs and he told us he could give us some papers to bring down to the office so we could look at him again. Mr. Delshad rocks!

during lunch Jess and i sit with Anthony. this year me and Anthony aren't in any classes together except for homeroom. wow the classes are boring now. okay well anyway, we always invite rodrigo over to our table and we just mess around with him. he tells us how he likes rancid and how he wants a mohawk. i suggested a rainbow one but he told me no. this kid Michael (someone we invited to our table) is from Poland and he was telling us about some metal bands from Poland. i'm in 3 classes with Michael (English, Geometry and Algebra) Mikes name is pronounced Mee-How.
Cory told me he was gonna be coming to East Side :). i saw him today during lunch. i didn't say hi or anything because he was across the room. he was with Ralph. hmm. i haven't said hi to Ralph this year.. but i mean he hasn't said hi to me either.. so im confused and i don't know what to do. :\
Ugh! These Mexican bitches are sitting are mine and Jess' table! what the fuck. fucking freshmen. i hate how they think they can just park their asses anywhere and expect people not to say anything. i swear.. they better not be @ our table on monday.

my teachers are pretty okay. i really like my geometry teacher Mr.Porcello. hes from down neck and i just understand him really well. he seems really simple and gets to the point. my algebra teacher is awesome LOL. algebra is really hard and i dont know if i'm going to stay in that class. :\ this dude is so corny infinity makes his head hurt so he can't thing about it. hahaha. my art teacher is pretty cool. Mr. T. we are breaking down a painting Picasso did. it's really stange once you actually look at it for a while and then you start to notice all the details. it's actually pretty cool. :)

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