Sorry for not updating...   
04:51pm 21/08/2005
 
mood: tired
Things have been kinda messed up at the moment. Firstly Matty and Jake's 16 yr old cousin Rex got hit by a car on the 29th, he died on the 31st.
Then on the 4th some girl called Lisa Dean tried to pin a rape charge on Matty. Luckily her boyfriend didn't believe her and it turned out she was just after attention.
On the 16th i got into a fight with Jake's ex Karla outside the local pub. Her friend used to go to my old school and so she had shown Karla photos of me when i was fat. Karla started making remarks about me and my weight, then as i turned to leave she grabbed my hair, so i turned and smacked her one. Thankfully one of the doormen knew Matty and told the police it was selfdefence.
So yeah i've been busy.....
 
     

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We got caught!!!   
01:05pm 04/07/2005
 
mood: loved
Every Sunday Jake, Matt, and i always drive up to their auntie Maria's house for Sunday lunch, then head back Monday morning.
Yesterday though Jake had to leave early and he was gonna come back for us this morning. Anyway we all had lunch, Jake set off and Maria went to have a nap. Matt and i sat down and watched 'Little shop of horrors'. Although Maria was asleep we didn't want to tempt fate, so we kept our hands off each other... Ok Matt didn't want to tempt fate, i was all over him.
About 3ish i got up to do the dishes. About 10 minuites later Matt came out and put his arms around me, so i turned around and we kissed, the next second i heard this little cough from the doorway... Maria was stood there!
She just looked at us and asked how long.
"Two years on Ash's birthday" Matt choked out
"That long ah" She repiled
I finally found my voice "Well...the thing is that..."
She just looked at me and smiled "That's ok Tasha. I've always thought Jake wasn't good enough for you... What i mean is that your a smart girl and well i've always thought you would be better off with Matty"
I was totally floored. Jake is always the family favourite.
"Don't worry guys i won't say anything, but could you do me just one favour?"
"Sure" i said looking at Matt.
"You don't need to hide away your feelings when Jake's not here. I mean i'm sure you have to do that enough when your at home."
I nodded slowly "Thank you Maria"
With that she came over and hugged us.
:-)
 
     

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Hehe it was fun being Mika's girlfriend   
09:15pm 29/06/2005
 
mood: happy
It turns out that Mika had been a very bad girl on Sunday. She had got drunk at the club and snogged some girl called Leigha. The reason i had to play her girlfriend was because Leigha had started to turn up everywhere Mika went. Of course Mika had told her that it was a mistake, but she wouldn't listen so i had to tag along to Mika's work and pretend to be her girlfriend. She never explained the whole 'hair pin' thing...
 
     

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10:57am 29/06/2005
 
mood: frustrated
Grrrr got woken up at 6:30 by Dawn and her geeky ass boyfriend Simon, doing it! I swear he used to be a donkey.
Anyway i need to get ready to meet Mika. She needs me to be her girlfriend for a few hours. Something about mistakes, stalking, and a hair pin *shugs* people shouldn't ring me before 9 in the morning. They all know i need my caffine fix first.
 
     

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09:45pm 28/06/2005
 
mood: blank
I was supposed to be seeing Matt last night, but Jake came home early from Billy's house. Luckily Matt and i were only watching tv.
I swear one day we will get caught, but hey untill then the mouse will play.
 
     

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Here's a bit about me   
07:39pm 27/06/2005
 
mood: amused

Really Long Survey (over 200)

Created by starsbleed2nite and taken 98924 times on bzoink!

What is your name?Tasha
Are you named after anyone?Nope
What's your screename?On what?
Would you name a child of yours after you?No way that's just sad
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?Thorn
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?Matty... what it's a cool name
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?People used to think i was called Natasha and Tasha was for short.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?No way
Basics
Your gender:Female
Straight/Gay/Bi:Straight
Single?Nope
If not, do you want to be?Yes, but no
Birthdate:21/11/85
Your age:19
Age you act:13
Age you wish you were:19 is fine
Your height:5'6 ft
Eye color:Green
Happy with it?Yeah
Hair color:Brown
Happy with it?Yep
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:ambi
Your living arrangement:1/2 with my big sister and 1/2 with my boyfriend
Your family:What about them
Have any pets?Nope
Whats your job?I'm looking in to body art
Piercings?5
Tattoos?4
Obsessions?secrets
Addictions?tattoos
Do you speak another language?abit of french
Have a favorite quote?"It's made with REAL lemons" inside joke
Do you have a webpage?nope
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?Hell yeah
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?I can be
Do you have any secrets?Yes. I have 1 huge one.
Do you hate yourself?No
Do you like your handwriting?It's ok
Do you have any bad habits?I talk in my sleep
What is the compliment you get from most people?"Oh aren't your eyes pretty"
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?Secrets of a good girl
What's your biggest fear?Losing myself
Can you sing?Matt says i can but im not to sure
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?Hell no... ok maybe once or twice
Are you a loner?I can be
What are your #1 priorities in life?Being with the people i love
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?Yes
Are you a daredevil?YES *laughs*
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?I hate the fact i can lie so well
Are you passive or agressive?Half and half
Do you have a journal?Yep
What is your greatest strength and weakness?My mind is my stength and my weakness
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?I wish i was a bit taller
Do you think you are emotionally strong?You have to be in this life
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?I try never to regret anything
Do you think life has been good so far?Yeah its been a cool ride
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?Say no to strangers
What do you like the most about your body?My waist
And least?My height
Do you think you are good looking?7/10
Are you confident?Quite
What is the fictional character you are most like?Ever seen Thirteen?
Are you perceived wrongly?Yes
Do You...
Smoke?Only when im stressed
Do drugs?Nope
Read the newspaper?Yes
Pray?Not in the holy way
Go to church?No
Talk to strangers who IM you?No
Sleep with stuffed animals?Nope
Take walks in the rain?Yes
Talk to people even though you hate them?Yes
Drive?Yep
Like to drive fast?No *looks guilty*
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?Its ok
Hurt yourself?Yes
Been out of the country?Yep
Eaten something that made other people sick?No
Been in love?I can't say
Done drugs?I have yes
Gone skinny dipping?Yes
Had a medical emergency?I broke my arm when i was 12
Had surgery?Only a little one
Ran away from home?Yep, when i was 9. I hid in the tree house
Played strip poker?Once or twice
Gotten beaten up?No
Beaten someone up?No
Been picked on?Nope
Been on stage?Yes
Slept outdoors?Many of times
Thought about suicide?Maybe
Pulled an all nighter?Hell yes
If yes, what is your record?I've been up for 40 hours
Gone one day without food?Hehe i've been 5 days without food
Talked on the phone all night?Yeah. It's a girl thing
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?Yeah
Slept all day?Yep
Killed someone?Nearly
Made out with a stranger?Once or twice
Had sex with a stranger?Nope
Thought you're going crazy?Yeah
Kissed the same sex?Yep
Done anything sexual with the same sex?Nope
Been betrayed?Yeah
Had a dream that came true?Yep
Broken the law?Everyone has
Met a famous person?Not really
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?Nope
On purpose?No
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?Yeah
Stolen anything?*coughs* No
Been on radio/tv?Tv
Been in a mosh-pit?Well duh
Had a nervous breakdown?Not yet
Bungee jumped?No and i don't want to
Had a dream that kept coming back?Don't think so
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?Yes
Miracles?It's more luck
Astrology?Yes
Magic?No
God?No
Satan?No
Santa?No
Ghosts?Yes
Luck?Yes
Love at first sight?No
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?Yes
Witches?Yes
Easter bunny?No
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?Your asking the wrong person
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?I used to
Do you wish on stars?All the time
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?No way
Do you think God has a gender?n/a
Do you believe in organized religion?n/a
Where do you think we go when we die?Where ever we want
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?Yep
Who is your best friend?Nessa
Who's the one person that knows most about you?Matt
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?Never forget what's in your heart
Your favourite inside joke?Lemons
Thing you're picked on most about?My weight
Who's your longest known friend?Nessa
Newest?Eva
Shyest?Bekka
Funniest?Mika
Sweetest?Bekka
Closest?Mika
Weirdest?Mika
Smartest?Eva
Ditziest?Lottie
Friends you miss being close to the most?Nessa
Last person you talked to online?Mika
Who do you talk to most online?Nessa
Who are you on the phone with most?Nessa
Who do you trust most?Matt
Who listens to your problems?It depends on the problem
Who do you fight most with?Tori
Who's the nicest?Mika
Who's the most outgoing?Mika
Who's the best singer?Eva
Who's on your shit-list?No one
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?Nope
Who's your second family?Jake and Matt's
Do you always feel understood?Nope
Who's the loudest friend?Mika
Do you trust others easily?No way
Who's house were you last at?Jake and Matt's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:Matt
Do your friends know you?No way
Friend that lives farthest away:Nessa
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?No
What do you find romantic?Candles
Turn-on?Tattoos
Turn-off?feet
First kiss?Ryan Thomas. I was 6
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?lol
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or goingi prefer to know them
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy outIt's acceptable now
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractivNope
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?I've been told im 'a hottie' more then once
What is best about the opposite sex?I like how they feel
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?Their feet! lol
What's the last present someone gave you?A baseball cap
Are you in love?Meh
Do you consider your significant other hot?Which one? lol
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?n/a
You wanted to kill?Jake
That you laughed at?Mika
That laughed at you?Mika
That turned you on?Matt
You went shopping with?Eva
That broke your heart?n/a
To disappoint you?Jake
To ask you out?Jake
To make you cry?Matt
To brighten up your day?Eva
That you thought about?Matt
You saw a movie with?Matt and Mika
You talked to on the phone?Matt
You talked to through IM/ICQ?n/a
You saw?Eva
You lost?Nessa
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?I am in about 2 hours
Will it be with your significant other?Which one? Hehe Matt
Or some random person?Matt is quite random
What are you wearing right now?A skirt and a shirt
Body part you're touching right now:My ear
What are you worried about right now?The same thing im always worried about
What book are you reading?None at the moment
What's on your mousepad?It's clear with floating hearts
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:happy, excited, romantic, nervous, thoughtful
Are you bored?No way
Are you tired?A bit
Are you talking to anyone online?Nope
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?Not at the mo
Are you lonely or content?Content
Are you listening to music?

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