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im not your star..isnt that what you said.
sighhh i need to reflect think about things.. this point in my life i am SO into school i so understand everything im learning...but outside of school things seem so hard. so complicatedd. some things that are going on in my life i hate the situation i am in. i dont know i thought about alot of things i cried today for the first in a while. i just let it all out, i dont know...alot of things are going through my head..today was fun i did a lab about meters with breck. we did maps in world history and luis choked on jello. ariana and me are probably gonna go morp shopping tomorrow. that will be fun. i had softball practice today. some kid ashleys neighbor was on the football team and he got knocked the side of his head and got unconcious and mightb e paraylzed it was scary i hope hes okay. after practicei went over to see the waterpolo boys mainly tyler grant and breck. gotta support W P woot woot. anyways im listening to taking back sunday now. and thinking. and should be doing hw. but i dont know. i just im not emoitonally stable. i have never been so unstable. i am an emotionaly strong person. i always have been. why am i breaking down... i cant give up hope, and my friends remind me that all the time....
i just want everything to be okay. im eating a popsicle. and im dont with complete sentences. who needs them. this isnt english.
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