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Is it possible...to miss friends..you still have? It feels like a huge part of some of my friends have been taken away and they seem so different, they have changed right before my eyes and i didnt even get to see them change. Sometimes i feel like my friends are still there, but they are completley different people. maybe its the fact that its summer, and i never do anything with them because they are all busy. or maybe its the fact that i never hang out with them anymore. Somethings are made to be forgotten but you think a person is your friend but how could you be friends with them....if you dont even know who they are. Its a strange feeling and i hate it. or is it me? am i different..are they the same....do we even talk about if we changed or if we are still friends. its always just a heyy how are you blah blah blah.. its totally fake. it just feels fake. everything changed. nothing is there. and i miss them. things used to be so different. they, are different. " times dont change, we do. " i am just wasting time and mind space talking about this, because its pointless. its my fault too because i havent spent anytime with them either.. but sigh. people grow up.
Awake at ground zero,
Another day wasting away,
Nothing seems to matter,
'Cause nothing's ever changed.
California dreamin',
Has never meant that much to me,
When living in this nightmare,
Comes so easily.
Holding on...
When I don't belong...
If this is right, then I can't go wrong,
Holding on...
But I know right now I'll never make it.
Maybe I'll wake up tomorrow,
And figure out where to begin.
Maybe I won't feel so hollow,
But I'm pretty sure that I'll be sleeping in.
Days seem like they're decades,
And minutes pass like years gone by,
Still I sit here wasting,
The time of my life.
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OH YES! last night i saw SEABISCUIT yes the horse racing movie. It was very cute and good and i liked it. i went with my family then we went to cpk. It was A good Time. NOW im sitting and REDOCRATING MY ROOM!
talk to you later lovers.
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