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This is what im feeling like right now. I did not have a good day at all ..today was my aunts funeral which i didnt get to go too, my mom brought back some stuff from the ceremony. it was making me cry. at school i almost cried too...it was wierd because i never cry at school. i was thinking of alot of things and then while i was thinking someone cool in Pe class hits a raquet ball as hard as they can purposely into my back it is still red and puffy and i just fell on the ground. it hurt bad but it wasnt making me cry. i got up and i guess all my emotions flowed into me and i was thinking of my aunt and my mom and my dad and i just started crying i guess it was just tears from everything building up inside of me. then i was thinking of what christian was going through last night and i felt bad. i prayed for everyone last night. i prayed for ariana and her family and her dog too. also today i was in the car and i was looking at the clouds and i noticed this one cloud that stuck out in the middle of the bright blue sky, and it was like a lady laying face down and she had white pooofy hair. and my aunt has white poofy hair. the cloud looked like her laying in a pool face down........it was wierd.. icried today for the first time in a while. Just a bad day, woke up late and im probably gonna end tonight late.. see the expression on my face in that picture... yea thats how ive felt the whole day...... oh yeah i have tree trunks for legs love , mon
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