| Would you know my name, if saw you in heaven.. |
[02 Jun 2003|03:42pm] |
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Eric Clapton * Tears In Heaven |
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tears in heaven by eric clapton has been stuck in my head all day. i love that song. it makes me cry, he wrote it about his son..and how his son was jumping on a bed and jumped right out of the window which was like 50 stories high...he was 4 he would have been our age i think...its sad, and sometimes i wonder why things happen like that, is it fate? why deaths can be so wierd...how you could be found in your neighbors pool floating in your pajamas..without anyone knowing where you were...why would she go swimming if she didnt know how to swim in the first place, why didnt she tell her husband? did she not have a good life? or was it fate that she died when she did..she was having serious back problems and maybe she just wanted to free herself from the pain. or she could have slipped and fell into the pool. no one knows, its a wierd situation. Fate..do you believe in fate? do you believe that our lives have allready been set up for us and what happens is all fate, all your friends you have..have been placed into your life because you need them? without your friends and family thaty ou have your life couldnt function? everything happens for a reason..but does everything that doesnt happen, does that happen for a reason too? so many questions that are unexplainable so many questions that dont have a right answer and that no one knows. its what you make of it, its what you make of fate. If eric claptons son wouldnt have fallen out of that building would he have the musical inspiration he had to make that beautiful song that many people love? i wonder about my aunt, her life what was it like, how did she feel..why would she commit suicide...no one will ever know. . . we can all make assumptions and everyone could think they know but shes the only one that knows and god too. all these decisions in life i may not understand alot of things..but i could understand why she did it, i could understand it may not be fate but its possible. sometimes fate is what you make of it. you could say you won your baseball game because of fate, or lost it.. i mean you can blame alot of things on fate. but why? or say it was fate you met that person, it probably was. I think people are introduced into your life to make it better, things happen to make it better, there are coincidences then there is fate. believe it if you will.
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