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say that your into me. ill wait for the perfect time. say all the perfect lines [03 Sep 2003|02:29pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | hellogoodbbye ] you promised me stary nights they just remind me of your shining bright eyes im missing your voice at nighttime this seperation seems a sad crime but Dont Dont think that i forgot you Miles of air and road and land Seperate me from all my plans IM having having having fun But something tells me i miss someoneee i hope you dont forget meeee Today was a really good day :). I dont know, it was just fun. In geometry i had a test and i only missed one so that was good , i did a problem on the board and guessed it but got it right ! i really understand everything im learning and its cool to me i guess. i actually KNOW what im doing. then in PE we played softball what what. we dominated. then i had english, davids class came in and i sat next to him and we took notes about shakesphere. haha it was fun. Yesterday it rained and lightnined and thundered! i loved it. my mom told me, hmm monica go outside and see when it will be raining soon. So i walk outside look to the north look to the east and the west. and i see big fatty clouds everywhere. and i said it will probaly rain soon. then what, oh a big drop landed on my head. i thought it was cool i sat out underneath an umbrella for a long time while it poured. and just watched the lighting and my brother told me to take off my big earings he didnt want me to get electrictued. When we were little we used to go in my playhouse, i used to have and open up the curtains to the window and watch the rain like that..it was fun. My brother just started 6th grade and hes in some really hard classes. And hes just flipping out and breaking down. Did anyone that had pre-algebra and like harder classes in 6th grade (that was a boy) have any trouble? Twinpeaks has 8 books now! my brothers backpack is filled ...sigh i hope he is allright. im eating leftover mac and cheese. ahah the only thing breck eats. jk besides peppers awww today at lunch we fed breck a pepper and it was really hot, i felt bad but it was funny ahhahah sorry emo kid. Anyyyywayssss. wow i was just thinking about it...and i have been together with christian for 7 months...that is a really long time :) people said it would only last 2 weeks. hah look now suckassss. but yeah..you must really like the person if youve been together this long. ilovehim:) i cant Wait foR MORP and HOMECOMINg and TBS and STD and ehtheakljwr love.monicamariedomenici they've got their gun to my head.

[02 Sep 2003|03:08pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | MODESTMOUSE ] lalalala im sitting here singing modest mouse and brand new and going to do homework but i want to eat a snack. school was fun.hands down it was. tehe.tehehe WERe THE COOLEST KIDS AND WE TAKe WHAT WE CAN GET THE HELL OUT OF THIS TOWN fInd Some Conversationnnnnnnnnnn i wanna runnaway. i wanna FLY . caww caww too bad monbongons couldnt have been born with wings. imean they swim and walk on land, but they cant fly? whats up with that. maybe i should go mate with a flying dinosaur then my babies could fly. and id ask them to carry me. but i weigh 1000 tons so really that wouldnt work. but seriously. monbongon needs to eat now. where is 10000 pounds of lettuce when you need it? OH! THAT REMINDS ME i do have lettuce. i got these lettuce chicken wraps and i brought them home and yum i want to eat them right now because they are so goood good good. my dad took me and family out to claim jumper last night. it was alot of fun. we had a good dinner. i hadndt been there for a while. christian started school today. hope he had fun . LIKE YOU MEANT IT LIKE YOU MEANT ITTTTTTTTT they've got their gun to my head.

And I CANT take this distance..... [31 Aug 2003|11:34pm] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | Dash HANDS down. ] the sky has lost its color the sun has turned to grey at least thats how it feels to me whenever you're away i crawl up in the corner to watch the minutes pass each one brings me closer to the time when you'll be back you're coming back and i cant take the distance i cant take the miles i cant take the time until the next time i see you smile i cant take the distance im not ashamed that i cant take a breath without saying your name and i cant take the distance i still believe in feelings but sometimes i feel too much i make believe you're close to me but it aint close enough not nearly close enough I miss christian.... i miss him so much. even with im a big group of people, i still feel SO alone. today i hung out with ariana tracey breck tyler grant and tj. first ariana me and tracey went to the mall and we saw breck ty and grant on the freeway. we beat them because my moms a speedster. we hung out in the mall for a while ate food went to all the hot stores. yes the boys were embaressed when we went into forever 21 haha. then breck ariana tracey and grant came back to my house. i tried on my morp outfit for them. then we all dressed up. my room is a disaster. grant went home and ariana tracey breck and me all ate dinner outside. mmm zucchini. we are nuns and we discussed religion and lit things on fire. bigsticks are good..hahah we ran got tj then grant tyler came back and we all walked to 711 the spooky way past the abandonded house like 9 oclock at night. we saw a guy hop the fence carrying a sack..weird. i got a slurpee and we walked back home. we saw some kids blasting dashboard and we started screaming it. it was fun. we prowled the streets then we all just layed on the cement and looked at the stars. we went back in my room and listened to music. sixpackwhatwhat. the boys raved in the dark and i think we were all pretty tired. quote of the day- " IM GOING TO HELL" hahahhaha . anyways i had a really good time wiht alll of them :) thanks guys. 6pack whatwhat 1will tell all their friends they've got their gun to my head.

just.watch.me.fall. [30 Aug 2003|10:20pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | used ] today was fun. i got my morp outfitt and went to traceys. we worked on hers. i liked hers its hot. then we got " invited" to grants. we went over. and they were like whoa you actually came. haha it was fun. breck and ty where there. we went in the spa and they went swimming then we watched some tv. um i was having a good day untill the end of the night. christian cant go to the mall tomorrow. yeah but im still going with tracey and ariana and breck and tyler and grant, well im not even sure. but i know tracey and ariana for sure. yeah. tracey and ariana have really been there for me lately...i am so glad. im going through so much and they are always there to talk to and give advice. they never want me to give up even if do they make me try.. they are great friends. thank you tracey and ariana :). i have a bad headache and i took asprin but its still not going away. im going to go to bed. ill see you tomororw. love,monica 2will tell all their friendss they've got their gun to my head.

tehe [30 Aug 2003|04:11pm] [ mood | energetic ] Who is your prom date? by brittnay Your name: Your age: Your date: Bert McCracken What you will drive: a lawn mower. Will you fuck? No Created with quill18's MemeGen! haha wow. bert is hot. not anywas tracey is hot and im going to her house today to work on some morp clothing. on sunday im going to the mall with her ariana and some hot boy christian and stewart and maybe taylor? who knows. anwyays it will be fun. what a great first week of school :)! and what a great weekend too :)! im excited for this year. i can tell it will be goood. peace, monbongon they've got their gun to my head.

.. [28 Aug 2003|09:51pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | northstar ] im not your star..isnt that what you said. sighhh i need to reflect think about things.. this point in my life i am SO into school i so understand everything im learning...but outside of school things seem so hard. so complicatedd. some things that are going on in my life i hate the situation i am in. i dont know i thought about alot of things i cried today for the first in a while. i just let it all out, i dont know...alot of things are going through my head..today was fun i did a lab about meters with breck. we did maps in world history and luis choked on jello. ariana and me are probably gonna go morp shopping tomorrow. that will be fun. i had softball practice today. some kid ashleys neighbor was on the football team and he got knocked the side of his head and got unconcious and mightb e paraylzed it was scary i hope hes okay. after practicei went over to see the waterpolo boys mainly tyler grant and breck. gotta support W P woot woot. anyways im listening to taking back sunday now. and thinking. and should be doing hw. but i dont know. i just im not emoitonally stable. i have never been so unstable. i am an emotionaly strong person. i always have been. why am i breaking down... i cant give up hope, and my friends remind me that all the time.... i just want everything to be okay. im eating a popsicle. and im dont with complete sentences. who needs them. this isnt english. they've got their gun to my head.

new layout homie [27 Aug 2003|08:29pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | brand new ] i got a new layout. la la la allllll im loosing is meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sighsighsigh im sick i dont feel good its hot i have softball practice there is a fire outside my house happy birthday ashley i tlaked to christian today. i miss him. i hate school. actually im pleased with my classes. i have all pretty much young teachers. i am cool.not. imeating a popsicle. christians at vons im talking to tracey and grant. im bored. im tired. i feel bad. i wanna go to sleep. im confused. i dont know what to do. i dont know what to think. i cant tell real from fake anymore. what is this world coming too. what is happening. ? ? ? ? ? ? ?? why is my mind being boggled. it seems like writing in here is the last thing id wanna be doing right now. but im bored. anyways. i love you. goodnight. 1will tell all their friends they've got their gun to my head.

firssssssttttt dayyyy [25 Aug 2003|05:17pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | bob marley ] wow so today was the first day of school. I got back from carlsbad yesterday. and i wish i could write everything that happened but i am sick and my whole head feels swollen and light headed and when i write ill write pretty long. ill post pictures and then write about my trip. which was very very very fun. and one week at beach=my browness. anyways. yesterday i went to a crazy party for 2 hours and got home and slept but i woke up at 2 and just got really sick all the sudden. well school ended up being not that bad. i really really like my whole scheduale. my teachers seem really good. i have honors geometry with mr.jackson first period im the only sophomore girl but its all good john carlson is in that class , geoscience with mr whintey . geoscience is actually a pretty cool course. we will get to check out earthquakes and monitor them as well as going and studdying astronmy by looking through telescopes. then period 3 i have softball pe. which rachel is in and jess and heather and robley hahaha yeah it will be fun. period 4 i have hmm oh yes spanish. we sang christina augularia today it seems like it will be a good class. i have english with i forget her name but shes really cool and i know im going to learn alot.and in world history too. im in a linked class i guess they handpicked students to try it out. it kind of reminds me of twin peaks. like my world history teacher if we are studying something we will be reading something about it in english. i think it will be good. im excited for school i guess. i mean i went home and did all my homework. whats up with that? and i remembered spanish words on the spanish review. crazy. i know i will try alot harder this year. i have too. i just dooooooooooo. anyways. ill write later. im going to wal mart to get medicine , supplys and dinner. love,monica they've got their gun to my head.

c-bad [16 Aug 2003|11:37pm] [ mood | rushed ] [ music | brand new ] what the heck why not one last update before i leave! i probably wont be going on the computer at all this school year. except on weekends. so i guess this might be my last update for a while. well i will have to update sunday when i get back from.. dadada CARLSBAD. im staying there for a week and i will have many special guests such as my cousins adelle olivia nick natalie alyssa and my friends ariana who is stayin for a night, tracey christian and krystyna is camping there so christian just might stay with her for a while. that would be tiiiiiiight. im sooooo excited i just wanna go to the beach relax. see friends see cousins be with family and just kick it at the one beach i love so much carlsbad. and i hope ranger rick will be there :) im gonna miss everyone but dont worry ill see you on NEXT MONDAY!!! school arghhhhhhhhh anyways i watched october sky tonight SIGH i love that movie so much. its such like an amazing movie i cant even begin to say. its greatttttttt its one of my favorites. anyways im sooooo excited i just cant hide it. i have softball tryouts tomorow. I DONT CARE I JUST WANT TO GET IT DONE AND OVER WITH and even if i suck ill be liek whatev IM GOING TO THE BEACH. this summer is not over. not yet . forrrrr all of you who i wont see till monday have fun. for all of you who i wont see till wensday canttttt wait.... :) :) :) ahhhhhhh love,monica marie they've got their gun to my head.

tehe [16 Aug 2003|09:44pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | i sawwwww a black flag sticker on a cadilac ] F A M E by spazyspag Name: Youre famous for: Having every girl in the world worship you You get famous: August 7, 2025 You make $$ per/year: $455,377,920,654,045 Do people like you? Everyone wants to bone you. Dead/Alive: No one knows Created with quill18's MemeGen! they've got their gun to my head.

hehe hehe [16 Aug 2003|03:18pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | eee ] Who Will You Marry? by Sari Name Date March 10, 2031 Spouse Josh Hartnett Price of Wedding $971,273 Created with quill18's MemeGen! Oh YUM josh hartnet is not to bad.... m mm m mm 1will tell all their friends they've got their gun to my head.

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my doggy [16 Aug 2003|12:27pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | all along the watchtower ] awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i just found these. pictures of my doggy when we snuck her to carlsbad when she was just a lil pup and when she was playing wiht my brothers soccer ball. she is a cutie. yes yes reinaaaaa they've got their gun to my head.

GRINDDDDDD BRO [15 Aug 2003|10:01pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | brand new ] Today was a fun dayyyyyyyyy i saw a crazy moovie called grinddd with the love of my life christian. it was a dumb movie. basically like out cold but with skateboarders. but the music was hot. and so were the boys. and so was the boy sitting next to me. we ate the daphnes afterwards saw the usual poway kids and then went to baskin robbins to get some ice cream. it was cool. we had fun just hanging out like always :) i have physcial tomorrow and then tryouts sunday....cool since i havent thrown a ball in forever. but anyways after tryouts im going to beach. it willbe fun :) eeeeeee summer is not over quite yet. i dont want school. anyways have a good night. Keep the noise low, she doesn't wanna blow it. She stripped from head to toe and then left him with his shoulder out. Go get your heartbeat. It beats me straight into the ground. You don't recover from a night like this. Our victim, still lying in bed, completely motionless. A hand moves in the dark to her zipper. And a boy best in tourniquet sheets barely whispers, "This is so messed up." Upon arrival the guests had all stared. Dripping wet and clearly depressed, he'd headed straight for the stairs. No longer cool, but a boy in a stitch, unprepared for a life filled with lies and failing relationships. Up the stairs, the station where the act becomes the art of growing up. He keeps his hands low, he doesn't wanna blow it. He's wet from head to toe and his eyes give her the up and the down. His stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up. Get the body on the bed like it's flowered and he starts going down. The people, the focus. The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to settle. Die young and save yourself. They take all the taste out. It used to be the reason that we're even, now it's choking me up. Die young and save yourself. She hits the lights. This doesn't seem quite fair. Despite everything he learned from his friends, he doesn't feel so prepared. She's breathing quiet and smooth, he's gasping for air. "This is the first and last time", he said. She fakes a smile and presses her hips into his. He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides. He's holding back from telling her exactly what it really feels like. He is the lamb, she is the slaughter. She's moving way too fast and all he wanted was to hold her. Nothing that he touches is really having an effect. He whispers that he loves her, but she's probably only looking for... Up the stairs, the station where the act becomes the art of growing old. So much more than he could ever give. A life full of lies and failing relationships. He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides. He waits for it to end and for the aching in his guts to subside. The people, the focus. The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to settle. Die young and save yourself. They take all the taste out. It used to be the reason that we're even, now it's choking me up. Die young and save yourself. Up the stairs, the station where the act becomes the art of growing old. The people, the focus. The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to settle. Die young and save yourself. They take all the taste out. It used to be the reason that we're even, now it's choking me up. 1will tell all their friends they've got their gun to my head.

TeHe [14 Aug 2003|04:59pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | anything HILLARY DUFF ] Okay today i woke up at 6:30 arghhhhhhhhhh school mode allready. i went to registration with ariana : ) and we got registered. My classes are english world history spanish softball pe gemoetry and they put me in geo science. NICE whatev i guess its cool. me and ariana got lockers next to each other so that will be good. then i went to exchange this see through shirt i got and got 2 new ones for exchange. one is really cute. its like a sleevless and at the bottom of the shirt its like beach i dunno its hard to explain. anyways the other one is cute too. After i left there and ate at submarina i went to price club to only see a gross 80 year old lady try to be hot wearing see through white pants so you could see her thong, and wrinkles. gross. It blinded me. it should blind you too. So then i came home and i called rach up and she came over. we hung in my room talked for a while, i havent seen her in a long time : ) it was good to see her. she played guitar..my oh my is she good then we watched lizzie mcguire movie and had smoothies. then went and danced to really good music. rach knows how to back it up hahaha. it was alot of fun !!!!!im glad i got to see her today. now im online probably just gonna sleep because now i am tired. quote of the day- love lifts us up where we belong. ethan craft..hahahaha ethan that loser. love,monica marie they've got their gun to my head.

new layout [13 Aug 2003|06:47pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | jimi hendrix ] new layout, you like? i guess i cant wait for the beach :) carlsbad baby in 3 days. registration tomorrow arghhhh and hopefully on friday im gonna go see " grind " with christian hahahah grind. today i went to traceys :) it was alot of fun ariana was there and we went swimming and talked and took hot pictures of our eyes ahhahah and then we went on the computer it was alot of fun. i love them :) they are such good friends who i can to talk to about anything. eee i wuv them . anyways i dont want school to start. no no no no. 2will tell all their friendss they've got their gun to my head.

wowie [12 Aug 2003|08:39pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | Yellowcard ] If i could find you now things would get better we could leave this town and run forever let your waves crash down on me and take me away Theres a piece of you thats here with me its everwhere i go its everything i see When i sleep i dream and it gets me bye I can make believe that you here tonight that you here tonight.... Today i did nothing. I went to k5 got a leash for a boogie board we found. i ate submarina sandwhich and that was the highlight of my day. i sat at home alone again the whole day. why my mom went shopping and my brother was at a friends. I watched some tv. Did laundry cleaned my room and listened to music. I played guitar and just layed on my tile floor and i think i eventually fell asleep. I wish i could fall asleep for the longest time.. today i got yelled at because my mom thought she knew something about guitar, because my cousin said i didnt know how to play this song with right fingering and because my teacher taught it like that and she said no it was just me. so she acused me of this. she doesnt even believe me anymore. no one believes me anymore. my dad just stayed out of the conversation and i left the dinner tabel and ran to my backyard and just layed in the grass next to my dog. I spend alot of time with my dog when im sitting at home byemyself. I was watching the clouds. i saw a hand and a girl laying down reading a book. also metwo a pokemon. then i just closed my eyes and thought about alot of stuff. I dont want next year to start. I dont want to go to school. I know things are going to be different. I dont want things to change. I wasnt allowed to call christian today. but i did anyways. I talked for 10 minutes with him. then i went in my moms room and said 10 minutes that wasnt that bad now was it? and shes like oh are you and christian having problems? LIKE SHE WOULD CARE ANYWAYS. she doesnt even want me together with him. its so unfair. knowing my parents dissaprove.. its horrible. im grounded off phone, aim, and im put on the blue card system all next year. because i had "poor grades" this year. i could have done better yes i know but i try i had no motivation.. i didnt fail anyclasses they shoudl be happy. they put too many expectations on me. and im afraid of loosing christian of not talking to him.. they will probably ban me from talking to him soon. its not supposed to be like this. loving someone is not supposed to be this hard. all i ask for..just to see him..just to tlak to him. ALL YOU GIRLS AND BOYS that have boyfriends that go to the same school, do you even realize how lucky you are? do you cherish what you have? your so lucky... i wish he lived here i wish things could be easier. but maybe how tough this situation has got is just something i have to tackle. i can make it with him supporting, with my friends supporting. but my family not :-( they are not spliting us apart. they cant. Next year. im having so much pressure. i have to join a club because i have to get "involved" wtih the shool i was thinking of community service. then im also getting confirmed next year. im playing softball and they want me to know what im gonna be and ah they are being parents. but cant they ever be a little easier. is it that much to ask a couple minutes on the phone with christian a day??? IM gonna try so much harder. them being so dissapointing I WANT TO SHOW THEM I CAN DO IT. Just So they could be proud of me. just proud of my decisions. i DONT smoke i dont have sex i dont do alchol i have great friends i have a good head on my shoulders. they probably see that. who knows. sometimes they just dissaprove. why would they dissaprove of my realtionship with chrsitian? its the best thing. im so happy when im wiht him. i miss him...i miss him so much, i know i will miss him even more when school starts. i dont want to mis him anymore. sometimes life just aint fair. and im sure the view from heaven beats the hell out of mine here and if we all believe in heaven maybe we'll make it through one more year. down here.. i feel your fire when its cold in my heart. christian is the sweetest person i have ever met. he sent me an email because i wanst sure if i was going to be online tonight. it was just so sweet and reassuring. and things like that. just little acts of kindness he does.. makes me have so much hope. i am a girl filled with so much hope. and hope, hope it never dies NEVER. and as long as i can keep myself with all this hope . i learned hope can always keep you up. hope is something that keeps your driving for what you want. keeps you fighting... i know ill make it through. and i know i have friends that support me too. and give me advice. i thank God each and everyday for the people he placed in my life. sigh okay i vented enough. have a goodnight ps : be happy :) they've got their gun to my head.

la la la la [11 Aug 2003|11:09pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | OH ] describe your / wallet - its blue and orange and has pictures inside and no money but alot of ticketstubs / hairbrush – i have one big brown one, and one for flipping my hair out / toothbrush – its white and its electric / jewelry worn daily - small hoop earings in my bottom hole, and silver balls in the top holes. i used to wear a heart necklace that never came off my neck since the begginging of summer..but it broke at the beach :-/ / pillow cover – its white with brightp ink orange and green flower on the side / blanket – i barely sleep with a blanket anymore, its so hot / coffee cup – i collect coffe cups, i have tiger yosemite and just alot / sunglasses – black ones, then i have pink ones from my aunt / underwear- price club haha / cologne/perfume – i wear sweat pea lotion. and sometimes i wear this one like rose scenteed perfume / CDs in stereo right now – um i know die radio die afi and saves the day are in it / tattoos – i dont have any / piercings – i have 4 / what you are wearing now – my pjs / in my mouth – a chocolate cookie / in my head – a brain / after this – go to bed / fetishes – um / if you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what? - gosh i wouldnt want to murder anyone. even if i could . / person you wish you could see right now – christian kiernan / what is next to you – empty space / some of your favorite movies – ummm almost famous star wars indiana jones goonies breakfast club dude wheres my car lizzie mcguire movie endless summer anything adam sandler. i dunno so many / something you're looking forward to - camping at carlsbad with my cousins / the last thing you ate – a chocolate cookie / something that you are deathly afraid of – heights, and loneliness / do you like candles – yes scented ones too / do you like incense - yes i have a lot of it around the house / do you like the taste of blood – no / do you believe in love – yes i do / do you believe in soul mates – sure, everything is fate. / do you believe in love at first sight – no / do you believe in heaven – yes / do you believe in god - yes / what do you want done with your body when you die – to be burried / if you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be – a cheeta / what is the latest you've ever stayed up – one time i stayed up the whole day cause i was sick but then the latest i recently stayed up was 6 / can you eat with chopsticks – yes they are my favorite / what's your favorite coin – pennies i like the color and the smallness of them / what are some of your favorite candies – um jolly ranchers starburst skittles reeses / what's something that you wish people would understand - they should understand how to listen to their hearts / who is someone that you really wish was still around – amy lin love / so do you like anyone? yes / do they live far away? some do.. / have you ever been in love before? i am right now / age ain't nothin but a number? nope it shouldnt matter.. / do you believe in love at first sight? its more lust then love... your room 01. what color are your walls? they are white 02. what color is your bedspread/sheets? white and red 03. what color is your rug? why do they just assume i have a rug? i have carpet and its light brown 04. any posters/bulletin boards/designs in your room? yeah pictures of my friends, stickers, posters, concert tickets hot boys on my door. alot of stuff 05. do you have a TV? no 06. do you have a phone? no 07. do you have your own computer? no 08. do you have a desk? yes i do 09. what are your most treasured belongings in your room? my guitars , my signed blink photos, my pictures, certain stuffed animals, my music. 10. what are your most favorite things in your room? my bed, my music, my guitar 11. do you have any fancy lights in your room? i have one light and i need more. it doesnt even light up my whole room. it stinks gettin' ready / what is the first thing you do when you wake up? try to fall back asleep cause i dont wanna wake up / anything unusual? no / do you pick out your clothes the night before school? no i wake up and pick whatever i see / do you try your best to look cute for school? no not usually. miscellaneous / do you take walks around your neighborhood sometimes? yes often with the family / what are some hobbies of yours?listening to music, going to shows, playing guitar, playing softball, hanging with my friends,taking photos, poetry / do you collect anything? ticketstubs, and rocks / what do you do in your spare time?go on computer, write poems, lay down and just rest / are you in love, or at least falling? yes night time / what do you do before you go to bed? shower, brush teeth, talk on phone / do you kiss your parents/guardians goodnight, or just say "goodnight"? i hugg my mom and dad if they are still up and my mom always says " sleep with the angels" / what way do you sleep? on my side or back / do you like your life? yes i love it. last cigarette: i dont smoke last car ride: coming back from shopping at the mall with my mom last kiss: um..2 days ago last good cry: a week ago last movie seen: sea biscuit last cuss word uttered: shit last crush: its not a crush anymore last phone call: christian last time showered: this morning last cd played: afi last item bought: taking back sunday and saves the day tickets last downloaded: man overboard last disappointment: realizing i have been lied to by a good friend last sleep: this morning last im: Christian last sexual fantasy: um 1 second ago. you know how they say boys think about sex more then girls? ha lie...girls you know you want it . last website visited: tracoys blurty. [let's dive into that naughty past] / do you drink? no i dont / how many times have you been drunk? never / are you a virgin? yes i am / when did you lose your virginity? i never did and i never will anytime soon. / is your best friend a virgin? yes thank goodness / how many times a day do you say fuck? um depends / do you wear short shorts? to bed i dont like short shorts though / do you sneak out of the house at night? consider it sometimes / do you get along with your mom? yes i do / how many guys have you kissed and what are their names? 1. christian / how many guys have you made out with? 1 / ever been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? no im not that stupid / do you have any eating disorders? nope / do you wear shirts that show your cleavage? yeah if i had some / do you wear shirts that show your belly button? no / are you a regular smoker? no i am not / do you do drugs? nope / do you think you could be pregnant? uhhhhhhhh no they've got their gun to my head.

handssssss downnnnnnnnnn [11 Aug 2003|07:12pm] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | A F I ] Hi today i did nothing. my mom went shopping my brother partied. my mom got me a shirt and some underwear. i got shoes and a shirt and a skirt yesterday. im done with school shopping. um .. i dont want school to start. period. everyone likes dashboard. why? just because 92.1 plays hands down, not even their best song, everyone thinks its "cool" . its in everyones infos, its in everyones away messages its just EVERYWHERE. sigh what is up wit htaht? i gave an explaination to ariana why everyone likes it in her blurty. www.blurty.com/users/uvbenoutsmarted. its cool how people like the song. but geeze its all the people who thought dashboard was oh stupid, he whines about his girlfriend now, oh hes alrlight now im sitting here playing with tape and going to go do dishes. its hot. and im sitting here. ill talk to you later love,monka 2will tell all their friendss they've got their gun to my head.

HAH [10 Aug 2003|09:28pm] [ mood | hot ] [ music | ONE WAYYYYYY OR ANOTHERRRRR IM GONNA GETCHA ] You're Gangsta Bitch Barbie. You're tough and you like it rough, and of course you like to pop a cap in any wiggers ass. If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be? brought to you by Quizilla they've got their gun to my head.

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