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[11 May 2008|06:29pm] |
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I'm starving for you here
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[11 May 2008|10:30am] |
I'm begging you to fly this for me.
I'm here for you to use. Broken and bruised. Do you understand?
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[11 May 2008|12:42am] |
dear mom, i'm sorry that you think everything is your fault. you're amazing, and i'm sorry if i ever made you think any less.
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[10 May 2008|08:15pm] |
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my heart keeps crying out for yours, it's just too afraid of the reply.
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[10 May 2008|10:34pm] |
you must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean arae dirty, the ocean does not become dirty
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[10 May 2008|10:32pm] |
Harry Goldfarb: You got friends, Ma. Sara Goldfarb: Ah, it's not the same. They don't need me
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[10 May 2008|02:16pm] |
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Emilyannes Prom day is today..Will post pictures later today. THey are all getting ready!
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[10 May 2008|01:57pm] |
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What got me into this mess that devoured me?
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[10 May 2008|10:44am] |
** This goes to those who are not on my blurty friends list**
My blurty as of Febuary is now PRIVATE. This means that you cannot view my blurty entries UNLESS YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST. I had to make my journal PRIVATE because SOME IMMATURE PEOPLE OUT THERE obviously cannot handle the fact that I am not afraid to speak my mind. Thus resulting in me having to block my journal from non-friend users. I didn't want to have to do this, but it's better than all the fights that have surfaced over my last few entries (which are now private).
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[09 May 2008|10:48pm] |
I make [him] feel right when its wrong like lyin'.
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[09 May 2008|08:40pm] |
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I feel soooo lazy and tired tonight. I really wouldn't mind if I did nothing tonight.
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[09 May 2008|01:07pm] |
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am i too lost to be saved?
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[09 May 2008|10:06am] |
blurtyyyyyyyyy
i use mindsay more than youuuuuuuuuuuuu
sorry babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
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[09 May 2008|10:01am] |
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Actions speak louder than words . . . you gotta show me something.
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[08 May 2008|11:22pm] |
and i did good :]
because that was not what i was expecting, lol!
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[08 May 2008|11:03pm] |
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so... in all seriousness, i actually had to teach someone how to print a document today. i am totally about to fall asleep, and i still have an hour to go.
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| update of my ongoings .... |
[08 May 2008|03:41pm] |
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My cough has gotten a TON better. I still cough but its not seeming to keep me up at night anylonger and during the day I havent been coughing much. YAY for me! Finally...Ive been catching up on my sleep. I been sleeping a bit much but feeling better and better.
The last few days Ive been having terrible headaches. Their there when I wake up and go to bed. I think they are caffiene related though. I am out of ibouprofen, which seems to be the only thing to take it away :(... Ive got and tried Asprin and tylenol and both DONT work! I hate waking with a headache...ruins my day.
Ive been trying to work on my pc the last few days - with utmost frustration... I am trying to get the sims2 to play. Ive had it installed before and played it many times. Now for some reason its not wanting to play. I can play the sims original but not sims2. *sigh*
Ive become quite the "coupon queen" lately. Ive been getting them from everywhere. Things are just so expensive anymore that I cant not use them. Im in a great yahoo group that sends around envelopes full of coupons... you take what you want, replace the amount you took out and send them on to the next person. Its been really great. I even had a few people send me coupons off of a "wishlist" they have... Those are sent to anyone specifically with what they are seeking. VERY nice! I am doing some BIGTIME shopping this week, whether or not hubby likes it or not. We really need some food this week!
I really need do some work for Mark. He's got a dance competition coming up in INdianapolis at the end of the month. I am in charge of the volunteers. We get a free hotel for the long weekend. (thurs thru Sun or Mon). Should be good. He ususally has his competition here in town in October but he changed some things this year, like location. Its gonna cost about $10,000 to run. He has alot of sponsors so its not really that much. Well Im off to troubleshoot Sims2 once again. Linda
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[08 May 2008|03:19pm] |
tonight i will not be
possessive insecure worried paranoid jealous obsessive
do you hear this?
tonight i will not be possessive. tonight i will not be insecure. tonight i will not be worried. tonight i will not be paranoid. tonight i will not be jealous. tonight i will not be obsessive.
DO YOU FUCKING HEAR THIS?
these feelings (fuck that) are NOT ALLOWED.
I will be confident and perfectly okay with whatever happens.
I have NO RIGHT to be
possessive insecure worried paranoid jealous obsessive
I have NO RIGHT to be possessive. I have NO RIGHT to be insecure. I have NO RIGHT to be worried. I have NO RIGHT to be paranoid. I have NO RIGHT to be jealous. I have NO RIGHT to be obsessive.
I HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE OBSESSIVE. I HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE OBSESSIVE. I HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE OBSESSIVE.
They both will just take what they can get, and I will be okay with that.
I WILL BE OKAY WITH THAT.
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[08 May 2008|02:42pm] |
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i wish i could just throw up and get this over with omg :[
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[08 May 2008|01:58pm] |
i am relishing this day, this music, and the feel of my own skin. i can't get rid of this little bubble, and even the worry that it's going to pop at the most inconvenient moment hasn't done shit. every thing is go.
yea!
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