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[17 Dec 2004|02:03pm] |
today is great so far.....i cant stop thinking about yesterday... :) but anyways i wrote the letter to cara and its like 2 pages long, school was coolio. austin was so fuckin gay he was walkin around wit his sweater on his head and trying to do a little pimp walk, me -n- alexandra were like "Whatever" so i wrote a note that said "You are so white." lol and put it in his locker, i dont think he saw it tho....but the play was funny, i didnt even notice that the music was skipping and they did the dance like 20 times lol....poor alex, she had to dance with marianne....lol **gets up and does the dance like marianne** hahahahaha denice looked so cute! lol but reanna was soooo fuckin annoying! when brian clem was talking about Jesus and stuff, it was hard to hear so reanna YELLS out "It would be nice if i knew what the HELL he was saying." and everyone was like "WTF! shut the fuck up!" so she starts laughing, it was so freakin embarresing, i didnt even want to sit next to her, and she would make some stupid comments and everyone would just look at her -_-
....okay im done, im cleaning the house right now and decided to take a break, i dont kno if im having people over, but im cleaning anyway....i hope today was like yesterdays....and i dont want jill tryin to ruin it either..... :D
Holla! <3 PeanUt
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[15 Dec 2004|06:44pm] |
I know you heard men saying time and time again
That they would rock your world and change your life
But I cant blame them cause you make a nigga wanna get involved
wanna get them drawers
Well Im gonna put my bid in and get at you
No disrespect but I want it as bad as they do
The only differences is they look out on themselves
But Im doing it just to hear you yell
ooooooo
It's gonna be the sound girl when its going down ,Your body saying
ooooooo
Don't have to say my name girl im just glad you came ,So u can say
ooooooo
In the morning
ooooooo
In the night
You say O always hitting it right
ooooooo
You cant be mad at me
Im just aiming to please
Let me hear you scream O
Girl come on and get this thing crackin
You'll be surprised when see what O's packing
Cause im young but im ready
Tryna get hot and heavy, Turn you out if you let me(yeah yeah yeah)
Girl Im gonna take you somewhere that you never been
Show you something's that I make you want to show your friends
Have you so hit that you cant say a thing
But that's ok all you gotta say is
O is for that overtime I'm putting in
We'll go for hours take a break and go at it again
Girl I'll work my way from A all the way to Z
But trust me babygirl O is where you wanna be
Girl believe me when I tell you Im not tryna tell you what to do
Because when it's said and done, The choice aint mines it's really up to you
Just say yes, Don't fix your mouth to tell me no
Drop that bottom off on me
And just say
O
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[15 Dec 2004|06:01pm] |
You're a sexy girl! You are beautiful, and you
love attention from guys, and are very
flirtatous. You might come off as a slut and
bitch to some but I think you have another side
to you that is pleaing for attention, love, and
care. You might be confident on the outside but
don't be afraid to unleash a more sensitive
side. Be better than just the average sex
symbol.
What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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Your social grace and friendly personality make it relatively easy for guys to approach you. Even if you aren't interested in pursuing more than friendships with the guys you meet, you still treat them with respect—and they appreciate it. Just remember not to overdo it—or some guys may misinterpret your friendliness for something deeper.
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[11 Dec 2004|07:29pm] |
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marias was tight, we watched love and basketball like 20 times, ate and got so freakin fat, we did a whole bunch of fun shtuff.....lol we called cesar and stuff, i'll tell ya'll at school.! :)
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[09 Dec 2004|09:04pm] |
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im going to marias tommorow -n- we are gonna study for finals and maybe go christmas shopping....yay! i actually saw noodle this week and that made me happy....anyways....lisa is getting on my last nerves......bye
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[06 Dec 2004|08:07pm] |
Baby,
I don't demand all your time, I just want a small part of it .
Is that too much to ask!?!
You know what?
Fuck you. You say you love me, but I haven't seen you in almost 2 fucking weeks. You never make an effort to just stop by and see me, even if it's only for a few minutes. You never call me. What you say to me is just a joke
I want a man who realizes that I might not be alive the next day, from the simple fact that anyone of us could leave at any moment. You never cherish me or make me feel wanted anymore. I don't feel it inside. I'm not happy anymore. Why is it always me waiting around for you? Why do I have to be the one to do these things?? Why don't you ever wait for me? Or send me the little letter just to say hi?
If you really cared, you be here for me, when I need you. But you never are! I know this is a busy time for us, but damn I'm just as busy as you and I find time in my life to think and remember you and try and see you.
I want out so bad. But I can't tell you this because I have no one else and I don't think I can live without somewhere near me...though I'm doing a good job of it right now.
I know you'll never see this, but I want you to in a way. I'm cutting you off..... Maybe when you see this you'll know that I'm not okay with being shoved in the back. If you call, I won't answer.
If you really did want me, you'd fight for me like a real man. Like a real person who was asbout to lose something or somebody they love..
But knowing you, I'm not going to hold my breath....
I can't trust anyone anymore....
Goodbye.
Lovingly,
Kelli
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[04 Dec 2004|03:01pm] |
You are a bold person. You are fearless about striking out into the dark woods in search of the treasure. And today, the treasure just might be a certain you-know-who.
haha that was my horoscope for thursday, and i did go outside when it was dark searching for someone, lol yay this one cam true
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| boring week....i hate lisa with a passion |
[03 Dec 2004|08:16pm] |
You and me
We used to be together
Every day together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real,
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
i took that from alex cause i like it :) yay our spanish class is winning the contest! we rule! like 2 weeks until christmas break, dang tommorow i have saturday school, i just want to get it over with, its with a whole bunch of freshman that i dont like -n- stuff.......ugh.... 18 days broke the cycle, i felt better when i didnt see him, yesterday he fucked it up and i hope he reads this...
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[02 Dec 2004|07:53pm] |
boy, what a boring life....im talking to dj in spanish.....i went to the girls bball game with alexandra -n- we lost a lot.....18 days, today broke the cycle....but it made me feel worse...dang...i am really hungry i want french onion soup soooo freakin badly.....i have saturday school.....christmas is coming up and i want a teddy bear! i need to ask everyone wut they want, i need to get my pictures developed, i think i have some good ones! well imma look at baby phat clothes and finish talking to dj.....
i love myself and alex cause she is the bestest friend lol ok im stupid....bye
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[01 Dec 2004|08:53am] |
well, i have lost you and i lost you fairly;
in my own way, and with my full consent.
Some nights of apprehension and hot weeping
i will confess; but thats permitted me;
day dried my eyes; i was not one for keeping
rubbed in a cage a wing that would be free.
if i have loved you less or played you slyly
i might have held you for a summer more,
but at the cost of words i value highly,
and no such summer as the one before.
Should i outlive this anguish-and we all do-
i shall have only good to say of you.
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[26 Nov 2004|05:34pm] |
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darn we lost the game....oh well i dont want to go to school monday anyways.....i got attacked by a coyote at the creek behind my grandparents....i think i need to go to the hospital when i get home and get stitches on my cut i have under my eye....:(
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[26 Nov 2004|03:48pm] |
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im still at my grandparents listening to the ritter seeger game, -n- so far it sucks cause seeger is leading 14-7, joey almost got an interception -n- they kept on making fun of Denices brothers name James Dean lol...anyways....david evans keeps on fumbling the ball -n- i really wish i was there now, -n- brian wont answer his phone,,,,,yea....
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[26 Nov 2004|10:02am] |
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hey everyone! im at my grandparents in illinois this weekend, i ate a lot of food -n- stuff and yea....i hope ritter wins today cause i dont want to go to school monday, it dont matter cause a lot of people arnt going to school anyways.....im bored and just woke up/////so yea.....bye
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[20 Nov 2004|08:08pm] |
alexandras was fun, we watched white chicks, wrong turn, and honey, we didnt sleep until 3-4. it was great! and we danced and called people, amanda wasnt home so we left her a message, but yea...it was fun cause we all havent gone out -n- done anything in a long long time, so it was great, it was me maria alex, ambria and reanna :)
bleh bleh bleh okay herre ya go
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
4 months 3 days until im 17!
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| boring day -n- shit |
[10 Nov 2004|05:45pm] |
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i want to move away to new york city
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[06 Nov 2004|09:46pm] |
To begin how it ended
We lived happily ever after
Me and her man
Lets begin the chapter
It was a very pretty day
If I remember it was easter
I was chillin with my girl
She say somebody wants to meet ya
Its all good, so how he look
Then she pulled me out a picture
Not to get explicit with ya
But this man I got ta get him
Damn she tryin to hook us up
But its cool, cause he look good
Then Im single so what the fuck
It feel good to have this man of mine
Spend his time to wine and dine
On what he called define
I think I love him
The only thing that bleedin is my heart
All the pain and rain I feel baby
When we apart
When we apart
I wanted to do this boy
Be cheatin on me
May be so
Cause this crazy love to me
Is too good to be true
So mrs. lady boo
Is gon cherish the time
With my man the one that I believe is not only mine
Ill be the other woman
Just as long as I know
That Im the only other woman
You give cash to
I?ll be the other woman
But I got to know
That Im the only other woman
You give cash to
Its kinda crazy dont you think
That Im fallin? so quick
I think my friend hooked me up
With a player type trick
That boy be spendin? all his cheese
Like he got it like that
I aint the one complainin?
Shorty scratches my back
All the time
I got love for you baby
Count your money and your saddy
Sippin crissy with lady
A trip to paris
I got you if you got me
To live in exctasy
Is what the both of us should try see
Never me cause your money
Keepin me on my two feet
Im independant cant you see
Never tryin to be rude
But Im the one you love to hate
But I love you too
I hate you so the point is even trade
I need to thank my friend for hookin us up
So now its me and you
We bonny and clyde baby in this
I thought you knew sweety
Im on a mission to the top
Yes your darlin boo
His and her rolexs watch for our whole crew
Im just carryin on
I forgot about your wife
I recently ask that your
It was her, she called you twice
Hell no, I still got some jealous in me
Because we makin love doesnt mean I dont got envy
I wish that we be
Somewhere on our own land
Coutin benjis, talkin, chillin, makin castles in sand
Understand its me and you
Boy you dont need to play me
Im kinda crazy
You check my background daily
Im trying to be real
You tryin to be fake
You still got this calin you
But its all good cause Im a woman but mine
As long as you spendin all your time with this lady
Cause Im the one
I keep the tons of funs waitin for ya
When your wife aint yet home
She just a hatin ya, what a shame
I be the one to blame when drama kicks off
But Im gon be the one to blame
When I take her butt off
damn, aint that the truth tho?
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[05 Nov 2004|09:40pm] |
http://www.orbitz.com/App/ViewAPHChooseRoom?z=cixc&r=d8
here it is, the trip to new york city! its during spring break what now bitches! it would be tight, but i dont have 800 somethin dollars,maybe when i get a job, but we gots a problem, im not 18 so i cant rent a hotel room, so i dont kno wut im gonna do,
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CASSANDRA AND ALL OF THEM ARE WHORES! I HATE YOU SOOOO FUCKIN MUCH I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL, YOU ARE RUINING MY LIFE! AND I HATE WHAT YOU DID!
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