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it's been how long? haha jeez ... true to aaron I forgot this blog... well more like im being lazy and not posting. mostly gaming and hanging at friends houses. thats it really. no big epic update. no huge z0mg! just sitting playing video games watching movies and hanging with friends. i'll try to update this more ....tho it'll be a lost cause lol :P nakey britt needs to return. that was a nice view |
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| 05:32am 31/10/2009 | ||||
frustration yes....but it usually passes shortly after. Besides it's not that big a deal if dennis is hanging with her. his life is way different then mine. and she's not really putting much into effort on coming around or keeping in touch. tho it IS a slap to my face that I the short fat poor guy with a minivan gets no love but dennis driving his daddys 60k car and dressing like he's got money and living in a place that implys he's also made of money gets love from her.....well love being they hang out. yes THAT is a slight sting to my face.... oh well. i'll get over it . I always do. i'm mentally to tired to type. my brain feels heavy from lack of sleep... i think imma try to snooze now btw....i miss you too britt. been to lazy to leave a comment. |
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| Camping story time | |||
| 09:47pm 28/10/2009 | |||
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I don't know what to do anymore. I’m so scared and I can't trust anyone. I went camping about 3 weekends ago in the Huntsville national forest in Texas. Me and 3 friends that came home for the weekend, they are all in college and usually we all get together at least once a year, old friends from high school. For the camping trip we planned to go backpacking deep in the forest, live off of fish that we catch and animals that we can trap. We have been doing this for awhile in Texas and in numerous places, Arizona, Colorado (if anyone is familiar with the Spanish peaks there), New Mexico, so we‘re pretty much used to anything you‘d encounter out there. It was my turn to pick where we went camping, so I chose Huntsville (more accurately it’s Huntsville/New Waverly). So we drive up there park our car in a camping park spot and start walking off into the forest. We had some laughs along the way, everyone catching up with each other's lives. We walked until it started to get dark and set up camp where we stopped. Everyone gathered wood to make a fire and we set our tent up. And we do what we always do: try and scare each other with weird stories. Around this time we started to smell something very faint. It was noticeable, but not overbearing. We couldn't put our finger on what it was, so we just carried on. Mike had to go piss and he walked off in the forest. A second later he come running back, piss all down his jeans like he’d missed really bad. Immediately we all crack up and throw some jokes at him. Then we noticed that he was white as snow and trying to catch his breath. He starts screaming for us to follow him, and runs off. We all get serious and go follow him, not knowing what the problem was. We start to hear a faint scream and crying in the distance, in the direction we were running. It was pitch black away from the camp and Mike had the only flash light (we left ours at the camp, he had his from his trip taking a piss), so at this stage we didn’t have much choice but to follow the light, which was frantically pointing here and there in front of him. The scream gets closer and Mike starts to slow down. We then notice a ratty old cabin that looked like it was abandoned, except for a faint light that we could see from one of the old mildew covered windows. The crying was intense: whoever it was couldn't breathe enough to let out a full yell. We all followed Mike up to the front door and we could all hear the crying from inside. As soon as he knocked on the door it stopped. We all waited and heard really heavy footsteps walking fast to the door. There was a giant slam against the door and the sound of a bolt unlocking. Then nothing. We waited for a bit, knocked a few more times, but still nothing happened. We walked around the house (there was no fucking way any of us were leaving each other’s side) and noticed a window, which was a good way up. Alex took a deep breath and said asked us to give him a boost so he could see inside. Me and Mike lifted him up to the window. We watched him brush away dirt and webs from the window and place his face close to the window to try and see something. There was a quick beat. Then suddenly he breathed in fast and let out a loud scream. Then he fell back from the window, screaming bloody murder the whole way. We all tried to calm him down but he was hysterical. We went to him but he started to shake, punch, kick, you name it, and then took off towards the camp. None of us wanted to be separated so we all ran close behind him. We caught up to him and grabbed him and set him down. The fire was dying out so I grabbed some nearby wood that we collected added it to the fire. My hands were shaking and I had to do something. I went back to Alex and we all tried to calm him down. He wouldn't he kept screaming and was breathing so hard that he eventually fainted. All of us are terrified now, and we all kept the fire high until sunrise. Periodically Alex kept waking up, screaming just like before. By sunrise he was up and looked catatonic, just mumbling to himself and whimpering. Me and Mike decide to go look at the cabin now it was daylight. We searched where we thought it was, except there was nothing there. Nothing at all. The indistinct smell from last night had now grown into a very strong smell of something dead, something stale. We headed back to the camping site. When we got there we found Alex had chewed into the sides of his face and swallowed so much blood that he was throwing up. John was at his back, and he looked like he was about to die from exhaustion. I guess we all looked that way, I just didn't notice until I saw his face. Alex said quietly that we need to leave. Now. We all started to pack up the tent. It started to rain really heavily (it was about noon) and the sky started to grow really dark. Alex started to go into a panic. He went and grabbed a big stick and yelled at us to leave it and leave, now, or he‘d knock us out and drag us out of there himself. Mike started to yell at him, and they started to fight. We broke it up and finished packing, and then started to make our way back. After a little while we arrived at a creek we had crossed the previous day, only it was flooded over, and the water was moving to fast for us to cross it. Alex started to scream again, yelling at Mike for taking his time packing up the tent when we could have gotten out of here. This went on for a while until we finally convinced Alex to calm down and tell us what happened. He said as soon as he put his face to the glass, a face on the other side did the same thing, and started to smile really big. It had dark eyes and a dark mouth which was much bigger then Alex's, as the smile got as large as it could. A giant shadow behind it swung something down and sliced it‘s face off. The face was stuck to the window, and he said it started to laugh quietly as it slid down. Mike, still pissed off (and though he wouldn‘t admit it, beginning to get freaked out), started to argue with him again. We eventually started to follow the creek for a way to cross. We then started to see toys floating in the creek. Really old toys, old Barbie dolls and baby dolls. This wasn't like any old trash floating in the creek, though… this was a lot of barbies, a lot of baby dolls. One washed towards the side and Mike picked it up. It had some kind of voice chip that was dying and started to say some gurgling words we couldn't understand, followed by it’s sad excuse for laughter. Then it sounded like it was whispering. We thought the batteries must be dying, he threw it down. We kept going, and the sun was starting to set. Alex was freaking out more now, and was whimpering and breathing heavily. We all started to see shadows move behind trees, something we all called BS on until we all were seeing it. It was barely light out and we stop as we see the cabin right in front of us. None of us knows what to think. Mike says “This is bull, I’m going in there.” Alex tries to stop him. We all do, all of us just wanted to go home. Mike says to all of us to fuck off, do our own thing, he doesn't care anymore, this is all bull. We start to hear hundreds of the same sort baby doll as before, laughing, whispering and trying to sing. We start to move forward past the cabin, all of us, and kept pushing forward. We smelled something dead in the air, something stale. The same something as before. We started to hear something crying, and something screaming. We kept on going. We eventually crossed the creek and left the woods. We get back to our vehicle and got in. Its pitch black, and we drive. We are about to get on the 45 to Houston but the road is under construction and can't be accessed. It points to a detour. As we head towards the detour it seems to be small, bumpy dirt road going into the woods. We then see a young girl come up to us. She looks like she was in trouble, young and pretty. She approaches the passenger side door and she looks like she‘s really drugged up, or beaten up. Alex doesn't roll down the windows, nor does he open the door. She reaches for the handle and he immediately locks it. She puts her face on the window and starts to smile really big. We floor it, Alex starts to cry and scream and we are all breathing heavy. We finally cut on a street that takes us to the 45 and we take it the whole way. When we get back to my apartment everyone doesn't know what to say and we all break apart and go our separate ways. Mike messages me later and says he is going to go back. I try to convince him not to and all he does is say it was our own minds that were screwing with us. I think he just went to prove to himself he wasn’t scared. I can smell that stench everywhere now. I don't go out anymore, I just stay in and don't answer the door. Last week everyone I met was acting really strange, people that I knew for a long time and total strangers. My own dad, when I went to his place to eat supper with him he just watched me, strangely, when I was sitting down. He didn't say a word the whole time. I kept asking him “What’s wrong?” He just slowly shook his head. When I was leaving to go home I turned to wave. He had black eyes and an open mouth like he was in pain. When I started to walk back he shut the door and bolted it. I stayed there knocking and knocking. Nothing. I called him, his phone was disconnected. I even called the police. Halfway through the questions they were asking me the connection started to fade into static. I could hear a faint mumbling, singing and laughing. Mike has completely vanished. There is not even a record of him being alive. When I call Alex’s house they talk to me like I’m some salesman. They say they don't know any Alex and to please stop calling. The person who tells me that is Alex‘s mother. I can’t get ahold of John. Someone knocked on my door and when I went to look I saw a face completely covering the peephole and a giant smile started to form. I called the cops again and instead of it turning into static they got really strange. “Sir, are you affected by any drugs at the moment?” “No.” “Are you coming home anytime soon?” “Excuse me?” “Come home.” and the phone call ended. My mail slot swings every now and then. Someone is sliding pieces of baby dolls through it. I try to call people now and all I can hear is static and bad baby doll noises and this crying and screaming. My TV is busted but when I go to piss I can hear it on. I might be going insane. |
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| 08:11pm 20/09/2009 | ||||
I think I need a new life... seriously.... with all the drama of emily and that false friendship.... tony and dennis being hypocrites .... and my lack of money...I need a whole new life... apart from that....nothing exciting at all really....sit around... play video games... chill to music...cook foods that rock.... and watch movies. once in a great millianium the friends pop in .... damn i'm really annoy'd at my friends being hypocrites. it's not ok for me to sit home every night and wanna chill cuz they dont like coming here doing that... but it's ok for them to sit home at their places and do the exact same thing they bitch at me for... i could list tons more shit they get on my ass for but is ok for them to pull off.... fuck that noise.. is there any good in my life? yes... i'm getting used to being alone again.... and can do what i want at night. imma toss a few things from the house that's taking up excess space and set my pad up for a bit more fo the aaron setups.... not the group setup.... in fact I like that idea more and more. i'll do my best to toss the extra chair out tonight. and start on that spare room later. if that gets clean'd and organized well.....the place will look pretty bad ass. I just need to go and get myself like 20 medium sized cardboard bosses and i can pack up pretty much EVERYTHING and stack it up..... least the place will look awesome when it's done. whoopwhoop |
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| 06:38pm 07/09/2009 | |||
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there is way to much to right about... in fact there's so much I am not gonna even put most of it down brittany has a bf.... thus ends our party setup. pfft...pity cuz i really enjoy'd her and me time. oh well i was right .. I grew some ballz and ask'd becca out. she basically pull'd a oh sorry not interested in you type setup..something bout us butting heads to much even tho we've only done that twice... waste of time..not sure imma talk to her much now. aaron meets emily...emily meets aaron...flirting ensues...emily meets dennis...blows off aaron for dennis... drama ensues and aaron gets told he's not good enough AGAIN but his friend is... hahaha ohhh boy. so now .....no more. enough lamesauce. so i've been eating soups lately. mostly asian foods.... pretty good. and i eat a bit more now. which is gonna help my habits. on top of it i took my first multivitamin and iron pills today. |
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| '96 Mercury Villager Mini-Van | ||||
| 01:45pm 16/08/2009 | ||||
now sure you can laugh and go teehee you got a mini-van. but tbh i wanted a van of some type for road trips and travels. take out that middle seat and you got a mini house for tempory stay. in fact in the last 3 days *on day four now* i've rack'd some serious miles with my friends just out and about driving and impromptu road tripping to towns like eureka,mi and Maple Rapids,mi *both sweet towns* ... so it's been an interesting last few days being on the road. in fact i'd love to be on the road alot more but i'm not great at night driving....and I dont have unlimited gas tank right now :P Past that my life has been fairly chill. I dont have any large complaints worth talking bout right now. I will later i'm sure cuz my life seems to be fairly chaotic at times with people. so we'll see how that goes |
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| Nintendo and Super Nintendo | |||
| 01:56pm 09/08/2009 | |||
| There's some wierd comfort in that era of gaming. And I <3 pixelly graphics. and to be honest...some of those games are amazingly awesome looking. ^_^ show some nes/snes love people. still tons of great games for those system | |||
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| 03:59am 29/07/2009 | |||
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so my mom said the van does in fact get 20+mpg thank god .. tho i'll still want to improve on what i can. also i guess on the 13th they have some stupid ass life insurance shit i need to drive to west branch for...hopefully my breaks will be done by then. oi vey annoying shit. ah well and earlier my parents tried to tell me what to do with my money. but eh i plann'd on keeping shit around in case my vehicle has problems. least it makes sense.... the moped vehicle has to wait longer i guess. I also plan on buying up about 10shirts and pants that'll fit me. I need clothes that FIT! this whole shitty 4pairs of pants 6shirts thing is way past old now... so I got rid of a bunch of cunts from my life. i'm sick of being everyone's goto guy for treating like shit. yes i'm intense and sometimes difficult but damn taking shit out on me on purpose or purposely being a cunt to me is NEVER ok. whatever im sick of people right now and i'm not dealing with people's shit right now. drop attitude get dropped. simple so i think i heard a murder or something earlier. i was at the gas station and me and aaron *yes his name is mine too* heard some chick start screaming....went on for bout 10seconds and then just stopped. so we called the cops just in case. cuz ya never know on this planet. better safe then sorry. cept I doubt the cops did shit bout it...blah hopefully things get a bit better for me soon. |
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| 06:07am 24/07/2009 | ||||
So the vehicle has been move'd up to the 11th. not a fan of 5more days but eh... it'll have to do. it's a '96 mercury villager minivan. gotta get the break's fix'd and a few other things. apart from that nothing to exciting. I got a girl to start talking to tony for him. he's turning into idiot lately cuz of it ...well it seems.... but i'm too lazy to post bout it. in fact I thought i'd be posting...oh wait side thought. once I get the vehicle me and my friends plan on about 5 road trips. the first is to vernon,mi a small town with a population of about 800 or so.. the 2nd is stanwood,mi a town with a population of about 200 people.... and the 3rd is sumner,mi which has a population of about 1900. i'm looking quite forward to these trips. sadly I also found out my van also gets about 15mpg. tht's crap. I need to find a way to increase that. espeically if I wanna do a bunch of traveling. |
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| The key to happiness | |||
| 09:35pm 17/07/2009 | |||
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| 80's boombox idea. cuz i rock | |||
| 11:08am 13/07/2009 | |||
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so i have this old 80's boombox laying around.... i'm thinking imma get some batteries for it.... and when i go into town carry it on my shoulders blasting oldies 96 ....which plays 80's music. hahaha ^_^ i think that'd be hilariously funny. .... well to me. tho i'd get some looks im sure. but that's part of the fun i think. so I totally rock even more awesomeness from me. last I weighed myself was bout 3months ago. I was 266lbs. UGH! well I weighed myself last night on my scale since i got batteries for it finally. 254lbs. FUCK YES! UNF UNF UNF! *does a naughty dance nakey* fuck yes kiddies. i AM losing weight now to keep of the pop and go for walks like i have been. that was a huge ego boost for me. knowing I AM losing weight. fuck yes. ^_^-b i'm so happy right now...whoopwhoop |
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| my 4th o july night | |||
| 12:52am 05/07/2009 | |||
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It wasnt too shabby. Walk'd to the front yard and realized holy shit I can see the fireworks from the front yard. so I basically stood there watching and enjoying them. good show. glad I didnt hide in my apt all night watching movies. best part was once it was over. the area I was in was cover'd in a thick ass blanket of smoke. it look'd like fog at night it was so thick. too bad the photo's of it didnt turn out. totally badass to see once that was done I sat down and holy fuck a line of cars passed thru. i mean it just kept going. back'd up quite a ways. bumper to bumper almost for like an hour. snap'd some shots of it. maybe i'll post them later. maybe. then i kinda bump'd into a few people at the gas station I knew so i end'd up chillin there for awhile. nothing fancy. I was outside for like hmm...2-3hours. not a bad night. could have been alot better but i'm not complaining. peace out bitches |
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| 05:55pm 30/06/2009 | |||
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nothing to much going on. just sitting around chillin and keeping to myself... i'm thinking a moped is a sweet battle plan tbh. think bout it. you end up homeless ....get a backpack and your moped and off ya go. simple and cheap hell a moped/scooter/vespa gets like 60-100mpg ...thats awesome. I could travel quite a ways that way. it'd be friggin awesome.. i'm thinking once I get a vehicle in augest i'll also pick up a moped and use that for local shit and warm weather |
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| party like a rock star | |||
| 03:44pm 25/06/2009 | |||
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man i smoked so much weed earlier this week i'm STILL slow from it... and i'm not complaining. I can keep up with my thoughts. and im not freaking bout shit and whatnot. just kinda in a semi-chill zone still. to bad i cant get it to stay this way for the rest of my life. I like this mellow zone i'm in/ ah well. i have a tiny bit o weed left but I doubt imma smoke tonight. gonna watch movies tho. downloaded like 30 of them. gotta love 70-80's movies. natural beauty in the females. no fake titties or plastic anywhere. I prefer that. |
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| Return of the living dead collectors edition | |||
| 04:01am 19/06/2009 | |||
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Fuck i'm happy. this badboy just show'd up in the mail earlier. i'm going thru the bonus features already. this one shows the cast currently. Awesome to know that the gir lthat played tina is still pretty hot. trash ... eh not as much. ...20yrs is a long time to age people. and some show it. |
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| 10:00am 17/06/2009 | |||
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I totally owe brittany a butt kiss both cheeks.. me and my temper. sadly I only had gotten like 2hours of sleep for the last 3days. I was sooooo easily temper'd. Well... I thought i'd post since I'm watching stargate sg-1 and playing with rpg maker vx. i'm getting quite good at this program. in fact I am working on making my first town. w00t w00t I may or may-not stick with it but it's fun for now post out |
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| Mop Master & Pan Handler | ||||
| 09:25am 16/06/2009 | ||||
anyways one of the games i'm working on besides Force of a horse ... is A game with to super hero's I created while talking to a certain female. Mop Master & Pan Handler.. Mop master fights crime with duel mops.. yup ninja style baby... while pan handler fights with two frying pans. hot damn. and true to form... mop master is a male and pan handler is female. yes this blog is making no sense but oh well. maybe i'll update posts with pics of my awesomeness game also please note ... my awesome new Display pic or DP for short. I am wearing my hobo battle gloves. they rock. I rock.. and I still am way cooler then that guy your daughter is dating behind your back. *GASP* |
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amused| I have my licence!~ *dances* | ||||
| 05:25pm 09/06/2009 | ||||
anyways I went in ...filled out some paperwork and BAM licence is renew'd. friggin awesome. now sometime in the next 2-4 months i'll snag up a car and my goal will have been complete. I will be mobile and take road trips to and fro ... it's awesome cuz it's a goal and I can feel it getting closer and closer to being done |
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| 09:45pm 05/06/2009 | |||
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i definetly have been neglecting this poor blurty. I feel bad. especially since I like posting here. it's a nice blog site. sure it lacks features but it's nice. anyways i'm up in higgins lake right now. yup yup higgins lake mi sitting in a loft above a garage. sad thing is the loft is twice as nice as my apartment. in fact if this was for rent i'd rent it for like 200 a month. it's that damn nice. but yes I went for a walk in the woods *GASP* down to the beach *GASP* and even biked over to my cousin jamies place *double gasp* definetly relaxing up here and once i get a car i'll be spending more time here if possible. ALSO! i found my entire comic book collection. I have like 100+ comics to read tonight. rockin bitch cool :P most of them are no name heroes but that's totally ok with me. well off to fiddle with my rpg i'm making with rpg maker vx and read some comics. AHHHHH it's good to be a dork/nerd ^_^ |
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