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Saturday, November 8th, 2003

Time:12:10 am.
Mood: uncomfortable.
Contact lenses feel so scratchy. Must have had them on for too long. ><

And completely off the subject of lenses, received email from best friend in Mexico. He said Placebo are going to play there and mentioned of maybe going to see them. Said that he was curious since I liked them so much. I've never even seen them live >< He gets all the luck. Oh well.
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Saturday, October 25th, 2003

Subject:now i know how it feels...
Time:3:46 pm.
To have my modem broken and now I am inside a dark, dingy internet place [no time to find a better one] with a faulty keyboard which explains the lack of brackets above and perhaps if I ever have a need to use them: the numbers TWO and FOUR. Damn.

And staring at the monitor now hurts my EYES. I miss my PC. [Right I just realized that the Goddamned exclamation point key doesn't work either]

I need to check my mail et al. And complain >_< At least I got to do that here.
Oh great. NOW they turned on the f-ck-ng light. Ooh. Poo-mouth. XP
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Sunday, October 19th, 2003

Time:1:09 am.
Mood: disappointed.
The day was brilliant. It rained a bit before and when we got to the park, so we just started to eat in the car. It let up though, that was a good thing because we managed to have a proper picnic, which is... nice.

We just went straight to my house afterwards, the six of us seemed reluctant to go out so we just stayed in. As always, the stupid games again and some cards. I'm all laughed out, I think.

Then someone has to spoil it... )

It was still a good day though. Just needed to vent a little, I suppose. My body aches all over. Now... why is that?
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Saturday, October 18th, 2003

Time:12:23 pm.
Mood: crushed.
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Friday, October 17th, 2003

Time:12:51 pm.
Mood: curious.
Spent about 10mins writing about things even I wouldn't want to read so deleted the whole thing. Huh.

Am actually curious about tomorrow. Pretty excited too because certain someone would be there. I woke up to a surprise too. Found a message on my cell this morning and it was... Yep. Said person above. Not so exciting because he only sent me a joke. Which was... actually rather funny, but I guess I was hoping for more than that.

The thing is... wonder if we get to talk more tomorrow? There would be six of us and we'll probably just end up playing those really stupid games XD which are, don't get me wrong, quite fun. Just that I haven't had a chance to really talk with him lately. Oh well.

Off to class now. Need a shower etc etc.
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Sunday, October 12th, 2003

Time:8:04 pm.
Mood: bored.
Music:j - but you said i'm useless.
Slacked off the whole day.

Then got a message from a guy who apologized for not making it last night o___O Um. I don't remember asking him to come along or anything like that. To top it off, he used CAPS. Is it really so hard to not use caps? I can't shake off the feeling that he's yelling at me. -__-

Aside from that, I've just discovered that mentholated Marlboro lights are nauseating when smoked in quite large amounts whereas I never can seem to get enough of the plain ones. Oh. Talking about cigarettes make me want some more. I smoke too much. Definitely.

But who cares.
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Subject:smoked till i felt iffy -__-
Time:1:56 am.
Mood: drained.
Even though I've only had about 2-hour sleep yesterday and I just got home, life feels so much better after spending it with friends. I've a feeling that there was something suspicious in all our drinks XP But thank God for THAT!

Glad that certain someone was there. Thank God for momentary distractions.
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Saturday, October 11th, 2003

Time:6:32 pm.
Mood: stressed.
Music:inoran - i wish i had never met you.
Somehow I've decided that this would be the first post on the journal. XP Don't know why exactly since it isn't the sort of start you'd make when you want to get to know some people who have the same interests as you. But yeah.

I'm 21 and I feel like I've been left behind. My friend will graduate soon and get a degree in communication. My other best friend is working on her thesis. I'm still here. And the pressure is beginning to get to me.

It's not that I dislike learning. To the contrary, it's actually one of the most important things in my life. The thing is, I just can't seem to stick to one subject and I like it that way. I don't want to just learn one thing. And so far, I've never felt bothered by my way of thinking until recently.

I just think of those dreams I have and have not achieved and my heart actually breaks.
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