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stop...drop....KABOOM [28 Aug 2003|10:56pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Briana Loves Jenna:Some song from it? ] Just kidding HELLO :::MY SESAME STREET CHARACTER VOICE HUH ASH::: n e ways inside joke there today was a pretty good day i guess? kinda slow but DOUBLE R made my day totally..i just finished watching briana loves jenna AGAIN haha i got the whole thing now WHAT WHAT! HOLLA wow its really good...REALLY i got my pictures today and i was suppose to getthem last night so i told my step dad to pick them up for mE on the way home cuz i couldnt get them and i told him i trust him not to look at them cuz they are X RATED well he HAD too cuz fucking walgreens put a sign on there that said X rated and so he had to look at the pictures well it was a topless oNe of mE with stephanie licking whip cream off of my nipples? haha wtf how u gonna take that all personal JESUS CHRIST oh well...fun pictures i miss stephanie thoe i get to see her this weekend! IM GOING TO THE JUMP OFF ARE YOU? OMG OMG I GET TO MEET DMX SEPTEMBER 16 I CANT WAIT MY STEP DAD SAID HES COMING TO PHOENIX AND HE HAS TO DO SECURITY FOR HIM! OMG IM SO HAPPY I CANT WAIT THATS MY BABIES DADDY RIGHT THURR U HAVE NO IDEA!! n e ways last night i saw some gross shit ew but n e ways took mE awhile to fall asleep but im a ruff ryder! HOLLA aww faby G told mE i made an impact on her life..wow that feels so amazing cuz ive had someoNe make an impact on my life and she means the world to mE you know who u r spree...but to return that favor on someoNe else is so kick ass..i love it i only wish to continue this...well im out 4 now im bored so ill holla atchu LATA IM JUST THE BOMB DIGGITY J FLO post comment

GoT JeNnA?...JaMeSoN ThAt Is HAHAH [27 Aug 2003|09:19pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | The All American Rejects-My paper heart ] Today was a crazy crazy night..haha some bitch was talkin to mah home girl rosanna and threatning her and shit come to find out it really is a guy and his name is phillip..he doesnt like my best freshman well sophomore friend tiphanie what a dick and he wanted us to kick her ass so he went about it the wrong way..see hes in for the ride of his life..cuz oNe u dont phuk with my best sophomore friend and 2 u dont mess with mah homie Rosy! but yeah it was a load of fun YIPEE! guess what! i didnt get my phuking pictures tonight now aint that about a monkey? i was talking to spree today telling her how much she means and how shes never ever done n e thing bad to mE or lied or hurt mE and i swear that gurl is my angel and my soulmate..soon ashole SOON! LOVE YOU ASHLEY! AND LET IT BE KNOWN DAMNIT HAAHA HOLLA n e ways im talking to mah girl faby G haha shes such a cutie...wow gotta love the all american rejects! woo wow this CD is sad cuz michelle gave it to mE before she left to the army and i miss her sooo much..u guys have NO idea..but yeah she graduates next week and im so happy! SO HAPPY i wish i coulda gone thoe i got my papers in today from tucson accelerated! about time! shit but too bad i dont wanna go there n e more but n e ways..wow people still jocking my shit..i hate it NO PROPS OR NOTHING! but whatever as long as I KNOW ITS MY STUFF im down for whatever...n e ways im outta here gotta go watch briana loves jenna SINCE I HAVE THE FULL MOVIE NOW!!! WOOOO GO JENNA JAMESON but i still think aria and kendra are waaaaay hotter post comment

wow...Slave4JFiZzLe [26 Aug 2003|10:04pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | Chingy-Holidae Inn ] wow someoNe called mE i havent talked to in a very long time who did mE wrong..but u know i guess life just goes on and things happen for a reason..i dont know what to do what to think or what to say..but yeah enough of that i have a bet going on with ashley that i cant kiss anybody for a week str8 she thinks imma lose but i dont think i will..i had so much fun today with my BESTEST FRIEND SPREE WELL..haha i had fun last night making our list too and dont forget to add TRY OUT FOR THE REAL WORLD haha we looked at porn alllll day today haha it wasnt even porn it is a "form of art" haha huh rosanna? well yeah i think i found a new wife...Aria wooo BOI shit lemme tell you i mean shes waaaay hotter than asholes horse and way hotter than kendra but for some reason i still think id pick kendra over ARIA...did i tell yall i talked to kendra online? yeah it was the greatest ill have to put the convo on here...but later..i was talkin to DION wow i love that boy i seriously do hes my guardian angel besides desiree...he wrote this thing at the top of his head like a poem its so sweet here it is...it besta have been to mE too shit! haha my day was down and he made mE happy! Step a little closer.. Close your eyes and don't speak. Let me kiss you in the darkness, let me feel your soul..Hold me close so I know I'm not alone, feel my heartbeat and never let me go This feeling here, this is the feeling of never having to be alone. This is the feeling of love, unconditional. It's half physical attraction, and body reactions..My heart won't let you go, don't distance yourself from me, come ever closer. I never was afraid to die, until I met you. Now that I know the love I can't let go.I may age, but this love will never grow old..I live fast and die young, it's a curse, but of course I'd have it no other way, I don't fear the death, I fear losing you. I refuse, it's something I won't do. You are a part of me, and I you. So hold me close, bring yourself near.. Kiss me in the darkness, so I know you're there. Feel my heartbeat and the love that's here. Miss me when I'm gone, because I do the same. You are the love that keeps me sane.Place your hand in mind, ease my pain. Let's make some sense of these thoughts through the rain. As long as you're near I feel no pain. The seperation anxiety is always in me, I can't help it Im stingy.. I don't want to let you go, I want to stay in this moment forever unalone.No amount of good can attone for the things I've done, I feel I don't deserve your love.. Iam a sinner and you sent from above, true opposites attract but I wouldn't dare corrupt you, and for this much of a sacrifice you should know I love you..I get a rush when I touch you, I feel whole when I peer into the endless sea of your eyes, I love you for you, not what's in between your theighs..Please don't misconstrue me for a madman, but because of you I can stand as a man. Behind every man is a good woman they say, but I put you before me, It's true I do adore thee.So hold me close, bring yourself near.. Kiss me in the darkness, so I know you're there. Feel my heartbeat and the love that's here. Miss me when I'm gone, because I do the same. You are the love that keeps me sane...BY DION! Jesus Christ this kid has fucking talent...n e ways babe u know i love you! and ill always be here for you NO MATTER WHAT! n e ways faby G made the cutest SN of mE today aww..it was SLave4JFiZzLe haha i wish thoe shit..lol shes such a cutie she makes my day too she told mE some secret stuff last night she had never told n e body and it made mE feel good i only wish there was something i could have done..more than what i tried to do..but babe u know im here for you...always! i dont know what else to say OH YEAH I GET MY PICS TOMORROW OF mE AND STEPH AND JAMIE SO YALL WATCH OUT FOR THOSE HAHAH! HOLLA IM OUT! JFIZZLE 1 comment|post comment

THE HO DEPOT!!! [20 Aug 2003|09:25pm] [ mood | predatory ] [ music | LUDACRIS-UZ A HOE ] BITCH MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS! FRIENDSHIP IS THICKER THAN A FUCKING HOE BAG!!!!! AND YOU KNOW DAMN WELL WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE... SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO SACRAFICE LOVE TO SAVE A BEST FRIENDSHIP i just wanna clear all this up all my poems and shit on here that were to a "special someoNe" i take back cuz this aint nothing but a hater and she dont deserve this kinda appreciation...HOEEEEEE!!!! Dont you think its funny how people are so fake? yeah ill admit ive done some crazy ass shit but only cuz i had the right to do it i didnt just go outta my way to mess shit up...HAHAHA WOW how FAKE bitches can be these days...wow...n e ways jenna i wanna say sorry and all cuz you are a best friend i know you have done some mistakes but so have i(not as bad but hey lol) im glad were talkin again and hopefully our friendship is the same again cuz i missed it A LOT and ill be damned if i let some bitch come in between us EVER AGAIN but you gotta do the same im willing to start over if you are...n e ways umm HOLLA i think im done im waiting for my girl faby g to cum on cuz i miss her! CUM ON HOMIE G haha and jami if you see this...i miss your lips :) spreewell i love you! HOLLA IM OUT~ FUCK ALL YOU HATERS! AND IF YOU DONT LIKE mE KISS MY ASS! Stop, drop, KABOOM!, baby rub on ya nipples Some call me Ludacris, some call me Mr. Wiggles Far from little, make ya mammary glands giggle Got 'em under control, the bowl of tender biddles Doc-tor giggles, I can't stop until it tickles Just play a little "D" and I'll make ya mouth dribble Bits and Kibbles, got 'em all after the pickle I swing it like a bat, but these balls are not whiffle Hit 'em in triples, wit no strikes, stripes, or whistles I ain't felt this good, since my wood lived off a thistle Sippin' some ripple, I got quarters, dimes, and nickels For shizzle dizzle, I'm on a track with the Big Snoop Dizzle Let the Henny trickle, down the beat, wit a ghetto tempo I done blazed the instrumental, laid it plain and simple Getting brain in the rental, I done did it again My eyes chinky, I'm wit Chingy, at the Holidae In post comment

WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU GET [15 Aug 2003|10:19pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | GiNuWiNe-I LoVe YoU mOrE eVeRyDaY ] YES YES YA'LL HOLLA! im back up in herre! hmm today i actually had A LOT of fun..something i havent been having for awhile just a whole lot of bullshit drama but today was good..lets see i was using my best buddies phone today during umm 3rd, 4th, 5th and 6th lol and i was talking to crashley and *jami* HOLLA it was cool she was my 2nd or 3rd STRAIGHT girl i kissed...haha yeah feelings still stayed the same..i mean i dont LIKE her i just think shes hella cute bomb ass eyes thoe fa real and shes really sweet EVEN THOE SHES MEAN TO mE!! lol and like i mean its a crush but i dont LIKE her..n e ways she was askin if i'd go with her to go see crashley haha cuz she got her wisdom teefasus (haha) pulled out so i was like ok so she picked up my cousin then they went back to her house and they all went in staceys car then they scooped mE up and then we went to crashleys and then later were met up with sum chick named sarah and luperry!(haha i think i mispelled that) but n e ways shes tight in a basketball game against them i barked at her and she lost controll of the ball it was hilarious but n e ways we ordered pizza and then watched love and basketball...ahh great movie but yeah haha well i was chillin with jami mm haha tizight shes a hottie...n e ways we was talking she was bein so mean to mE but later on she made up for it huh? lol HOLLA n e ways well yeah it was fun tonight SETH told mE he got those pictures of mE and stephanie going at it developed and i was like haha oh shit! that night we played truth or dare and mE and steph were doing some mad crazy shit to eachother haha and then they took pictures of it i took pictures too but i havent got them developed i need to cuz they are like a week old now lol haha so imma take his and then scan them and put them on here til i get mine developed he said the 3sum kiss didnt turn out too good? damn hopefully it did on my camera lol he said he has a picture of my chest and sum oNe licking whip cream from it HOW THAT HAPPENED I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA LOL i miss my ADI so much thoe..wow.. n e ways I DIDNT TALK TO SPREE TODAY DUMB BITCH!! AHH I CALLED HER LIKE 7966943692 TIMES BUT SHE DIDNT PICK UP CALL mE SPREE WHEN U SEE THIS CUZ I GOTTA STORY TO TELL YOU N E WAYS HAVE FUN KIDS IM OUT! DONT DO DRUGS!!! J FIZZLE post comment

another poem [14 Aug 2003|05:00pm] DONT TAKE MY HOMIES POEM EITHER UNLESS U ASK OR GIVE HER CREDIT! thanks ashley man dawg i TOTALLY relate to this...what is up with these bitches and shit trying to get oNe over us? huh? yeah youre lucky u aint in my position or have a "best friend" like mine OH WOW IM SO LUCKY TO HAVE HER! NOT!!!!! FUCK THAT TRICK n e ways! i love u holla! Your sincere words,your sweet smile The way you talk to me makes me blind You always come in when my world falls apart,you hold the key to my broken heart But that was then,this is now I really thought we'd make it somehow But I guess things between us are just not meant to be Im not right for you,and your not the one for me The thought of letting go of you breaks my heart,cuz in my life you play an important part Its so hard for me to give up on you because giving up on love is something I dont do..But I have to face reality,everything has changed Its all over,things are not the same Your with someone else now and I am free, Im free to move on and go where I want to be Its really time for me to let you go So here I am,ready to let you know That I was thankful even to have you for awhile Im stronger now, Im not going to cry Because when you left me I realized I was strong Those days of you and me are all over But its something I will always remember Its one of the precious memories of my past,Though I knew in my heart it wouldnt last.... post comment

BITCHES AINT SHIT BUT HOES AND TRICKS! [14 Aug 2003|04:42pm] [ mood | enraged ] [ music | NOTHING! ] GOD DAMN I AINT NEVER BEEN SO MAD IN MY LIFE...HOW THE FUCK IS THIS BITCH JLC (U KNOW DAMN WELL WHO U R) GONNA TRY AND PULL THE SAME SHIT ON mE LIKE HOW SHE DID WITH KARLIE..OK WELL THAT SHIT AINT FINNA FLY AROUND HERE JLC YOU MIGHT HAVE MESSED AROUND WITH KARLIE BEHIND MY BACK BUT YOU DAMN SURE AINT GONNA WITH KELLIE I CANT EVEN BELIEVE THIS BITCH HAD THE FUCKING NERVES THE GOD DAMN FUCKING NERVES TO GO THE MOVIES WITH KELLIE LAST FRIDAY? HA OH WOW YEAH WELL THIS BITCH IS LUCKY THAT WHEN I SAW HER ASS AT LUNCH TODAY I DIDNT FUCKING JUST HIT HER AND GET IT OVER WITH BUT I SWEAR ITS COMING ITS COMING! THIS BITCH FINNA GET HER ASS BEAT SOOOO BAD YA'LL HAVE NO IDEA! THIS WAS SUPPOSE TO BE MY "BEST FRIEND" YEAH HUH WHAT A BEST FRIEND SHE IS WHEN SHE WILLINGLY BEHIND MY BACK MESSES WITH THE "LOVE OF MY LIFE" (AT THE TIME) AND THEN DOES IT AGAIN WITH SOMEoNe IM INTO NOW? WHAT KINDA BULL SHIT IS THIS I SWEAR SHE JUST DOESNT GET IT? SHE REALLY DOESNT AND I GUESS THEY MEAN MORE TO HER IF SHE IS GOING TO KEEP SACRAFICING OUR FRIENDSHIP FOR THEM? BUT WHATEVER THE BITCH GON GET IT THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY!..I mean have you ever had a best friend who went and fucked around with your girl? what kinda shit is that? its just so hard for mE to believe shes putting herself in that position again? and to top it off she lied to mE ABOUT EVERYTHING that went down i had to hear it from my ex's mom that they were together and shit? whats that all about? im sure if she woulda never told mE neither would JLC have thats fucked yeah what a best friend huh? i woulda took a bullet for this bitch and thats how she repays mE by breaking my heart like this? i swear some people JUST DONT LEARN! not til you literally beat the shit out of them... "oNe minute you're their girl..the next YOUR best friend is their girl! what a bestfriend huh?" BULL SHIT BULL SHIT BULL SHIT...NOW AINT THAT ABOUT A MONKEY AND THIS BITCH KNOWS EXACTLY WHO SHE IS...I GOT SO MANY PEOPLE THAT AINT LIKIN THIS BITCH EITHER AND WANNA SEE HER GET HER ASS BEAT AND ITS COMING ITS COMING...ALL I GOTTA SAY TO BITCH JLC IS WATCH IT HOE WATCH IT YOURE PUSHING YOUR LUCK...N E WAYS IM OUT ILL SAY MORE WHEN IM CALMED DOWN! JESSICA post comment

READ THIS!!!!! [13 Aug 2003|07:55pm] IF YOU'RE GOING TO TAKE MY POEMS FROM HERE AND USE THEM ON YOUR STUFF, EITHER GIVE mE CREDIT OR ASK mE FIRST..ITS JUST RUDE TO TAKE CREDIT FOR SOMEoNe ELSE'S WORK...IVE BEEN SEEING MY POEMS ON OTHER PEOPLE'S THINGS I DONT APPRECIATE THAT! IM NOT TRYING TO BE RUDE EITHER BUT GIVE A CHICK SOME CREDIT..AND THAS ALL I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THAT! THANK YOU SyNn post comment

sum old poems [11 Aug 2003|05:27pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Beyonce Knowles-Dangerously in love ] i feel like my decision i made to let something i "LOVE" go, was a good decision. now lets just see where it takes mE..here are some random poems i found in my room in notebooks i wrote and shit..ENJOY hope they have a meaning to you as they did for mE...SyNn 1. How can i love her when all my dreams are to give her the world? i want to give her a star that would shine for her night and day, something that would clear her path and help show her the way, the way to never ending joy and happiness. How can i love her when she unknowingly steals my breath, and makes my heart race to its max, wishing love alone would be enough to truly maker her mine; how can i love her when i dont have all the things i want to give to her, and when i dont even know how to take care of my own heartache. how can i love her if i am poor and getting pooer, losing most everything except my love for her. but how can i love her if i am nothing like that i dreamnt to be for her? How can i love her if everyoNe thinks as i do and say "how can you love her" something for all thats wrong with mE i look at myself and ask, how can i love her, i dont know but i just know that with all of my heart i JUST DO. 2. Only if you'd give mE a sign that you want to be mine, then you'd find that together we'd be fine, instead you play your game and choose to play with time, perhaps youre being hard to get thinkin i'll come running, BUT to mE and oNe YOURE only being deliberately BLIND. THIS NEXT oNe I LOVE 3. If you read this you probably couldnt feel the love that i miss, if you read this you probably forgot how it felt when we kissed, i never knew love could hurt like this, before i met you, now i know im no longer more but less since the day you let mE go. Ive gone crazy, since the day you left losing my heart made mE lose my mind. Now i cant see alone without your love im blind and no longer do i have a home a place with you near not just in my heart but as long as we are together, mE there you here it always seems so cold, only if we could have a brand new start but i've lost questioning how easily love is treated just as a word and so quickly it is used and abused. Maybe oNe day my resurrected worst fear of living with out the comfort of true love to share so innocent will soon pass with the arrival of someoNe new to replace YOU(yet better)whome will love mE with a love so genuine and sincere P.S. perhaps my new love will have the same name and resemble.....well....... someoNe like YOU, maybe in the time i'll learn how to live without YOU.....how can i love someoNe else if i am still in LOVE with YOU? 4. You love mE, but didnt want to be seen with mE, feared what others might say or think, so you let mE make a fool of myself thinking i could be with YOU, Perhaps when you realize its LOVE that you're without then you'll know what to do... as for mE, i see chances i must take or else it'll be mE that i forsake because i can no longer wait for you :::sigh::: if only it were that easy to erase you from my heart then i could make a brand new start and accept an oppurtunity to take to mE a wife or even at least something for fun i guess. To mE there was something that made mE think YOU WERE THE oNe... 5. Let mE share with you, my unspoken words, my unsung song, my unkissed kisses, my unwritten poems, my untold stories, my untold love, let mE share with you......mE 6. Pay this Pay that, put a price on this, put a price on that. Say im worth this and you're worth that, Call mE worthless because with material things or money o cannot be bought. For without LOVE, without YOU, i havent any value. post comment

LOVE LOVE [11 Aug 2003|05:18pm] What's love? Is it a feeling you express, is it someone who comes to you and helps you in your moment of extreme duress? Is it the feeling you get when someone says to you, In the future I can't see myself without you?Or is it the experience of beholding a new life coming into this world, or possibly a boy coming into his own as a man.Come, take my hand, listen and understand, I may be sweet, but I'm far from being the perfect man. I may not be an angel but few are sent from above, so just know that, love can be cruel, love can be great, but truthfully, love can never come to late. Not everyone deserves to be loved, but no one deserves not to be without it, I don't doubt it, or lie when I say to you, "I love you" It's true. So true. So if it's not too much to ask, please tell me, and mean it, "You love me back".As these days pass, I laugh at these fools using love so lightly, as if it's something to be said despite the fact that you don't" So You don't so you won't, but I can so I will, I don't lie so baby tell me what's the deal, ain't nothin' here to make you afraid of me, unless I'm not seein these things baby. I'm giving you all I got, the world. So baby girl, you gotta tell me, why ain'tcha happy? Why you got that look in ya eye? You ain't gotta lie, look me in my face an' tell me this love ain't what it used to be, cause girl if it ain't then why you usin' me. I could be, better off alone, let me know cause me in a one-sided love ain't coo, now tell me what am supposed 2 do.. What's love? Why you askin, me I'm still trying to establish this see, I thought I knew what it was from the start, but girls play widcha heart, an it got me askin, What's love? Thats from my baby dion..dion thank you that poem means a lot and i hope other people can relate to it as you and i..and together we will work this out! i love you babe..thank you Watch out for D! post comment

What EXACTLY is "LOVE?" [11 Aug 2003|05:08pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | nothing..listening to spree give mE advice ] Is it wrong to love someoNe who loves someoNe else? its a really weird situation i am in..ive only felt this "love" with 2 people my whole life. is it even really love? i dont know and exactly what is love? i dont think no oNe will ever know. i wish i did. is love somethinig you see? touch? smell? feel? hear? you know people can say they are in love all the time but they dont know what the phuk it means. who would have ever thought 3 simple words, 1 simple phrase could change a person? not mE..but it did now its to a point where i THINK im in "LOVE" and this person takes it for granted. This person is also in "LOVE" with someoNe else but i cant do nothing about it. but sit back and watch and hope it works out cuz i want this person happy even if its not with mE. is that too much to ask for? i guess in this situation. but life goes on and then you find someoNe else, someoNe who makes you feel like you did before, someoNe who will say the little 3 word 1 phrase "i love you" to you and MEAN it. but it will never be the same as it was the FIRST time. How much "pain" can a heart endure? yet people dont seem to realize its not something you phuk around with. heres a poem of mine. "Faint memories of a dream gone wrong, Forgot the words to my favorite song, withered Fantacies love lost because i've lost my love. Silent are my tears. Is it mE you're thinking of, I'm Longing to ease my fears but at what cost? If i reveal what i have for you in my heart, How will YOU Feel?" yeah yeah yeah BLAH BLAH BLAH it doesnt mean anything anymore. I GIVE UP TRYING TO CHASE SOMEoNe I THINK I WILL BE HAPPY WITH BUT I WILL LET THIS PERSON COME TO mE AFTER SHE FINDS OUT IM WHAT SHE NEEDS! wow i havent been this emotional in a long time..maybe im just tired of it or really thinking about what im letting go?oh well this is the part where everything gets confusing..where you think you know mE but YOU DONT! I've taken chances i shouldnt had, and the chances i should have taken i let pass mE by..i wonder why? "words not spoken are said between two hearts now broken, i feel half dead"... Thought you knew everything about mE? what you failed to realize theres something more about mE you didnt try to see. You didnt use your heart, Instead you only used your eyes, things about mE arent exactly what they seem for without your love i feel like i am nothing trapped in my dream i pray that i'll soon awake to hear you saying that its mE that you'll always love..but right now thats too much to ask for. well i hope #20 reads this...you know this is all to you..whether you like or not. im out people...HOLLA...im out post comment

ugh... [11 Aug 2003|04:05am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Kendra Jade screamin at da top of her lungs JESSY!! ] im grounded...and KENDRA JADE IS HOT! wooo i miss spree.. post comment

CANT NOBODY DO IT LIKE mE UH OH OH NO [01 Aug 2003|03:09pm] [ mood | quixotic ] [ music | Jay Gordon-Slept So Long( QOTD SNDTRK)4 u SIPH ] HOLLA its mE again i am so bored i just figured i would write in here just to make it look like i use this a lot and i have nothing better to do..haha n e ways i have been talking to spree like mad crazy haha cedric has been in my dreams like mad crazy too? i dont know if i still have feelings for him or not since he was the only oNe who i had feelings for like that for a boy in a while..well n e ways..i dont know what else to write in here lol but yeah today is a good day sorta i guess imma go to the movies with a friend..and see spy kids 3 lol i wanna see that shit only cuz of the 3D glasses haha HOLLA that would be tight imagine going there all high? haha wanna go FIRE? lol JK n e ways im bout to go now ill write more lata HOLLA SE7EN!! <~ ADI lol 2 comments|post comment

~*FABIOLA GETS THE STAINS OUT*~ [29 Jul 2003|02:10pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Beyonce Feat. Sean Paul-BaBy BoY ] hmmm very very interesting this is for last night cuz i was too lazy to fill it out last night but i actually finally called up my interenet lover lol haha it was tight her mom answered the phone and shes all "buena" and i was all is faby there..and shes all "quien le abla" and i was all umm this is jessica lol she scared mE haha she sounded mad but its all good then faby G came on the phone she wasnt quiet at all she was cool outgoing but crazy it was fun cuz i was raggin on her all night! haha much love thoe much love! PHUKING MEXICAN! jk jk its funny hearind her speak in spanish but i was a bit upset cuz they didnt have words like ROCK as in You rock my world lol and they dont even have a word for holla? what kinda shit is that? cum on now! get with the program! n e ways i was asking her to say "your daughter is a lesbian" in spanish and she couldnt tell mE cuz her mom was right there but then when her mom was gone she was about to tell mE then she caught on and knew i would call and tell her mom hahaha! jk i would never do that! god man we talked about sooo much i dont even really remember half the stuff we talked about but it was cool i had fun..shes tight as phuk! HOLLA but she cant put it down like mE =) lol n e ways YAY I DONT WORK TONIGHT! i was talkin to spree last night on the phone too man interesting stuff she makes fun of mE cuz when i was like 10 and stayed with my nana i was too little to ride the horses(what a coinsidence the horeses name was LUCY haha GO JENTA ITS UR BIRTHDAY) so my nana had a GOAT and i rode the goat around lol he was like my best friend i swear he followed mE and my puppy everywhere and we did things together lol but member kids i was only 10!!! so then oNe morning i woke up to find my tata walking in with his horns?...and i was like no that cant be GOAT his name is GOAT(Greatest Of All Time) but yeah my nana killed him for the menudo she was making i refused to eat that stuff cuz they killed my freind! yes it was very sad...then sprees bitch ass calls mE at like 10 this morning and wakes mE up! JESUS and tells mE they went to some place called "Gator Land" and they had goats there! yeah she mos def teases mE about that..but its ok cuz i can rag on her about some things too! HOLLA but naw shes my bestest friend in Flordia why would i do that! lol oh another thing I DONT PHUKING LIVE IN AFRICA OR AUSTRALIA AND USA IS A COUNTRY NOT A STATE! hmm oh yeah FABY G sent mE sum pics of her online yeah wow i def (haha see ashole) like this oNe picture she sent mE oh damn...wooo haha HOLLA! hmm what else to talk about i stayed up til like 5 somthing this morning talking to my husband dion...wow the greatest husband i can ever have! i love you babe..he makes mE see things from different perspectives and hes just amazing all guys needa be like him hes cool id say about the only boy i tell everything to right now...and i will cuz i trust him with my life..everybody needs to watch out for D cuz his shits finna be droppin SOOOOOON so HOOOLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAA kellie's mad at mE cuz i didnt call her back...=( i coulda sworn i did oh well...hmm then jent came and got mE and we went to eat ahhh great times great times n e ways i dont know what to say in here n e more so im finna just bounce on outta here! like and X and an OH this pimpstress is out like \*W*/|*H*|(*O*)/*A*\! HOLLA FA SHO PS im missing cedric a lot is that good or bad? SyNn 1 comment|post comment

|*H*|(*O*)|*L*||*L*|/*A*\ [26 Jul 2003|01:45pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Too Short-FrEaKy TaLeS ] hmm ive been thinking bout a lot of things lately lol i talked to mady last night she called mE til my phone died and i left..but yeah im going to speedway tonight HOLLA! i had a good conversation with kellie for oNce lol haha yeah it was tight! mmm my spreewell went to her dads tonight DAAAMN! for a whole phukin week damn thas crazy i am so glad she has long distance! thats like my best friend now i thank god for her shes amazing! haha been through hell and back with mE! holla! lol i love u girl! i havent talked to my internet lover for awhile im a bit sad we come online different time im always home during the day then i leave but at night she comes online! damn oh well..hmm i get to see jeremy and josh tonight HOLLA! haha yeah thats funny...shit imma have jeremy do my eyebrows! but i just wanted to say wuddup and daaamn jolie duz look hella good in that snow suit from the prison daaaamn yeah! wow im so glad shes MINE! HOLLA SyNn post comment

umm NOT YOURS BUT MINE! AHEM Angie's MINE [25 Jul 2003|06:13pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Kelly Rowland-Cant nobody(do it like mE) ] today today today...it was very interesting i talked to my spree today on the phone lol it was funny i called her early this morning and woke her ass up and she was suppose to call mE this morning to get up and watch The Early Show but thank god i set my alarm to go off at 7 cuz she didnt call! ahh lol haha but yeah it was so phuking gay i mean like i have been catching angie on everything lately cept the tonight show but today it was like the most gayest interview and every interview i always watch with her im them practically every singe oNe they always ask her the same mutha phukin questions? like i dont get it i really dont?..yeah she is bi yes she does do all her stunts no she is not involved with nicholas cage NO she did not have an affair with her brother..yes she did 97% of her stunts on TR2 NO she does not keep contact with her father and She can have as many tattoos as she wants? you know like it makes no sense? i know i wouldnt be asking her questions like that i think its hilarious she must get so annoyed having to answer the same question 4 or 5 times a day for an interview. really makes no sense to mE...but n e ways im going back to get my tattoo! haha HOLLA! tomorrow night is saturday i have been working like mad crazy...i havent been in the bunny ranch to see my girls dance and to take a break in a while ive been going to speedway on saturday nights wow its bad ass...i love it im going tomorrow night again too...tonight a lot of shit was going down im debating whether to go to the drag strip or to my friends hotel party? really hard to choose from..but im thinking i might jus go to the party with ADI or whoever..i accidentely called my girl stephanie..haha WHO DOES THAT?! yeah steph i did do it..haha yeah it was really bad..shes really phukin pissed off at mE its NOT even funny i havent even talked to her for like 2 days now?..i was watching biker boyz today it was cool i guess not that great the ruff ryders up in NYC are better then these people but other than that i think it was ok..coulda been better thoe..yes today is the opening of Lara Croft Tomb Raider 2 The Crade Of Life..haha yeah i wanted to go to the premier of it up in cali at the chinese man theatre but i am not in cali but its ok cuz i went to the Gone In Sixty Seconds oNe and The first Tomb Raider so im happy..i was a bit amused today i was talkin to the homie sybil today and i member mE her kellie and leah went to go see some movie i forgot but angelina came on for the trailer of TR2 and sybil and kellie were saying she wasnt that good looking only her lips were nice and mE and leah were saying how hot she was..no ok check this haha i was looking at sybils journal and she said i cant wait til i see my woman tomorrow or something then it said how phukin fine she was? lol i was thinking to myself haha oh wow sybz lol i thought you and kellie said she wasnt hot? lol but im not bothered by it cuz i know shes mine haha shes been mine for almost 8 years now..lets see in 95 i was like 9 or 10 so yeah that sounds right ever since Hackers! hah then FOX FIRE BABY lol that movie was the shit but nothing beats GIA or The Bone Collector great movies..and yes shes such a hottie and shes totally changed her perpectives in life because of maddox..OH GET THIS! Beyond Borders comes out in october..haha lol im getting my "illegal" copy of TR2 tomorrow from my step daddys friend..yeah gotsa be great imma have him make it a DVD lol like my life or something like it is..its cool the internet rules these days..i took some acid with fire last night wasnt planning on it but yeah it happened..haha lol man o man was that shit crazy spree was tellin mE how funny i was actin on the phone? like i would just draw a blank..lol haha yeah 18 hours! thats a hella long time for a trip if you ask mE...i stayed away from that shit for awhile til fire's bitch ass wanted to try it haha lol yes yes fire IT IS better than doing what lacey does lol JK LACE love ya! but yeah Dont think Lace will even read this i know fire will! GOTTA LOVE THEM PEACHES! lol here fire for you... "Keep smokin - I'm the weedman, I'm the weedman, I'm the weedman Keep on chokin - I'm the weedman, I'm the weedman; Yeah boi, wear corduroy I've gotta keep on smokin - I'm the weedman, I'm the weedman, I'm the weedman Keep on chokin - I'm the weedman, I'm the weedman; Yeah boi, wear corduroy." haha just gotta love it huh fire! no fire I AM THE WEED GIRL! haha lol and YOU ARE THE WEED MAN lol jk jk wow fun times fun times haha well well ill be back on here to update this later tonight...HOLLA! (JEREMY) lol what what! 1 comment|post comment

NaUgHtY oR iNnOcEnT fUn?... [24 Jul 2003|11:56am] [ mood | naughty ] [ music | Twista-Smoke My Weed ] whas crackalackin mah people! lol jk umm last night was a very VERY interesting night..haha umm well i went to the mall with some homies...Adrian, Daniel, Aaron, Jamie, Stephanie, Andrea, JeReMy, Josh, Arcelio, Wayne, Kimmie, PC, and Seth..yeha the whole crew practically lol but yeah it was a very interesting day this guy was walking and like bumped into mE in the mall this nasty looking white dude like threw his hands up which is like a no no when youre with like black guys haha lol so yeah the whole crew "the guys" went crazy on him like they dragged him outside and got in his face and shit and like pulled out knives and shit i was like omg this is crazy shit..haha but yeah it was fun so then we were jus mobbin in the mall and then like santa rita was straight mobbin the mall yesterday like everyoNe was there it was mad crazy..but n e ways so everyoNe ya know got free food JeReMy and Josh left and what not so we all decided to mob back to adrians house..then thats when like the crew split up..umm it was just mE, Jamie, Stephanie, Aaron, sum Jessica chick was suppose to show but i guess she didnt so, Seth, Raul, and vincent well we all went skinny dippin in adrians dark ass pool at like 11 when the lights were out and you couldnt see shit well it was jus jamie and adrian haha it was funny..well this guy vincent who is a little slow they all said i was "all talk" that i couldnt break the people off i said i could so i was like umm ok what do i needa do? and then they made mE give vincent a "table dance" lol so i was down for it he couldnt touch mE and i couldnt touch him..well i could but really didnt want too lol haha so well i started to dance on him to umm black robs-like whoa and then umm i turned around i grabbed his head and out my leg around his neck then came back and whispered in his ear then turned around again and YEAH I FELT THAT SHIT nasty UGH penises are gross..haha it was hilarious thoe and everyoNe was just rollin omg i was like yeah my job is done here so that was fun shit...then we all decided to play truth or dare...it started off kinda slow everyoNe jus choosin truths...but then it got better and this is where the fun came in..steph is umm fillipino and white and she totally looks mexican really hot shes pretty god damn gorgeous well umm she picked mE and of course i was down for the dare so i chose dare and she looked at adrian and she was like do u have whip cream and im like oh god shes gonna phukin make mE do some nasty shit to someoNe and thank god adrian said no i dont have whip cream(which is on the list today haha) and then i was all yes! but then hes all i have ice cream and i was like oh god so then shes all umm ok that will work so he got the ice cream..vanilla and orange twist haha very good stuff and so he came back in the room with it and she was all ok i want u to lick this ice cream and i was like umm waiting for the rest of the dare and shes all will u lick this off of mE n e where...and i was like hell yeah shit..but then in the back of my head was PC...but n e ways so shes all ok where do u want it and i was all this ur dare ur giving mE you choose so shes all ok my stomach but u put it on..lol so i put the ice cream on her belly button and then like smeared it around her stomach and umm i went for it haha lol all the guys were lovin it i was too shit haha but then it felt kinda weird cuz her boy friend seth is like my homie and phukin im sittin here eating ice cream off her stomach while her b/f is next to us?..lol ha n e ways so then i finished and was about to get up and shes all youre not done yet lol so i was like ok haha so went back and licked her stomach some more..pretty good haha...ok so then every oNe went around again and then adrian dared mE to "mack" steph lol so i was like ok cool im down...cuz everyoNe always wants to see us make out and shit...so we did..and it was kinda long haha i know if i didnt pull away she wouldnt had either..but i had too..haha very good kisser it was all innocent fun and games lol i think..lol haha but oh well..i still feel a bit guilty but mE and PC arent together thoe but still oh well..so that was pretty much the whole night we have the same day planned tonight lol cept were gonna be drunk and high off our asses..then we will have cameras and everything so we can record all our fun stuff..i think thats all that happened last night..lol ANGELINA JOLIE STARRING IN LARA CROFT TOMB RAIDER THE CRADLE OF LIFE comes out tomorrow HOLLA! lol well im out the songs for u fire! SE7EN post comment

LETS GET HIGH!...HUH FIRE? [22 Jul 2003|07:01pm] [ mood | hot ] [ music | Mad Cobra-Flex(time to have sex) ] Once again its mE here...haha everytime i write in here i really wonder if people read this?oh well if not i could give a flying PHUK...so n e ways my weekend was pretty tight considering my whole "speedway" incident haha well that was just phuking great...lmao sunday night i really dont remember what i did..haha monday i hung out with mah woman! yes great times then i went to adrians with jamie and adrian and arcelio then again last night i was over at adrians til i left for my "date" haha wow gotta love it i sure did...we saw bad boys 2! it was phuking hilarious then we ended up going to dunkin doughnuts haha sat there and chilled and talked for a good hour and a half it was bomb i loved it..jeremy has got to be the coolest white boy i know lol and for being totally straight hes got the nicest eyebrows haha oh wow..yeah he plucks em but they look good..im sorry i could just never have a boy friend who takes longer than mE to get ready or has better eyebrows than mE...lol but jeremy is tight well i dont think id have a b/f persiod its all just cooties..this whole ordeal with crystal..dont know why but she has been on my mind a lot lately...i had fun with josh last night also..hes the coolest muthaphuka i know! as jeremy says :::HOLLA::: haha it sucks a bit that i am younger than them cuz jeremy is almost 22 and Josh is 22..=( yes it sucks but its cool thoe cuz we still hang out..i can chill with big dogs haha and they know lucy and crystal so thats tight as phuk...HOOKUP they are really cool thoe..enough about them..this really hot girl who is spanish and scottish(no names here sum know who im talkin bout)i guess i just found out she is bi haha wow thats so great cuz shes so gorgeous like in a S&M/GOTHIC sorta way...but i dont know if this is true or not ill have to ask but i heard she had like a huge big bull dyke(no offense)g/f which totally upsets mE i dont understand things like that but hey whatever tickles ther pickle (as spree says) today i was thinking about fire.. the first time i ever went into TBR im not really attracted to asian females but she was the hottest fillipina girl i have ever seen in my life..wow yeah she was just BANGIN..so she just randomely popped in my head..shes tight as phuk too the couple of times i have talked to her..i dont quite seem to understand why a lot of people think strippers are bad or what not? cuz ya know you got your good section and then yeah you do got your bad section but i swear not all strippers are like that..and i guess from what KO has been tellin mE "A LOT of people are hatin cuz im talkin to a stripper" which i dont understand cuz they dont know her but like i give a phuk for all i care..they could say all the shit they want to it doesnt bother mE..cuz you like who u like ya know? but its sad people always gotta hate and that just shows you know people like that have no phuking life or are jealous if they are going to sit there and mad hate on you?..and people you dont know or they dont know you talk shit about you? that makes no sense to mE what so ever..i dont know if im the only oNe but yeah thats just pure craziness...but like they say what goes around comes around...HAHAHAHA think im playing? lol today is a pretty good day very very slow and a bit boring but yes i feel very light headed like im high or something haha..i just got 3 new games for my PS2..i got the sims, grand theft auto vice city, and of course LARA CROFT TOMB RAIDER ANGEL OF DARKNESS! yes i have been mostly playing TR im stuck on this oNe part and its pissing mE off i refuse to use cheats or n e thing on this thoe..but its very good if you dont have it you should get it..i was lookin through here and noticed they have a lot of "role playing" on here where like people pretend to be stars like its very funny but i was thinkin hey that would be tight cuz i could pull off angelina jolie! hah what WHAT! :::HOLLA::: ya know since i AM her numba oNe fan..why not? lol but yeah it would be fun..ashley is in phuking vegas right now like 6-7 hours away from mE the closest we will ever probably be and i dont think we get to see eachother im very sad about this but oh well life goes on..ive been a little distant with my interent lover ;) haha faby i feel a bit upset cuz i would come online and we would talk for hours its great but lately i have been very busy..so im sorry babe but just know im thinking of ya! well umm i guess thats it for now..ill HOLLA lata buh bi SyNn 1 comment|post comment

SWEET JESUS... [20 Jul 2003|12:43pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | 112-Come See mE ] wow...sorry i havent been able to write in here lately i havent been home for the passed 2 days and im still not even home..i went to speedway Friday and Saturday Night met some bombass people all that which hit on mE when they know damn well i dont get with guys...(TOO MUCH DRAMA) it was really funny...met this really cool guy named jeremy haha wow he had like 5 big ass bottles of bud light i aint gonna lie i dont know the oz's on those things but they were huge haha and everytime he dropped it and wasted like half the bottle and turned around and went and bought more it was the funniest thing ive ever seen...speedway is a street out here that cars come out to so they can race and shit or just even chill and look at other peoples nice cars lol...lately i have been at PC's house great times...she called in from work and it was great haha...til i found sum shit out that i didnt wanna hear or know about but what can you do ya know? n e ways im getting to the good stuff now... there was this girl up there she was umm maybe 19 i think she was and she came up on speedway with some guy in a jeep ALLLLLL MUDDY cuz that guy(spike) is a professional rock something where he takes his jeep out to places and fucking just rolls it haha..it was funny so when she came out she was giving mE a dirty look and lemme tell you this girl is oNe of those gurls that are like butt ass ugly..i mean phuked up teeth,hair clothes everything..and everyoNe was clowning on some girl named marrianne and then when josh was about to say something BAM there she is she just showed up..i didnt really care for her too much because i didnt know her so i kept my distance..Seth's G/F who is bi is hot as hell and she was all flirting with mE and all the guys were going crazy pulling money out and shit haha yeah PC didnt like that..so PC was going off on steph but its not at all like that so they calmed down but PC is a crazy ass girl maaaan wooo i would be scared of her...n e ways so i was tellin steph she couldnt make mE "scream" haha looong story and IT IS WHAT YOU THINK =) and then spike was all i bet you i could make you scream...NOT WHAT YOU THINK! He's all come in my jeep and flip oNe good bitch and you will be screaming..and then all these other guys started saying they could make mE scream and just flirting with mE and shit and then i see marrianne giving mE dirty looks...im not the type of person to really go after people like that i dont go looking for fights so my boy told mE she was talking shit cuz of that..and i guess this gurl kimmie that i was with had my arm on her NOT LIKE THAT and she was looking at mE all cock eyed and shit cuz i guess she used to be like in love with kimmie so i was gettin pissed and then when i heard she was talking shit i was even more pissed but again i kept my cool cuz theres cops everywhere on speedway and thats the only place where we havent gotten kicked off so i didnt wanna start n e thing...well josh this guy marrianne has been wanting for awhile i guess but josh hates her he was talking to mE grabbing my ass and she was gettin mad then he was telling us how she was pregnant and naming a bunch of dudes who fucked her which to mE is disgusting i would so rather have sex with a dog then her...but thats MY opinion. but n e ways i guess she overheard all the names and she came over to us and she was all what about blah blah blah those guys and josh was all im tellin them all the guys you slept with you dirty hoe or something like that i really dont remember then she started getting in his face which to mE is wrong cuz gurls you know no matter what if that guy isnt gonna hit you dont make him look stupid and go off on a guy it just doesnt work you know he aint gonna do n e thing..so i stepped in front of josh and then she was all dont stand in front of him and i looked at her and smiled and said i could do WHATEVER THE PHUK I WANT! and shes all im gonna fucking kick ur ass and i thought it was funny cuz you know how some of them crazy ass white girls are (NO OFFENSE) so she wasnt thinking just slapping her hands and shit and then my boy adrian got in between us and she slapped mE on my shoulder cuz i have adrian in front of mE so i couldnt reach out to her cuz i just wanted to hit her in her jaw just once and everyoNe was like let her hit marrianne she needs it blah blah blah and shes all i hate you bitch screaming and stuff which was funny to mE cuz she didnt know mE but yeah OK?...lol so then i was all shut the phuk up bitch before i hit you in ur phuking stomach so hard you wont know what happend..i felt kinda bad cuz she is pregnant and its not the babys fault but thats where i woulda hit her in the first place woulda been the mutha phukin stomach...but she did scracth mE on my finger? who does that seriously?...so n e ways some huge guy through her in the bush haha oh wow and then she crossed the street to her friends car to leave and when she crossed the street she threw her hands up? HAHA oh wow...how funny is that then her friends b/f startin talking shit to john and josh was all grow sum balls bitch and he was all i have balls...he was kinda slow haha it was funny and then some black dude was all yeah your balls are hanging from your g/f's ears and it was soooooo funny everyoNe just started busting out laughing i thught it was hilarious...i havent talked to my spree in god knows when i need to call her when i go home..haha IF i go home im lovin it here with P u have NO idea haha oh well..that was my night LAST NIGHT..imma go eat now i will update you guys more later...HOLLA SyNn 2 comments|post comment

GET OFF DIS MAAAAAAAAAN [17 Jul 2003|06:15pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Bubba Sparxxx-Deliverance ] Hello..im back again and ready for action haha my second entry? do people really read these things?lol im in a pretty good mood today...i went to get my tattoo's today it was fun but very very long. i would love to get angelina jolie tattooed on mE somewhere haha but i think i will just get something that resemblences her..did that make sense? oh well im going to see a special screening of bad boys2 tonight HOW FUN HUH! oh wow yeah im suppose to hang out with some homies today again the oNes i hung out with last night they are cool..great friends to have around they crack mE up. i dont work tonight but tomorrow night i do.im excited cuz i love my job! im just sitting here waiting for my friend to call mE.. i was just thinking about an ex of mine..yeah :::sigh::: its the big KB-Karlie Burris...(these lil dots. get addicting :-P) yeah i dont know why but last night i went to bed and i was just holding this care bear she got for mE on valentines day and im just like wow..is this right for mE to miss her? in a way i think its not but then i cant help it you know?that was the love of my life.loonnnng story maybe someday ill tell you guys haha..well yeah she cheated on mE with some nasty ass ugly bitch and she phucked with my "best friend" i mean who does that? especially for my "best friend" to go and kiss her too what kinda shit is that..she should know better ya know? but whatever.im going through some major shit with my "BEST FRIEND" right now. i dont think she really understands certain things sometimes but i really feel like i could pop her in her phuking jaw so she could get the picture here..but im not going too cuz im nice.=) As i went to the Tattoo shop today i saw this really kick ass picture some guy drew of a comic book heroin..her name was Lady Shi i thought this picture was amazing and she symbolized a lot of strength and power for a female.because there really isnt much out there to show or prove to people that guys arent the only oNes who can have guns, knives, bombs, swords and kick ass. cuz a lot of girls can too! HA but my main idol would have to be of course Lady Lara Croft. she amazes mE and i think she could kick everyoNes ass..lol n e ways back to this picture i saw it was really nice looking but kinda big and eddy was tellin mE that you can make is smaller and i could put it on my calf..i really liked it so i am thinking of going back to get it,i really like it..but iguess thats all for today i will hit u guys up later! PAYCE! post comment

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