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Sunday, December 8th, 2002
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7:21 pm - turn the car around.. please?
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..well he's gone.
I didn't want him to leave..
..i kissed him, kissed him.
only seconds before he left though.
It was quite funny actually.
He hugged me.. a real hug, he never hugs people.
And then, he stepped back, i looked up at him, he looked down at me..
i got on my tippie toes (cause i be a shortie) and we leaned in.. and um.. missed.
LOL
then I stood normally, leaning on his car, and he kept saying "You moved" (insert Robbie's melt-worthy pout here)
I wrapped his necklaces/shirt in my fist, pulled him close, he giggled, then kissed, really kissed, not too much.. just like 3 seconds.
I was wearing his flame ring I took from him at the chinese resteraunt earlier, still.
He got in his car, I waved bye with the hand that had the ring on it, he opened the door and pouted again.
I took the ring off and.. "accidently" dropped it down my bra. lol But then gave it back, damnit
He bought me a Hat He called it the "Ivanna Humpalot" hat. hehe.
..god i miss him terribly. Why does it feel like a part of me is missing now? why!?
..Abby was really pissing me off yesterday. he would be a smart ass to her and she would respond "SUCK MY TITTIES"..
....she will fucking die.. oh yes. Robbie finally told her to stop, she asked why and he responded, "Because I think Fran wants you too." I hadn't said anything, we were driving and she was in the back seat. I was shooting daggers but she couldn't see.
He held my hand in the mall.
This morning before we went to the Army store (where we got my hat) we were both sitting on my futon, he was laying, i was sitting indian style putting on my socks, and I looked back at him and tickled his tummy. He giggled, then I asked, "can I do something and you not hate me for it or get mad?" he shrugged, I reached my hand to grab his, (which were covering his nipples cause he is very ticklish there. hehe. *bite* wait.. no i didn't.. would've but.. *kick* didn't.
I grabbed his hand, he resisted at first so i had to assure him I wasn't going to tickle him, I brought his middle finger up to my lips, licked it, and like.. umm.. sucked on his finger, I had let go of his hand by then, and returned it to his chest. He just looked at me in a seductive way, I returned the look, then he said, "my nipples are still paranoid." lol I had a giggle then so did he.
Part of me is glad we didn't fully makeout, or anything cause it would be rather weird later. not the making out part, but if we did more.
I am gonna end this now.. i will close with pictures.
( you left me like a broken doll )
current mood:  lonely
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| Saturday, December 7th, 2002
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5:16 am
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Robbie will be here any minute now. (is that spelled right.. it looks weird).
I am so nervous.
I am wearing:
-cloony corset top
-fishnet shirt
-skirt
-leggings
-watermellon lipgloss
and a bra and panties, both black.
Eeee.. so excited/nervous/anxious. meep.
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| Tuesday, December 3rd, 2002
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1:20 am - to Sam:
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this stuff needs to be said.
Look bitch. I understand I only sat there today in class while you, Melanie, Lauren, Abby, and Ashley were going over the questions, but ya know what, it would've been kinda stupid for me to be going through marking the answers. You said so yourself when I tried.
Abby told me before we came back into the room that you, Lauren and Melanie said that you didn't think i would do jack shit because I wasn't coming back next semester anyway. I know I was talking about not being able to come back, but ya know what, that hurts. I bet no one has ever stabbed you in the back. If they did, i bet you damn well deserved it.
I try to be nice to everyone, I judge people anymore like I used to. When I first saw you I swore you were one of those stuck up "i'm better than everyone else" bitches. Now I know that was absolutely true.
When you made that comment in Design class about the model drawings that were on display on the wall and said "Damn, that model must've been fat" THAT hurt me. Not because I was the model (I wasn't.) But because that model was a size 10. The fact that people see models in different ways and you saw that model as, oh let's see.. how else did you phrase it? Oh yeah HUGE.
I basically yelled at you for that, I was deeply hurt.
When I heard your brother had gotten in a car accident, I felt for you. I hoped that your brother was alright. When you got back to school I told you that.
However, when I am absent from class because I was at a FUNERAL for my grandfather, it was unacceptable to you.
Unlike everyone else in your so-called "clique" I didn't quit my job. I had just started it and had only worked one day. I had been waiting for this job for five years, and I wasn't about to throw it away to make your skinny ass happy.
When I came into class today, I *knew* I wasn't prepared Ifigured Abby would help me and I would get them done before our group met. I know I shouldn't rely on someone else, but ya know what, that's my business and not yours. I didn't know I had to do the drawings AND definitions. I was told you did all the definitions and Abby was typing them. Is it MY fault you changed the plans. is it MY fault you didn't call and tell me? No. It's not my fault. It's my fault for not doing the questions, yes, because my time was occupied by doing other work that was due in order to help me pass.
I told you I would tell Rene that I didn't do any of the questions and I will. BUT I don't need you to do it for me. I am responsible enough to do my own "taddle tailing".
Okay... sorry, all that just had to be said. She'll never see this. So.. yeah.
I am gonna work on my painting now.
Someone call and amuse me tomorrow... yes?
205-454-0081
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| Sunday, December 1st, 2002
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3:03 am
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12:35 am - all work and no play make Frannie go... what?
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...okay first of all... homemade chocolate smoothies are wonderous.. especially if matched with pillsbery sausage balls.
okay back to business.
I had to go to work today.. 5-10.
I bought more buttons and a gift for  Josh and my aunt Ellen.
I got Josh.. what.. you thought i'd tell? HA!
and I got my aunt Ellen. an Amy Brown Faerie box set.. with like lotion and a diary and such in it.
I also got more buttons.. which ones?
-"Chicks Kick Ass" (w/ rosie the riviter) got two, one for me, and one for Leah @ Waffle House
-pinup cowgirl
-"you scare me."
-"i'm not shallow, i just don't like ugly people."
-"generic punk pin"
-anti Jocks button
-"I'm a mess"
-"no, this is not a 'phase' I'm going through"
-"I'd kick your ass but this is my best dress"
-invader zim logo
-"pay no attention to the man behind the curtain"
-"dork"
-an india chica
-"killer" with the punk kitty underneth
[edit] OH! I almost forgot! I found some big girl panties!!!!!!! they were just sitting on the clearance rack and i wondered why they weren't fitting on the hanger right, then i looked at the sizes and I was like... WHOA! one 4X and two 3X's. Oh and they were plaid! I found them when we were cleaning up so I couldn't pay for them, so I put them on hold until tomorrow. :) Eee! [/edit]
current mood: sore
current music: Robert DiNero- I feel pretty
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| Saturday, November 30th, 2002
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4:28 am
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oh.. i almost forgot..
*in Mammy garb again*
*takes her her nightly tea and biscuts*
"Now.. Miss Patience.. you's gotta be gettin some good rest in case yous meet yous a good man down there in that town. *nod* And remember what Mammy Fran told ya, if they ain't gonna love and take cares of ya, she will *nod*. Now, yous go on there and watch your shows on that tharn television, or get to work on that homework. We's don't needin' you to be a'fallin behind."
current mood: motherly
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4:22 am - when i mosh... my boobs pop out of my sports bra!!
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Okay so Amber and I decided to go to the Cowboy Mouth concert tonight at Exit/In in Nashville.
Kami came as well, he's a swell kinda boi. *nod* :)
Well.. we got to the Exit/In around 9:50ish.. the first band started at 9:30, they were okay, catchy songs.
At first I thought it was John Mayer.. but thankfully it wasn't.
I made my way up to the front of the area and waited for Cowboy Mouth to arrive on stage. I spoke with the tech girl and asked if I could sit on the cases when they came on she said yes. :)
They came out, I got a great pic of Fred on his drums from the floor then I went and sat on the set case. I had like... front row best fucking seats then. I yelled at Fred and he made a face at me, I took a pic, I took 48 pics, 23 of the first band, then the rest of Cowboy Mouth.
My aunt was going to try to come up and go but sadly she couldn't so for a xmas gift I am getting her double prints and.. I gave the bassist 4 buttons for the band, and he gave me a guitar pick and a drumstick and after the show Fred signed it "To Ann. Love, Fred."
She will love it. I will post the pics when I get them back tomorrow. :)
I need some sleep now. Nai Nai everyone!
current mood:  sleepy
current music: Cnn behind me.. yes i *do* watch the news..
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| Wednesday, November 27th, 2002
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12:50 pm - found me a new landing pad
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Hiya. I am simply here just for the viewing. *nod*
journals are spectator sports.
"but Golf is *not* a game cause you don't wear a uniform. and dressing like a "homosexual" is not a uniform."
-my cousin Dylan
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