| Long Time.. |
[31 Aug 2004|02:52pm] |
Good morning beautiful,
how was your night
Mine was wonderful
with you by my side
And when I open my eyes
and see your sweet face
It's a good morning beautiful day
if I could win your heart..
if youd let me in your heart..
I'd be so happy baby..
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[06 Mar 2004|11:26pm] |
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Xanga isn't cooperating..
Years ticked away colors turned gray, but the man's still standing there
Once asked him why, he said cause I am the last one here who cares
Told me the mind will show you more if you only set it free
He closed the doors I closed my eyes that's when I began to see
It's not too faded
I still see that color coming through
It's not too jaded
The more you look the more you see
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| Crazy Night |
[06 Mar 2004|10:29pm] |
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Hey,
Not really in the "yo" mood...don't know why. Had an interesting day I guess. I went to bed 5 this morning, then woke up at around 10, hung around here for a long while..then the aunt decided to come over. Me and her went to the movies. Well, our original intention was to go see Passions but turns it they were sold out by time we got there. Anyway, starting from the beginning, we get out of the drive way..everythings fine. Then we go to Sunoco because Fenna forgot her water bottle...so then we leave the gas station and she realizes she needs gas. So we see another gas station, we pull in and this guy with peircings all over his face walks up and says "sorry we are closed", gas stations are a 24 fuckin hour thing. I wanted to pull everything out of his face. So we just leave because we think we can get there on the little gas she has left and get some on the way home. Well about 10 minutes later I realize she is going north...we needed to go south. So we turn around and since we would pass Sunoco again anyway, we pull in again and get gas. However, she pulls in on the wrong side and she has to turn around and realizes that she was right the first time and has to do it again. At the time I was thinking she was insane so I was like "I want Bawls" so she gives me a 5 and I run into the store to get one. Alright, so we got gas and everything and leave..everything is fine and we are going the right way and everything. Sooner or later we hit Manahawkin and get lost..took us about 10 minutes and a trip to B&B to figure out where the hell we were. So we get to the movies, somehow we find it. Then we go to get tickets..Passion is sold out so we just decide to go see Mystic River. I thought it was awesome. Aunt didn't like it but I loved it. Then we want to go home..she goes the complete wrong way and somehow we end up in Ortley. I have no idea. Sooner or later we found our way. Then she decides she is hungry..AGAIN...and we stop at Mcdonalds and for the first time in my life I want a milkshake..turns out they were cleaning the machines and had no available..ice cream..things. That sucked very badly. So I just got a #6 and gave more then half of it to the dog when I got home. Crazy crazy...and as of now..don't know, not happy..don't know why, just not feeling good I guess. Talked to Sean for about 5 minutes then he left..he said he would be back..I'm probably just gonna go to bed....Don't feel like stickin around. Anyway, I'm going because I have nothing to say and the fact I write so much in this is depressing so I'm going..later fools
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| I Love Sean |
[05 Mar 2004|08:05pm] |
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YO!!
Just got home a little while ago..went out to dinner with the grandparents and my aunt..and mom and sister..for grams birthday "dinner" We were gonna have it at the chinese buffet but then there was this huge accident on route 9 right in front of it basically so we couldn't get in there. So then we decide to go to the Thirsty Mallard. It was good..kinda small table next to a party of like 16 with tons of little kids. Sat next to my aunt and Jade, between us three, we are the comedians of the family so I laughed so hard I couldn't breath. I thought about Sean the whole time. He's not on right now..I was gonna call him but I don't wanna kill him by making him go up in a tree..again. I'll wait till he gets on. Anyway, back to dinner...we were laughing a lot. Making fun of people around us..and the family..it was fun. Nana got this "king crab" thing and when you crack those things, juice sprays everywhere, it was in our drinks and everything, every time she opened a new one we had to cover our food. Luckily these things were huge so she opened one every once and while. So we were there from around 6 to 7:30, Krysta and I went with my mom on the way home. Stopped at Mckays(beer store) and Sunoco(the oh so famous gas station), got beer and then oil for moms car. At the beer store I searched moms car for a new CD because she had this..pure funk cd going on, I don't know, changed the cd while she was in the store. I find Collective Soul and we blast that. By their name you would think they were like, classical opera shit, but really they are rock...and they are awesome. Saw them in July with Ashley and moms and dad at Six Flags. That was awesome. Anyway, then we get to the Sunoco, and I'm wearing a skirt. I have to get out because I need to fix the thousands of Cd's mom has in the back of her truck. So I'm like bending over..in the car so my ass is to the "indians" and I'm wearing a skirt..so I turn around and see all everyone is looking right at me. The whole gas station can hear the music, I was like "eww" and got right back in the car. My hair keeps getting stuck on my earrings and it keeps ripping my hair out..and oww. I forget everything else I had to say. I know I had to say a little "somethin somethin" but its not..happenin. Because I just can't seem to remember. But I do have to pee so if I remember, I'll let ya know!
Later Fools!!
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| I Love Sean 3-3-04 |
[03 Mar 2004|06:18pm] |
YO!!
I am listening to B98.5, it sucks man. This is the worst radio station ever. It used to be awesome but now it just sucks. Anyway, I am talking to Sean. I love him, very very much.
I went to MacDonalds today. It was...terrible. The food sucked this time but the Mclfurry was awesome. Yep, this radio is terrible.
Sean got Bawls!!! I'm so proud of him.
"Milkshake" just came on the radio...ridiculous. I have nothing to say, except I love Sean.
Gotta go to my grandmothers dinner party on Friday..at 6:30.
Mexican Wine..what a wierd name for a song. Anyway, I have nothing to say, this is crazy. Alright I'll go when I can remember just exactly what I wanted to say.
Later fools...
I Love Sean!
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| Long Time |
[01 Mar 2004|07:13pm] |
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YO!!
Ok, yes I know, been a long time..well just means I have a lot to say. I really can't rememebr what I wrote last so I am just gonna write what I think I wanna say. I'll start with...today because it is the only thing I remember. Anyway, There is this new drink Ashley and I drink called "Bawls", yes said as "balls". It is suppose to be a "stay up drink" with very high levels of caffeine. The back even says "WARNING : This product contains high levels of caffeine". It has a website "www.bawls.com", everyone should visit that, then go to "funstuff" at the top and select a wallpaper from "Bawls". Mine is the "Got Bawls?" one. It is great! Anyway..what else do I want to tell...umm going to a party soon..the 13th..with tons of little kids and a magician...its for my cousin ok! It's gonna be awesome, I'm bringing Ashley..she is gonna kill all the kids but that will be ok because I will sit in the corner with my Bawls and laugh my ass off. My nails are pink. Alright, now about the weekend...on Saturday..Some people came over and we went down to the bay..boring but very nice out. And then Carol came down..we went out to Caffreys to eat and my mom tried to get the kids on her side with the whole "divorce" thing. Then we came home obviously. At that points I had this very wierd urge to play basketball..so Carol, my sisters and I went to the Waretown Lake and played some games. Jade and Krysta didn't but Carol and I did. I have a slight height advantage so I won...oh well. Then we came home and played Trivial Pursuit. I was teamed with my dad..we got our asses kicked. Then Sunday, went out to the basketball courts again with my mother. Took pictures and uhh kicked my moms ass at basketball..and she is taller then me so no height advantage. Just hung up on Sam, that's funny. Anyway, I am really bored...at some time this week I am going to the Asylum..gotta get shoes and stuff. They are closing so everything is really cheap..like Vans shoes and posters and all this other stuff. I got this thing from Nick...
"THIS ONE OR SEE DELETED. This is a ribbon for soldiers fighting in Iraq. Pass it on to everyone and pray. Something good will happen to you tonight at 11:11 PM. This is not a joke. Someone will either call you or will talk to you online and say that they love you. Do not break this chain. Send this to 13 people in the next 15 minutes. Go"
Ass, whoever starts to those things should be shot!
I have nothing else to say so I think I am gonna go call Sean now...Later Fools!!!
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[27 Feb 2004|03:21pm] |
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TraptInBoredom: i love you jenna
TraptInBoredom: i really do
TraptInBoredom: i love you, i love you
I love him...!
Yep, so anyway, YO!!
Got home from school about 45 minutes ago. Planning on going to the movies but I don't know if Ashley still plans on it. Everytime I write in this thing I get so sidetracked and stop writing for like 20 minutes and realize I have to get back to it. I can't help it. Anyway, Darren just left..don't know why. Probably something I did that I don't know about but ya know what, that's ok because he's an ass and it's only obvious it's gonna happen. What a fruitcake...anyway, I love Sean. Got a new buddy...Sam..Adams sister..haha she's great. She has a notebook and gets the "dirt" on Adam and writes it all in there. It's hilarious. And I keep clicking on other stuff and it is pissing me off. I had a Spanish test..so passed that one but have a whole packet for homework. It sucks! Going to Chinatown tomorrow. Darren is going out with Sarah..what an ass..oh my fucking god i hate him so fucking much. Im going, later
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| YO!!! |
[26 Feb 2004|06:56pm] |
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Hey Fools,
Just sitting here..just stalling so I don't have to do my Spanish homework..I'll get to it. Anyway, had to go to the dentist today as soon as I got home. Didn't get to get online so I didn't get to talk to Sean. The ride there with my aunt was kinda quiet. Not much said. Then we get to the doctors remembered me, the last time I went to that dentist was in 1997 because we switched to someone new and then went back to them. They all remembered me because in 1997, I had to get a cleaning. And Jade went first and I heard a scream in the waiting room while I was waiting for her so I refused to go. I said I would only go if I had my dad with me so we had to make a new appointment and everything. And I say my "records" and it said "wasn't cooperating", haha, hilarious. I was a good kid...;). Anyway, called Sean when I was in the waiting room. I had my headphones blasting so all the old people and this one ghetto kid like my age kept lookin at me like they were telling me "shut that off!" but I didn't..haha. Not to mention, today in school we made these caramel things and they were really chewy and they stuck to your teeth, I ate those right before I went to the dentist..it was great. My aunt was flirting with the dentist the whole time as I sit ther with my mouth wide open and my jaw hurting. I was like "hello, pay attention to me! Down here!" fruitcakes...Anyway, Allister made a copy of "I want it that way" that was originally done by the Backstreet Boys..hilarious. Sounds almost exactly the same. The dentist gave me a toothebrush and two things of toothepaste and floss...fantastic! I really am running out of things to say because I just can't remember all the things I had to say. Yea, I just hit my knee on the desk, that sucked. I write on my Xanga and here..it's kinda crazy but on my Xanga I really do lyrics of songs and so forth..then on here I just talk. It works, trust me. Alright, this is boring. I am going to go now.
Later Fools!!
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[25 Feb 2004|06:44pm] |
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You'll never lead my life
So you'll never understand
Why the fuck I do the things
That I do everyday
YO FOOLS!
Just got off the phone with Sean, Rebecca needed the phone so Krysta took it from me. I'll call him back when I finish this. Anyway, today was interesting. Failed a History test, made "lemon" lolipops that tasted like cotton candy, wrote a note to a guy that asked me out saying "it's not you, it's me" and "you're just not my type", went to Mcdonalds and got a number 6 (they actually got the order right this week!), got a new folder and pens and paper, and other stuff.
I also watched a movie in Health today about "purberty", like by now we don't know what it is, and I couldn't help but laugh. These kids are like 12 to 15 and are so open about it, some kid was like "i got hard in science clas but it was ok because the kid next to me was hard too", it was like..no.
Well anyway, I have no idea what to say. I'm kinda bored. Actually, really bored. I think I am going to go..do something that doesn't involve being in the blurty until I remember just exactly what I wanted to say in here..so later fools!
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| How The Hell Are You Suppose To Name These Things? |
[24 Feb 2004|04:48pm] |
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YO!!
What is up fools!? Figure I would write in this thing. Anyway, I guess I might as well tell my day since I have nothing else to say..obiously I went to school just like every other day. Had a speaker in Sex Education, then Spanish sucked as usual. I hate that class. Then made lolipops in creative baking..that was pretty neat. They are blue with yellow flavoring. It's kinda wierd but hey, the only way to be. Then in Science we had a sub, watched a movie on "strings". Math..did a worksheet thing to prepare for the test that I am gonna fail tomorrow. Then in English, had yet another test, got a 96 on that one. Then lunch..like always. History, Adam was high, and Sean was back, for some odd reason I missed him, but he was in class today so that was cool. Then Nick and me just fooled around the whole time as always. Not taking notes when the test is tomorrow. Then Tim gives me a note that reads..
Jenna,
Yo, what ^? I'm in biology at 12 38 and its fucking boring. We're watching a movie about sperm and egg fertilization. I missed you yesterday. Where were you? I was looking forward to talking to you. Well, let me get to the point. I'm wondering if you would go out with me. I like you alot (he spelled it wrong, it's two words). If not we can just be really good friends. I hope you say yes.
Tim
Isn't that great!? No, I'm gonna say no. I don't like the kid. Anyway, then I come home and I get on the computer. I talk to Sean Darren and Ashley, then I was out in the kitchen and somehow fell in the dishwasher. I really have no idea how I did it exactly but I did and now I have a scratch on my arm from a knife, its great. They ask you what song you are listening to down there but if you take forever on this thing like me that list just gets bigger...oh well. I'll just pick one.
And rest assured I'm moving on
I miss you less, with each day your gone (your gone)
good song there..Darren is away but he isn't idle, I think he is just sitting at the computer but I could be wrong. And I'm going now.
Later fools..!
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[23 Feb 2004|08:25pm] |
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Fenna11: was braggin bout ur bowlin ability to everyone today
Aunt just said that, I kick ass man..haha. Anyway, it's commercial for Fear Factor so I'm gonna write this fast. Flipping from Fast and Furious to Fear Factor, it's awesome. I had to go to the doctors today. It sucked. I had to get a shot and everything. But other then that, she says I am in fine shape. I had to make a "urine sample" as soon as I got there. I was like "great.." then when I was done I had to walk around with this cup looking for my doctor. I was like "anyone want this?" It was nuts. They also did that knee thing, where they hit your knee and your leg moves. Reflexes, that's the word. I had to do that and I couldn't help but laugh, it was funny. I was like "ha..!" Hilarious. Other then that, it was pretty boring. I had to get a shot, I wanted to cry but I lived. Not my strongest area.
I was talking to Darren before. Something is going on with him and he told me..I have no idea. I was confused and I told him I was but he just said forget so I got pissed off. And so now I am mad at him but I really don't think he cares. And today, I was actually being nice, like nothing happened lately. I understand shit was going on with him but then he decides to be a fucking ass to me and doesn't realize it.
Alright I don't wanna talk about him anymore...
I haven't talked to Sean all day. Well I did, but for like 2 seconds, he had to go eat dinner, so I miss him right now. I guess I'll talk to him tonight, if he gets on.
Ashley came over today, we went for a walk to Sunoco and hung around here. I am going to ask "someone" to ask her "something" tomorrow morning on the bus. And no Ashley, I will not forget....!
Tomorrow I gotta go back to school, gonna be fun. Not really.
I am writing a lot now so I am gonna go now.
Later Fools..!
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| First Entry |
[23 Feb 2004|09:57am] |
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Alright, first time on this thing, Getting used to it. Not sure what to do yet but I'm learning. Home from school today so I had to time to figure it out. Mom's making cheeseburgeres..woohoo. I have a physical at the doctors at 2 :15 so really I didn't have to stay home from school, mom could have just picked me up and I wouldn't have to miss anything but she doesn't decide to do things that way. And I think I am missing a Math quiz so I will have to stay after to do that. Anyway, I don't know what else to say because..I just don't. I don't even know how my journal is gonna look because thy don't show you the colors or anything..so confusing. I had another name for this but I fucked it up so I just decided to get a new one. This thing is kinda gay if you ask me..boring too, oh well. I'm gonna go eat now. Later fools..
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