perfectly imperfect's Blurty

"Sometimes being a bitch is all a woman has to hold on to"
So I did okay today I guess. I ate this morning but threw it up. Then I took four diet pills and spent the rest of the day cleaning and re-arranging my room. I had an apple, then did 100 crunches. And some jogging in place because it's snowing like crazy outside. For dinner I ate 1 cup non-fat cottage cheese and 6 slices of cucumbers. I did another 100 crunches... 50 leg lifts for each leg. And weight lifting. And more running in place.

I feel wired though. I can't sleep. I took my sleeping pills but I'm still totally wired. Maybe I just need to exercise more. I'll probably end up doing that. I'll have to wear my headphones though so I don't wake up my sister. Today I was so lazy and slept in until 1:20pm. Ugh I felt like such a lazy cow as always.

Today is a bad day for me anyway. It's a long story really so I won't get into it now. But it just brings back many unpleasant memories. I'll probably write about it at some point in here. I always do.

Anyway, I feel okay about today. I think i did pretty well. It's funny because there were 2 ED movies on today. Hungerpoint was on Lifetime and For the Love of Nancy was on LMN... it was like a sign. heheheh. Aww Ana's always looking out for me!

Anyway, I'm gonna go exercise some more... until I fall asleep... which will most likely be NEVER. Oh well...

Sweet Dreams!

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: "Road to Recovery" -Rufio