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    Sunday, September 19th, 2004
    7:50 pm
    Doopidoopadetoolatime
    Hello there. It's me again. hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

    Anyways. Jennifer and I talked today. It was kinda harsh soe of the time, but in the end it was ok. I think she is still mad at me about the whole incadent with Kayla. It was very stupid ofme. But sometimes I o stupid things.

    I am working on my movie still. Jennifer told me that Jessica would probubly beat me up for me. That would be great, because at one oint I have this dream in my movie, and I end up fighting a girl who later beats me up, but I am not really me, I am someone else, and I am not really asleep but I am type thing. Yeha it is really weird. But yeah I am weird so it all balances out. :)

    Like I was in Chattanooga with my friends Jon (24), Tamara (24), and Tamara's daughter Juniper (4). Yeha it was fun. We went to Super Salad, Best Buy, Media Places, and about 15 different places trying to find myself an ATM.

    Wee

    I um like..... I am finally through with all these problems that have been going on in my ;ife. :) Someone be happy for me, j/k. Yeah like I am through with all the childish interations with others play and the events they place in my boundries. Nikki has a new guy. :) And everyone else has themselves a person too talk to.
    And here am I. I am to make everyone enjoy what they have and their life. :) That is what I like to do. if anyone needs some cheering up,.......... cal me: 650-6205 :P

    HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
    Later........................................................................................................................

    Current Mood: accomplished
    Current Music: Fuck Police Brutality
    Saturday, September 18th, 2004
    12:03 am
    Piss Off
    Dang nabit, I seem to be to screw up things from time to time.
    Today Nikki called ans asked what I was doing. I told her that I was going to go see Sky Captain. Well later she calls and is like well I am going to go to now (to the movies). Well then I was like geez. SO............ I thought up of this brilliant idea........ I will gett back at her and take a girl with me., well I knew that Jenn would not go with me, even though I really wanted her too. Then this little thing popped into my head..... Joel! He is talking shit about me, so... Iwill take Kayla. Well I thought this was brilliant, but was it? I knew that the girls that Nikki was taking did not like tthis Kayla person either, so it had originnaly sound fine to me. Well that part worked for me, and Joel is pissed (haha take that), and Nikki thinks that I like her or something, and she is now leaving mealone (finally a break from her). BUT............. Jennifer came. Which was cool, because I got to see her, but not for someting good. She umm well, She is not likeing me at this moment. It is because of Kayla, which I do understand. But this fact is not fair. I have liked her for a litle while now, and I have not bee able to talk to her, well she does nmot talk to me. I am told that she had liked me, BUT she mever let me know. This sucks!!!!!!!!!! I did it so that Nikki would leaver me alone, and now I lost the girl I liked, but she would never call me, but that is ok, because like she said that she was busy. Maybe I am a sucker. Ohwell,.... I definitley have no chance with Jenn now. :( I will have to live with it.
    Later.......................................................

    Current Mood: stressed
    Current Music: The Ex
    12:03 am
    Piss Off
    Dang nabit, I seem to be to screw up things from time to time.
    Today Nikki called ans asked what I was doing. I told her that I was going to go see Sky Captain. Well later she calls and is like well I am going to go to now (to the movies). Well then I was like geez. SO............ I thought up of this brilliant idea........ I will gett back at her and take a girl with me., well I knew that Jenn would not go with me, even though I really wanted her too. Then this little thing popped into my head..... Joel! He is talking shit about me, so... Iwill take Kayla. Well I thought this was brilliant, but was it? I knew that the girls that Nikki was taking did not like tthis Kayla person either, so it had originnaly sound fine to me. Well that part worked for me, and Joel is pissed (haha take that), and Nikki thinks that I like her or something, and she is now leaving mealone (finally a break from her). BUT............. Jennifer came. Which was cool, because I got to see her, but not for someting good. She umm well, She is not likeing me at this moment. It is because of Kayla, which I do understand. But this fact is not fair. I have liked her for a litle while now, and I have not bee able to talk to her, well she does nmot talk to me. I am told that she had liked me, BUT she mever let me know. This sucks!!!!!!!!!! I did it so that Nikki would leaver me alone, and now I lost the girl I liked, but she would never call me, but that is ok, because like she said that she was busy. Maybe I am a sucker. Ohwell,.... I definitley have no chance with Jenn now. :( I will have to live with it.
    Later.......................................................

    Current Mood: stressed
    Current Music: The Ex
    Wednesday, September 8th, 2004
    9:17 pm
    The pain of happily cut wrists. :|
    Well, SHIT........... my day seems to suck all around. Hewre I am d\sitting on my computer, washing away my tears with the swiftest of winds in my heart.

    Anyways what that means is: I like this one girl. I was happy when I got to seee her, but I am cursed to ruin all realationship, even before they would have started, for instance, I like Jennifer, BUT I told her to let me know if I was getting annoing, BUT NO she did not do that. Now she knows wwhy I asked her too, because I was actually getting in the way. Yeah I thibnk that there is this other guy maybe I don't really know. It is HER decision. Not mine, and it should not be. But yeah (like I said before) I do like her, but she goes to Bradley, her aprents hate me, and she really is like I do not want to be in a realatinship, if I can not ever get a chance to see you, I think she just does not want to bein one, because she isnot ready to be. I never asked to TO GO out with me, I jst asked her if she thikns that she might want to start one up sometme soon. I knew it was way to early, and I have not gooten a chance to take her on a date. I know where she is coming from with the whole never getting to see me, but what is to say I would not be able to........? But that I guess is where the parents come in.

    I think that I just mainly kinda got my feelings hurt, because she new that I was calling, and wpuld not just tell me that she was not in the mood to talk. Instead of just not answering, I guess that is hwat I do to Nikki though, but she stalks me so that is different. I know that I have overusd my welcome, I did not mean to though. Well if she does not like me that is ok. I will just gicve her some space.

    Well bye bye.....................................

    Oh yeah sorry I have been depressed......................................Jennifer.....................................

    Current Mood: depressed
    Saturday, September 4th, 2004
    10:55 pm
    ::SIGH::
    I AM SO FUCKING LONELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Turing true love for imps on an injujry and wash me down the drain. With you all my dreams are the ground.

    I am depressed again. I do not mean to be. It just happens. I wonder where Jenifer is at. I have been waiting on her call. She said that she would call me and it hase been a couple of hours. Ohwell, if she does not then it is ok. I will just sit her and be sad, for I haveth none to talk too. But I like her, soooooo I would want to talk to her instead of anyone else.

    I do not know why I get this way. Ohwell.
    ::sighs:: Later....................................................................

    Current Mood: depressed
    Current Music: Silver and Cold
    Wednesday, September 1st, 2004
    8:17 pm
    OMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
    Hello Hello
    I am having such an awsome day, NOT!!!!!!!!!!
    I have been pissed off most of the day and like there is some little kid (actually he is my age) that wants to fight me. he told me that I need to watch my ass, but I oculd have sworn he said to "wash" my ass. I guess he was going to lick it after I made him shit his pants or something. Ohwell, he can go and die in something, like a big pile of bile (hey that ryhmed).
    Ohyeah anyone who reads this. I HAVE A HARD TIME SPELLING. It is like only when I am on the computer though. I type faster than I can spell.
    I do hope that Jennifer likes me. It is just kinda weird though, becuase like I do not see her at MY school. She goes to Bradley. It isn't like I am worried that she is messing with other guys, because I am not in control of her actions, and I am not technically "going out" with her, although I would really hope would happen. I know that I do not mess around with others. I know that it hurts to get played, because it has happened to me bfore and it SUCKS!!!! Sometimes I probubly gett on her nerves, because I get hyper. The only prob is that I am texting, so it kinda gets annoiing. I wish she could come hang out with me, becuase she would have so much fun!!!! I am not the lets lay around all day person (although I have bdone from time to time), but it is nice to do that sometimes.
    Well now I have Nikki out of my stuff. I am gald, she was all like stocking mem and saying that she was obbssed. Yeha it was BAD. She was like, "I was going to give you a blowjob, does that not count for something?" Then I told her to go to hell for what she is doing to me and my life. It was frustrating, becuase I wanted my own things to do and I wanted lto like who I liked. Take a guess...... I just want her out of my own business. And I do not want ot talk about her anymore. (it feels so much better to realease your feelings in my journal) WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
    Anyways well I am gonna get off here and look for a calculator my mom wants.

    Current Mood: HAAAHAAAAAAAAAA
    Current Music: The Bitching of my parents and torture!
    Tuesday, August 31st, 2004
    11:54 pm
    WEE
    Hello there journal.
    First time using you. I have had alot of trouble at school. Bwtween all the carp with Nikki and my car. Geez.

    I met this girl a little while back and her name is Jennifer, I hope I spelled that right. Anyways..., yeah she is really cool and I do lik her. I hope she me. That would suck if she did not. Yeha like she kissed me and it was cool you know. She is a good kisser. I ould like to take her out this weekend but she is going to be gone, maybe I can see her on Sunday.

    I have a debet tomarrow. It is about legalizing marijuana. It will be fun. I cannot wate. I love beign on the spotligh like this and acting, makeing everone laugh. It is great and I get a rush from it!

    Well gonna go to bed it is late. LATER................................................

    Current Mood: happy
    Current Music: Line & Sinker
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