will be dragging my ass to work tomorrow
on a saturday!
*wails
when is the 18th coming?
when am i going to finish the remaining 2 books?
damn. i hate this part
cant wait to be over this
"Before the world began, You were on His mind. And ev'ry tear you cry. Is precious in His eyes. Because of His great love, He gave His only Son, Ev'rything was done, So you would come"
was in church when they were singing this so very familiar song
memories of my relationship came flooding back
i do miss Him, miss what i had with Him
i however get too caught up in the mundane stuff in life
i wont come back to Him till i know for sure i can give Him my all
i am aware its just an excuse to buy myself more time
terrible day today
don't even wanna walk around much
bloody self conscious
ITS DECEMBER!
how i long for the christmas spirit, the christmas feel
i need something to happen
watched 'Zach & Miri makes porno' today.
its an alright show, a bit crude but alright.
i think benjamin is interesting. Tri-sexual and stuffs. Ha
does it ever end?
i'm immensely tired.
well, at least i feel more productive lately.
guess i really have to push myself to do more.
feels lousy
i never thought i'd really miss him so much.
work is a killer. never ending work. i really do not know how long i can last
Can't seem to remember the last i blogged.
Reading through everything makes me feel nostalgic
Mix feelings i guess. Part of me nostalgic, part of me glad to be rid of the old melancholic me
Completely forgotten that part of me.
Better this way i guess.
Melancholy is so out of season.
Blah
Feeling pretty disheartened.. dunno what I should or should not do.. blah!
Sigh! Have to further studies.. no money..

You're a Spring. You usually are very close-knit
with your friends and value everyone freidnship
you have. You're a real people person and
everyone loves how friendly you are. You're
good with encouraging people but usually don't
like to be the center of attention. You are a
social butterfly and probably are in several
circles of friends but it's just because you're
well liked and you make people comfortable.
You're both fun and wise but you are very
realistic about life.
What season are you? (pics)
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The Count's Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
It started with a simple affection for counting and
the terror it induced in others, didn't it?
But now it's turned into a full-blown
life-consuming chaotic nightmare of order,
repetition, zealousness, and perfectionism.
You used to be so grand, but now you find
yourself obsessively worrying over the littlest
things--like, maybe if you don't check the
light switch at least once every two minutes,
the electricity will go out (and damnit, you're
a vampire--that shouldn't be a problem!), or
maybe if you don't wash your hands until your
seams are coming out, you'll get some fatal
disease. Get yourself some treatment.
Which Sesame Street Muppet's Dark Secret Are You?
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You are the color red. You are the most
controversial of all the colors. You are often
easily angered, but as easily as you got
excited, you come down. When angered, do you
have the tendency to be malicious? Afterwards,
do you end up begging for forgiveness? Maybe.
But you're incredibly generous, and, odd
enough, needy. You love to hate, and
sometimes, you hate to love. This color
describes you as generally edgy. When in a bad
situation, you're pessimistic, and when you're
in a good situation, you're extremely
optimistic. You're painfully tempermental, and
sometimes it hurts the ones you love. But with
an exciting and stimulating attitude, you enjoy
talking to people and being social. But aside
from your bold and outgoing attitude, you're
attention-needing and attention-getting. This
color is associated with lust and desire--and
you are both lust and desirous. You're a
protective person when it comes to the people
you love. You're incredibly sharp-witted and
powerful (not to mention intelligent!).
What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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Slowly getting use to the kids. Yup.. including those dirty-minded brats. They are pretty adorable too once you become their friends.. really starting to like it here.
Finally home! I am tired from work.. cant stand those dirty-minded 11-yr olds! Imagine Herman even asked me if I noe whether roosters have testicles! How would I noe?! Dirty little minds! Their eyes lit at the mention of words like "boobs" "breast" "Balls" etc etc.. *rolls eyes*

Category VI - The Strange
Attractor
Though you're not quite sure why, people are drawn
to you like moths to a flame. You really
are too cool for words.
What Type of Social Entity are You?
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Been a long time since i updated.. oh well.. busy as usual.. but i do enjoy working wif the kids tho' they can be the naughtiest bunch ever! Been contemplating further studies.. *shrugs*
I cant believe I'm 21 already! Sure dun feel like it.. I mean, my mum is still bossing my life sometimes! Argh! But at least its much better den last time when my curfew's at 5pm.. those were the days I dun wanna recall!
July.. the month of birthdays.. been spending money on present. going broke.. I am babbling non-stop again.. I should stop.
Haha.. been slacking at home. Never felt better. Less stress in a way.. i haf abt 2 weeks more to slack before i start work again.. but by then i would haf rested enough.. i guess.. *shrugs*
Juz cooked spaghetti. Its been a while since i last cook.. the last time was for mich & jo. At least they didnt haf tummy ache as they all anticipated.. so i guess its safe to eat this time.
I am talking nonsense.. been so so long since i haf nothing to do.. juz laze at home.. okok, i am repeating myself.. gotta go fold clothes.. feel like sucha housewife! Blah!
Took leave today. Tired as usual. Thank God I found another job.. my back is breaking. Gonna leave this centre soon.. will miss the kids.. sigh!
My back is breaking. I am getting old.. *sighs*
Been very very busy still.. after work to Tan Tock Seng to see grandpa. Wanna thank God that he is much much better. Still feel sad seeing him lying there when he's always so bubbly and active. I want God to do a miracle right now but that isnt how God works I noe.. all's in His timing and will..
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