youre fit but my gosh dont you know it :)   
12:15am 27/06/2004
 
mood: giddy
music: The Streets- Fit But You Know It
i have a livejournal now... WHOO

http://livejournal.com/users/iheart_rooney

go there and read it... and be amused!! yay



i would just like to share my absolute thanks and graciousness to nicole for introducing me to the streets!! I LOVE YOU!!! (and also for meeting rooney and watching them eat... :) :) :) :D)



yes yes oh yay!!!! haha

green tooth- june 29
sosjtb- march 23

^important dates :D

<3
Lauren


i love chase utley, pat burrell, kyle korver, robert carmine... etc etc etc... :)
 
     

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.:. R @ ||\\|| |] O //\\//\\ ||\\|| E $ $ .:.   
11:21pm 28/05/2004
 
mood: hot
music: The All-American Rejects- Drive Away
i havent updated in over a month... not that anyone really cares... because no one reads this anyway...


ill update better later... because i know nicole will care (or at least i hope she or by some chance somone else will)... of course she was there for all of it most likely... but okay...


march 23= the development of the greatest thing ever, SOSJTB :D


this year... as sucky as it has been at times... has gone fairly quickly... its amazing... me and nicole were reminiscing (yeah i def. think i spelled that wrong) slighty on the phone earlier... i havent had a long phone conversation in years... its amazing.... mandy is all protective of the phone and i just wanted to kill her...



assembly=interesting 1st period, boring 2nd period
me=not presenting my powerpoint presentation in mcguinns
my presentation= stupid, not done, with no interenet pictures because it wasnt working
math test=me failing on tuesday
chem test= me failing on tuesday
english class= zZzZzZzZz
history= me left out in the big huge drawing
me=no one likes me
mrs mocharnuk's party= sad and we sweated our asses off walking there...
mall=fun
shoes=ugly
shirt/trucker hat=so cool im so buying them when i have $$$
three homies= me nicole and ryan because we are that damn cool
the guy in food court= damn sexXxy!
me=big fat moose whos sorry that she is so indecisive that we didnt make it to sam goody :(
pacsun= sexy store with sexy surfer boys who look sexy ;)
people=need fashion advice (yes from me... regardless of how "fashionable" you think i am or am not)
tucking tie into button down shirt= ugliest thing ive ever seen in my life
big white t-shirt=NO
big pink t-shirt=HEEELLLL NO
my head=big.... dont lie to me
guys=sexXxy beasts!! hahaha
mall/ryan's neighborhood=many many people we know
tonight=overall fun experience


dont ask me why i did all that like that.... i dont know... it was fun... i bet i forgot a lot of stuff...



the hot kid is becoming proportionate!!! yay... hes sexXxy no matter what though... and i always win because i am older than nicole (even if it is only by 5 days... :D) i love the kid!


so much more to write... but i dont feel like it right now... maybe later...



<3
Lauren




i <3 kyle korver, chase utley, and pat burrell!
 
     

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my hands around your throat and i think i HATE you   
07:57pm 23/04/2004
 
mood: pissed off
music: \\//Story of the Year- Until the Day I Die//\\
i havent updated for a loooong time... and im not going to tell anything now... i just have so much anger in me right now that i have to do something... and this is my last resort... i tried reading, listening to music, laying down, talking to my family.... but its not working... i have too much bad energy to do anything... i already pissed off my parents because i walked out of their room and slammed the freakin door... it was loud... and it made me happy... then i had a small breakdown... im a little better now... but not much... stuff just gets to me all at once... i look forward to fridays every week because i love the mall and guys and going out and chilling... but every fucking time me and nicole make plans in advance it never fucking happens... im sick of it... im sorry nicole is my best friend... but it makes me really mad... i wear clothes that i really like on fridays because i figure they are more "going to the mall/movies/wherever funish type clothes" i know thats pathetic... but i usually save my favorite outfits for friday... thats just how i am... i freakin came home from softball, got changed, did my hair, make-up, and got all happy to be getting the hell out of my house... and then i look at the clock at 7:30 and realize the chances of me going out just dropped to 1 in a billion... i hate it... AM I ABNORMAL FOR WANTING TO BE A NORMAL TEENAGER? what the hell is wrong with me? i think i need mental help... i seriously cannot take people... i need to be isolated... they all fucking piss me off... i just cant listen to them and their whiny bullshit anymore... people are so freakin petty and spoiled... im not saying im an angel... but i hate people who think they are wonderful and a gift to the world and everyone should kiss their feet and worship the ground they walk on... and a lot of people are actually like that... whether they realize it or not... and they all are so contradictory... and conforming... and i absolutely hate people who conform to be something they arent because they want "friends"... what are friends anyway? the people who happen to be nice to you but still in the long run break you down and hurt you? is it even worth it? sometimes i dont think it is... whats the point of instilling into someone your trust and secrets and having them backstab you... its stupid... and its happened to me like 10 different times.... i dont know how i got on this rant.... but im just gonna stop before i type something i regret and dont realize it until later because im not reading over this and my mind is racing right now... im done... make of this what you want... i have so much to update about but i dont want to sit in this cramped hot room and type anymore because its making me sick.... just like people do... ive lost most of my faith in the world... i need someone to help me find it...

lauren
 
     

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chem...   
10:36am 07/04/2004
  im updating because im bored and im in chem... we did the stupid computer lab thinger... so stupid... but at least it was more interesting than being in her classroom for a double period...

the other day me and nicole got hit on by a freshman in gym... ha it was so funny... whoo... guess you had to be there... it was interesting... i dont know...

yesterday the jv softball game got cancelled because the ump had to ump a different game... how gay is that? we still havent had a game yet... varsity won... whoo

i dont know what else to write... im done adios!
 
     

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blankness   
09:51am 05/04/2004
 
mood: annoyed
music: none...
i havent updated for a while... footloose was fun... the wrestler was pissing me off... and rizzo... and everyone... i just wanted to kill someone... i still do... i wish everyone on earth would die because i honestly cannot take people...

friday night i did nothing because everyone was at a party... so me and my mom rented under the tuscan sun... awesome movie... pawel szajda is so hottt... he was in YM once... he has amazing eyes... the movie was so funny... gay & away... lol... i have no life but it was fun..

saturday... i cleaned for 6 hours or so and then me gabi and nicole went to see the prince & me... such an awesome movie... hot guy + accent - shirt + playing with a sword = GORGEOUS! lol... it was really a great movie... i want to buy it... then nicole came over for mandys family party... oh how i love my family... and me nicole mandy and corrine hung out... it was fun... ill update more later...

i have to go... but i want to say that luke mably is hot and mine, elijah wood is mine, the hot guy was at the firedrill... and i want to work at best buy or bavarian pretzels...

peace out...

<3
Lauren
 
     

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everybody in the club gettin tipsy...   
07:54pm 24/03/2004
 
mood: sleepy
music: Tipsy// J-Kwon and Sorry 2004//Ruben Studdard
i havent updated for real in like a month... wow... dont feel like updating for a month so ill highlight...

first softball scrimage (a while ago we tied 10-10) whoop whoop go JV! lol and varsity won that day but who cares because im not on varsity.. lol

then there was freshman sophomore... my hairdresser got sick the day of the dance so i had to find a diff. one... and they were all booked except for that one in jcpenney... so i went there... i liked my hair... and my dress... the dance was quite fun... i had a breakdown after it tho... of course there were also the incidence where i was making fun of people dancing and i got in the way of mrs. d and i turned around and she was just like "excuse me" and she gave me this weird look... i didnt want to go back to spanish ever again... lol... and then there was the rape incident... never again... why me? just freakin kill me... lol...
mandy told me that i looked like i was one of the models that models prom dresses before the dance... that was like the greatest compliment i ever got... i love my sister sometimes... :) lol

then many cinderella rehearsals in between all of this...

then the cinderella dress rehearsals... always a pleasure... and the shows were last weekend... all 3 of my dances were in the one scene... not only was i announcing the ball... no i was also a guest at the ball (male of course... i mean why would i ever get to be a girl) and i was the entertainment at the ball... im just that skillful... it was fun though... the saturday 3 show was really good... then nicole and bill came to the sat. 7 show... it was rather bad... but i love them them so much for coming because no one else cares about me... i dont think my family really even likes coming all that much anymore.. my parents do and mandy does but i dont think my grandparents do... except for my one grandmom... but thats because my aunt danced and shes all alone all the time anyway so she probably just likes getting out of the house... but w.e... anyway... apparently bill said yeah wave that flag lauren or something... and then they gave us a standing ovations (whoop whoop) and they said go lauren or something but i couldnt hear so its all good) then we went to friendlys until like 12 or so... that was awesome... bill had no idea what was going on... because me and nicole are talented like that and we can keep other people on the outside of our convos... people need a dictionary... ev en my mom knew what was going on more than bill...lol... me and nicole are so cool! lol... but now he might know who i like and i dont want him to but it my mom and nicoles fault... gggrrr... i might as well just make a huge announcement about the guys i like because people find out in the oddest ways...

on sunday we did a senior sendoff before the show... it was so horrible everyone (including me) was crying... i tried so hard not to... i wasnt even like friends with a lot of the seniors... but it was horrible... :( after the show... which went much better than the 7:00 show on sat. , i got mobbed by little kids who wanted my autograph!!!!!!!! it was so freakin cool... and this little girl got her picture taken with me and i was like whoo im famous! lol... my family was at the show (my mom, dad, mandy, my grandparents, and my grandmom) and then they came over and had wings and pizza and then i worked on my history project... until like 2 am... not fun...

monday and tuesday were the footloose dress rehearsals... funness... i dont know the dances which is bad since i am a dancer... i must look so stupid... im suppossedly a company dancer and then i cant get stupid little dances down... what is this world coming too? lol... but anyway the show is hot... i cant believe i just said hot in that context... lol... mrs rowland was back there the one time saying it was horrible and some of the singers sounded like they were on drugs and everyone was flat... and i was like ooohh busted i dont sing... hah... if i sang id probably shatter some windows... i really wish i could... but i just cant... yet i was in show choir in lewis... go figure... lol the obsessions are coming back.... no nicole just kill me... i cant take it... it pisses me off... gggggggrrrrrrr.....

today... we went to winslow to see their footloose... they have such sexy sets... its not even funny... we are too poor to afford them... lol... and they actually had gym suits in the gym scene rather than random sweats and such... they were really good though... my favorite song was mama says... go figure... lol... i dont care if the kid who played willard is a freshman he is hot and he sounded awesome in mama says... not that our people dont... brian nikkie kegan and reggie are awesome too... but seriously... i mean get with it... lol
*edit* by get with it i mean get with it winslows kid is hot... now get with it our people suck... because i love our singers for mama says a hell of a lot more than winslows... HIGHLAND IS BETTER!! i had to edit that because i feel so mean because i didnt really read over that the first time to make sure it sounded okay... it did sound mean... im sorry... now back to the regularly scheduled entry...*/edit*
bill knows the kid... how mean is that... he doesnt even introduce me and nicole... i think every girl wanted to meet the kid... hah... their whole show was great... then we all went onstage and people were doing our dances and stuff... then someone was like how is highland gonna come up here and show us up on our own stage... dude... if they danced theyd have been better... they have a choreographer... who apparently isnt that great...? lol... elana is much better... dude its amazing... on the bus many singalongs occured and tipsy came on and some people had never heard it before... where the hell do you live? bomont? hah... i swear i know many people who dont listen to normal radio stations and stuff... open your minds people... it helps you live...

then i had softball today... i hit and i made it all the way around the bases so i was like whoo partay even though it was only practice... but its all good... then i came home and had dinner... and i fell asleep and i was supposed to go make up ballet but since i was asleep i didnt so now mi padre es mad... whoops... like im sorry ive been up everyday for the past like 2 weeks until 1:30 or so... its catching up to me...i slept for like 2 hours... it was nice and relaxing... lol...

i think im gonna go get in the shower now and then go watch tv or eat or something... because im tired but theres no way im going to sleep right now... footloose opens tomorrow night... excitement... and theres a softball scrimage... fun...

sosjtb! lol nicole we are so cool...

the sixers won on monday!! korver had 6 points... right now the score is 54-47 suns... so gay... if the sixers lose im gonna scream... i want my team in the playoffs... i want my man in the playoffs... kyle korver is so sexxy i am sssssssoooooooo marrying that man... you have no idea... lol

omg did anyone see the vet being imploded... so awesome and sad at the same time... i woke up at 7 on sunday to watch it live on tv... it was cool... and we could hear it from my house... how how is that? lol...

i shall be leaving now... i feel like i forgot to say something but its all good... ciao!

<3
Lauren


me encanta mucho kyle korver y josh groban!


my computer is torturing me... :( not fun...i think all the songs im looking for are going to magically show up and then not play so i want to scream... come on im on a footloose kick... but of course only on the songs i dont have... aaahhhh... yup...

dancing is not a crime... :-D yay im happy now... he didnt like math or geography but check this out he loved choreography... that is a great song... :)
 
     

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It's my life, dont you forget, caught in the crowd, it never ends   
11:21pm 06/03/2004
 
mood: sore
music: No DoUbT_iTs My LiFe *aNd* JoE bUdDeN_ pUmP iT uP
i havent updated in almost 2 weeks and i really dont feel like doing a major earth shattering update now... so ill save it... i just felt like typing something and not being a bum... so hola mi amigos... by the way... dont ask me why i typed my music like that.... my pathetic attempt at doing something stupid and different...

softball started yesterday... conditioning + lauren = disaster

i am sooooo out of shape... i dont see how i dance 8 hours a week not including all the weekend rehearsals for cinderella we've been having and im so out of shape... it pisses me off... i cant run... i dont have the endurance... i need a running friend... who wants to run with a moose?? lol i came home yesterday and i was so light headed and nauseous and my head was pounding... it was horrible... i wanted to die... then i had practice again this morning and then dance for 4 hours...

i am so sore i cant walk... i dont know how i am going to dance tomorrow... and then i have to go to footloose practice late... at like 4ish (if dance ends on time... which i highly doubt... it never does) i have way too much to do and not enough time... i miss nicole because i complain to her and i tell her all fun stuff that happens to me and shes in cali and i hate her... lol... she might get to see josh groban and i will kill her... :( lol... now to get off my random tangent... i better lose some weight playing softball because i am losing my major eating time... lol... im not gonna have time anymore... i cant do this... i nearly killed myself today with the fielding practice and the weightroom and conditioning and all the soreness i have from yesterday.... then i went to dance and got yelled at like 20 times... all i hear is ermilio and im just like SHUT THE HELL UP I DONT CARE ANYMORE... it pisses me off... yeah i sucked today... big freakin whoop... i cant walk... leave me the hell alone...

this is like one big complaint...

i realized today that i look weird without eyeliner and eye shadow... because i didnt wear any and my eyes look scary.... not that i dont always look scary... well not scary... ugly... but whatever... i have decided that i always need makeup... lol

im on my random love song fix again... i need to stop... it only depresses me... lol... but the songs are so pretty... for example:

Like the sound of silence calling,
I hear your voice and suddenly
I'm falling, lost in a dream.
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means.
What could it be that comes over me?
At times I can't move.
At times I can hardly breathe.

When you say you love me,
The world goes still, so still and silent.
When you say you love me,
For a moment, there's no one else alive.

You're the one I've always thought of.
I don't know how, but I feel sheltered in your love.
You're where I belong.
And when you're with me if I close my eyes,
There are times I swear I feel like I can fly,
For a moment in time,
Somewhere between the Heavens and Earth.
And frozen in time, oh, when you say those words.
-Josh Groban- (part of ) When You Say You Love Me

its a gorgeous song...

and:

You're there by my side
In every way
I know that you will not forsake me
I give you my life
Would not think twice
Your love is all I need, believe me

I may not say it quite
As much as I should
but when I say I love you
Darlin', that means for good
So open up you heart and let me in...

And I will love you
'Till forever
Until death do us part
We'll be together
So take my hand
And hold on tight
And we'll get there
And this I swear

I'm wondering how
I ever got by
Without you in my life to guide me
Wherever I go
One thing thats true
Is everything I do, I do for you

I may not say it half
As much as I should
but when i say i love you,
Darlin, that means for good
So open up you heart and let me in
-Nick Lachey- (most of) This I Swear


the songs are so pretty... and uplifting... yet depressing... its odd... and pathetic... i could listen to josh groban constantly for the rest of my life nonstop and i would be so happy... :) music is my friend... lol that sounds so sad... lol... i dont care...

i want to go to the warped tour this year... i REALLY wanted to go last year because my band (the all-american rejects) were there but we didnt go and i was all depressed... and this year most of the bands are okay... but they arent aar... and good charlotte and simple plan arent gonna be on the tour when they go to camden... but anyway... i want to go but my parents are like afraid to let me and mandy go... and they dont really want to drive into camden... so TAKE ME WITH YOU!! lol i need to start going to cool concerts... ive been to one... o-town... so awesome... but i need to go to more... so im starting my plea now... i NEED to go... lol and they NEED to add AAR to the list of bands going... or AAR has to go on tour and come personally to my house and have a private concert for me... i would die... lol... but anywho... yes... i would like to go... i would also like to see josh groban... and i still am dying to go to a sixers game and see my sexxxy hottie Kyle Korver... <3... so gorgeous and great even though his shooting is off... and his birthday is in 11 days (hes gonna be 23)... whoo i love him...

random:

how do you love something so much, but when you are doing it sometimes you just want to cry hysterically... or scream....? that sounds so wrong... but if you knew what i was really talking about you would get it... i dont know whats wrong with me... i think i have like emotional damage... or mental damage... i want to cry over the stupidest things... but then sometimes when like really sad stuff happens i honestly cant cry... im screwed up... weird stuff REALLY bothers me... and then i flip out... the stupidest things put me on the verge of crying and im always afraid people can tell and i dont want them to know that they pushed me to that point... im sick of it... my life is crashing and burning and i cant fix it... but the stupid thing is that the big things in my life are stable and fine... its the stupid little things... i dont know... i probably shouldnt be typing this all because everyone who reads it is either gonna be like a.) lauren just wants pity... poor lauren or b.) lauren needs serious help, i wonder whats so horrible thats happening to her... and it really isnt that bad... it just is for me... AAAHHH i dont know... im done with this... because i dont know where it came from and its far too weird for me to post it online...

so yes...

i think this entry is starting to die... so im just gonna stop... ill update about any other random crap later... i dont feel like typing anymore...

<3
Lauren aka the sore cripple


kyle korver and josh groban are sexxxy... and so is jack white... even though his name isnt REALLY jack white... but hes still sexxxy no matter what his name is...
 
     

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i hate everything about you... why do i love you?   
08:12pm 25/02/2004
 
mood: sick
music: Three Days Grace
i havent updated for a week... wow i have a much busier life than i thought i did... lol...

i dont really remember what happened last thursday... except i stayed after school and the auditorium was locked... all 4 doors... so after a half hour i gave up and called my mom and i wanted to walk home but i wasnt allowed so my dad left work early (my bad) and got me... i didnt want to stay at school... then dance... yeah... i dont know...

friday... i felt like crap... this is when i really started getting sick... and i could have stayed home from school but i went... and random stuff happened... me nicole katie and gabi wrote a parody of the recuerdo poem in blodgetts... funness... apple girl, puppy power pear girl, cheese girl, jolly green or pea girl i dont remember... lol... then history we had a sub and our group reformed and bill joined us... and we confirmed our ice skating plans... then i went home and tried to feel better but i really didnt.... around 7:45 bill came and picked everyone (me gabi katie nicole) up... and then nicole thought she squished me but she didnt... and we went to flyers skate zone... finally after me wanting to go ice skating for like 3 months... and we skated and we were like whooo... and we played tag and that was fun... and there were sexy hockey players and we lost bill and we felt bad but there were so many hot guys... i was in a daze... hah... then we skated more and there was the pink hat kid... lol... and i didnt fall because i am talented... i love guys too much... its bad... anyway... after this whole long thing every came over my house after that... and we had pizza and talked and bugged mandy and stuff... and real access foreign invasion was on (what luck! lol) and then they all laughed at me because i waved to mandy but it looked like i waved to my reflection... then we had fortune cookies mine was

behind every able man there are more able men"

so amusing... lol... then everyone left around 12... that was the most fun ive had in a while...

saturday... i woke up with a 102.6 fever and i was naseous and hot and cold at the same time and muy muy ill... so i missed my guest at the ball practice... and i watched tv for 12 hours... save the last dance, just married, some little mermaidish? movie, crossroads (twice), trading spaces, clean sweep, and many other random shows and movies... then my whole family watched finding nemo... i wanted to watch pirates but i got voted down... then i went to sleep at 11 or so...

aj feeley got traded to the dolphins!! i found out from like 10 diff. people... :( im sad because i love him and i want him on the eagles.... but hes probably gonna be the starting QB which is better than 3rd string (obviously) so im happy for him... the dolphins are cool... one more team for me to watch... football= greatness...

sunday... woke up... felt like crap... went to the 5 hour footloose rehearsal... not much fun for me... and i missed lets hear it for the boy because i wasnt on the stage for the one part because no one gives a shit about me... i hate life... but it was okay... i dont know any of the dances and i felt stupid... but whatever... so at 6 we leave and my parents bought me a shirt and slippers which made me happy... then i watched american dreams and extreme makeover home edition and most of who wants to be a millionaire the 10 million dollar thing.... which made me happier because i felt like crap...

monday.... couldve stayed home from school but i didnt... felt like crap... i dont know... we did our popcorn lab... and bill ate a piece and the things looked nasty... insanity... then more stuff happened... and we had a mucho mucho cool sub for english that was like im gonna do for you what i did for the other class... read the answers... so i was like hell yeah... he was awesome... then other random stuff happened... and i went home... and i went to dance... and it made me get my fever back plus a migraine... not fun... but we started our tap dance... fun... and learned a little more hiphop... eh.... then i came home and made my mardi gra/carnevale mask and stuff....

tuesday... once again i could have stayed home but i went to school... im an idiot... school sucked... blodgett caught on to the themes (only themes? lol) being "plagarized" so we get zeros? she read mine out loud and she was like well it has the word sacrifice so its the same as the book... WTF? die... so we had to write a journal entry to make up for it... gggrrr... people couldnt understand the whole rv/canal thing... does it have wheels? yes a boat with wheels... okay... DEAR LORD!!! then nothing... then i had to stay after for the softball meeting.... damn cheerleaders... (not all cheerleaders... just a few and the ever so annoying A.D.....) dude if ryan is ever absent ill die of people deprivation... then it was 2:30... and i didnt want to take to bus because im scared and no one with a ride was there so i walked... past N&As to my house... it takes exactly a half hour... it was scary and more or less abandoned... and mandy wouldnt stay on the phone with me in case someone tried to kill me... bitch... and then some random guy was like swerving and then he honked at me... and i was like oh freakin die bastard and then there was a random car stopped with a person in it and i was like oh shit its a diversion theyre gonna kill me... so i walked through saint agnes' parking lot because i figured not many people would try to kill you on church property... lol... so i went home and died... we had mcdonalds for dinner... you know i feel like shit when i dont finish my mcdolnalds... lol... then i went to dance... so not fun... i felt like shit and i didnt have hardly any water... and i couldnt breathe... and gggrrr... so i came home and found out my mom had some allergic reaction to something and swelled up and stuff... and then i took my temperature and it was 101... the fever comes back at night... and i took a shower and mandy was watching charmed so i watched a bit and we went to sleep...

today...
gym... punchball i didnt have to go hah
spanish... boring... but at least we picked partners so it was me and gabi... A NORMAL SMART PERSON!!! WHOO!!
study hall... i was so odd... and perverted... and nicole wanted to kill me... but it was fun
chem... not only did she embarrass the shit out of my once... no not even twice... three times in the span of five minutes... i think she likes to see me turn bright red and die because im stupid and i dont know the answers... lets pick on lauren because she cant breathe... i hate her...
algebra 2... shoot me... i nearly died... my migraine got 10x worse... it sucked ass...
lunch... interesting... im sorry nicole... i gave you topher grace... which is huge... because i love him... :) i love you... i would never do that to you... and if i ever somehow do... hit me or yell or something... :) which direction is boston from the west? lol sorry nicole i had a mental block... all day... lol...
english... more poems... at least she didnt make me read... i hate reading out loud... i sound like im illiterate...
history... talked about bush screwing himself for the election and all that shiz... hes an ass.... i actually liked him until the whole gay marriages thing... does he really think hes doing himself a favor? because hes not... he dug a hole and buried himself... gabi and katie rolled an apple at nicole (i knew it was gonna happen) and it was funny... :)
then people killed me on the way to the bus and some idiots on the bus were like omg i cant believe how fast freshman year went... we only have three more years... its like dude youre not freakin done yet... if i could i would kick your ass little sluts... gggrrrr they piss me off... i hate most of the freshman... :(

came home... my mom was home... watched the lady on montel who can talk to the dead or hear the dead or something... freakin awesome and scary at the same time... then watched ellen degeneres... shes funny... the other day the queer eye guys were on... so great... kyan is sexy... i dont care if hes gay.... lol... then some full house and 7th heaven and then i chilled... i dont know... now im here... whoo fun...

the sixers are sucking... they lost tues. by 11 and mon. by 10... and they are 23-35... but kyle korver is SEXY... like rape me sexy... :)


the bachlorette finale is on tonight... she should pick matthew because hes nice and sweet and funny and hot and they are cute together...
btw and dennis rodman won celebrity mole... and the model chick that i cant think of her name was the mole... interesting...


ahh yes... and i dont think i ever mentioned this before... but i got my dress for freshman/sophomore... i really like it... its pretty... and pink and i like it... not i look pretty in it... but the dress is pretty... too bad im always dateless... lol its all good... i just love getting all dressed up and getting my hair done and stuff... its fun being a girl :)... most of the time... lol... and guys are just so sexy and hot and cute... except when they are assholes...


i think im gonna go now because its hot and i cant breathe and i feel sick... my mom wants to take me to the doctor but i refuse... i hate doctors... alrighty... plus i have to do hw and read for blodgett and stuff... im outtie... :) lol lo siento

<3
Lauren


as usual... kyle korver is sexy... and three days grace kicks ass... and josh groban rocks... etc etc... :)

people suck... i hate them... im moving away from civilization... adios!!
 
     

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Piove sull'Oceano, Piove sull'Oceano, piove sulla mia identitĂ    
06:55pm 18/02/2004
 
mood: lonely
music: Josh Groban- Oceano and the rest of his cd :)
i have to update from friday... even though i know no one cares... and i dont know if i really do all that much... but when im bored or stressed or something i always have this urge to type because it calms and relaxes me and it gives me something to do... i dont know... im odd...

friday... school... all i remember is that i was really hyper in the lmc during history... and i was scared about AP... and all that good stuff... then my parents and mandy left to go to the wedding and babysit... and i decided not to go... even though i should have because mandy made $30 and i need money and even if i went and we get less money... it would have kept the money from mandy... she already has more than me... not fair... anyway... so then laura drove me gabi and nicole to mr highland... ryan and reggie were there too... it was great... add a grape costume, skip-it, ventriloquism (? lol), standup comedy, spice girls, dancing, etc together and it comes out pretty funny... we all felt bad because people were talking during bills song (which was really good) because he actually had a real talent unlike everyone else... so we gave him a standing ovation... all seniors won and stuff... but its all good... they were cool... i had fun... then me nicole and laura went back to gabi's house to watch footloose... that was fun... i love having a life... lol... and then around 11 we left... and nicole came to my house to sleep over... we went on the computer and talked for a while... and then my parents came home at 1ish... and then after a little me and nicole went downstairs and ate wedding cake and fortune cookies... on valentines day... so funny... then we watched bruce almighty and went to sleep around 3 or 4... actually relatively early... i dont remember falling asleep... nicole said she thinks we drifted to sleep and thats why i didnt really remember falling asleep? i dont know... lol

saturday... woke up... nicole was there (obviously lol) and we ate bagels... and my parents were at a funeral... a wedding one day and a funeral the next... the cycle of life... so scary... lol... its just weird... so they came home... and i got ready for my jester costume fitting... and nicole came with me and my mom... it was like 45 minutes... (i was late)... ugly costumes... i have like seriously the 2 worst costumes in the show... its not even funny... and then everyone was looking at me like omg lauren you have a friend? and i felt like being like see this is my friend... a person who talks to me... and hangs out with me... and doesnt think im some weird quiet silent girl who everyone can ignore all the time... gggrrr... anyway... then we went home and i changed and we went to the moorestown mall... i got new shoes for valentines day... they are cute... i like them... lol... i dont care what anyone else thinks... then me mandy and nicole were freed from my parents... and we went to hot topic where the guy kept asking if he could help us... i hate when people do that to you... its like wtf get away from me or im never coming in here again... but he was kinda hot so its all good... lol...then we stared at a one tree hill sign and translated a spanish sign... mandy was like what is your problem... i dont think my sister likes me sometimes... :D but im so likeable... lol not really... and then we walked around more? and then my parents called mandy and we went to the pet store there... and looked at cute dogs... i want a little dog... but i really want a rabbit... they are so cute... but jasmine would kill it... :( then we left the mall and got arbys... and ate... and we were sitting around eating fortune cookies... my parents do the in bed thing too... and they think its hilarious... lol its so weird... i tell my parents way too much... they know everything that goes on in my life... which i guess is good... but its abnormal compared to most teenagers... but i guess im abnomal too... so whatever... then we drove nicole home and mandy went to the movies... and i watched the nba all-star contests... as you can see from my other entry... yeah kyle korver... lol hes awesome.... and the other contests were cool too... i liked the slam dunk contest... andersen looked hot.. his hair was cool... lol... then corrine came and her and mandy had a sleepover... boring for me... yeah... then i watched 10 things i hate about you and bring it on...

sunday... woke up... did nothing until 3... then we drove around and ended up at petsmart... i want a new cat... i mean i want to keep jasmine... and another one... that sounded mean like i dont want jasmine anymore... lol there were these really cute little kittens and i want one!! i <3 cats way too much... im gonna end up growing up alone and everything with a house full of cats... and ill be a bitter senile old woman but ill be nice to my cats... :) my future looks promising... lol... we definately did something else but i cant remember what... oh well... then i came home and eventually watched extreme home makeover (ty is hot even if he is 38... i dont care) it was nice because they brought the guy home from iraq... then american dreams... and then the all star game... and me and mandy played n64... i never get to play gamecube because its in her room... and we NEVER play n64... it was fun... and we were dancing and singing because we were both hyper... then at like 12 we went up and i watched shes all that... i love that movie...

monday... woke up fairly early for being off... 9... thats good for me... lol... we eventually went to the mall... and i got the sweatshirt that ive wanted from pacsun for like a year... because it was on sale and their stuff is too expensive for me... lol... i personally am poor... and i dont want to waste $50 on a shirt... its not worth it... if i really like it ill spend $20 or so... but not $50... and we walked around for a while... and of course we saw some hot guys... i think thats all we got... it was fun... even with my parents... they are funny... i <3 them... lol... then my dad felt sick so we went home... and then he took medicine and laid down and watched some of the worlds strongest man competition (we watched it the day before too... we watch odd things... my dad watched pool sometimes too... and the bull riding thing the one time... but its all interesting... except for cooking shows...) then we went to best buy... hottie land... i love that store.. i want to work there... i got the josh groban cd... that made me SO happy... it made my whole day.. i love him and his voice so much... hes amazing... :D whooo... lol... and mandy got the white stripes.... theyre cool too... and i looked for the footloose actual musical soundtrack but i couldnt find it and we went to like 3 stores and that made me mad... but i was blissfully happy because of the josh groban cd so its all good... then i went home and changed for dance... and i went... tap was fun... hiphop we had jordan from the wade robson project again... but we were combined with another class... it was okay though because he is so cool and i really like his style of hiphop better than jims... he just cool... then i went home and wrote my AP paper... it sucked ass but whatever... and watched tv and such...

tuesday... school... blah... i almost got shot on the way to the weight room... im gonna be shot al least 4 times... its sad... i dont think anything else too exciting happened... katie lost her AP paper and i felt really bad... and the usual fun and interesting stuff happened with everyone... and i cant decide if i like the kids hair or not... i mean hes still hot... me and nicole had this discussion quite loudly on the steps... it was funny... then i came home to go to the oral surgeon.. and i went... and we were there for like an hour and a half... so boring... the office was nice?... lol... the guy was kind of weird... and i had to get like my 10th xray thing... and i need to have my wisdom teeth pulled... :( april 13... my spring break should be fun... lol... then after watching the gay movie and having the surgery described to me like 10 times we finally left... and i went home and went to dance... as usual ballet/pointe were boring, lyrical and jazz were fun... then i came home and watched judging amy.. and the sixers lost to the nuggets... gggrrrr...

today... finally... im almost done... ive been typing this for almost an hour... lord...
gym we played tri net volleyball... i didnt touch the ball at all... and nicole and nikkie didnt rotate so they were on my team... yay... we lost... lol
spanish... blah... lo odio... i think thats i hate it... thats what the translator said... so ill go with it
keyboarding... gabi was in our class today so it was fun... but muy muy aburrido
chem... lo odio... lol... it was boring...
math... once again... lo odio... muy muy muy muy muy muy muy aburrido... i cant take it anymore... just shoot me... GGGGRRRRR
lunch... fun fun conversations
english... she gave me back my test that i was done? and then i did the essay and probably got an F on it but whatever... the womans muy loco...
history... freakin failed the test... wooops... i forgot to do the reading... so i bullshitted... very badly...
then i came home... i hate buses... and i took a bath and listened to josh groban because i felt like shit... and then i dont really know what i did... and ive been listening to josh groban since i got home and its wonderful... lol... then we had crap for dinner... no offense to my dad but it was bad... and mandy got her new glasses and she looks really cute and im jealous because if i ever need glasses ill look ugly (and im ugly period) but she looks cute... now im bored and it took me 50 minutes to type this entry...

congrats if you read this to the end... i love you... lol... wow this cd is almost done... my second favorite song is on! you raise me up... my first is oceano... but i havent really listened intently to the other songs so i can probably find more... god josh sounds sexy singing other languages... lol... 7 out of 13 of the songs arent in english... but its all good...

im gonna go because i think i have intensified my risk of getting carpel (al?) tunnel but like 100%... so im done... adios mis amigos!

<3
Lauren


i <3 kyle korver and josh groban!


---lunch--- chad michael murray can rape me at any time... unless im with kyle korver... or josh groban... well depending josh groban... but def. kyle korver...
lol nicole...

i dont know it wasnt funny... i just couldnt stop typing... im should go before i hack up a lung... if i cough anymore im gonna die... i think i bruised my rib area from coughing... lol... im sore from dance... and my cd just ended... and i ran downstairs really fast to see the border my parents got for the kitchen and the guy from american idol who sang she bangs was on access hollywood and it amuses me that he sucked and now hes everywhere... lol... okay... im done for real... cya! gracias por tu tiempo (if that makes any sense)
 
     

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I will dedicate and sacrifice my everything for just a seconds worth of how my story's ending   
11:52pm 15/02/2004
 
mood: cheerful
music: Hoobastank- Crawling in the Dark
i dont feel like doing a big update right now... which is what this would turn out as if i updated for friday saturday and today... so ill save that for tomorrow... i just want to comment about the nba all star game and such...

yesterday kyle korver got 3rd place in the three point shootout... which is awesome considering he only found out a week before that he was going because someone got injured and he was next on the list i guess... and he was the first rookie ever to be in the shootout... i <3 my kyle korver... he looked so freakin sexxxy... he made 9 in a row in the first round... amazing... he had 19 points the first round and he was in second... and he had 15 the second round which obviously gave him 3rd... he only missed 2nd by 1 and 1st by 3... :( he is my favorite person in the world... if i could meet one person it would be him... i <3 him so much...im sending him a birthday card on march 17th for his 23rd b-day... and maybe a present... not that you care... you're probably like wow lauren is a loser... but i dont care... hes gorgeous and cool and nice and talented.... and he almost beat peja stojakovic and he won the last 2 years so thats awesome... whoo i love him and hes my icon thing and hes the wallpaper on my computer.... that makes me so happy...


tonight i watched the all star game... among other things... i cant believe the east lost by 4... 136-132... thats because the west had all the 7 foot tall guys... but allen iverson did good... and i think andrei kirilenko is both weird and hot at the same time so i was okay that the west won because he was on it... i like the utah jazz... lol they defy the laws of baketball... look at the team and youll see what i mean... hah... but the west had the advantage because they had yao ming whos 7'6 and like 4 other guys who are 7'... and iverson is 6'0... lol he had to guard the one guy whose 7' somthing... lol... so funny... but the game was so close i was like ripping my hair out... lol... i <3 basketball... its a great sport... as is football... speaking of which the philadelphia soul lost 47-51... so close... lol... anyway... shaq was the mvp... i think kirilenko should have been... even though he didnt play all that much i dont believe... or they should have taken the mvp from the losing team... lol and picked AI... outkast performed at the tipoff thing... so awesome... i <3 outkast...

okay... i think im done now... i have a headache and for some reason my room is really hot... hah i updated more than i thought i would... basketball rocks... whoo... lol... ill update more tomorrow if i have time.... hasta lavista...

<3,
Lauren




i <3 kyle korver!!
 
     

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history   
01:41pm 12/02/2004
 
mood: ecstatic
music: exploding whales
im in history so i have to type this fast... the other class found my blurty earlier... odd... i didnt think you could get to it from google or search engines... im scared... aaahhhh... lol... they found it by typing in mr hodlofski... and he was like you wrote about me in your little blog thing... and i was like.... um okay... i dont know how you know but okay... its not like i said anything bad... why cant you get to nicoles like that?... its so weird... not fair... idont really want random people to find this in school and read it especially in school... and then have the teacher read it... its just... weird... gggrrr... lol and i cant make it not show up... eewww there are many combinations of discussions going on about exploding whales right now... so odd... this class is fun... yay...

yeah... i should really be doing my work right now... but im not... this is why im stupid... okay im done... adios..


<3,
Lauren
 
     

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i got 99 problems, but a bitch aint one...   
02:21pm 11/02/2004
 
mood: drained
music: Jay-Z-99 Problems and Outkast-Hey Ya
dude this song gets so stuck in my head... its annoying... so im feeding the addiction... lol

okay... the last real update was last wednesday i believe...

thursday--- school... dont remember... stayed after for executive committee... muy interesante... then i had dance practice... we did i need a hero... interesting... then me and nicole were gonna take the late bus home... but we missed it because i was apparently still dancing when it left... and my parents werent even able to get me when they usually do (4:30ish) because my mom had jury duty... and my dad had to drive her, go to work, and then pick her up because she didnt want to go into camden by herself... luckily she wasnt picked for the case because it was a murder trial... but anyway me and nicole had no ride so we went back inside and then bill called his mom and she picked me and nicole up and i felt so bad because bill was still at school and he made his mom come and waste time driving us and they were both my heroes... yay... then i had dance and i dont remember what else happened...

friday--- school... i remember i was in a bitchy mood for a lot of it... i dont really remember what else happened... i didnt end up going out... even though i REALLY wanted to go ice skating... but i watched joan of arcadia... such a good show... and then hope and faith... i like that show too... then i watched some nepotism 20-20 type thing i think... and i dont really remember... it was kinda boring... but we made rice krispie treats... and my dad yelled because he randomly gave me a measuring cup thingie and said "fill it with four cups" and he kinda looked at the sink... so i said "what? of water?" and he was like "Lauren... no! are we making water treats?!?!!?" and i was like "oh sorry i didnt know..." it was kinda funny... i never made rice krispie (that looks weird) treats before... they always magically appear... i didnt know how exactly you make them.... and he didnt direct me... lol... they were good though... yeah...

saturday--- i had a company meeting at 1-1:30... then my mom took me to wendys and i got a kids meal and the little cute clifford stuffed dog thing is now in my moms mustang... because it matches... lol... then we went to kohls for like 1 minute... then i went back to dance for a costume fitting... for the ugly trumpeter/male guest at the ball costume... it took forever for them to get a costume that fit me... gggrrr... then i had practice for trumpeters at 3:30... interesting... now that i remember the dance... i kinda forgot it... woops... its not long anyway... so whatever... then i came home and i wanted to go out but i didnt and we ate dinner and then my parents went out to get tile or something... (theyve gone out for tile like 3 different times and its never the right kind... so i kinda lost track) and then they came back with bruce almighty... i worship that movie... its is godly (hah) jim carey is great... whooo... that was the first movie my family watched together in a long time because usually my dad doesnt watch movies because hes weird... but it was great... i think thats pretty much all that happened...

sunday--- got up and went to church... i know singing the hymns is important and all because its praying and what not... but people who cant sing shouldnt... im sorry... i dont sing in church because i suck... i sing in my head... therefore other people should be as kind... because i prefer not to laugh hysterically in mass... its bad... yes... anyway... then we went to my grandmoms house and it was kind of boring but at least good shows were on tv... then we got pica's pizza (YAY!!!) its so good... but my dad bought homemade pasta from them and it was actually boxed pasta so he got all pissed and wrote a letter... (he was too chicken to go back... he said it was out of the way... but even if it wasnt he wouldnt have gone... i know my dad... lol) and then i came home and watched the grammys... i love outkast... they sang my two favorite songs... and justin timberlake looked hot... and the white stripes performance was freakin awesome!! all the performances were... i love award shows... and ellen degeneres is so funny... lol shes so cool... after that i watched some news... and i went to sleep around midnight or so...

monday--- school... nicole was absent so i was alone... but its all good... i was talking about how stupid the penny wars were as i emptied all my change out into the things... so sad... lol... and a disaster almost occured but luckily didnt... thank you lord... i would have killed myself... and it was so close.... and im not gonna go into it because i just dont feel like it... but it was bad... then i came home... and then i had dance.... tap was fun... but i couldnt get the one combo... i had like a mental block... then hip-hop.... our song is me against the music the remix type version... it should be interesting... then i came home and stuff...

tuesday--- school... i dont think too much interesting stuff happened... the sophomores won the penny wars... whoo... lol i dont know that made me happy when they announced it... nothing else really happened until history when my finger was gushing blood because of the wall... and then me and katie showed nicole and people our love letter from jefferson to adams... and hodlofski added touch me in my independence place... remember july 2nd 1776? or something like that... haha it was great... you probably had to be there... then there was a history club meeting... very claustorphobic (sp?)... everyone was looking at their iflurtz things... i shall add my results after i travel downstairs and find the paper so you can all see it and i dont know... then after history club we went down to the dance practice but i didnt have to dance but i had to stay anyway because i didnt have a ride home so i was stuck... me ryan and nicole had fun.... then ryan left.... and me and nicole were talking... and my obsession is back... and its bad... its sad... i was doing good... then me nicole nikkie and reggie got a ride home with bill... and i went home and did some hw and got ready for dance... and i nearly died in ballet because i was dead tired and i felt like crap and i was in dire need of advil because i hadnt had time to take it... blah... lyrical was fun though... we did our dance.... and we couldnt get this one circle running pattern thing to work... so funny... then jazz.... greatness.... hey ya is awesome... we added a little more to the dance but then we tried to do the dance and someone had burned a copy of hey ya and no one had listened to it and we were dancing and then it went to really loud static (like bad copies of songs from kazaa) and everyone screamed and jumped and then we were hysterical... lol it was funny... that class is so fun... then i came home and ruined the end of one tree hill for myself... if they kill chad michael murrays character on that show i will scream and cry because i love him and they cant do that... then i watched judging amy and ate dinner.... i had dinner at 10:30... such fun... then i went to sleep at 12ish...

today--- yay finally... gym... i got in trouble because i was talking to nicole and we were playing hockey and the ball game but i didnt see it and i didnt hit it... wooopppsss... lol...
spanish... boring.... we did a ws and took more freakin notes... that apparently mrs. d. typed up and gave to mrs zoladz to hand out to her classes but we had to write the shit... thats not fair...
keyboarding... boring.... but it was makeup day so whatever
chem... computer lab... but me and bill finished the lab on monday so i sat with nikkie and adam and watched the weebl thingies... so fun... then we took notes and she drew the penis thing on the board again... she really is clueless... lol so sad...
algebra... i got a 100 on my test!! whoo im talented... and we learned this like kindergarten stuff... so easy
lunch... fun i guess
english... worked in groups... me nicole katie and alexis.... it was fun... we have to teach a lesson so thats gay... and we tried to finish our letter for mr hodlofskis class.... but we didnt... oh well... it was fun
history... notes and stuff.... the balloon head thing was staring at reggie and erica... funny... and people were getting all grossed out because we were talking about gay marriage... whats wrong with it? i mean personally im not gay so i cant say oh yes i love women and i want to marry one... because i am as far from gay as you can get... im the straightest woman alive!!!! lol no lie i am... i love guys too much... speaking of which nicole was telling me that my guy obsession that came back sounds like we are talking about a drug or smoking problem... lol far from it... guess whos back, back again, name is back, tell a friend... lol nicole... yeah i love eminem... and the person that song is about... but anyway... yeah history was interesting...

now im bored... we got report card today... all As except for history... ggggrrrrr... i missed straight As by one freakin class.... pisses me off... at least its not like last year where i missed straight As by like .1 in bio... i hated that class... and that man... anyway...

so i think im gonna go because the computer screen is killing my eyes and i cant see anymore... and my head hurts... and i need to find advil for some pain relief... lol... i will find my iflurtz thing and put the results up in a bit...


comment if you love me because i want to feel loved... and tell me if you think i should help mandy babysit my cousin like i promised like a month ago or go to mr. highland on friday night... cuz i have to decide... leave me many many comments...

<3
Lauren aka Lt. E


whoo theres a sixers game on tonight!! i <3 kyle korver and his freakin sexy brother klayton!! they must have some sexy genes in them... lol...
 
     

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personality disorder thingie...   
12:14pm 07/02/2004
 
mood: indifferent
music: Usher ft. Lil Jon and Ludacris- Yeah
i will update later... but i just took this and i didnt want to lose the results...

what i think is funny is that everyone thinks i am antisocial and that is the only thing i got low on... hah... w/e...

DisorderRating
Paranoid:High
Schizoid:High
Schizotypal:High
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:High
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:High
Dependent:High
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --




<3,
Lauren


i <3 kyle korver!
 
     

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You raise me up so I can stand on mountains, you raise me up to walk on stormy seas   
06:30pm 04/02/2004
 
mood: moody
music: Josh Groban- You Raise Me Up and To Where You Are
yes... its been about a week since i did a normal update... if my memory is good today be prepared for a fairly long entry... lol...

before i start... i would like to say that josh groban is amazing, his voice is godly, his music is so pretty, and, yes, i do think he is hot... lol but the music and his voice are more important... i <3 josh groban... i need to buy his two cds... i just need some money... lol :)

alrighty...

thursday... went back to school after the snow day... spanish midterm... wasnt that bad... i got a 90... whooo A... lol i dont care what kind of A it is... its a freakin A... then we had lunch... sexy guys (at least 5) for two hours... yay... but my person might have changed lunches now and that makes me sad... :(... im sorry nicole for not going to choir with them... but i felt that there was really no point for me to go... because its not even like i sing at all in footloose so mr eastman has no idea who i am... and i wanted to stay with the sexiness... im a guy addict... :)... then i had dance for the first time that week because of snow... our modern dance is coming along cool... and for ballet we're dancing to this song come to my garden from secret garden... i think its pretty... our costumes sound a little odd... but overall it should be pretty... and for pointe we are dancing to let there be peace on earth... its such a pretty song... ive said pretty quite a few times so far in this entry... lol... but anyway... im happy with my dance songs this year

friday... we had a 2 hour chem period... always fun... watched lorenzos oil... so sad... if i wasnt at school i would have really cried... it depressed me and i had wanted to study some english stuff... but i was so distracted by the movie that i didnt end up doing it... then i took the english midterm... blah... not fun... i got an 87... i was hoping for an A... but hey its a B so i wont argue... my MP average is 91... so at least thats an A... then i went home and wanted to go out... but i was tired and blah... and then at 8... after having some issues and crying... nicole said that reggie was talking about going to friendlys... and i really didnt want to go... but i ended up going... it was me reggie nicole and adam... it was fun... i spent 5 dollars for a soda and a cyclone, neither of which i finished which bothers me because im poor and i only get 10 dollars a week and thats it and i didnt really want to go because i dont really like going to restuarants as my friday night "outing" because you have to spend money and there isnt many interesting "attractions"... i mean some guys but not nearly as many as the mall... or the movies sometimes... or ice skating... which i have to do... but some people *ahem* wont go with me... ggrrr... anyway... back to the restuarants thing... no offense because i know everyone loves friendlys and worship it (which by the way is not spelled friendlies so STOP... its pissing me off... the name of the resturant is friendlys not friendly... so therefore you have no right to change it to friendlies... end of discussion... game over... have a nice day... bye bye now) for what friendlys costs... its crap... they overcharge everything, they dont put their soda prices on the menu, they dont give you a lot of food, and i dont know i would rather go to the mall or to see a movie if im gonna spend my own money... okay im done ranting about that now... anyway we went to get fortune cookies after trekking across parking lots to hollywood video... its was 20 below... i was frozen... i get cold extremely easy... so not fun... anyway... i shall tell you two of my fortunes...
Pray for what you wish, but work for the things you want in bed
You will have good luck and overcome many hardships in bed
then we went back to friendlys... mucho frio... and i was like "i have to call my peeps... yes it was kind of funny then... maybe you had to be there... yeah... w/e... i had fun tho...

sunday... i didnt even step outside of my house... SUPERBOWL BABY!!!! my dad and my uncle and my grandmom went to atlantic city for this superbowl party thing... so it was me many and my mom (yay).... we cleaned for a little... and then i watched queer eye for the straight guy (im addicted... i <3 it... if kyan wasnt gay... well ya know... lol) and full house for like hours because it was all marathons... then the superbowl came on and i was like WHOOOOO GO PATRIOTS!!! TOM BRADY IS A SEXY BEAST!!! RAPE ME!! lol not really... well i mean... he could rape me.... but... n/m... so josh groban sang the tribute to the space shuttle because it was the one year anniversary... he sang you raise me up.... as i said earlier i <3 josh groban... hes soooooo talented and sexy and whoo i love him... then beyonce sang the national anthem... she sounded good... then we watched the game and i was screaming and i was scared that the patriots were gonna lose... and i bit half of my nail off becaue thats my bad habit... especially when my nerves are up... then the halftime show came on... i enjoyed it... except for the end which was a bit of a shock... i understand all the news and headlines and stuff... but i dont know if i think that janet and possibly but im not sure justin should not be allowed at the grammys... they should just fine them, maybe do something else, and be done with it... then i ate chicken fajitas... so good if it wasnt chicken because i dont especially like chicken... but then adam vinatieri kicked the winning field goal and i screamed and ran into the living room and hugged mandy and nearly knocked her out and i was so happy... and then tom brady was the mvp and i listened to him talk and i was in all of his sexiness... WHOO LORD... lol... and then finally i studied a little for chem and history (in all the hype i kept getting distracted... lol) then i went to bed at 1ish...

monday... chem midterm... i thought it was hard... i was the second to last person to hand it in because i thought more people still had theirs and i was taking my good old time... lol oops... i got an 85... its all good... its better than i thought id get... but i still wanted an A... but... what can i say... then the history midterm... hard... i think i failed... im too stupid... none of the things i studied were really on it... GGRRR.... die midterm bunny... lol still waiting for my score... fearing... *deathly afraid* lol... then i had dance... and we worked on our tap combos for the dance... so fun... i love tap... and then hiphop was okay... we did another dance to im good... it was fun... then i came home and watched tv.... yay

tuesday... full day... blah... gym... weight room... i killed my arm muscles.... i only did 30 and 40 pounds... but i dont generally lift weights even when i work out at home... and my arms are weak... so all the machines hurt me... :(... lol i knew i was gonna be sore as soon as i was done in the weight room... spanish seat change... eh... would be better if i was further back... but its not too bad... i feel bad for gabi because shes in the front and near annoying people... :(... lol keyboarding... lets not go there... shes stupid... but we did get the internet back... FINALLY!... me nicole and gabi went online and now the computer kid is also going to kill gabi because he read our chat when we were talking about him... lol... on to chem... seat change... in the back... yay... but from where i sit im A. on the mainly guys side of the room... which would be cool if the guys in my chem class were hot... but no offense to anyone... they arent... so it kinda sucks... and the dumbass computer/heads of the guys in front of me kinda block my view of the board... but ill deal... somehow... lol i like the back of the room... its easier to zone out... :)... math... seat change.... i sit in the front and im surrounded... ALL OF THEM... KILL ME NOW... GGGRRR... lunch... i think my sexy person changed lunches... english... wow what fun.... history... same... then i had footloose dance practice... we did i need a hero... its interesting... the floor was really slippery because of sawdust... so i thought i was gonna fall because im used to dancing in dance shoes and not sneakers and the floor was slippery and i was just kinda out of it... then my mom was home so she picked me up at a decent time... and we went to walgreens and bought gum and eyeshadow because i was in desperate need of the colors i wear... i had resorted to using the dust left on the bottom of the thing... which is just sad... then i had dance... ballet... the never ending class with the russian lady... i just dont like her... pointe... same as ballet... i thought i was gonna have a charlie horse thing because my calf was getting the way it does before it spazzes and it hurt and i got scared... then i had lyrical... we started our dance from the beginning... so pretty... i <3 my immortal... what we have so far is so cool... then jazz... our song is hey ya!!!! im so happy... :D WHOOO lol our costume is awesome... i cant wait... i actually have a cool jazz dance for the first time in my life!!! YAY!!! i was like ecstatic... its kinda sad... lol then i came home at 9:45 and watched tv... and went to sleep after obsessing some more over josh groban... :)

today... i woke up and my arms hurt like freakin hell and then i slammed my hand into the corner of the mdicine cabinet and it bled... yay for me... lol now on to me at school... gym... punchball... not fun... i always end up kicking/hitting/etc the ball straight to people... and i always go up on 2 outs so we change after me... spanish... boring... keyboarding... computers all froze except for pats... mine was halfway done saving... so fun... jerry lost his work and this other kid got locked out of the system... i hate that class... chem... i didnt understand the hw at all... but i showed some work and told i got confused and i got credit... WHOO... math... i cant believe they think they can go talk to some supervisor person and have them do something to ms blanck... just because they talk and write notes and do other hw and act obnoxious and sing and text message each other... im sorry but it pisses me off... i like ms blanck... lunch... interesting... english... emily dickinson... it was cool until she started to over analyze everything... 15 minutes on a little 8 line mini poem... ggrrr... history... we learned stuff... it was okay... then i came home... and stuff.... i watched the clay aiken thinger on vh1... i <3 clay... i dont care what you all think... i love him... hes cool.... and he works with an autistic (spelling... w/e) boy and hes hot and i admire him... lol... anyway... then i had an eye doctor appointment at 5:30... my eyes are fine... except i saw a V as an H and an N as an M... but i still have perfecto vision... im so not from my family... lol they all wear glasses but not me... im cool... im different... WHOO INDIVIDUALITY!!! lol... now im home... and im having a cool convo with nicole... heres a portion....

Note: the faces are all of the aim faces...

s00ner 0r 1ater: wait..theres more youre scared of the bus :-\ then even more scared...:-(...then youre crying because youre scared :'( then the kids are mean >:o and youre crazy with fear :-P and theyre all like ew we're cool 8-) and they wink at you ;-) and youre like ahhh so you pout :-* and theyre shocked by youre pouting =-O so they steal your mouth :-X and sell it for money :-$ so theyre all happy :-) but you have a foot for a mouth :-! and youre embarassed :-[ so you go to the dentist to get dentures :-D but it looks unnatural so you die and turn into an angel O:-)

i like it... its the story of me taking the late bus home tomorrow... lol

i have just been informed that we are getting pizza... and this is a direct quote from my mom "you will set the table" it reminds me of like hypnotizing... you will set the table... *wavese little thing back and forth and repeats* when i count to 3 you will wake up and set the table... 1...2...3... lol
i should probably end now anyway... i think i have updated about everything... i wish there was a sixers game tonight... i feel like trying to catch a glimpse of korver... the sixers are starting to kinda suck... the first game iverson came back they won and then they lost like 3... they better win tomorrow (i believe the game is tomorrow... i could be wrong) so im gonna go because this is really long and i dont think anyone is gonna read it... if you do i commend you... snaps for you *snaps fingers* yeah thats what the do on queer eye for the straight guy... and it bugs the hell out of me... so i figured i would share... lol... comment if you made it through and make me happy... mucho happy... i NEED comments... lol... w/e you dont have to... okay... yeah... i may update later... but i dont know... adios!

<3,
Lauren


i <3 josh groban...

oh yes final comments... i have been really into love songs lately.... like a lot more so than usual... its so odd... i was listening to back at one the other day in hiphop... and i realized that i really like the lyrics a lot... and i love all the josh groban lyrics.... hes so sexxxy... ill post some lyrics later... cya
 
     

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Convo...   
06:22pm 30/01/2004
 
mood: amused
music: Full House
yeah i just have to add this convo... i found it amusing... ill update this for real later...

kylekorvergurl26: hohoho
s00ner 0r 1ater: hahaha
s00ner 0r 1ater: merry christmas
kylekorvergurl26: happy new year
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy groundhog;s day
kylekorvergurl26: happy flag day
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy valentines day
kylekorvergurl26: happy saint patrick's day
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy fourth of july
kylekorvergurl26: happy easter
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy halloween
kylekorvergurl26: happy thanksgiving
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy solstice
kylekorvergurl26: happy presidents day
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy kwanza
kylekorvergurl26: happy hannukah
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy yule
kylekorvergurl26: happy yom kippur
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy chinese new year
kylekorvergurl26: happy columbus day
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy mother's day
kylekorvergurl26: happy father's day
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy mardi gras
kylekorvergurl26: happy passover
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy april fools day
kylekorvergurl26: happy purim
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy cinco de mayo
kylekorvergurl26: happy ramadan
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy memorial day
kylekorvergurl26: happy martin luther king day
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy rosh hashanah
kylekorvergurl26: happy shavuot
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy veterans day
kylekorvergurl26: happy sukkot
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy all saint's day
kylekorvergurl26: happy dia de los muertos
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy boxing day
kylekorvergurl26: happy bubble wrap appreciation day
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy beltane
kylekorvergurl26: happy thomas crapper day
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy samhain
kylekorvergurl26: happy high holy days
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy imbolc
kylekorvergurl26: happy earth day
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy ostara...and on that note i have to go eat dinner
s00ner 0r 1ater: lol
kylekorvergurl26: lol
s00ner 0r 1ater: happy dinner time
 
     

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when the world keeps spinning round, my world’s upside down   
08:05pm 28/01/2004
 
mood: calm
music: Lifehouse- Spin
time for an update... ive kinda forgotten the past few days... woops... lol

friday night i ended up going to the mall with nikkie and nicole... mucho fun... we looked at dresses at deb... most of the were cute... some were hideous... but hey... whatever floats your boat... lol... then we ate and went to the candy store and walked around and such... the guy in the candy store was like stalking us... im tired of people staring at you when you walk into a store because your a teenager... im lauren the chicken goody goody teenager... i would never steal anything... ggrrr... it pisses me off that so many people have this idea of what teenagers are like and im really not like that... oh yes when we first got to the mall we went in kbtoys and we saw a horse and a dog... yeah... wow... lol... anyway we got picked up at the mall around 10...

saturday... i had a dance meeting at 1... interesting... then i had rehearsal at 2:30... we finished the trumpeters dance... now the question is can i remember it until the next time we have rehearsal? i really dont know... lol... around 4:30 nicole came over and we studied for the math midterm... and i had my little tangents... which are now ending because the obsession is over... whoo... time to pick a new one... lol... then we got pizza and nicole ended up sleeping over... we talked a lot... nicole signed my 5th grade yearbook... lol so sad... we always have so many inside jokes when we're together... lol then we watched chicago... GREAT movie... i wish i could a.) be in a dance thing as cool as cell block tango or any dance from that movie for that matter or b.) choreograph something as cool as that because it rocks!! i wish i could sing and act so i could be famous... lol... yeah right...

sunday... i dont think anything too important happened... i really dont remember... i scare myself sometimes because i have no memory... all i know is american dreams wasnt on because of the awards thingie... i forget which one it was... as i said already i have no memory... lol... then me mandy and my mom watched the tape of one tree hill from last week (that show is greatness... chad michael murray and james lafferty are sexy plus the storyline is fun and im addicted... lol) and i watched footloose for all of 10 minutes because it was on but i wasnt allowed to stay downstairs until it ended at 11:50 because we thought we had school...

monday... snow day!! yay... my mom made me french toast for breakfast :) lol i finished typing up all my history notes and i was happy because now i think i know the stuff now... i pretty much cleaned and "studied" all day... dance was cancelled so it was weird being home for the extra time but it was fun... we went to super g and there was a really hot guy working there (i <3 guys... lol) and we got pixie sticks and rasinettes and sour grub things... and amanda got me fun dips the other day (w/ my money...) im so addicted to candy... its bad... and i wonder why im fat... maybe because i sit around on my computer all day and eat random candy that i bring up... lol

tuesday... school... we went to mrs rowland's theatre arts class instead of gym... very fun... lol nicole... i taught nicole some math.. but i was confused too... lol... and the class was doing these really depressing improv type things where you talk to yourself as a little kid... omg they were so sad... i wanted to cry for most of the people... i felt so bad... :( then onto algebra 2 for the lovely midterm... it wasnt that bad... it took me around an hour to take... the one girl (she was in my class last year too...) took almost the full two hours... i was like oh lord shoot me now.. because that class is obnoxious and loud and kept getting yelled at and i just wanted to talk to nicole so i could keep what was left of my sanity... finally she finished with 10 minutes left in the period so i was fairly sane... then nicole came home on my bus... bus 69... hah... the hat kid... i hope i didnt say that as loud as i thought i did... lol... then me and nicole talked and we were hungry so we went to fratellis and got pizza and apparently the large was on sale for smaller than the medium so we got a large... lol... and the guy was like so are you girls working and nicole was like no were getting pizza... and he was like did you have off from school... and nicole was like no half day because of midterms... and then he was talking all about the midterms to us... and we ended up getting the pizza along with good luck for our other midterms... scary... the walk there and back was cold and it isnt even that far... lol... then we studied for espanol... and we drove nicole home when my mom got home from work... dance was cancelled... its odd to have 3 1/2 hours free that your usually busy... i got to watch tv!!! lol... i actually saw one tree hill on the night it comes on... amazing (it was still the tape... but it we only watched it an hour later...) it was good... and i saw 8 simple rules and im with her and less than perfect (the guy who plays kip is sexxxy... im sorry but he is) then it started snowing and me and mandy went outside... i <3 being outside in the snow... its so peaceful... then i dont know... and i went to sleep...

today... no school!! yeah i pretty much chilled all day and cleaned and studied... i had fun... this pushed my chemistry and history midterms to monday so im happy... because im really gonna fail chem and having an extra weekend to study is so much less stressful... whoo... im gonna go watch the sixers and tv and study and such... adios!

<3
Lauren

lifehouse, the all-american rejects, good charlotte, and rooney are the greatest bands to set foot on this earth!! lol (and many more but they are the four that i was addicted to today... lol)
 
     

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i forgot a few things...   
06:43pm 23/01/2004
 
mood: pissed off
music: System of a Down- Needles
i forgot to mention that i have these two odd bump things in my neck and they hurt and im scared... but my whole family thinks its just me being a complainer... they think i did it by cracking my neck... i highly doubt it considering the one isnt even really in my neck...

why whenever i get my hopes up to do something i never get to do it and i feel like screaming and crying and breaking something at the same time... and then i hold in my anger until someone in my family pisses me off and i freak out on them... i have to stop... GGGRRR... im pissed right now...

i dont even know what else to write but when i type i calm my anger... i guess i should stop...

 
     

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wish i could save the world, like i was supergirl   
06:34pm 23/01/2004
 
mood: bored
music: Outkast- Hey Ya and The Way You Move
time for an update...

tuesday--- i dont really remember what happened at school... hopefully nothing too interesting... because if anything good did happen i dont remember... woops... then i had dance rehearsal after school... we started lets hear it for the boy... maybe its just me... but everyone is like OMG THIS IS SO HARD and im like... its not that hard... i mean i dont have it perfectly and i dont know the 3 entire dances off the top of my head right now... but if i could focus i know i would have it... i have too much to think about... because tuesdays and thursdays i end up being after school until 4:30 or so and then i have dance... blah... anyway... then after school i went to dance... ballet/pointe=blah, lyrical=we did the combos for our dance... it was cool, jazz=hey ya combo=mucho fun... lol i love that combo... yeah i dont really remember what happened... i have no memory...

wednesday--- oh yeah... i freaked out in gym because of the person... because on tues nicole shared very useful info with me... (thank you... lol) then i dont know... chem... she told me i was kicking butt in her class... and i was like uh... okay... because i havent been doing too good in chem so i was muy confused... the next interesting thing happened at lunch:
me and nicole decided to travel to the bathroom... and of course we had to wait in a line... so gay... suddenly an apple appears out of nowhere... and nicole's like "look an apple..... watch out!" so i was like "huh?" and these two wiggery kids come running at us and crash into us... yes this is because of the apple... and they crushed nicoles fingers behind a chair that the one child decided to sit on while her hand was behind it and they sent me flying into the wall and i was so out of it because a.) i never saw the apple and b.) i never saw the kids start running... it was so surreal... then we go to the bathroom and we see the girl we had seen twice before (the one who asked my if i dyed my hair...) and she just looks at us and like smiles... then we go back in to the cafeteria and nicole is talking and i hear "Girl, hey girl, i forget your name" and i was like oh lord... and i turn around and theres the bathroom girl... talking about my shirt to her seemingly unamused lunch table... i was scared... lol...
i dont remember what else happened... besides when we told gabi and katie about the apple katie was like crying... it was funny... and during huckleberry finn blodgett was like "isnt that horrible" to the one scence with the lady person and huck and then she left the room... and we're all just like OOOOKKKKAAAAYYY... and one of these days was the midterm bunny... i dont like rabbits anymore... lol

thursday--- after homeroom, me nicole and gabi are pretty much bashing bob and then we realized that he was 5 feet in front of us and it was obvious that we were talking about him... hes just so damn annoying... ggrr... so now we fear that the three of us will be squished to death... so on top of my being shot twice... (once by the cafeteria girl and once by the girl in our gym class) i will be squished... i am also going to become immortalized by a statue of my with a ping pong paddle in the gym... and highland and its mascot will forever be known as the highland laurens... hah im funny... i dont think anything else happened... i had dance practice again after school... elena had to make up a test so i sat there for 15 minutes like an idiot while the stage crew people carried wood out... then we started dancing and towards the end they started sawing the wood and sawdust was everywhere... and then we ended... and i stayed at highland until 4:15 and came home and changed for dance... and i went to dance... we started our modern dance... fun... then ballet we were trying out two songs.. one from secret garden (come to my garden) and the beginning song when belle is walking down the street in beauty and the beast... both would make for a very interesting ballet dance... then pointe was okay... i came home and wrote my blodgett paper and stuff...

today--- homeroom- eh... bob needs to shut his mouth because one day i am going to flip out on him... gym- he was like "Gabi" and then was gonna throw a basketball at her and now she is convinced that she is gonna be the first one to die because she didnt know that he knew her name... she decided we should call him Marshmallow Man... lol... hes gonna be suspended from the roof in all black and fall down on us to kill us mission impossible-like... lol... im scared... spanish- wrote the essay for the midterm... yeah i screwed it up... gggrrr... study hall- yup didnt realize we had it... woops... chem- review packet... blah... im gonna fail the midterm... but i must make this announcement... I HAVE AN A IN CHEM!!! im so proud... i have a 93... i amaze myself... i dont know how i have an A because i did bad on tests and quizzes and quite a few labs... whooo im sorry i was happy... algebra- blah... review... lunch- interesting... as always... then i had my compass navigator interview... ill admit it i was scared... i dont really know how i did... i was nervous... lol... i hate being put on the spot for things like "What does responsibility mean to you?" "What are other people's responsibilities to you?" "Your responsibilities to other people?" "What is a freshman-sophomore" "What are the state's requirements to graduate" i was mad that i had to leave lunch... lol... but i lived... then i went back to lunch... yes nicole i told you the kid was freakin sexxxy!!! lol i love him... english... we read some of the stories and such... katie read mine and she was laughing so hard that she had to sit down and let alexis finish reading it... lol... nicoles parody was really good... and gabi's marshmallow man story was great... me nicole gabi alexis and katie were like the only people cracking up because hes in our homeroom... lol... then history... sub... but we had codfish cookies!! lol they were good... now im home and i want to go out... :( i bet i wont... because no one likes me... yeah...


has anyone heard the jessica simpson song with you?? i really like it... i dont care what all of you close-minded people think... yes i like jessica simpson, i watch newlyweds, ashton kutcher is sexy, im way too obsessed with guys, believe it or not i want the new britney spears cd... the songs are good and they arent as bubble gum pop anymore... leave me alone and go open your mind to something interesting... i dare you to comment about my taste in music, clothes, guys, tv shows.... do it...

yes i shall end this now... i want to try this again... if you read this comment... because i want to know who reads it (if anyone...) and feel free to comment about my taste... i dont care...

peace


<3
Lauren


John Ogden (the NBC traffic reporter) is sexy... he looked good today because he wore his glasses and i just saw him and i felt the need to add that... adios!
 
     

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back off i'll take you on headstrong ill take on anyone   
09:04pm 19/01/2004
 
mood: sleepy
music: Q102 (Trapt-Headstrong) and Blaque- Im Good simultaneously
havent updated since friday...
saturday- i got up, cleaned the house, i had cinderella rehearsal for trumpeters at 3... so i went... and we were done at 4... so i came home... i know how interesting... then the funicellos came with girl scout cookies and we bought some (yay) and when they left i took a shower and made my hair all pretty and straight and for the first time in my life i actually made it look good (not to sound conceited like oh i looked so beautiful... but i never make it look good when i blow dry it... it usually gets all fluffy and frizzy...) anyway... then i wanted to go see along came polly or go to the mall or go ice skating but no one was online and i didnt want to call nicole because i feel annoying when i do that... i dont like talking on the phone a lot... but i love "the phone" and the phone... lol nicole... anyway... so i sat around and got pissed off and then i went with my mom to drive mandy to corrines house so she could sleep over and i had to listen to my mom talk about my antisocialness... ggrr... she went from thinking i have social anxiety disorder... to i dont im just shy (which is the truth... and im not even that shy.. but w/e) and now she thinks i have a little social anxiety disorder... she wants to send me to some counselor person... but i swear im not going to see anyone... id rather be shot... so then i came home and i wanted to hook up my vcr/dvd player... and my dad opened it and brought it up but my room was too "dirty" so he left... so i went online and i dont remember but i didnt go to sleep until 3ish...

sunday.. we hooked up my dvd/vcr downstairs... so i could tape american dreams... but it didnt tape anyway... my aunt and uncle came over around 2... for the football games... the patriots whipped the shit out of the colts... lol... peyton manning was getting pissed... it was funny... the patriots are one of my 3 favorite nfl teams... (the jets, the patriots, and the eagles) so they won and i was like WHOO two out of three years... i <3 tom brady... lol tom brady is sexxxy! then the eagles game came on and i was hyper and then i got scared because i knew they were gonna lose... i cant believe they lost to the panthers... they already beat them this season... GGRRR... if mcnabb's rib hadnt been injured in the first half and westbrook had been there they would have killed the panthers... poor mcnabb... i felt bad... the whole team gave up after he got hurt... and detmer was playing okay but not great... i think they should have taken him out and put feeley in... i <3 aj feeley!! lol.. so anyway they lost 14-3 and i wanted to cry... third year in a row they lost the championship game... its not fair... its so gay... they deserved it this year... they are the 1st team ever to lose 2 home championship games in a row... AAHHH... lol... so itll be the patriots vs the panthers in superbowl xxxviii... the patriots are gonna kick some ass!! brady is better then delhomme... yeah i might have spelled that wrong... but w/e... my mom said she was wathcing the news today and chad lewis was crying because it really bothers him that they lost 3 championship games... it would bother me too... :( they are my team... they needed the superbowl... maybe they can get this far again next year and win... hopefully... i dont know... i <3 my eagles... duce staley probably isnt gonna be there next year... :( hes good... no fair... one last thought from the eagles game... the panthers only won because they play too dirty... dirty is fine... but they purposely wanted to break mcnabbs ribs and thats wrong... they didnt even get a penalty for that... ghetto... anyway... then i hooked my vcr.dvd player up in my room... WHOO i can use my tv for something... so watched some of blue crush... then i went downstairs and watched radio free roscoe and real access (i <3 clay aiken) then i came up and watched sweet home alabama... josh lucas is SEXXY (even tho he is 32... WHOO his eyes are awesome!!) yeah i went to sleep around 4...

monday (today)
i woke up at 10... then i ate two thin mints... then nikkie IMed me and asked if i wanted to go to the movies and friendlys... so i said sure... and nicole came to pick me up at 12:45ish... she drove me laura and reggie... and we got there and waited for nikkie, eric, kegan, and adam... and we (when i say we i dont mean me... lol) were singing rounds of row row row your boat... lol... anyway... we saw big fish... that movie was so great... i cried so bad... im so pathetic... im like bawling and its like wow this is a movie... but it was awesome!! lol then we went to friendlys... the ride there was fun... lol... omg totally off topic Q102 people are pretending to be on american idol and they are singing jessica simpson and before they were singing o-town... its hilarious... im sorry... then i got food at friendlys but i had to leave early for dance
:(... then i came home and got dressed and went to dance... tap was bad for my headache and my stomach ache... then i had hiphop... we had jordan from the wade robson project!!! i love him hes so cool... hes like my hero... lol... so hiphop was really fun... we did a combo to blaque-im good... he hates jessica simpson because shes the reason he got kicked off the wade robson projefct... which is funny because her music is on and im writing this now... yeah... lol... im so happy people at dance actually like the eagles and were as upset as me that they lost... like my entire hiphop class and jordan were upset... yay i found real american football/philadelphia eagles fans... :) lol... so now im home and i want to get a shower because my head hurts like a bitch and so does my thigh and im dizzy and i dont know i just feel crappy... plus i want to watch two and a half men and stuff... so im gonna go and yeah... cya!

if i forgot anything ill update later... or i wont... i dont know yet... bye

i <3 aj feeley, chad pennington, kyle korver, tom brady, and the phone (lol)

<3
Lauren


whoo i <3 this song... nick cannon and b2k... yeah... sorry...
 
     

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With so many problems in her life it really comes as no surprise, she's gonna break soon   
10:13pm 16/01/2004
 
mood: energetic
music: Less Than Jake- She's Gonna Break Soon and many others
i havent updated since monday... so its time... ill try to recap... but i have no memory... not that you want to read about it anyway... but w/e... monday was my half birthday...
i decided that if i remember what specific day something came from ill write it and if not this will be like a list...
"my boyfriends is taller than nicoles" why is it so hard to believe that both me and nicole could simultaneously have boyfriends? bill was like you two have bfs?!?! and everyone was like *gasp* and i mean we dont but dude why couldnt we?? that was mean

i had to stay after school on tuesday and thursday for the musical dance thinger... it was interesting... we finished the dance to footloose and we started im free... which i forget... but oh well... i though i was gonna end up waiting for my mom on both days but i got a ride with eric so i was like whoo i get to see my house for a minute before dance... btw nothing too exciting happened at dance... except we did a little combo to hey ya in jazz... so fun... and i have rehearsal this weekend for trumpeters... blah... i like dance... but i dont feel like getting all ready for an hour... its not worth it...

wednesday i had an orthodontist appointment after school... they think my teeth are wonderful... if only they knew i only wear the plastic thing they have the nerve to call a retainer at night... my dad talked to dr freeman and im gonna get a real retainer... finally... and they took xrays and pictures and such... and he was looking at my wisdom teeth and the one is turned sideways and facing like out so where the top should be coming up its the side... so i have to go to the same oral surgeon i had my 5 teeth pulled at... and talk to him about it... i dont want to get my wisdom teeth pulled... the 5 that they had to crack in half were bad enough... and i know they almost definately have to pull the sideways one... and there doesnt appear to be any room for the others to come in... shoot me...
after the ortho i went to the hairdresser... and she was telling me how to make my hair less fluffy and frizzy and ugly... and i got it cut but i dont know if anyone besides me and mandy and my parents can tell... but oh well... how come the hairdresser can blowdry my hair and make it look good and when i do it it goes POOF and gets all ugly? i hate it... and when i dont blowdry it it dries kind of wavy but not... its just blah... damaged... i hate my hair... one day im just gonna shave my head...
the new bachlorette started... and the one guy was like "i feel like a sperm trying to reach the egg" (meaning meredith) i thought that was amusing because it is very true... and it was just a cool comparison... i dont know... on celebrity mole corbin got kicked off... i thought he was funny... no fair... lol...

Korver scored 17 points vs the mavericks on wednesday... thats only one point lower than his high in one game... hes so sexy... i love him...

we should have had a 2 hour delay at least on thursday it was dangerous... its gay... our school is so stupid... and poor... and i need an idea for my humor thing for blodgett (yeah they really dont relate but whatever...) there was history club... they made us make snowflakes with our names on them... and then they stapled the names sides down.. so what was the point??? its so stupid... then as i said before i went to the dance practice and then home and dance and home and homework and tv... ER is a great show... the show was about the baby section like baby intensive care i forget what it was called... it was sad...

today... yay now maybe i can actually remember stuff... school blah... omg... yesterday i kinda backed my chair up into this girl who sits at the table behind us (they hit me in the head with their asses and bags and arms and whatnot everyday) and she gave me this look like "im gonna pop a cap in your ass" and i was like "oh please dont kill me i didnt mean it im too young to die like this" im fearing for my life... and the same day that happened we saw these people in the bathroom that we saw before when the girl pretended she knew me and asked me if i dyed my hair and i was like no... why would i dye my hair this color if i was going to dye it may i ask? anyway...
i came to school today and nicole and bill are standing in the -20 degree weather like hi... and i start lecturing about going inside so we dont get frostbite and die... and such... but we never went in... it was freakin COLD... my ears were burning in homeroom... nicole told me they were really red... wonderful... festive... lol...

today me and nicole played ping pong in the war zone... quite scary... im horrible... i dont think the game ever ended... but nicole was winning... then la catrina... then keyboarding... always a pleasure... chem blah... i got my first a on a test in her class minus the mole one because the only reason i got an a on that was the extra credit... i was so proud... then math... test... F... lol... lunch... i laughed hysterically and cried over the pop a cap in your ass and pop my cap in an ass... im stupid... and the girl who used my head as a walking stick... then english... and history... then i came home and went to the dentist... there were actually like 3 other dudes my age there (its a pediatric dentist... which i would like to change... because it always like me and 10 little 4 year olds and i look like a big loser...) and i got 3 cavities in my front teeth drilled... laughing gas is so weird and scary yet somehow cool... i always have dejavus to other times i got fillings... its like sinking and you dont have a body and your sleeping but your awake and you cant hear what everyone is saying but they are talking and you just nod and agree because your lost... and then they took off the laughing gas (i could feel some of the drilling and it hurt like hell) and this kid was staring at me... he had his teeth drilled too so i dont know why he was staring... but i didnt know if he was the kid who was there when i came in or if he was a diff. kid... but one of the other kids was hot... lol... the fillings taste like crap... because the white ones are different than the silver ones like my other 2... i think its 2... it might be 3... i dont know... but it tasted like tangy nasty shit that you just wanna puke up... all my cavities were on the top... odd... i just realized that... wow... anyway... then i came home and we (after my dad yelled at me for yelling at him when i wasnt yelling i was talking loud... and he freaked out but it was all in his mind) got papa johns pizza!! whoo... its so good i love it... but my parents hate it so when never get it... then i wanted to go out but no one went anywhere... so im home... my room is like a furnace but the downstairs is like an ice chamber... its odd...

cool quote
"I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long. If we're in each others dreams, we can be together all the time." -Hobbes

long awaited hot guy of the day
.:. Shane West .:.
i was looking him up today and hes so sexxxy!!! whoo... yes

chad michael murray is on the cover of the march ym, speaking of sexxxy... lol

i dont know if i ever put this in here but this makes me happy... the iflurtz survey was like "What is the rearview mirror used for?"
a. applying mascara (or makeup or something of that sort i believe)
b. checking 7 times before changing lanes
c. checking out the hottie in the car behind you
d. i dont remember

guess what i put? the hottie one... lol so true... ill get in an accident to check out some guys... my life has reach the rock bottom of patheticness... lol

i think thats all i wanted to write... if not... more later... im just going to stop now and put on my pajamas and go get something to drink before i die of thirst and watch tv because im bored... adios

<3
Lauren



GO EAGLES!! KICK SOME PANTHER ASS ON SUNDAY!!! THIS IS THE YEAR!!! TAKE US TO THE SUPERBOWL!! HOUSTON HERE COME THE EAGLES!!! lol if they lose i swear i will cry... it would be the third year in a row they came this far and then lost... so sad... i need a new jersey... i have watters and garner (i got garner to replace watters when he left and then garner left so now i have two old gay jerseys... and i dont want to wear them in public... so i wear them in the privacy of my own home... lol) yes... i shall stop... cya
 
     

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