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[27 Oct 2005|07:28am] Halloween is in a few more days, folks.. the only holiday that allows you to dress up as who you really are. see that lady with the tight corset and the whip? that's not a costume, silly. or what about the girl with the fresh face who jingles when she walks? The man in a pirate costume, or the "hellraiser?" We all pick our costumes for our own reasons, and we pick them because we eather A. identify with the costume B. wish we were the person in the costume 3. lack money and need to become a remote control, or D. some other reason i did not list. but for me? it's all about A. and B. so my plans for this halloween? Well, saturday night, i want to go out and find a party. I have the majority of my halloween costume ready, just need a few more accessories. like...well, a shirt, shoes (with bells), many new braclets, and maybe some hair extentions...i can skip the shoes, but i need to spend about 30 more dollars. FUCK. i wish i was at work right now. i don't know if the white boy will be my date, but i'm already looking for another one, since he hasn't called me...maybe this guy named Chief. Or maybe...i'll just go single, cuz that way, i can flirt my little butt off with nothing holding me back...like in my dream last night. had this dream i was fucking some dude...but i didn't really want to, and i told him i liked someone else, and he pushed me off of him. but that's understandable. hm. anything else? not really...ruby tuesdays is still treating me good...looks like they make about an avarage of 50-80 bucks a day, if not more...whoo! anywho, i sho...FUCK. the computer...like, every few lines i type, it makes the main screen go inactive...GRRRR>..anywho, i should run...gotta go bathe and shave my legs and paint my toenails and blowdry my hair and put on some makeup! ok, well i lie about the shaving part, and i doubt i'll paint my toenails... love molly. 3 love notes|love me

[26 Oct 2005|06:29am] [ mood | tired ] so i'm staying in georgia. i really wanted to go to Austin, and I would have been on the bus today, but i gotta ground my feet for a while. I'm tired of moving in and out of states, meeting new people, just when i get friends, i move, and other than expierences and crazy stories, have nothing to show for it. So ima go to Gordon... I'm gunna find me a boyfriend... i asked the white boy to be my date for halloween, he said yes...saw him on the south side when i was walking around with my boy steven. steven called him over, i wanted to run away..but i asked him... but this morning, i was over him. i don't think he likes me, because he hasn't called me... but there is this one guy named Chief. he's black and native...looks more native than anything..really cute. but is he single? i donno..i never see him with a girl. Now Accepting Applications checked out some apartments the other day. gotta take care of business. i'm about to order my birth cirtificate so i can get my license. hm.. 2 months left to get my shit together...time is running out. this halloween, ima be a gypsy fourtine teller lady...it's gunna be awsome. i'm rather excited, and the greatest part about it? i don't have to really buy a shit load of..well, shit. but i think i'm going to...gotta get a bunch of new, cool bracelets, a new shirt, and maybe some hairdye to make my hair look wikkid awsome (gunna streak it with some manic panic!)... but yea, i don't think the white boy is gunna be my date...not if he doesn't call me....i think the chief dude, will. he's more talkative and fun, anyway. That white boy is just too young, and i don't like doing all the chasing...it gets, well, annoying.\ excitment awaits. don't know if i mentioned it before, but i got a job at Ruby mothafuckin Tuesdays!!!!!!!!!! i'm moving to more, well, upscale restruants? here in GA, anyway...then, after i turn 21, ima learn to bartend, bartend for 6 months, then maybe go somewhere else where i can make crazy money bartending!!!! SOO, if i can FIND a plain white females shirt with a pocket, that'll be awsome. excitment awaits. conclusion for today? when you plant your feet, you're there to stay for a while, so find you a boyfriend for the cold winter months. i love to cuddle! love, molly. love me

all over this bitch! [22 Oct 2005|07:16am] i know the title sounds a lot catchier than what's actually going to be written. so i went to go to work yesterday. nothing to send me out on. decide to go look for a job, found a job, decided against the job. ended up walking about 5 miles all over the city of griffin with some guy named Tron with a full gold grill...not the cheap clip ons...the real shit. we smoked a blunt, he got a job, i left. some crackhead ended up getting outta the car when i was walking back (note...i was on the east side...a place where white girls shouldn't walk alone...), i ran up to this car because i knew this chick in the back, asked if they could give me a ride to get away from the crackhead following me, those motherfuckers said no! after seeing the motherfuckin crackhead...that bitch will get what she deserves...God is gunna teach her a lesson...if not, shit...it wasn't the girl i knew who was driving, though... so anyway, i end up safe and sound at the gas station, where i cash my check...the rest of the night? i ended up getting just ripped up, and crashed out at this chick barbara's house. her boyfriend doesn't like me too much, but he's a fucknut anyway... and apparently, now, i'm one of their "suspects." didn't see the white boy yesterday, but i had a dream he was in this big black caddy pulling around the corner... FUCK. i'm too damn shy. <3 molly. love me

white boy update. [20 Oct 2005|10:49am] so i'm not sure if he likes me or not...i think he does... but last night left me feeling extremely akward. so he knows i dig him. everybody else knows, too. This one chick told me i had good taste..and said "you go girl!" so myself, Tim (that's his name), and this funny guy named steve went to somebody's house...didn't know he was coming with until...well, we left. so he looks at me outta the corner of his eyes a lot, and the day before yesterday while we were in the car, he put his arm around me to "keep me warm," yesterday, he keeps touching my hand while we play monolopy... and then it happens. This funny dude named Ike..grr...well, he called me out. "NOW I'M TIIRED OF LOOKIN AT YO WANDERIN EYE! JUST GO ON...TELL THE BOY! GET IT OFF YA CHEST..SHE LIKES YOU, DUDE....SHE NEEDS SOME FEEDBACK! GIVE HER SOME FEEDBACK!" this went on for a good, long, 3 minutes...i was really embarrassed...i couldn't say anything...he didn't say anything, and then, about 10 minutes later, we end up alone in the room together, where i couldn't even bring myself to pull my head from outta the covers...4 hours alone, and we don't say one word to eachother..this morning was extremely uncomfortable....but it'll be ok.. i just really like that white boy...he makes me laugh just hard, and he's really cool when he's not so shy..but man..with both of us being supa shy...shit. supa dupa shy... fuck. 4 love notes|love me

[16 Oct 2005|10:53am] well it turns out that my austin trip is gunna be postponed for about a month, which is actually all for the better, since i only got 600 bucks right now, that's including the money my dad sent me. amanda says she's still gotta get her car, and she wants to do it the right way. that's actually much better, since now, i can have around the money i planned to go out there with. i might go get my halloween costume shit, now, and hopefully, a new suitcase and shit...get to go to auburn before they tear down stevies casa. so yea, that's what's new, i'm gunna ask Mr. Hooper over at fire mtn. if i can have my job back for a month or so...hopefully, he'll let me come back, i pray to god he does....with the races and shit right now? well, i could also work AT the races....hmm...we'll just have to wait and see what's going down. anywho, i'm hungry... 2 love notes|love me

now i aint sayin she's a gold digga, but she aint lookin for no broke niggaz [15 Oct 2005|11:49pm] [ mood | horny ] but tonite was a lot more fun. i saw roughly about 7 people i knew, and got a phone number from this cute mexican boy...he and his friend rode with my friend and I on the farris wheel, and then we took me on the scarry rollercoaster! i'm not going to call him, though, because he was wayyy too eager for me...if you know what i mean. And then I saw the hot white boy at the fair! i was so excited, since i was really hoping i would see him. I wanted to go home with him tonite, but he was with his friends, and i didn't wanna be with a bunch of dudes when i'm trying to spit my game (i get embarassed). anywho, i was on that one really high ride that drops you straight down...and as soon as i saw him, didn't even wanna ride anymore, even though that's probably my fav ride there. So when i got off, i ran over to him, and gave him a hug. I asked if he wanted to come ride some rides, he said "maybe later...", he doesn't do the rides...he mentioned that the other day...but the carnie next to us said "Go on now! Go with your girlfriend, have some fun!" That's the second time folks said something like that...but yea, i gave him my number...I don't think i'll do the black dude, since he seems like somebody i could get attached to, and we all know i'm an extremely emotional person...moving soon? but the white dude? i just wanna fuck him. man, listen to me....i'm a little whore. but hey, gimme a break...it's been a long ass time since i've been laid, and it needs to be done. love me

[15 Oct 2005|08:09am] So we went to the fair last night, and it was awsome. There were a lot of super crazy rides there, like this thing called power surge...that was by far the scarriest one. i swear, i felt like i was gunna fall outta that one. it started off on the side, and had these seats where you feet dangled. a big harness came over you, and then it went up in the air, while spinning. it went up vertical, and you were spinning, your seats were spinning, and you were going upside down...man...it was nuts.... there was a vertical drop one, and then there was this awsome pirate ship one...the gravatron made me sick, and note to self...carnes dont let you ride for free, even if you are pretty and flirty. there was this dunking booth for this clown that had no mercy. My brother in law and his brother went to go hit the clowns, and we walked up, and he said "OK, now who bombed the trailor park?" he called my nephew a butterball and chunky, and told my sister and i that we could do better (talking about my bro in law and his brother). I laughed so hard. He told this one woman ( a bigger woman) that her weave looked like a horse...that she was probably so hungry she said "i could eat a horse...oh...look, there's a horse now!" he called this little girl a hoodrat, and these two white boys..he said "now i've heard of twin peaks, but here's some twin geeks." man...that clown was the funniest clown i've ever seen. so update on the Oscar. He gave me his shank yesterday at work. He must have noticed i was struggling with the boxes (because i'm a weak girl, and those motha fuckers friggin glued those things down so hard!)...so yea, i got a pink raza blade, now. It was so romantic...um, see, because instead of flowers, now i can cut a crackhead if he tries to mug me. BITCH YOU WANNA GET CUT?!?! He called me last night, but he's really quiet...and, well...yea. What it comes down to is he's not my type...not even for a date. damn. oh well....i plan on getting laid before i go to texas....it's a throw up though between a few different boys. Two of them are supa dupa hot, this one white boy who's got a little native in him, with long hair...hah, it was funny, we were sitting at labor ready yesterday, and this dude walks up, says, "look atcha'll. SO CUTE. Come on now, it's a beautiful day! Go for a walk, go get high, go do somethin'! Between the two of ya'll, that's 80 bucks! a 20 sac, a little alcohol, mcdonalds,..a hotel room! and ya'll will STILL have money left over.." But the white boy isn't really my type of white boy, he's just hot as all hell. This other one is another at toys are us, i think he's mixed with black and white, but i'm just not sure...He's from Ohio, and he makes me blush when he smiles at me. though...hmm...and the last one? this guy that looks like Tommy Davidson from "in living color." but he's too short, and, well, even though he keeps trying to woo me...i think he could do me right...he calls me his pretty lady. but as we all know by now...i'm superficial...i donno. i doubt i'll even go through with it... call me a whore if you want...but 5 months is too damn long. we'll see what it comes down to. 10 more days till i'm in austin! 2 love notes|love me

12 more days in counting [13 Oct 2005|04:01pm] i think i'll miss georgia a little bit. after being here this long, you do realize what a nice area it is. Stuff to do, good people, bad people..just like everywhere else, i guess...but the people here seem to be a lot more friendly than Auburn, AL. Or OS, MS, on that note. Austin, Tx will hopefully be where I keep my recidency for a while. I love meeting people, now, (after quite a few years of social anxiety issues), well, ONLY 12 MORE DAYS, AMANDA! A poem for amanda! (to be sung to the theme of "i love you in the mornings, and in the afternoon!" I LOVE YOU MY CHIA! I LOVE YOUR NEW HAIR-DOOOO! I LOVE YOU IN THE MORNINGS, OR IS IT HALF PAST NOON? I LOVE YOUR ROCKSTAR ATTIRE AND ALL YOUR GREAT TATTOOS, I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE, EVEN WHEN YOU POO! OOOOOHHHHHH I LOOOOOVVVVEEEEE YOUUUUUUUU! love me

There's nothing more that I love than a sexy latino man. [12 Oct 2005|06:10pm] [ mood | chipper ] So I'm working at Toys are Us production right now, it was a temp job through labor union. My partner is this really funny dude, so, regardless of the fact the job sucks, at least i have somebody to laugh with. I told him I had a crush on this sexy mexican guy who works there (as an actual employee), he just said "girl you crazy!" So anyway, we're playing the game cube during our break,...he says "if i win, i get to tell the mexican." "FINE!" i really didn't think i was going to loose, since I know how to play video games. But it turns out he owns the game. I lost. He told the cute sexy mexican. I got really shy, blushed, and, well...freaked out. The guy smiled really big, and I ran away...I ran outside to go smoke a ciggerate. like the little girl on the playground. So apparently, it turns out he thought i was cute, too. I knew he did to begin with, since he was eyeballing me once I stepped foot into the breakroom. I'm walking back from smoking my ciggerate. My friend told him..."NOO! now ya'll gotta talk! I did the hard part for ya..." So we introduced ourselves, and he says "I like you." "I like you, too." then i went inside. I was quite embarassed, and couldn't even speak any spanish to him. I'm supposed to give him my phone number... more updates later from "Molly's kindergarden flashbacks." (not an actual flashback...but that's what it felt like since i freaked out like a cat on crack!) but yea, on another note, my dad is letting me have some early xmas cash, so i think i'll be able to go out with about 900-1000 bucks. thank the lord. Donations are excepted. Or will sell orig. artwork for willing buyers. 3 love notes|love me

[10 Oct 2005|12:57pm] Davin says: there not enough time in my little life to hate 7 love notes|love me

[10 Oct 2005|10:22am] so just as things are going good, i fuck up again. now, 2 weeks before i leave for texas, i'm jobless, and only have about 450 bucks saved up..enough for 1 month of rent..i'm gunna have to break down and ask my dad for an early christmas bonus, it'll be way too straining on only 450. FUCK. why did i have to go and cut my dumb finger on that dumb machine? grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. love me

The Future in the Making [09 Oct 2005|12:06am] A great proposal for the city of New Orleans. Go Venice style. Keep your Available streets. embrace nature. Build around, keep your tourist industry, but make it even stronger. Yea, another hurricane might hit, but will never again cause this type of dammage, since new orleans was a city of such, how do you say, extreme earthly minulapation? ok, i might be trying to sound a little too intelligent for my own good, but hey, i'm in a creative mood. Now that we got that outta the way with, once everything is going good, i'm about to move, i cut my fucking finger, had to quit a good job, went to another job a week later, had to quit that because i wasn't making any money, am now unemployed. Once I do good, life throws me a curve ball. Cliche' it may be, but completly true. So I quit buffalo's, right during my shift. They took away another one of my tables, and the hostess screwed me over, twice! Okay, maybe only once, but I was ill anyway...so I leave buffalo's, and go across the street. I stop and put in an application at this little restruant, then to the comic book store. Inside, I was shocked. It was a boy that used to come into fire mountian with his couple of buddies, i thought he was really cute. So i hung around for a second, flipped through a couple of comics, and left. Walked up the street, think i could have a job at ruby tuesdays, but what's the point if i cant make any money to start with. So i'ma just go to the labor ready everyday between now and the time i leave... the fair is in town................................ love, molly. 3 love notes|love me

[05 Oct 2005|01:03pm] well yesterday was better for my fooding, today has been a lot better...along with about 2x as much situps and moves... i've already lost a couple of pounds...but it's probably just water weight.. anyway, gotta go to work to get my cardio in. haha. cuz i'm a waitress..and i gotta run around? get it? lvoe, molly. er, i mean love. love me

[04 Oct 2005|02:08pm] [ mood | pissed ] i wanna shoot my cousin in the fucking face. i hope she gets arrested for drunk driving, that fuckin lush. i haven't known her but a month, and i hate her already. today, she got pissed at me cuz i wouldn't let her borrow 20 bucks instead of 10 so she could get drunk and buy weed. she tries to cave my willpower, and minulipate me (luckly enough, i'm not an idiot, so i see through her ways). anyway, after she called me greedy for not letting her borrow 20, i got outta the car, told her whenever she gets drunk...i'm sick of her trying to control me. We were at a gas station, my friend ben was with us, and i just flipped her off and walked to the bookstore. she had the nerve to tell me she wasn't mad at me. THE FUCKING NERVE. She didn't even consider the fact i was pissed off at her, that dumb bitch. Everything's gotta be a compitition with her. At work, she's always saying "oh, they (some cute boy) like you. They're looking at you.." BUT god forbid if i say someone's cute, cuz she's over there, all up in their face, trying to make me jelous (it never works, though...i don't need a man to make me feel good about myself). sorry to bitch. but it had to be done. <3 ~molly. 1 love note|love me

[04 Oct 2005|08:58am] [ mood | determined ] i have gained so much weight in the past 3 months, it's unreal. Today, I am starting anew, with situps (check), about to go for a walk, maybe a run (if my cousin wants to run with me,) low cal meals planned out to the tee. I'm so disgusted at myself for gaining so much weight, I look in the mirror and all i can focus on is my fat face and gross arms. Today, I am starting anew. I will not eat a cupcake. I do not need a cupcake. I really don't need a cupcake. what I need to do today. 100 more situps. 20 pilates walk/run 1 mile (hopefully 2) I wish i still had my dumbbells. Today, I will not consume more than 1200 calories. Breakfast was 2 ciggerates. I don't want to break down and make lunch, but I know I have to, so my motabolism doesn't plummit to the bottom of the sea. Hm, maybe some white rice and an apple. Or a salad. What I ate yesterday. 1. a handful of potato chips and fries from work 2. a pot of coffee 3. 6 hot wings, a handful of potato string french fries 4. a salad 5. cupcake frosting (bad bad bad!!!) total cals? yuk. I can do better. I will do better. I will not be fat for the rest of my life. I want to wear a teenie weenie itty bitty yellow polka dot bikini by the summer. I will do it. Plans? I want to loose 2-3 lbs. a week, (maybe more on lucky weeks) until i can fit into that bikini. 2 love notes|love me

[04 Oct 2005|08:26am] To pick up Molly: Do you have a map? Cos honey - I just keep gettin lost in your eyes. Get your own Magic Pick Up Line Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm" You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone... Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-) You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear. Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing. The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person. Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life. You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face. Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life* What Kind of Seducer Are You? love me

[04 Oct 2005|08:20am] Put an X that is true about you. [ ] I miss somebody right now. [ ] I don't watch much TV these days. [ ] I love olives [x] I love sleeping. [x] I own lots of books [x] I wear glasses or contact lenses. [x] I love to play video games. [x] I've tried marijuana. [ ] I have been in a threesome. [x] I have been the psycho-ex in a past or current relationship. [x] I believe honesty is the best policy. [ ] I like and respect Al Sharpton. [x] I curse frequently. [x] I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. [x] I have a hobby. [ ] I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me [x] I'm really, really smart. [ ] I've broken someone's bones. [ ] I hate the rain. [x] I'm paranoid at times. [x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [x] I need money right now! [ ] I love Sushi. [ ] When im high I talk really, really fast. [ ] I have lost money in Las Vegas. [x] I have at least one brother and/or one sister. [x] I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis [ ] I have a twin [x] I have worn fake hair/fingernails/EYELASHES in the past [ ] I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. [x] I like the way that I look sometimes. [x] I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. [ ] I know how to cornrow. [ ] I am usually pessimistic. [x] I have mood swings. [x] I think prostitution should be legalized. [ ] I think Britney Spears is hot. [x] I have a hidden talent [ ] I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. [x] I have kissed someone of the same sex [x] I enjoy talking on the phone. [ ] I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. [x] I love to shop. [x] I would rather shop than eat!!!!!!!! [ ] would classify myself as ghetto [ ] I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders [x] I'm obsessed with my Livejournal. [ ]I don't hate anyone. [ ] I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother [ ] I have a cell phone. [ ] I watch MTV on a daily basis. [ ] I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months [ ] I have never been in a real relationship before. [x] I've rejected someone before. [ ] I currently have a crush on someone. [ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. [?] I want to have children in the future...FAR FUTURE! [x] I have changed a diaper before. [x] I've called the cops on someone before [x] I bite my nails. [ ] I'm not allergic to anything [x] I have a lot to learn. [x] I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger [ ] I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie. [ ] I am very shy around the opposite sex. [ ] I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. [ ] I have at least 5 away messages saved [ ] I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past [ ] I own the "South Park" movie. [ ] I have avoided assignments at school to be on my livejournal [ ] When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum [ ] One of those neighbors was the same sex. [x] I enjoy some country music. [x] I would die for my best friend [ ] I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. [ ] I watch soap operas whenever I can [ ] I'm often a perfectionist. [ ] I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all [ ] I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story" [x] Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. [ ] I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it [ ] I have dated a close friend's ex [x]I have cut myself before love me

molls mols molz mollz [02 Oct 2005|11:29pm] hey mits...i'm not on AIM anymore, but my yahoo is molsfisher and i have msn, but can't remember if it's mollsfisher, molsfisher, molzfisher, or mollzfisher...so what's yours? <3 MOLLy. 1 love note|love me

[01 Oct 2005|11:11am] more bad dreams. this guy i kinda used to date...a psycho musician..was in my dream...but he was dating another girl, a friend of mine. She said that he loved her, but he cut her face and arms and stomach with a razorblade...i was super pissed, and tried to talk some sense into her. The cuts were very deep and bloody. I was very afraid he was going to kill her, luckly...he didnt. that was the bad part of the dream...the other parts? someone was getting married. I don't know who. They had elephant and giraffe rides for the kids..i said to myself "thats what i want at my wedding." (i woke up and realized..yess..that WAS a dream) umm...i tried to steal ROLlerblade wheels from walmart, but got caught...um, dreams...fading... read something about charlie and the chocolate factory..i think... 1 love note|love me

bad dreams. [30 Sep 2005|10:25am] [ mood | tired ] so i had some bad dreams last night. but before the bad dreams, i had a dream that i was about to get laid, but we broke the bed, and didn't wanna finish. the bad dreams. i had this dream about a meat cooler, i was running from something, i got all these plastic things. i asked someone what they were for, i don't remember what they said. i climbed up top the highest level in the meat room, put myself in a corner. these 2 hideous beings came in the room, wanting to kill me. the pastic things turned out to be guns, but had only one bullet in each of them. i shot one of um in the head, but it didn't work...i remember being able to get down and run away, i closed the door behind me... i had another dream my dad was taking me to school, but first we had to drop off my grandmother. She was all old and frail, and didn't say much. It turned out my dad had killed my uncle ralph, and he was underneath the car in this little caddy, i could see him through a hole in the floor. I freaked out, and tried to get the cops. The cops were clowns. We were driving away, and then i woke up. i blame it on the circus we went to last night. The cole brothers. shitty circus. rude carnies. overpriced drinks, the acrobats fell. Too bad the net was there. 15 bucks for shitty seats. Well, i could be a little grateful, afterall...not everybody gets to go to the circus. But I've been to the ringling brothers...the greatest show on earth. SOoo.... I start my new job today at Buffalo Cafe. I'm pretty excited about the whole thing, only a month until i leave for TX. ~Molly. 2 love notes|love me

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