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[14 Feb 2007|12:33am]
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[01 Oct 2006|01:24pm]
my summer started off rather interestingly. I had met Eric in January, by April, we were living with eachother. A car accident on the Newspaper route started a very rough part in our relationship, since we both had to start working constantly as the insurance stopped paying for our coverage, and finding a car to do the 7 day work week became very diffucult. We were at eachother's throats constantly. I'm sure we abused eachother physically a couple of times, usually when we were under the influence of some sort of mind alterating substance. Usually speed. Well, not usually. We messed around with the crap a few times, but soon learned that the commericals we see on cable were pretty accurate.
Dope.
It fucks you up.

I started a new job shortly after realizing how bad this shit was, and decided that i didn't want to mess with the crap anymore. I prayed really hard for a good job that I'd enjoy, and make good money, mostly.
The Moose Lodge.
A small community inside a community. A lady that, at first, reminded me of my mother, similar in height, a dark haired lady that kept up with herself. She was very nice, but first impressions are deciving. Her shiny gold earrings and nice clothes left much to be questioned of who she was, but we'll get to that later.
Meanwhile, about mid June, Eric and I are learing how two eccentric people can find a similar medium. What love is really supposed to be, and basically, how to survive on a day to day basis. No real plan. Simply survival. Sometimes, you have to fight. You wanna fight? No, not really, but nobody said life was gunna be a piece of apple pie.
By late July, my job has turned out to be a real blessing. We're making enough money to pay the bills, and go to a lot of shows in Atlanta. We've learned that if we show up late, basically, you'll always get in. If not for cheaper.
This new guru friend of ours named Alex puts it, "Just follow the Music, that's all you gotta do." So to name our concert list, only for show, Bob Dylan, The Alman Brothers, The Wailers, Fiona Apple, Ben Harper Feat. Damien Marley, Rusted Root, Blue October, and a few other smaller bands, names unknown. And we're about to go to the Atlanta music conference, 4 days long, tickets won by Eric. He's so good, he really is. Our relationship has gotten better through prayer, we have learned that if you just keep working, things will get better. God said it was so. And so it was.
So back to the Moose Lodge. I got involved in politics. Crap. I listened to a lady to say something in a meeting about my boss taking all the rich customers. We're in this back room with all these green velvet chairs and a long table. My boss is sitting directly across from me. Surrounded by the small ammount of kitchen staff and a committee of the top dawgs of the place, Mr. Redmond, Sam (which was my bosse's ex-husband, and the governer of the Moose), And some other dude that kinda scares me in a way, but I can never remember his name. He does Music Trivia on Tuesday's. Anywho, I said something. My boss is pissed. Chaos breaks out in the meeting, and order takes over by higher authority. This is America, Nigga. Free speech.
So I fucked up. I just jepordized my comfort at my job for a bigger, and most rightously there for the servers, yea. I got myself involved in politics. Little notes start appearing around my job, directly addressed to me. Tues. Nights : Ketchups, Coleslaw, Sugars, Salad Bar. We're also cutting dishwasher hours so you'll be washing dishes, too. Oh golly. The one next to the register said "Do not remove, Molly." So I tore my name off her little napkin, with her stereophome cup, OOH. She started to really get under my skin. Let's just skip a lot of the drama, fast foreward.....Last Thursday.
She Quit.
My days at work has increased to one. Robin and I decide to do everything together. I'm running the register.
Oh, Did I mention we've begun working on a movie? It's going to be called Blindworld. It's coming soon, to a local website near you, maybe. There's this guy named Mr. Whitlock who wrote the film, and I'm the one who ended up doing the storyboards for it. Much love goes out to him, a very good hearted man who runs local charity, the Food Pantry, and the Hope Health Center. Email molsfisher@yahoo.com to learn how to donate to the cause.
On the Last days of Summer, We ended up getting into Ben Harper for free. They were sold out, but we waited long enough, and these people came out and blessed us with some tickets. Somebody else gave me 3 more. So we gave um away and went into the show. It was AWSOME! So down and mellow, everybody is so cool, so into the awsome music waves coming from the front of the ampitheater. Then Damien Marley came out on stage. They rocked out with the get up stand up, time to smoke a blunt, nigga!
Basically, my summer consisted of a lot of learning. Learning how to work with somebody else takes a lot of paitence, and we still fight, sometimes. But overall, I think it's worth it. When you put so much energy into something, some scientific law says you'll get so much back. It's nice to look back and how far you can go with somebody with you both keep working. From basically just a car, to a house and a dog with food in the fridge and hot water. And all of this, because God is good. So good.
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[14 Aug 2006|11:45am]
so i'm directing a movie.
i have a budget.
it's going to be called "blindworld."

shooting starts in september.

my job is good, make 6 dollars plus tips. very good job.

things are good. thank the lord.
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[27 Jun 2006|09:42am]
[ mood | content ]

so here's what's new. i've been living with eric jacob now for a while, the sexy man with dreads...
i got on strattera, the first non stimulant medication ADHD. it's similar to prozac, so it doesn't fuck you up. i just got my drivers license, and have been trying to become a self made advertiser/artist/producer/superstar. wish me luck.
i'm producing my first movie, called Blindworld, a film by mr. Eddie Whitlock, most of the procedes will go to charity.
my friend amanda just had her first baby named Isabella Celeste!!!!!
i was in a car accident, i've lost about 25 lbs, i'm tan and sexy.
life is good. just ate breakfast, off to the atlanta motor speedway to put in an app for eric.
peace and god bless.
<3 molly.

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[23 Feb 2006|05:43pm]
so now love is staring me right in the face after really almost bitch slapping me the other day, and what do i do? i freak out and tell him i can no longer be intimate with him.
i'm not the love of his life..
but this is what i wanted. isn't it?









i don't know what i want.
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blah [07 Feb 2006|10:19am]
[ mood | bored ]

an update.
so it's been about a month since i've written anything on here, but i guess i can go on and give an update real quite quick.
life has been great. i'm about to move in with my newfound friend, Sarah. I'm pretty happy with life right now, i've been dating around. i got a couple of guys i see prospect for...a white dude with dreads who's very spiritual, but not a goody good boy..i like him a lot, and he's dating other people...which is good, because that way we're not rushing into anything....and a bartender who i used to work with named spencer who's super nice...and really just cool. so i donno.
i kissed my first gay dude two days ago, and it was awkard. but cool. we kissed to make everybody jealous! i don't think it worked though, and i don't think he's all gay, just half. but yea...that was interesting.
i've been partying, but not too hard. i've had a relapse, but have been praying god to keep it away from me. i'm trying to rid myself of comanions who do this sort of stuff...and it's doing good.
i'm about to get a car, and my license soon...i got a car, the fuel pump needs to be changed...or something.
i've been meeting a lot of really cool people here lately, and recently ran into somebody i know from mississippi...they're living in atlanta...she's this chick i used to think was super hot in school, we worked together for about 3 days once...but yea. she thinks i'm cute, too.
so yea...that's what i've been up to, just in case anybody was curious.
my work is good, i'm now a weekend closer, which is cool, cuz that makes it worth my time being there. i'm wanting to move up in their company...but at the same time, and thinking about another job.

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[04 Jan 2006|01:44am]
Well, I figure after a few years i should probably discontinue this. I've been writing more in a personal jounal, which i hope to someday have published. Maybe a memoir..or something. If i ever have something important to post, i'm sure i will...online journaling was fun for a while, has helped me realize a lot about myself though my writings, but yea...anywho,

ALL NAMES HAVE BEEN CHANGED TO PROTECT YOUR RIGHTS....
no i lie.

Molly.
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[25 Dec 2005|10:48am]
well, this was a pretty good xmas. disregard last post. merry xmas.
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[23 Dec 2005|06:59pm]
the holidays are so depressing. i look around and see everybody with their familys, laughing during the rush, writing out their wish lists.
christmas is the dumbest friggin holiday around. christianity commercialized at it's best.

the last christmas i spent with my mom...she told me my xmas gift was to go see my dad.
one year, i confessed my love for somebody only to be turned down. the first xmas i remember, i had gotten up in the middle of the night to go look. my dad caught me, and told me i ruined christmas for everybody. one year, my brother and I didn't even get our xmas till a week later...due to the fact my mom and her boyfriend got in a fight, and we were having xmas at his house.

this is why i fucking hate this dumb, pointless holiday. every xmas...it's always bad memories. this is my first xmas to be spent in another state, other than mississippi...due to that fucking storm.




well i hope everybody gets what they want. and have a great fucking holiday.


(i'm just an angry, bitter, lonely girl...ignore me.)
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chuck norris [07 Dec 2005|02:41pm]
this was so funny, i had to repost it.
good news, folks...i think i will be in school in january.

32 things you didn't know about
CHUCK NORRIS.

1. If you ask Chuck Norris what time it is, he always says, "Two seconds till." After you ask, "Two seconds to what?" he roundhouse kicks you in the face.

2. Macgyver can build an airplane out of gum and paper clips, but Chuck Norris can kill him and take it.

3. Chuck Norris once roundhouse kicked someone so hard that his foot broke the speed of light, went back in time, and killed Amelia Earhart while she was flying over the Pacific Ocean.

4. Chuck Norris doesn't read books. He stares them down until he gets the information he wants.

5. Filming on location for Walker: Texas Ranger, Chuck Norris brought a stillborn baby lamb back to life by giving it a prolonged beard rub. Shortly after the farm animal sprang back to life and a crowd had gathered, Chuck Norris roundhouse kicked the animal, breaking its neck, to remind the crew once more that the good Chuck giveth, and the good Chuck, he taketh away.

6. Chuck Norris lost his virginity before his dad did.

7. There are no disabled people in the world. Only those people who have felt the wrath of Chuck Norris.

8. Since 1940, the year Chuck Norris was born, roundhouse kick related deaths have increased 13,000 percent.

9. Chuck Norris is currently suing NBC, claiming Law and Order are trademarked names for his left and right legs.

10. Chuck Norris ruins the endings of Harry Potter books for children just for the heck of it. When they start crying, Chuck calmly says, "I'll give you something to cry about" and roundhouse kicks them in the face.

11. Chuck Norris has recently changed his middle name to "F*cking."

12. When Chuck Norris sends in his taxes, he sends blank forms and includes only a picture of himself, crouched and ready to attack. Chuck Norris has not had to pay taxes ever.

13. There is no chin behind Chuck Norris' beard. There is only another fist.

14. There are two kinds of people in this world: people who suck, and Chuck Norris.

15.Chuck Norris doesn't have normal white blood cells like you and I. His have a small black ring around them. This signifies that they are black belts in every form of martial arts and they roundhouse kick the crap out of viruses. That's why Chuck never gets ill.

16. Chuck Norris spends his Saturdays climbing mountains and meditating in peaceful solitude. Sundays are for oral sex, KFC and Tequila.

17. Chuck Norris always has sex on the first date. Always. The only time he didn't was in 1929, otherwise known as the beginning of The Great Depression.

18. Chuck Norris can enter up, up, down, down, left, right, left, right, B, A, Select, Start using only his erection.

19. Crop circles are Chuck Norris's way of telling the world that
sometimes corn needs to lie the f*ck down.

20. There is no theory of evolution, just a list of creatures Chuck
Norris allows to live.

21. When Chuck Norris goes to donate blood, he declines the syringe, and instead requests a hand gun and a bucket.

22. Chuck Norris once walked down the street with a massive erection. There were no survivors.

23. In an average living room there are 1,242 objects Chuck Norris could use to kill you, including the room itself.

24. Chuck Norris has two speeds: walk and kill.

25. Chuck Norris is the only man to ever defeat a brick wall in a game of tennis.

26. When Chuck Norris was born, the nurse said, "Holy crap! That's Chuck Norris!" Then she had had sex with him. At that point, she was the third girl he had slept with.

27. Chuck Norris can set ants on fire with a magnifying glass. At night.

28. It takes Chuck Norris 20 minutes to watch 60 Minutes.

29. Chuck Norris is not lactose intolerant, he just refuses to put up with lactose's sh*t.

30. Chuck Norris can divide by zero.

31. When Chuck Norris does a pushup, he isn't lifting himself up, he's pushing the Earth down.

32. Chuck Norris likes to knit sweaters... and by "knit" we mean "roundhouse kick", and by "sweaters", we mean "babies".
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just found this... [28 Nov 2005|07:28pm]
who wrote this? becuase you completely rocked my socks off.



sex??? whats that?
(Anonymous)
2005-11-10 21:44 (link)
Funny how when people start talkin bout sex they all start Lyin....I ain't done in in so long I forgot what it's like.. I probablly would'nt know which hole to stick it in???? And why can't people have sex with assholes they don't like.. It's totally possible to be sexually attracted to someone ya would'nt want to hang out with... Satisfy each other then go hang with ugly people you like to hang out with...Class??? What tha fug is that???? Some retarded facade to hide behind while you pretend you are something that your not... I'd rather meet an honest girl that just wants to fuck me for the sake of getting her rocks off (Or whatever it is girls do) then split only to come back for another wild night of tawdry meaningless hot nasty pig sex (If I can remember how). Than some clingy, Classy, faker, Rugmuncher because she can't get a guy, peice of shit.... Way to Fuck Moll,,, get nailed again soon!!! And share the details with the rest of us Pathetic Folk like yourself were Rooting for ya...(thats a joke,,, Rooting in Australia means "fucking".. So when yer down under don't root for the home team :)....)
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huh...just a feature i noticed on blurty. [22 Nov 2005|03:15pm]
Poll #3309: What would you rather have?
Open to: all, results viewable to: all

What would you rather have?

View Answers

a meaningful, longterm relationship
4 (80.0%) 4 (80.0%)

several boyfriends/girlfriends
1 (20.0%) 1 (20.0%)

one night stands
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

human contact? SICK.
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

just somebody to love me!
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

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"10 questions GOD wont ask you when you get to Heaven." [22 Nov 2005|03:03pm]
10 things God wont ask you when you get to heaven:

1. God won't ask what kind of car you drove,

He'll ask how many people you drove who didn't have transportation.

2. God won't ask the square footage of your house,

He'll ask how many people you welcomed into your home.

3. God won't ask about the clothes you had in your closet,

He'll ask how many you helped clothe.

4. God won't ask what your highest salary was,

He'll ask if you compromised your character to obtain it.

5. God won't ask what your job title was,

He'll ask if you performed your job to the best of your ability.

6. God won't ask how many friends you had,

He'll ask how many people to whom you were a friend.

7. God won't ask in what neighborhood you lived,

He'll ask how you treated your neighbors.

8. God won't ask about the color of your skin,

He'll ask about the content of your character.

9. God won't ask why it took you so long to seek Salvation,

He'll lovingly take you to your mansion in heaven, and not to the gates of Hell.

10. God won't have to ask how many people you forwarded this to,

He already knows whether or not you are ashamed to share this
information to whom you love. Repost this if you believe in God.

May God bless you.


Repost this, 10 questions GOD wont ask you when you get to Heaven.
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[20 Nov 2005|07:32am]
:::YYYYYAAAAWWWWNNNNN:::

I need coffee. and a ciggerate.

not quite awake yet, and already the need to put chemicals in my body starts ticking in the back of my brain.
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[15 Nov 2005|09:48am]
dream...

the cops had just stopped up ahead, were conducting an ID check...some dude and I were smoking out of a huge pipe, when we saw the cops...i opened the door to throw the pipe down the hill into some water, but alas, it didn't roll anywhere.
we got up by the cops, and they didn't even check us, we were able to just go around...


huh. that's all i really remember clearly.
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writing is theraputic. [06 Nov 2005|11:31pm]
how i feel about love.

ask me this question a year ago, and i would have told you...well, i don't know how i would becuase i'm an extremely fickle person. (ego sentence count=5)

rather the question should be "What is Love?"

What is Love?
by Molly E. Fisher

Love is.

erase thought process. go back to the begining.
When God created man.
OR did man just become?
OR is everything really all connected through all earthly and unearthly energies?
or are we just some fungus growing under the bottom of some space slug?

what do i believe? I believe we are all here for a reason, but not each person spicfically. What we CHOOSE to do with our lifes has no real signifiance in the big picture of time, but can benifit mankind as a whole.
timeline:
really long time ago...man starts to use fire.
blah blah more time goes by, man gets smarter.
as man gets smarter, they start to develop moral consiousness.
Need for a God.
God has always been here, we are all part of god. everything is part of god, so when we pray, it really works.
man loves to feed his ego.
man creates church.
church holders break GODS law.
people dont understand how the power of cleargy could do such things....since, well, they look up to these figures.
retaliation.
rebellion.
100% pure and utter chaos.

i wanna be in a riot. i wish i was in New Orleans when that happened. i really wanted to kinda go down...
but not in waters...i wanna riot in a city with lots of cool shops and shit.

Hm, i made 50 bucks today at work. awsome.
easy work, too. i'm learning how to butter um up just good.
wanna learn to expo.
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[04 Nov 2005|10:22am]
everyday of my life, i procrastionate. it's probably one of the things i do best, and wish we got life handicap points for being procrastinators. but alas, we do not, so now,
i have to rush around at last second to try and get into school....but it looks good.
yesterday, i went to Gordon to get some shit straightened up....only after my bro in law had a good talk to me and my cousin about our dope smoking on the porch. she's getting kicked out in a month..whoo! and that dumb bitches underwear were right by my bed this morning...sick. anywho, so went to gordon, gotta do some crapy paperwork today, send off for my highschool transcripts (if i can figure how to use the..um...fax...), my ged...shit...i'll just make a list.
1. transcripts
2. ged
3. irs worksheet and find tax returns
4. loan work
5. go to the doctor to make sure i had my mump shots...and all that crap.

I close tonite at work...whoo. friday night, hope to bank at least 50 bucks...min. hopefully i'll make over 100 bucks. i'll try to play the "about to get into school" card...or just butter everyone up nice and good...hmm..
started my period today...yuk...so i may have to indulge in some iron containing food...or take one of those multivitiman pills up there...i have low iron anyway...

holy shit, my best friend is having a baby!!!!! i'm really happy for you, Amanda, and know you'll be a great mommy! she wants a girl, her man wants a girl...so i hope they have a girl.

Just remembered a dream i had last night...it was in spanish...i couldn't fully understand everything they were saying, but something about how GOD will deal with me...i was freakin out, man.

ok, but i gotta go do real work now.
love,
molly.
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this is awsome. [03 Nov 2005|01:33pm]
i have an online journal harasser. i've never had one before...except maybe a few years back? can't recall...memory..fading...
apparently, i'm a moron because i didn't know the lyrics to some dumb depressing emo song,
and i don't respect myself because i had a one night stand...
AND i'm a loser that writes to an audience...like the millions of newspaper columnists and may other of the sort who participate in the online journal craze.
i hope i get harassed more. take some of the anger out of my everyday life...to focus it on some little crazy woman who has fucked up seritonin levels.
visit my harasser @ http://www.blurty.com/users/lgfuad/
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[03 Nov 2005|07:39am]
last night, i got laid.
this dude alex i've known for about 5 months now...but was it worth it? a whole 10 minutes out of my busy schedule to give someone the time of day who i'd prefer never calls me. i'm not saying i regret it...i'm kinda glad i finally got some booty,...but i am saying i wish he had more stamina...
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[02 Nov 2005|10:41am]
sometimes i get depressed, and don't even know why.
it's like the shorter the days get, the more depressed i become. with nothing to do, nobody to hug,
just the television and bad spanish soap operas.

i shouldn't be so depressed, though...the holidays are coming up...
hah...even more reason to feel sorry for myself...

because i'm a self centered bitch.

FUCK.
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