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[02 Jan 2004|03:35pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | cochise-audioslave ] happy new year guys..hope u all had funn ^_^ Rock. Plain and simple. Pink Floyd, Rolling Stones, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Led Zeppelin, AC/DC, all the way up to newer stuff like The Strokes and The Darkness. Nothing special. Just straight-forward rock. There's absolutely nothing wrong with liking this genre. What genre best suits you? brought to you by Quizilla i thought that was funni^^ soo yahhh my sisters weddign is tomoro..it'll be reali hard to see her leav..im closest to her in this family....imma go crazi w/o her here keeping me sane...well what can u do today's rosanna's bday HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZItA!! i love you!! well im out ..bye.. post comment

[23 Dec 2003|02:09pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | nothin fukin in class! ] yo man, long as fukin day, eh nothin to reali update, im soooo happy its break time...yess!! lol well yeah i love yogi, lol i cant help but hug him.. bags was liek um....in the hall way..lolll its all good, im in web design....shyt sooooooooo beat im failing it, wit a 41...imma leik try to drop it.. ::tears:: i hate this thing,. but i feel like i should update lol, whatever im out pzpz ..bye.. post comment

wow [01 Dec 2003|07:57pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | violent femmes @_@ ] Heyy kid! How are all of you, to you that still check this, i'm going to try to update more now. Well a lot has changed since I last posted, if you haven't heard yet ...me n Tambi split, I did like him but I think it was for the best. Neways, school is kind of not so good; my grades are iffy, jus becuz of fucking English! I hate that class! I should take care of it... I have to go shopping...so yeah i dont what to do wit my hair, cut or dye, i’m so lost bout it, any thoughts lol, So it’s nice to be single, this is what i’m used to, just everything being okay. So many things I can get back into...I don’t if I will though. I want to go to those guys show on the 15th but it’s a Monday, n I just don’t feel like going to that on a Monday, but I want to see what their new "sound" is like. I miss last year, I didn’t do any work and I passed with good grades, but this year has been a bitch, at least I’m not dead yet...well hm not much else to say, so ill catch you all later ..bye.. 3 comments|post comment

[11 Nov 2003|02:32pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | RUSH! ] hey kids, well it's been a lon time, i haven't been in the mood to update. i'm in intro to web design right now, such a homo class, but Scott's subing n hes cool as hell so it's all good. man well we had a 4 day weekend! wed i went to rosanna's me dina sel tambi n ri. it was fun, sept SELMA made me fall n my nose stillllll hurts, it's okay SeLLy i Love you! Tursday i went to the mall w/ Dina n Selma, friday i went to tbowl, then we went out from there, then went to brother bruno's then friendly's well schools over ill finish updating later or something mwaa! ..bye.. post comment

[21 Oct 2003|02:19pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | christina agulearas- beautiful stuk in my head!!>_< ] ive been working at the house lately, fuking kinda suks doin the work! but i work fast and im liek the onli one tha knows what im doing, so its all good, i took a break yesterday, n my dads like oh u wanna work on this?? im liek kid i jusss told u imma take a break! geezzzus! man i miss seein rosanna! babbi!! i miss you! we gotta chill soon!, so me tania n jen were suposed to go to tbowl but iono i go all the time n iono something was buggin me bout it, so tambi was juss liek well since ri told u bout it b4 juss go wit us, so i was liek cool, so i went wit them i swear it was liek 30 pple..lol mm should i name em..eh why not..tambi, riad, dina, lana, nora, yasmin, leeda, dunay, his cuz, iono a bunnchh people to the haunted house in spring field, but it was a 4 hr wait! so we juss were liek fuk it well go next week for lana's bday but iono if thas going to happen ill talk to lana bout it, so i went to jens house right after school, cleand wit her, then i went home n selma came over n then we went bak to jens..tambi ri shan bo n tania came, tamer s stopped by later on. well pple acting weird yo im kinda sik of it, selma i love u ..bye.. post comment

[09 Oct 2003|02:14pm] [ mood | anxious ] hey im in school, mmh i hate school, but today wasn't so bad, since i wasnt here yesterday ^_^ i juss went out wit Tambi, we juss went around all day. im so tired i slep at like 2 lass night cuz of a stupid 5 paragraph essay, lol i hate those!!!! well were going to a wedding tomoro, n i have NOO idea what to wear to the wedding tomorow!! i think tania i going to go with me to go get the brides maids dress!! yayee lol i think imma juss wear it around th house yeah well the periods almost over so ill juss update later ..bye.. post comment

[01 Oct 2003|09:38pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | queen- Bohemian Rhapsody ] Well I haven't updated in a while. There is no preticualr reason for that, besides me being lazi ass all hell, but hey I figure since you're lookin at this, you might be interested lol, I'm pretty sure you all stopped even looken to see if I did update, so let me update, instead of juss random shyt... I hate school, I have like a C average in all my classes, I should reali bring all those up! I reali need to do well this year, I cant afford to do badly, fukin college, I hate tha shyt, I wish I can juss marrii some rich ass guy out of hs, thad be hott, I have to go to the dentist, fukin wisdom teeth, I hate the dentist, I hope I can make an appointment during school, fukin school...well yeah nothing new has reali happened, that you all don't know about, Ive been chilln wit Tania n Jenn alot lateli, they're funn ass grls, I LOVE YOUZ!! i love chilln wit them, we're madd crazii lol, oh yeah! lol i miss selma !! it liek hurts not to chill wit her, n not to talk to her on the fonE!!! i miss rosanna too!! she never wants to see me anymoree!! biotch! fukin i swear im so tired, i havent been this tired in so long, prob since lass yr lol, fukin school, they like pile on hw, when were in school for 6 hr alreadyy..i have two 5 paragraph things due tomoro..fukin mrhs is the gayest school..well yea friday i went to jenny's and tambi n rii rii came over lol, tania was ahem* there too lol, she ate COOLDD pizza..lol...sat tambi n ri piked n me n jen up n we went GSP n out to eat, i felt lik shyt after we ate, i hate to eat out n shyt, moday i went to the game..we won^_^ ..yesterday i went to elifs n chilld wit her, now i shoudl be doin hw, but ofcourse, im not! lol well imma go cuz this peice of shyt is long, talk to u all later, mwaa ..byee.. 1 comment|post comment

random [21 Sep 2003|03:54pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | guster-getting even..im glad i started listen to them!! ] i haven't really been in the mood to go out lately, i don't really know why, i feel so like stupid for even being liek that! lol, whatever. it's been a week ^_^. this grl likes him, no names mentiond, but i started lauuughing when he told me, lol, it funny shyt, lol, i think she has a bf too, madd crazi grl, it's weird, i have a bf..lol but aw tambi ^_^, he's so cute! i haven't updated in a while, nothing reali to talk about, i ahte school with a freakin passhion! it's so point less, i have so much hw! uurg. i kinda wanna go to the wedding tonight yo, me n selma, lol, but she has to go to some chiks house, cuz hses getting married, n she has to congrats her, well i don' wanna type nemore pzpz mwa plz help me get in a better mood!! im so sik of bein down! ..bye.. 1 comment|post comment

im at school [03 Sep 2003|02:27pm] well im at school now, man this shyt sux to be bak imma cryyy! i cant believe that i have the classes i do, but i have pple i like in all of them so im good, it's jus sad to let summer go, once i get bak into school mode, i won't even realii notice it anymore. imma do softball this yr they convinced me! lol but it's cool i love softball, i've been playin since i was madd young. they're tryin to get me to play volleyball, but iono yo, i think i might, i mean ill onli be on jv cuz i havent done it since freshmen yr, but thas ok, not as much work yo, seriouslii i hate haveing to make desisions, i realiiiii do! i dont know if i 'd rather get a job, or play sports , i want to do both but i couldnt pull tha shyt off, i also wanna go to europe this yr, wit frau, but it's 2200$$ i can't save tha much on such short notice, ehh whatever, ill go later on lol, im sittin in web design now, but u alll no tha im like soo not a comp person, im so bad at shyt like tha. man i'm so tireeddd , i have to sleep earli to night if imma even wake up tomoro, i freakin woke up at 715 this mornin i was like SHYT i have to be at school in 20 mins. ehh whatever..theres nooooo one to impress at school. i still have to read my summer reading book, i read the summaries on spark notes, but thas not enough...SO i have to read tha tonight. i went out lass night wit riad selm rose danny ramzy n tambi it was a cute time, we went bowling lol ohh yeahh i freakin didnt even brake 100 lol well school almost over imma go yayee! ..bye.. 2 comments|post comment

schedule [02 Sep 2003|04:08pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | dmx-lets get it on ] 1.algebra 2-glaser ....tha should be okay 2.french 3-sanchirico..happy bout tha, but sad tha cic didnt get it. 3.chemistry-maikish 4.gym-broderick 5.imaginative literature-parent...i dont what this clasS! 6.us history 2-hoffman....he looks like jeff hehe.. 7.lunch..........whos in here with me??? 8.english3-whittmore.......yaye frau! post comment

damnn long ass time yo [18 Aug 2003|11:31pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | um...iono some sean paul song ] fuk yo, it's been a while, lol.....mb like 20 some days. wel shyt's happened shyts over i went to the movies todya to see freddy vs jason....not so scarii.. well nothin realli changed in am life the pass few weeks.... chilled wit ma cuz sarah..uhh yeahh i hate updating....but its prob cuz im juss realiiiii tired right now... pzpz ill update tomoro ..bye.. post comment

tireeed [26 Jul 2003|10:19pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | save ferris- ] well nothing new has realli happened, go into yet another fight with my mother, chilled wit pple, went to cba yesterday =(. going to mountain creek tomorro, started a private diary so i wont be writting in here as much. pz pz mwaa ..bye.. post comment

i got bored, so i took quizes [20 Jul 2003|12:13pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | over the rhine-when i go ] ICE is your chinese symbol! What Chinese Symbol Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Well it seems like you're already a ring bearer, you don't need the Ruling Ring. Of course, you constantly think of all the things you could do with ultimate power! If You Received The One Ring, How Would It Affect You? brought to you by Quizilla Your Heart is Orange What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by Quizilla pure What's YOUR sexual fetish? brought to you by Quizilla You're unsure whether you really want to smile or not.You just curl your lips up at the corners a bit and let that get you through your day.You don't have all the answers,and you certainly don't feel like going out to look for them.Stop being so indecisive. What Kind of Smile are You? brought to you by Quizilla Red/Green/Blue: To you, the world is logical. Everything happens for a reason, life is scientific. You like to find solutions. I doubt you needed to take this quiz in order to realize this. Made by Sara What color do you see the world in? brought to you by Quizilla You are a LAID-BACK VIRGIN. What Kind of Virgin Are You? brought to you by Quizilla post comment

long time.. [15 Jul 2003|09:32pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | bjork-crying...to piss off selma ] Wow, I haven't updated in awhile. Yeah, uhh nothing really happened, I went to Reema's on thursday..it was iight we watched Bring It On for the millllionth time, lol. On saturday I went to Ammar's and then hit up the cba =(. On sat I went to PA it was a good time, my cousin graduation party. Dude awethey had a belly dancer*, it's so funny when me and my cousins get together, we have the same sence of humor, and pple won't get freakn mad at me for sayin somethin mean, cuz they know i'm juss jokin lol sunday i juss stayed home, and on monday i help Cici, clean, move furniture and paint her room, it was cute, i liked the colours she chose, cream&chesnutbrown...well yeah today me 'n' selma juss chilled, we played Vice City..hehe it was fun.. and awee! It's her birthday tomorrow, WOOHOO HaPPy BiRthDay!! mwaa i love you, u're a man! post comment

i feel kinda sick [07 Jul 2003|07:50pm] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | soundgarden-----badmotorfinger* ] Well, It was a long weekend...lets see, I left on the 3rd for Wildwood, it was a long way down, freakin 5 hrs! The first day was beat cuz I got there to late to go to the beach, but me n selma went to the boardwalk after we ate, it was cute. uhh next day beach, BW then water park, BW uhh beach then home, we did other shyt too but yeh no need to put them in here, we went on this ride tho, it was hott shyt. before we got on the ride we talked to this kid Richie, he was a cutie, he's 20 n from south Philly, actualli i'm talkin to him now. i'm so bored wit haledon, its a fukin hell hole! DrOpYouFasT : wtf is mwaa DrOpYouFasT : ur a kind of girl i dont throw to the curb after 1 day ^whada moron! i love rosanna, n selma is my bitch im bored, i'm out, i'll update later.pz mwaa ..bye.. 2 comments|post comment

[30 Jun 2003|11:25pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | hot hot heat-bandages ] Happy Deathday! Your name: passenger11 You will die on: Wednesday, November 11, 2020 You will die of: Drug Overdose Username: Created by Quill i got tha from pris's lj ^pple always say imma die of a drug od, but dude this is juss weird! tha cant happen! i don't even smoke or drink tha often~so how is this tru!....lol neewwwways i chilled at ammar's today, it was cute, i guess. so neways, i went to the beach yesterday, we hit up asbery park first, n tha shyt was fukin deserted! god damn, the onli pple there,were the few ghetto pple tha lived there, WHY WOULD THEY HOLD CONCERTS THERE!?! well neways, me in ma sister DID NOT wanna stay there so we went to belmar, i like belmar, its a familiar place, sorta like wildwood, but i like wildwood better, juss cuz its more tourest-y n you wont see 'bennies go home!' writen everywhere lol. there was this realllli annoying guy near us, n he was like dancing, n telling stories to his friends, tha were nt even listening, i sorta felt bad for the guy, n he was like this football plyer n kept doin the number call, OMG! he was so gay! dude, i'm so confused bout this shyt. i dont know what to do, n i cant write bout it cuz like i dont wanna give it away, but if u know what im talkin bout, comment n help me out =( well i'm beat yo im goin to bed, i have to go running at 930, so im not a fat ass when i go bak to school in the fall, well neways night mwa ..bye.. 4 comments|post comment

SUMMERS HERE! [26 Jun 2003|10:20am] [ mood | content ] [ music | alkaline trio-steamer trunk..i think thats what its called ] well, it's summer vacation. umm, last weekend i juss went to selma n watched movies n shyt wit rosanna. then on sat. i went to elifs house n did the same shyt, but wit jenny n seenh...it was cute, i haven't chilled wit sel n rose forever! mon i went to school, monday we (me,elif,jen,nalmiss)..went to dunkindonuts then went bak to school, i went to one class, n left wit reggie n some kid, but i saw tasha, nalmiss, ammar, n sat, so i jus went wit them...lol we kept throwin shyt at ammar....later ammar n elif came over, then jenn later on, we went to brother brunos at night, n it was like 20 of us lol, on tue i didnt go to school, but i went to the graduation..i juss hung out wit danny,ramzy,kar,jen...after i sed bye to a few friends and met up wit pris, we went to katies grad party but stayed in the basement for like a long time juss talkin...it was kinda weird, cuz she was upset about somethin, n its sorta like what she did to me,well neways geez, i swear how can u jus fuck over a friend like that and not even have the balls to do as youself, you have to act like your gross boyfriend!?! you say you want more "hangout" friends...well you juss fuked over your last n bestfriend! how could you do tha!? are you that weirdd!!! i knew you had problems.. but damn! your throwin it all away for some slezbag! what happened to you!? you always sed youd never lose your virginity, hah you lost more then tht! you lost respect n selfrespct n friends! do u know your veiwed as some gross lil grl wit an ugli ass bf n no respect for herself...and no not juss by circs, by "Americans" too! you have some nerve! all she was tryin to do was help you! n she did listen! n she was a great friend to you! i should no cuz when i told her shyt bout u, she didnt wanna believe it! she was always defending you...she didnt wanna no the dirty ass truth, bout how you lie ure ass off, so u look like the victum! she didnt wanna believe it! well y dont you say shyt to me, i dont like ure gross bf! i say shyt to you , i dont listen to u, i take shyt bout u< to u...why dont u say that shyt to me, y dont you tell me to go fuk my self?!??! yeah thas what i thought! its cuz u aonli hurt pple that cant hurt you bak..bitchass! damn yo your such a weak ass person! well neways dude i went bathing suit shoppin yesterday! i swear i couldnt find one! not one, that would have nesuport!lol well whatever, im ordering one from j.crew, its so cute! lol but they dont have th color i want so imma get the blue, oh well..i dont know what imma do today, i think someones havin a party, not sureyet....ma friends are telin me to go to some kids party on i think sat, but i dont feel like gettin fuked up this weekend, iono why, but yeah. ..bye.. 4 comments|post comment

internets bein slow [19 Jun 2003|03:25pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | welcome home travis...the cd ant made me ] everything is cleared up wit priscilla, i IMed her and we talked, we both had said stuff we didnt mean, it's all good now. i talk to sasha today too, that was weird, we haven't talked for soo long! its cool tho, she's livin her life, n i realized i can't judge her juss cuz she's not followin the path i think she should take. i cant go to roza's graduation=(. it sux! i wanted to go! it's all good, i'll go visit her or somethin tomorow..lol i had the history exam today, it was eazi but so freakin long, and siera wouldnt shut up! i wa slike god damn! i had english..easii!...geometry..got a 86...bio...it was okay...i have french tomoro, imma fail that shyt!! well neways i got my pics developed but they're comin in in about 5-7 days, but there posted up online, if ya wanna see juss im me n ill send u te site n the password.. i got in a fight wit ma mom today, blah i hate her, she swears im still 5!! whatever man, im glad shes workin now, lol i dont have to see her in the summer, she comes home at 3pm, so yeah , n she dont cae if i go out at night duh, so im good, yeah neways half that made so sence, n im not revisin it so deal, pz ..bye.. 1 comment|post comment

uhh iono man [12 Jun 2003|11:17pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | none=( ] wow! pple piss me the fuk off. for YOUR imfomation..your advice isnt the greatest...cuz it comes from a stuck up bitch! ya i said it.. so im not perfect, so i like to smoke up once in a while, and drink, mb its cuz my life isnt as fukin perfect as ures! dont judge me cuz i dont care bout school, grades, what pple think, and makin ma parents proud and i aint fukin lecturin, i'm speakin ma mind, and as i told you b4, i dont hold that shyt in like you! cuz im not scared of not lookin perfect you say you don't judge pple, well u cant deni that u dont, not to me,i hear u say shyt bout pple, n juss cuz they're not as "smart" as u, u say shyt under ure breath you say u jus wanna be a good friend to pple well dude, u obviousli juded me, juss cuz im not this smart, honor student, who listens to everything mommy 'n' daddy say, dont mean shyt, juss cuz i dont speak like you n juss cuz im not all into whats rong wit that chik. u judge me n say my fukin judgements impaired, your the one that crossed the line w/ comments, not me. bitch, i was juss givin u advice, trust me if i wanted to say somethin mean i would say it to ure face! your the one that would give me weird looks n make rude comments that id juss let silde, well from now on, fuck off, we juss classmates, pple w/ mutal friends-impaired judgement ma asss...go suk a fat one! annywayss!! ma mom let me stay mom from school today, i slept in, read, cleaned the whole house sept ma room....lol... worked on ma latck hook thingy..(ohh yeah im donnee!!!) i helped out wit dinner...DUDE today was the first time in a long time that i wasnt tired, till i took some pailkillers for ma bak...=(then i felt sik after it wore off... awee i love ma friends yo!! those grls i was wit yesterday....awee there awesome!!mwaaa dude ROZAAA you have to tell me how prom went well im out ill update again later ..bye.. 1 comment|post comment

whatever... [10 Jun 2003|10:33pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | radio head...=) ] I’m drifting....I feel like I’m not even here anymore. I don't know what's wrong with me, it' getting harder and harder to keep this smile on my face. I wish I could juss fade away in the background, and not have to be seen. I know I say this a lot, but dude I’m always tired! I cried last night, and I don't know why, so much shyt is jus building up inside me, ...I hate the end of school, it's so stressful! I juss wanna get it over with! A lot of my friends are havin problems too, and I’m always here for them, but its juss getting hard to listen all the time, especially since I can barely stay whack, but I don't want them to stop coming to me either. Everyones seems a lil weird lately, juss kind of critical of me, I juss wish that people would stop telling me what to do, I know the difference between what I’m doing and what I should be doing…I’m not stupid! I know I usually sound like a weird, depressed whake job in some of my entries, but it’s juss that, I update when something is bothering me, most of the time I'm a happy person. Hehe Ahh..thas enof I’ll update tomorrow ..bye.. post comment

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