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[11 Nov 2003|09:08pm] |
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leave me an annoymous comment.
this comment can be about,
1.)A Secret you havent told anyone
2.)A confession of what you really think about me.
3.)A story about something that has happened to you recently that you havent wanted to tell anyone you know.
be honest.
have fun.
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| When Its Steady Im Just Acting Out My Roles, When Yer Ready I'll B Walking Out That Door. |
[11 Nov 2003|09:04pm] |
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leave me an annoymous comment.
this comment can be about,
1.)A Secret you havent told anyone
2.)A confession of what you really think about me.
3.)A story about something that has happened to you recently that you havent wanted to tell anyone you know.
be honest.
have fun.
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| cahhhh. |
[03 Nov 2003|03:26pm] |
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under a killing moon - Thrice |
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they dont let you add more then ten friends on here?
what the efffff
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[29 Oct 2003|12:47am] |
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taken from
(S A R A H) triggerpull and (J A N E Y)nancynegative
1. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others?: Jawlines. without a doubt.
2. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: sure thing.
3. Would you marry for money?: no. marry for love, bitch.
4. Have you had braces?: nope. never.
5. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: yeah. when i have to. sometimes i get them waxed.
6. Do you ever cut or hurt yourself intentionally?: no.
7. When was the last time you had a hickey?: late last month. hickeys are overrated. seriously.
8. Could you live without a computer?: maybe. hah.
9. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc...?: Yep. AIM. the only way ta go.
10. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: 200. the maxium limit, cause everytime i try to add someone new they make me remove someone else. sad. they should rise the limit, what the heee.
11. If you could live in any past time period, which would it be?: late 60s early 70s.
12. Do you drink enough water?: tons.
13. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: always take them off. i cant think with them on.
14. What is your favorite fruit?: apples or grapes.
15. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: white. wheat is ickyy.
16. What is your favorite place to visit?: my cabin in the adirondacks. nice and peaceful. air so clear and clean.
17. What is the last movie you saw?: white oleander.
18. Do you kiss on the first date?: sure.
19. Are you photogenic?: not so much.
20. Do you dream in color or black and white?: mostly color. sometimes black and white. not often though.
21. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: not regularly.
23. Do you have any dimples?: nope. :(
24. Do you remember being born?: who does? thats a crock of shit.
25. Why do you take surveys?: cause they look fun, but at times when theres a bagillion questions they make you wanna kill yerself.
26. Do you drink alcohol?: oh yes. till i cannot stand.
27. Did you like or do you like school?: never did. dont now either.
28. What is the most beautiful language?: hmm. i'll have to think about that.
29. When you are asleep do you like being kissed awake?: yes. its cute.
30. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: sunsets.
31. Do you want to live to be 100?: no not really.
32. Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair?: yus.
33. Do you like salty food or sugary food the most?: salty. actually.
34. Is a flat stomach important to you?: i dont really care.
35. Do you or have you played with a ouija board?: haha. yes yes.
36. Are you loyal?: at times. sometimes no. i do try. i swear.
37. Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs?: most of the time. i like to think so.
38. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: off. deffenitly.
39. Do you believe in magic?: not really. kind of.
40. Do you have nightmares frequently?: no.
41. Do you like your nose?: yes, actually.
42. Do you like abstract art?: oh yes. ::gasm::
43. Do you think you can draw well?: yeah, pretty well.
44. Do you listen to music daily?: couldnt live without it.
45. Do you like to watch cartoons?: no.
46. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?: 6 or 7. i think.
47. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: 8. 6 of them i dont wear.
48. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety?: almost same shoes everyday. i dont usually wear shoes.
49. Do you write poetry?: yes. a lot lately.
50. Do you snore?: i dont think. someone would have told me by not. oh gosh, i hope not.
51. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: sides and back. mostly sides.
52. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?: rottweiler. deffenitly. dont like small dogs. except the ones with the floppy ears you can play with.
53. Do you lick stamps?: ofcorse.
54. Do you use an electric can opener?: at my dads house.
55. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon?: no. :( dont disappoint me.
56. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: depends.
57. Do you think balding men should shave their heads?: whatever makes them comfy.
58. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed?: probably. depression is overrated too. i hate the word.
59. Do you prefer a piano or a violin?: violin. beautiful instrument.
60. Are you a sex addict?: not really.
61. Do you know someone who has cancer?: not that i can think of at the moment.
63. Do you hunt?: never.
64. Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants?: either or. im not picky.
65. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?: art museum.
66. Do you have a middle name? yes. Rose.
67. Are you basically a happy person?: i like to think most of the time. everyone gets down.
68. Are you tired?: yes.
69. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?: nope.
70. Have you ever met anyone off the internet?: yes.
71. How many phones do you have in your house?: three.
72. How long is your hair?: mid brest length. hah
73. Do you get along with your parents?: most of the time.
74. What color of eyes do you prefer?: green.
75. Are you a virgin?: no.
76. What medications do you take?: migraine meds when i have them. i forget what its called.
77. What does your bedroom look like?: its red/purple (wine-ish color) hardwood floors. big bed with 3 down comforters. this flat screen computer here. wood antique dresser with tv. closet. pictures on one of the walls. nine inch nails poster. text books/notebooks/pens everywhere. poetry on the walls.
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| A Night Of Writing. |
[11 Jun 2003|12:01am] |
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So i'm new here. I have a ton of journals. More then any of them I favor Deadjournal right now.
www.deadjournal.com/users/silentexplosion
So yeah, tonight... or rather now this morning considering its 12:00 AM, i am tired. And writing.
The sheets feel different, not as warm and cool at the same time.
The pillows are shit.
Everything and nothing.
Where's that head next to mine?
Those lips attatched to my neck, shoulder?
You scream soundlessly to think of what you did to me.
Take one last look at this empty room.
It may be you're last.
It will be your last.
You've broken my heart. Now i'll break you teeth.
No mercy. No relief.
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