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Sitting in the library, staring at the moniter. Aminah is like sitting so far away using another computer cos the previous two computers she tried decided to hang on her. HAH. So suay. But anyway (that rhymes), I don't know why but I feel really down yesterday. I'm still feeling like that now. Emo? I think so. Almost everything sort of went wrong. First, during SEA history tutorial, Ms Ng asked me a question. I answered it but it was wrong eventhough I took hours to do my stupid tutorial. She was nice about it, tried to see where I was heading - but truthfully, I myself didn't know. I felt stupid. A failure. That sort of triggered my foul mood for the whole day. Next was CCA Feste. Well it went really well, almost 90 people signed up - though I think only about 30 were seriously about joining touch as a CCA. But hey, the more the number of people, the better the chances of talent spotting :D There were some really nice girls too. I can't wait for trials! But anyway, CCA Feste was sort of boring also. I just stoned, didn't make much effort of persuading people to join us. YY and Val were the "explanators" cos I just couldn't be bothered to explain. Sigh, what kind of captain am I... Training was really bad for me, I had fun and it was nice to be back in the sport, meeting up with all the other touch ruggers, but somehow I couldn't focus - my mind was blank and I think I sort of made everyone think I was emo-ing cos of some shit. Well maybe I was, but I have no god damn clue what the fuck I was emo-ing about. Like seriously, what is there to emo about at this time of the year? Oh well. Disappointed with myself.
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