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I hate my fucking computer. It's so messed up. My fault.
3 DAYS TILL BREAK. Woot. It's going be the best ever, because I said so. Christmas is always good. I need so much shit. I can't paint my wall's again so im planing on getting a whole bunch of posters to cover my walls. That'll work. Then I want shirts. And i NEED a fucking guitar case. I want too much stuff. Buy me cool things. Oh yeah and i want a bazillion cd's. Someone buy me Hot Hot Heat, I'll give you a hug.
There's nothing to talk about, well there is, I just can't think of it. Today was a good day. Lunch was great. Math was the best probably. Everyday me, Brittany, Desire, and Tyler sit on the floor and just laugh and act the way we used to back in the day, when we were youngins. I always say that; Back in the day when i was a youngin. My favorite word has to be conflabit. I made it up one day. I thought it was actually a real word. The word just kinda came to me one day, you know? Ok enough of that. I want kfc. I Love KFC. Love, Love, LOVE. I live for porcorn chicken and mashed potatos; I should set my goals a little higher. All this talk about chicken is making me extreamly hungry. kfc time!
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4 Are Already There| Buy a Stairway to Heaven
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[08 Dec 2003|05:07pm] |
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why hello there kids. today is a good day. actually the past couple days have been good days. its about damn time. for once things are going my way. woop
For some bizare reason i am exreamly happy today. im eating cream savors. fuck i love them. do you? yes bitch, everyone does. i FINALLY understand my whole guitar thing. I've been trying to get this one song type thing down and i couldnt do it for like 5 days and it was pissing me off. no need to worry, i get it now. score.
what's something interesting to talk about? why am i asking questions? oh fuck there i go again. i mean it's not like your going to answer me. blah blah blah. i love cream savors. friday is going to be fun. im planning on having people come over to my house and part-A or something like that. yep, sounds good to me. if your reading this feel free to come, bring food. Also if someone can give us a ride to festival bay that would make me more happy.
I love lame christmas movies. i had to babysit the other night and we ended up watching santa clause is comming to town. i love that movie. Rudolph the red nosed raindeer is my favorite though. Oh yeah, im so cool. Speaking of movies i saw the wizard of oz last night. that is my favorite movie of all time. for some reason yesterday i got to thinking about when the last time i rented a movie. god it's been forever. i havnt bought a movie in like 8 years. wow. i hate watching movies more than once, well if they're really good then thats an exeption. Same thing with a book, i won't read it more than once. im not the only one.
this is pretty long. hey i just relized i haven't talked about any guys yet. man. oh yeah i like someone. go ally. im pretty sure, he has no interest in me. then again we dont talk. he's great. plus he has the best hair ever. oh here i go again rambling on and on when you dont really care. i bet meagan is the only one who reads this. haha. so if your not meagan and your reading this, comment. please. ill give you a hug.
Only one more cream savor left. i swear, im addicted. once i have one i cant stop. like cheese. seriously. have you ever noticed that EVERYTHING cheesy is addicting. like goldfish, nachos, the square things, aw cheez it's. and more. maybe that's just me. change in subject.
christmas is soon. by me cool things. i want the hot hot heat cd. *hint*. then i want a nirvana cd, thursday and thrice and taking back sunday and the darkness, this could go on and on. again here i go ramling.
fuck this was long. hope you had fun reading this. blah. alright time to go.
later
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2 Are Already There| Buy a Stairway to Heaven
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[04 Dec 2003|07:54pm] |
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three things that scare me
[x]lizards
[x]death
[x]stuff
five people that make me laugh
[x]meagan
[x]priscilla
[x]laura/katie/jello/chase/will/mallory
three things i love
[x]music
[x]friends
[x]jimmy page/led zeppelin
three things i hate
[x]people that ask to many damn questions
[x]school
[x]math
three things i don't understand
[x]it is impossible for me to name only 3 things i dont understand
[x]you
[x]life
three things on my desk
[x]shoes, ha
[x]pencil
[x]paper
three things i'm doing right now
[x]listening to zeppelin
[x]talking to meagan
[x]trying to figure out something on my guitar
three things i want to do before i die
[x]jump off a cliff
[x]sky dive
[x]be in a band
three things i can do
[x]guitar, well not very good. ask me again in a a couple months
[x]i like writting
[x]
three ways to describe my personality
[x]loud
[x]funny i guess
[x]its sad i dont know my own personality
three things i can't do
[x]play guitar good
[x]school related stuff
[x]speak any other language
three things i don't think you should listen to
[x]listen to what you want
[x]
[x]
three things i say most
[x]you know
[x]dude
[x]fuck
three of your absolute favorite foods
[x]mashed potatos
[x]fries, yeah fries
[x]chicken
three beverages you drink regularly
[x]milk
[x]carbanated drinks
[x]water
three shows you watched when you were a kid x
[x]reading rainbow, who's cool
[x]
[x]
random questions x
[x]spell your name backwards: ylla
[x]. how did you get your live jounal/blurtyname?: song
[x] are you homosexual? yes
describe your...
[x] wallet - i dont own a wallet
[x] hairbrush - it has comb stuff
[x] toothbrush -blue
[x] jewelry worn daily - neckles', braclets, and anything i find laying around
[x] pillow cover- bob the builder. oh god
[x] blanket - ha, green
[x] coffee cup - dont have one
[x] sunglasses - dont have a pair
[x] underwear - they're comfy
[x] favorite shirt - felix i guess?
[x] cologne/perfume - vinilla shit
[x] cd in stereo right now - pink floyd baby
[x] tattoos - sooner or later
[x] piercings - only my ears. damn
[x] what you are wearing now - pants, a shirt
[x] in my mouth - gum
[x] in my head - i cant even begin to try to explain what im thinking
[x] wishing - i could be like jimmy
[x] after this - guitar
[x] fetishes - no
[x] if you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason?- whoever pisses me off that day
[x] person you wish you could see right now - jessie
[x] is next to you - pencil
[x] some of your favorite movies - wizard of oz, anything with adam sandler in it
[x] something you're looking forward to - tomorrow
[x] the last thing you ate - pasta
[x] something that you are deathly afraid of - death
[x] do you like candles - yes
[x] do you like incense - fuck yes
[x] do you like the taste of blood - taste like metal
[x] do you believe in love - when i find it
[x] do you believe in soul mates - once again, when i find someone
[x] do you believe in love at first sight - no, you have to get to know them. you cant base anything on first apperances
[x] do you believe in Heaven - yes
[x] do you believe in God - yes
[x] what do you want done with your body when you die - burnt
[x] if you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - dog
[x] what is the latest you've ever stayed up - about a day
[x] who is your best friend? - meagan
[x] can you eat with chopsticks - no
[x] what's your favorite coin - quarter
[x] what are some of your favorite candies - i like chocolate
[x] what's something that you wish people would understand - when to shut the fuck up
[x] what's something you wish you could understand better - life
[x] who is someone that you really wish was still around - jessie
well that was fun
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[30 Nov 2003|04:56pm] |
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Alright now i have time to update. Lets see, yesterday was by far one of the best days ever. Went to samash to get a guitar. Fuck I love it. It's a black electric/acoustic ovation. I'll take pictures so i can show you all. After that we went to the mall in search of a jacket. I hate going to the mall but I had to go considering I have no jackets or long sleeved shirts and it's starting to get cold. I couldnt find any. All I wanted was a fucking PLAIN black jacket. But I went today and now i have one. woop. back to yesterday. Well we all went to andy's house for the gater game. the was about 375986 people there. something like that. we had more turkey; god, Im going to be eating turkey for the next year. We started a bon fire-ish thing. Yes, I made the fire. Made smores and shit. All and all i had a great day. I cant really think of anything else to say. I guess I'll go.
later
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3 Are Already There| Buy a Stairway to Heaven
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| who's good? who's good? oh yeah, ally's good |
[30 Nov 2003|10:21am] |
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if i knew how to put pictures on here i would show you all my guitar. fuck im so happy. ill tell you more about it along with other things someother day when i have time. alright. later
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3 Are Already There| Buy a Stairway to Heaven
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| You ask me "Is it love?" I just stare at you emotionless, "what is love?" |
[25 Nov 2003|11:08pm] |
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"There are things known, and things unknown, and in between there are the doors."
I have found a whole new love for the doors. Expessially Jim Morrison, the man was genius. He's not dead, well he is but in a way he is alive. His spirt will live on forever and will never die.
Alright, Im done.
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2 Are Already There| Buy a Stairway to Heaven
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[21 Nov 2003|07:36pm] |
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so much shit has happend. i felt horrible, worse than horrible. but i talked to laura and now im happy again. she is so fucking nice. i love you laura. i love my friends to fucking death. oh yeah i talked to mr chase too. he just makes everyone feel good.
CollardGreens36: you made me feel very much better, thank you so much
USmellLikeButt92: your welcome...it makes me feel good that i made you feel better
USmellLikeButt92: you made me feel better too
USmellLikeButt92: I love ally!
popularnobody17: Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here and drink what comes out"?
CollardGreens36: me! me!
CollardGreens36: it was all me bitch
popularnobody17: Do illiterate people get the full effect of Alphabet soup?
CollardGreens36: they sure do
popularnobody17: In that song, she'll be coming around the mountain, who is she?
CollardGreens36: your mother
CollardGreens36: du
CollardGreens36: why are you asking me these simple questions?
popularnobody17: Wouldn't it be smart to make the sticky stuff on envelopes taste like chocolate?
CollardGreens36: no, long story short.....chocolate doesnt go good with sticky ants
popularnobody17: lol
popularnobody17: Why are the commercials for cable companies on cable but not on regular television? Don't they want the people without cable to buy the cable?
CollardGreens36: no because people without cable are cheap and peple with calble are rich so they will buy they stupid stuff because they're drunk half the time
popularnobody17: "Have you ever noticed that if you rearranged the letters in mother in law, they come out to Woman Hitler?"
CollardGreens36: yes i have noticed that on many occasions
popularnobody17: hahaha, you always make me laugh. make ANYONE laugh.
popularnobody17: have you ever noticed that if you laugh evreyone has to laugh, even if its not funny, if your laughing then everyone has to
popularnobody17: it shoud be a law
alright thats all.
later
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[21 Nov 2003|06:41pm] |
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"Thats the god part of dieing; when you've nothing to lose, you run any risk you want."
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"Is this going to hurt?"
"It'll hurt like a bitch"
haha i dont know why i just did that. let's see. nothing really to write about. oh yeah. chelsea burnt me s.t.u.n. yay. i love you chelsea.
SCREAM TOWARDS THE UPRISING OF NON-CONFORMITY BABY.
alright enough exitment or one day.
Some can cry
She can only bleed
Every drop of blood
is a tear shed
She wears her scars like badges
for her eyes alone
I wish she'd scream
I wish she'd cry
But she just bleeds
woop. yeah it was my book. speaking of books. yesterday i was trying to look for books but it was to hard and i gave up. haha. so if you would happen to know of anything good let me know. now what is there to talk about?
i know. alright on friday in research i was bored so i just started drawing/writting and it turned out pretty good i think. haha. it was crazy, no one understud it. only jello and laura. i dont think it was confusing. ok im out of ideas, cant think of anything else to write about. alright now. im out
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[05 Nov 2003|08:38pm] |
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damnit i hate my computer. it took me like 5 miniutes just to get to this site. fucking computer
anywho. its 8:40 right now. haha i relized i always mention the time. oh well. im probably not the only one that does it. alright now. school is school. nothing exiting or new. after school was fun tho. meagan and katie walked with me. it was raining thw whole time, not bad. but me and meagan were going to go to katies but decided to just go to my house, so right when we get to my neighborhood it starts to pour down. haha. it was great. then meagan left around 6. so yeah. ive basically just been here. im online way to much. i never watch tv barley. is it just me or does every day seen like 395936519 hours insted or 24? just me i guess. next friday is priscillas birthday. god my birthday is in like 4 months, start planning. i need money. in up to 13 bucks. haha. i want a lot of cd's. and then i want to change my room. i want to many things. i complain to much.
aw man its only 8:50 and im tired. alright then im going to sleep. later
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5 Are Already There| Buy a Stairway to Heaven
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[03 Nov 2003|10:43am] |
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i stayed home today because im awsome. just woke up and its 10:28. today is great. meagan stayed home to. haha, so i plan on just talking to her.
i need some caffeine bad. im going to go get some cookie dough soon. i love cookie dough. but i dont really like cookies once there cooked. like brownies, i wont eat them once they come out of the oven i have to wait a couple days. haha. i guess its just me
this weekend was alright i guess. i dont really have much to say. nothing is on tv now. damnit. oh well. i found food. score. i love pop tarts. fuck no one is online. man why does everyone have to be at school.
bleh. im bored.
woop. ha! i found my cd's. yes. i couldnt find them for like a month. oh yeah go ally. hahaha
god i have like 3 masive ant bites and they itch like fuck. damn. that sucks. alright now. later
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2 Are Already There| Buy a Stairway to Heaven
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| chaos, just chaos |
[01 Nov 2003|01:34pm] |
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well, its 1:39 right now. in case you were wondering. yesterday was halloween. we had so much fun ,(we meaning meagan, priscilla, and katie) my costum was badass. haha. but we didnt go to many house's becasuse it got boring. we met like 20 people. god we always meet a lot of people everywhere we go. first there was abou 10 people outside my friedns house and this guy just started dancing behind me, later he huged me and he was sweaty and shit. aw dude the other guy took my glow glasses. o well. they were just following us around so i through a brick at him while he was skateboarding. classic. later we met some other guys. they were cool i guess. i only remember ryan. they went to conway last year but i dont remember them. then we saw some other people, didnt like them.
later at my house we got a video camera and just started messing around with it. we made like 3 movies. hahaha. that was funny. then we took some pictures. fuck i wish i knew how to put pictures on here.
i think im going over to mallory's house soon. i love it there. we always lite fireworks and her neighbors are asshole so the cops always end up comming. priceless. that god for explosives. i didnt mean to write this much. its not alot. i used to write a shit load. haha. i finally broke the habbit! woop. alright now kids. im out
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[29 Oct 2003|05:47pm] |
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hello all. not sure why im updating. o well. lets see. school was alright. lunch was great. me and meagan had to walk home today, that was fun. finally its getting cold. i love it. halloween friday. cant wait. i wanted more people to come. its just 4 people. katie is letting me dress her up. its going to be badass. i have to take lots of pictures. god every day seems to go on forever. i hate it. i could not sleep last night. hahai have insomnia or something. i mean i was just awake. haha that sounded confusing.
god i need money. i want about 3294694074369 cd's. something like that. i went to target today but they didnt have anything good. i really want the darkness cd. i love them. man i need a life. im always online. i guess you could say thats what i live for.
hahaha that 70's show comes on tonight. thats about the only thing i watch. haha. i want a guitar. fuck. but see i dont really know what i should get. so if you would happen to know or anything tell ally.
i love this song. zeppelin baby. haha. im hungry. i guess i should eat. alright then.
bitch
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[26 Oct 2003|06:27pm] |
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god damnit im bored. ive been home alone since 3. parents just leave me. haha. its great. i was watching zeppelin. i love that dvd. yay. then i decided i would listen to pink floyd. haha ive been listening to the same cd for 3 hours. this weekend was fun. friday people came to my house and meagan spent the night. went to the lake for a couple hours and just talked. saturday i went to meagans. we got to go to festival bay. i FINALLY saw school of rock. hahaha i love that movie. then some other funny stuff happend. HALLOWEEN NEXT FRIDAY. i cant wait. but now jello cant come and laura decied she would go with ariel. i dont like her. now laura is all pissed off at me and meagan because we dont invite her everywhere. o well. but yeah we only have 4 people going. i want chase to come. im bored as fuck. i dont want to go to school tomorrow. man im tired. god friday i went ot bed at like 12 and slept till 12 or 1. haha. oh hahaha see i had a lizard living in my room but it somehow got out, now i have a lizard somewhere in my room. hahahaha. i love this song. brain damage. i love pink floyd. i need to take a shower i feel dirty. later
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[24 Oct 2003|11:19pm] |
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alright now i guess im going to update. sounds good. meagan is over here. she's alwyas here. i love it man. we have so much in common its fucking crazy. but yeah. no one is online. damn people. today is friday. school is school, nothing really interesting. report cards today. joy. im so happy. ok i FINALLY got dark side. i had my friends but she made me give it back. but now i own it. for the past couple of days its been just that. like the other day i was just laying in bed playing time over and over and over again. its great. i think its the best cd, but hey thats just me. i want to go to the movies. i still havnt fucking seen school of rock. i'll just wait another 6 months for it to come out on video. god its only 11:30 and im tired. hahaha i have a lizard living in my room. i have no idea where it is man. haha. i cant really think of anything interesting to write in this here journal of mine. i still dont know why i have one of these things i bet only maybe 4 people read this. halloween next friday. so far its just me meagan priscilla and katie. so if your reading this feel free to come with us. alright now i guess im going to go. try not to miss me now.
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| and we meet again |
[18 Oct 2003|09:16pm] |
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see i told you i would be back. and in the same day. haha im talking to the fucking computer. o well. i had to update just because im extreamly bored. lets see. im watching tv. well more like listening to it. i just ate some chicken things. man i love chicken. i was going to type somehting. oh yeah. well i was going to go to jessies house but my mom said no. damnit. see if i were in my old house i could have just walked there. might have taken me a while plus the fact that its pitch black outside i might possibly get raped. o well.
woop. man there is nothing worth watching. i think im going to just play some cd's or some shit like that. meagan is not answering her phone. well she is she's just not talking. no one is home. damnit. shfuie vytfioewbv eoryasukg
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[18 Oct 2003|06:08pm] |
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hello all. gah im bored as fuck. its 6:09 right now. yep. parents left at 5. so im here by myself till about 12 or 1. joy. they just leave. im ALWAYS alone. its not a bad thing. well when someone is with me its not a bad thing. but im stuck here because no one can come over. damnit. man no one' online. haha i was talking to priscilla earlier. we always have interesting convosations. what to write, what to write. yesterday sucked. went to my friends house but she left so i was stuck with her sister for 3 hours. luckaly i brought cd's. holy fuck im so damn happy. well wednesday and thursday were great. i already told you about wednesday but thursday i went to the mall with my dad, not sure why. so i was bored. i hate the mall. i found $20 in my pocket so i decided to go to fye. my favorite store. i bought 2 led zeppelin cd's. woop. and then my dad bought the dvd. haha now i owe him $25. but its ok. so i had like 7 hours of led zeppelin. wednesday was still better tho. why i snothing ever on tv. i feel like writing a lot. i have to do my project. man ms perkins is crazy. a couple days ago she just came up to me and started talking to me about led zeppelin. hahaha. she asked what other bands i like so i told her pink floyd, deep purple, the doors and stuff like that so now in the hallway or whatever she'll just start talking to me about them. so she's ok. oh. hahahaha in technolagy ashley asked what i was doing my project on so i told her led zeppelin and mr k. tapped me on the sholder and said good girl. WHOA. i say he's a molester. god damnit my leg hurts. its all red and shit. haha. who else other than me falls between bleachers?
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| why thank you, im doing just fine |
[16 Oct 2003|11:35am] |
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hey there everyone. yeah i have a new journal name. woop. i dont know if i should keep it or just go back to my other one. o well. im so fucking bored. meagan is over here. man yesterday was ALMOST the best day in the world. i dont know why. got to school and for once i wasnt really tired. oh laura had this cuban coke that jonathan gave her. lets see. the rest of my classes seemed to go be fast. after school jello meagn and katie walked home with me. yay. then priscilla came over. lauren came over also. haha. everyone always comes to allys house. then we went to the element. that was fun i guess. there wasnt to many people there. after the element jello and katie and priscilla left at 10ish. so me and meagan decided to lay outside. so we were just laying on the street looking at the sky. we saw a shooting star. i mean it was just, i dont know. it was cool. went inside at like 10:30. then yeah. oh before when we were in school i feel inbetween the bleechers. hahaha. now my leg is all red. alright now i guess ill go.
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