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[02 Mar 2006|10:38pm] |
♥She met him that time,
But she was with her ex lover,
And she hadn't yet realised,
That he was more like a brother,
But that was broken by a single kiss,
And she was set free,
And her heart didn't break,
It had long drowned in the sea,
Her sea of tears,
An ocean in her mind,
But it was time,
To leave that behind,
So with him as her bestfriend,
And a glisten in her eye,
She was ready to do anything,
-anything, But fly-
And she talked to him,
Studied his mind,
And began to fall inlove with it,
In time,
And when she declared it,
to a friend and to him,
She was instantly
onto a win,
After all they had tooken,
And all she had bruised,
He seemed the one,
She never wanted to loose,
Everything that she needed,
All the dreams in her mind,
And she had her everything,
In a matter of time,
She had fallen in love,
Yet again,
Hoping this time,
Wouldn't cause so much pain,
And he was so gorgeous,
More than she'd seen before,
And as she fell asleep each night,
She wispered J'adore,
And he loved her,
And she loved him alot,
But it wasn't just beacuse
He was super hot,
It was because there were things
About him that just made her smile
But he doubted them for a little while,
And she realised then he was her everything,
And she sat frozen not able to shed tears,
Knowing this pain was nothing compared,
To the pain, if he disappeared,
But he changed his mind,
He had had a bad week,
And when things are down,
It makes you so weak,
After that they went iceskating,
And he fell over, all slippy,
She did at the end,
When he said 'C'mon? for me?'
And then it was christmas,
They spent the actual day appart,
But she sat in her living room,
With that boy in her heart,
And newyears he was working,
So she just watched tv,
But just thinking of him,
Made her all smiley,
And then some time past,
And valentines came,
And her birthday happens,
On the same day,
The day before he gave her
some perfume, so sweet,
And she wears it
everytime they meet,
She spent the actual day with
her family,
Acting like the smiley,
Baby,
And the next day he gave her white roses,
And took her out for a meal,
But after she sensed there was something
lacking in the way he did feel,
And this scared and worried her,
Made her very insecure,
But she didn't want to ruin it,
By trying to make sure,
And one week later,
He called her on the phone,
And told her what she dreaded,
And she felt so alone,
Screaming and crying,
On her bedroom floor,
Realising,
Her life was no more,
Without your everything,
Nothing is left,
It is a case,
Of heart theft,
But a few hours later,
They talked again,
And he said he regretted it,
Erasing the pain,
He insulted himself,
And felt so bad,
Which just made her,
Feel sad,
And she took him back,
with open arms,
And felt so happy,
Happy and calm,
And next time they met,
He apologised,
And she could see it,
In his eyes,
And his love,
Made her smile,
And now she realises,
How lucky she is,
To have such love,
Behind each kiss,
He is her world,
Her heart, her life,
And she thinks of him,
Each and every night,
And she wrote this poem,
For you to read,
So that you could see,
Her living dream♥
p.s. sorry its long.
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