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Caitlin's Blurty:
| Thursday, May 15th, 2008 | |
| 7:39 pm |  |
| Sunday, November 12th, 2006 | |
| 10:03 pm | lyrics that have to do with nothing EVER working out in your favor? please? this weekend was one big dissappointment. and i just need lyrics=) |
| Sunday, October 29th, 2006 | |
| 8:08 pm | What do you want form my life? Cause my heart cant take this anymore. |
| Tuesday, October 17th, 2006 | |
| 10:05 am | I try my best but I can't shake this thing u got me going through |
| Saturday, July 22nd, 2006 | |
| 5:45 pm | i've only had 230 calories today and i already ate dinner so i plan to keep it that way. i love feeling empty, even when im full from drinking a lot of water i don't like it. i have work at 7 at an ice cream store. i think i have enough self control by now to handle that. love yous |
| Saturday, July 15th, 2006 | |
| 5:52 pm | i have a question! how can you make purging easier/faster? like is there something you can eat or drink that would make your stomach force you to throw up anyway? |
| Wednesday, June 29th, 2005 | |
| 10:31 pm | Doy ou ever feel like you walking towards nothing?nothing. at all. just walking not knowing which way is up. not having a clue. Do you ever feel like your nothing? nothing. at all. like you could fall off the face of the earth and no one at all would notice. cause im working at something thats impossible. yea, im keeping that word in my vocabulary. these candles burn in my room .. all the way down to the bottom of the wick like my tolerance to this world. they are no true answers to anything. the only true thing is love, but the only true thing in the world has ruined the most lives. but i think ill take that risk. because love gives me somwhere to walk to. it gives me someone who cares. love isnt impossible. it's t r u e. |
| Thursday, June 16th, 2005 | |
| 9:53 pm | ;( The cold concrete cuts against her back And her spirit spills with blood onto the pavement Hands tied so tight behind her neck And a silence falls, and everything changes And everything dies, to you nothing’s alive, to you anymore I guess you've gotten more than you might have wanted If I could take your pain away I would scream for you I would bleed for you So you’ll never feel this way Again when you’re in my arms I would scream for you I will bleed for you She drowns herself until the images erase But the skin is bruised all along her thighs Nightmares repeat refrain the memories of pain In mental photographs haunting all the time so She shuts her eyes, to you she tries to hide From you, she falls asleep into dreams where she is s a f e If I could take your pain away I would scream for you And I’ll bleed for you So you’ll never feel this way Again when you’re in my arms I would scream for you I will bleed for you Put the weight on my shoulders And the pain in my heart Tie the knots in my stomach and you’ll let it tear me apart. So tear me apart. So I could be everything you need And this silence strips me bare, and your body pins me down. I've never been so scared to breathe, afraid to make a sound. And all I know is you'll never let me go.. Just kick and scream, bite and bleed, and make believe it's all a dream. does that song make anyone else wanna cry? Current Mood: indescribable |
| Tuesday, May 24th, 2005 | |
| 7:15 pm | I hope this terrifies you, a moral suicide which burns inside you never, will never let you out, until you realize knee deep or buried alive in lies, this time I won't let you in. :x |
| 7:11 pm | I'll take you up to the top of this building and I'll push u off run down the stairs so I can see your face as you, hit the street..x3 |