Just Thinking....   
06:48pm 21/12/2004
mood: contemplative
music: Project Pat- Ass Clap
Tonight Greg and I went to the movies. We watched the new "Spanglish" movie. It was a good movie, but it made me think. I thought about Greg, and how I love him so much. Gage made the comment that if there is any doubt that the relationship might not work, then it won't and you are wasting your time. The sad part, I have had my doubts, but it was due to Greg. I try to do anything and everything for him. I would do anything he asked of me. When I look at him, I see him and only him. And in my head, the thought that "this is it" runs through it. I could be completely happy with him and him alone for the rest of my life. I know he still has a long of things that will change in him, but so do I. I want to be there with there with him through the times of change. its just that I want him so badly, and I'm not sure that he does. And what I mean by I want him, I mean that in everyway. I'll continue later