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wow [22 Feb 2006|02:56pm] my last journal entry was almost two years ago. let's see if we can bring this back into swing. overwhelm me.

HHAHAHA [18 Apr 2004|06:06pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | yellowcard - inside out ] who missed me come on admit it WHO MISSED ME!!! 1 | overwhelm me.

heeehee [30 Jan 2004|01:09am] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | music stuck in my head from the club ] im back. all clean. no drugs cept occasional fun. (pretty damn rare occasions too i might add) all healthy n shit. up in LA makin new friends keepin contact with the old ones (mel imscared to call your house cause i'm not sure what terms your mom and i are on.) this entry is gonna be copy n pasted to all my journals so if youre on one or more buddy lists just ignore it. been going out like every night at least til 12 just to go out ya know? some with my friends sometimes with my cousin. sometimes with my cousins friend which are also my friends cause we've known each other so long. some of are even like family friends since practically birth. school enrollment is on tuesday this week. and i have a job interview tomorrow. not reallya job i want but i could at least go to the interview and see how it goes. went to this one club tonight. k most girls at clubs are ugly i'm sorry i'm not all hot shit or anything but i wonder if some of them think "hey dim lights guys who are drunk maybe i'll look better?" i mean come on now BE HONEST! oh well i went with 4 guy friends tonight it was awesome met this hottie named dayle from upper new york whos friends are friends with my friends haha (jimmys cousin's sisters boyfriend kinda thing) but he was mad interested in me to the point of just trying to keep my attention constantly (not in a annoying way THANK GOD) i guess i could see him again if he or i made the effort. my bed gets delivered tomorrow. PLUS i finished a lot of the updates on the computer including memory, aol9.0 and tons of other shit and its UP AND RUNNING. i dunno im massively proud cause um I LEARNED IT ALL WHILE DOING IT ON MY OWN. no one here to help me kinda hard lol took me a while too. had some graphics problems too. PLUS MELO GRAPHICS ARE BACK. which is way awesome GOD i missed them so much. but time for bed. i came home early from going out cause i have that interview tomorrow. im considering workin at starbucks. i only need a really small part timejob for while im at school. goddamn i'm so damn tired. toodles. overwhelm me.

sweet [08 Jan 2004|11:16pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | nothin right now ] finally got everything up n runnin again. awesome possum. overwhelm me.

i saw this squirrel and he was like WEEEEEEEEEEE [12 Dec 2003|10:07pm] [ mood | amused ] take the virgin-whore dichotomy quiz. and go to mewing.net. where we're all studs. My pickup line is: Pardon me, have we met? what's your pickup line? | mewing.net. hey, baby. The type of ex I am is: E V I L I sadistically lead my ex to believe I still care, just to make myself feel desirable. Fear me. what type of ex are you? | mewing.net. 'EX'cellent. HA. overwhelm me.

woowee. [30 Nov 2003|05:37pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | eastmountainsouth - you dance ] oh yeah just did some updates. i put the first overwhelm on here but decided i didnt like it. so i did the one with liv tyler. ummmmm heres the pretty pretty pictures: plus with some random icon which you can only see on each site. is no one updatin lately? or whats up lol. here's the ooh new sites ha. ooh special. http://www.blurty.com/users/dis_honesty http://www.blurty.com/users/overwhelm http://www.deadjournal.com/users/beautiful_sin and some pretty words to remember me by..... I drove for miles and miles And wound up at your door I've had you so many times but somehow I want more I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile I won't face another day I won't wait until tomorrow I won't spend another night without you let me carry you away let me wake you every morning let me wander every day beside you 'cause you dance in my head, in my heart, in my everything you belong I can't believe what’s happening to me For years I felt this way inside, where did I go wrong Has it all been, all that I think it’s been Or is the door that closed behind me, The one I've been at all along I always knew somehow I didn't belong But now it seems to me that things have changed Try to form the words the sentence I want to say Still I make no sound as you walk away If there were a way to make things right I know It's okay to be angry and never let go It only gets harder the more that you know When you get lonely if no one's around You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down We came together but you left alone And I know how it feels to walk out on your own Maybe someday I will see you again And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend Cutting up my words before I speak This is how it feels to not believe Letting out the noise inside of me Every window pane is shattering and if you try jackin that shit either tell me or if i find it i will say somethin about it cause i have nothing to lose for someone whos petty enough to try and act like theyre creative or they find creative things while just taking others. childish acts of hurt. overwhelm me.

[29 Nov 2003|09:43pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | gavin degraw - belief ] k ill change the colors lateer but my layout is changed again. lol. oh yeah and my relatives annoy me to no end so i'm never leaving my room while here. feels weird. overwhelm me.

poop [12 Nov 2003|01:21pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | linkin park - by myself ] once again my sister is on the run. and she was doing really well this time makin a life for herself. and my dads reallyhurt about it and even after all that hes done to me or treated me because of her i still am upset that hes hurting because of her. its like we're in this damn merry go round and my sister is the center pillar of it. family disgusts me along with most of the human race. piss off. overwhelm me.

[09 Nov 2003|12:22am] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | something corporate - punk rock princess ] raining like mad.....and the phrase raining liek cats n dogs is disgusting. ew. dont take it seriously like did when bored. overwhelm me.

bleh [04 Nov 2003|04:19pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | yellowcard - empty apartment ] sorry dont feel like updatin right now. got other things on my mind. but when i do itll be a doozy cuase ive been doin tons of stuff lately. plus stuff even happenin as of right now......anyways going to go now. til later bye. overwhelm me.

not letting go.... [27 Oct 2003|02:06am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | aaliyah - we need a resolution ] yeah k anyways. i knwe i wanted to write about this but im not really sure what all to say first of all and second of all i just kinda wanted to put it off cause i know ill end up forgettin bout half of what i wanted to write about either way. yeah i suppose that shows how important it is..... cant stop thinkin about willie lately. i just dont understand. i dont want to understand...he shouldnt have died...he should be here. pulling the same damn pranks we all did in high school...i hadnt even seen him in like 2 years. and thats probably why hes gone. cause if any of us had stuck together after high school for the long haul someone mightve been able to talk him out of it. i cant think of what was going through his mind that day on april 7th. something hurting him so bad that he got in his car. pulled it into the garage, locked all doors, stopped all airways and just let his car run...til it was all gone...i just dont understand...yeah everyone jocks the phrase "the world was not meant for one as beautiful as you" but in willie's case it was true. the newspaper in town said "but in the end willie was just too sensitive for this world" and thats why it ended...every small emotion for him was like an overload...every small sense. it's almost like the myth of an impath...they feel every emotion or physical pain from any person near them....and it overwhelms them....im sorry i just cant stop missing him. its not possible for me ok? i cant deal with the fact that he's gone. he shouldnt be gone damnit! i have the cd that his band created....the only cd they ever made. and i knew most of the songs on there with a couple as my faves but i listened to the last song on the cd the other day...i mean REALLY listened. it was about the first time he tried to kill himself....hes had this pain for a long time so i suppose that maybe its better for him that he's gone....but what if it's not. what if he still feels all of it....anyways imma write all the other stuff i have to say in another entry....

[25 Oct 2003|02:38am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | ying yang twins - naggin ] The beginning of the film... "People once believe that when someone died, a crow brought that soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes, something so bad happens that a terrible sadness is carried with it, and the soul can't rest. Sometimes, just sometimes, a crow can bring that soul back to put the wrong things right." "If a building gets torched, all that is left is ashes. I used to think that about everything: family, friends, feelings. But now I know. If two people love each other, nothing can keep them apart." Which Quote From The Crow Are You? brought to you by Quizilla YOU ARE MARRIED TO A WoODCHUCK!!! what's YOUR deepest secret? brought to you by Quizilla SELENE: You are selene! Beautiful, vivacious, fierce and seductive, Selene vowed she would destroy Lycans after her family was murdered by the werewolves. So ruthless is she that selene is a member of the Death Dealers. This elite Vampire warrior class's mission is to make the Lycans extinct. This 127-year-old "aggressive hunter of the underworld" combines a mastery of ancient weaponry with modern pleasures, such as driving Jaguars and using computers. However, Selene's ambitions are suppressed by Kraven. She longs for Viktor's reawakening so that he becomes the Vampire's regent once again. Ever wish you could be a vampire? href="http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?biter=Archangel">Then Click Here to become a Vampire! Which UNDERWORLD character are you? brought to you by Quizilla Driretlan is your Vampire name. You are a witty Vampire with a certain style that others are drawn to. To use your new Vampire name and become a Vampire, go here: www.life-blood.vze.com What is your Vampire name? brought to you by Quizilla Morpheus ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla Fight Club! What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!) brought to you by Quizilla You are Neo, from "The Matrix." You display a perfect fusion of heroism and compassion. What Matrix Persona Are You? brought to you by Quizilla You are Rogue! You are sexy and strong willed, and able to take on just about anyone. You long for a serious relationship, but whenever you begin to get close to someone things always seem to take turns for the worse. But you have dealt with this lack of closeness with an almost constant flirtacious behavior. Which X-Men character are you most like? brought to you by Quizilla overwhelm me.

[24 Oct 2003|04:04am] [ mood | sick ] sick overwhelm me.

[21 Oct 2003|04:17pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | mxpx - im okay, youre okay ] sweet. new layout. sickness. check that shit out. overwhelm me.

[15 Oct 2003|02:28pm] last one overwhelm me.

[15 Oct 2003|02:27pm] ooh another overwhelm me.

[15 Oct 2003|02:26pm] new icons woo would update but blurtsy bein fuckin gay overwhelm me.

ooooooooohhhhhhhhhh new friends only new layout sweet. [02 Oct 2003|01:37am] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | louie says - she ] 1 | overwhelm me.

[18 Sep 2003|01:21pm] yay. k update on the friends only thing. either comment to be added to get bent. 1 | overwhelm me.

i am so awesome....i mean with all this shit how can i not be...you know you want me...just say it. [16 Aug 2003|03:21am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | sir mix a lot - buttermilk biscuits ] haha WHATS MY NAME BITCH!!!! LiveJournal Haiku! Your name: spazzmode Your haiku: kinda but now i avoid it redondo here i come.....if you Username: Created by Grahame Your Claim to Fame by Danika Name: Day of Birth: Lucky Number: Hobby: Claim to Fame: World Domination Years You Will be Remembered: 84 Created with quill18's MemeGen! What will your last words be? by cum_on_bitch Your LJ username Your real name Your sex Your age Your last words will be... "FUCK YOU!" Created with quill18's MemeGen! Your Ideal Career by crystal_blitz What is your name? Career Tour guide Yearly salary in 2020 $78,910 Number of children to support 1 Any chance of promotion? This is the best you'll ever have Created with quill18's MemeGen! You're Exotic Dancer Barbie. You have some moves, and will do anything for a few bucks. Take it off girl, but keep it PG-13 please. If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be? brought to you by Quizilla sarita is a Bone-Eating Magic Monkey ...with a Battle Rating of 8.4 To see if your Food-Eating Battle Monkey can defeat sarita, enter your name: 2 | overwhelm me.

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