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Unless otherwise forced... But, This is it. My one and only chance to get everything out of me while i can, because after break it will be hasta luego and no more. Or so i think, it most likely will... Alright, haha, this post will probably be the longest of them all. Well, you told her i was mad because you liked boys a bunch now? Err, no. I was confused as to who you were; i mean really, who are you? This drastic change is someone else in your body. What you had is now gone, that's why we'll never be "tyte" again, because this new person that inhabits your body is not someone i really want to "chillax" with. You had something, something different, and it’s not there anymore. And you had to work all the time. So why was it that I stopped coming over? Was it maybe that i didn't want to be a pest and constantly ask when you didn't have to work and call you? Why didn't you ask me? You hung out with the others so where was there room for me? Then i was asked what was going on by a person and then another told me they knew what was going on already (about our "situation"). I kept it on the "dl" out of respect for you, but it seemed like you had conversations with other people about it? It's been long past over, which is why this is extremely stupid but i would remain annoyed/frustrated/angered by this until i got it completely off of my chest. You make no effort, nor do i. You said you weren't going anywhere. That could now be considered a lie, but I guess when we aren’t friends anymore that doesn’t count. You said i needed you, even if it just was in a joking matter, but i've been without for about the past 2 months. I guess you could say our friendship was like the feelings toward your hair; one day you just didn't want deal with it and wanted/needed a change and BAM, out the door and in the trash. That's life...
Moving on...
Thank you Emily for giving me a ride today... Haha, P Diddy called and he wants his pants back! Aww. Thanks to Melissa for helping me with the posters. Yes, Ms. Kelly would be so proud. Thanks to Ani for listening to what i had to say. Thanks to Alex for making me laugh like no other and making me feel quite a bit better. Is there a test today?! Whaaaaa?! Haha, you're straight up trippin'! Thanks to Deidra for being considerate and being her sweet self. Thanks to Eugenia for somehow getting me through 3rd hour. Thanks to Irene for making fun of el coat, although it's not too cool man... Hah. Thanks to Mrs. Tedder for being awesome and letting us have fun on Thursday… Muahaha it'll be good.
I'll leave you with this...
Drops of blood roll off of the flushed broken skin belonging to the man in the mirror. The red hate falls upon the torn white shirt below. Fingers reach to touch the wound but pull away as fast as his face winces with pain. The anger in his cold heart grows stronger. The last salty tear falls down his unshaven cheek and reaches his bloodstained lips. The taste screams REVENGE.
**Both of us are to blame**
So don't even bother
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