Ohio State University EDs' Journal

Tuesday, July 5, 2005



How can I stop night binges? I will go all day and then at night I stuff my face? Can anyone give me some tips on how to stop?

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Wednesday, October 22, 2003


2:51PM - survey

1. What was the hardest subject in high school for you? english

2. Have you ever tried sushi and do you like it? no

3. Did you ever have acne? not nearly as bad as i used to. just once in a while

4. Which show is funnier-That 70s Show or Friends? they're two different kinds of funny, but i guess seinfeld

5. Did you ever get a makeover? no

6. How much did your last haircut cost? $17

Have you ever...
07. Said "I hope you die" to someone: yeah

08. Tried to kill yourself: yeah

09. Gotten in a fist fight: just a slap fight in 6th grade

10. Lied to your parents: seriously now, who hasnt

11. Lied to your friends: yeah

12. Bit someone: yeah

13. Gotten drunk: yeah

14. Gotten totally wasted: yeah

15. Given someone a bruise: yeah

16. Freak danced: i have no idea what you're talkin about

17. Cut yourself: yeah

18. Skipped school: yeah

19. Hung up on someone: no, i think thats the rudest thing ever

20. Gone commando: haha no, just in bed in the hot days of summer

21. Thrown up at school: yeah

01. Do you stuff your bra? no

02. Have you ever stuffed your bra? no

03. What make-up do you wear daily? mac foundation, avon eyeshadow, avon eyeliner(s), avon mascara

04. What are your underwear like right now? red lacy delia's underwear

05. How many pairs of shoes do you own? at least 35

06. Come on, tell the truth. Is that really your true hair color? hell yeah, i dont think people dye their hair shit brown

07. What do you most like about your body? nothin', unless you mean the stuff i altered such as all my tattoos and piercings

08. And least? everything, espically all this damn weight

09. How many fillings do you have? none

10. Do you think you're good looking? please, get out of here, NO!

11. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking? they do, but they're lieing to try and make me feel better

12. Do you look like any celebrities? christina aguilera!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

13. Do you like a man with muscles or not? muscles dont matter, its the person. i love my boyfriend, john sochanchak, with all my heart

14. Tall or short men? i prefer tall, but yet again it doesnt matter. no one has to fit a specfic mold for me

15. Does your dream guy have long or short hair? please just read previous. my b/f has long hair in the winter and short in the summer

16. What's the hair situation 'down there'? ive been shaving for 6 years now

17. How long is your leg hair? bare, ive got a guy to impress ;-)

18. Ever come close to having sex, but didn't? sure

19. With who? even if i said the name, no one would know him

20. If so, why didn't you? too wasted and realised it was a bad idea

21. Are your eyebrows a different color from your hair? no

22. Do you pluck your eyebrows? of course

23. When did you last have a hickey, and where? daaaaaaaaaaaamn, i havent had on in forever but i guess a year ago

24. Are you on birth control? yes, ortho-trycyclin

25. Can you dance? if you give me ecstasy i sure can ;-)

26. Can you lick your nipple? i imagine that i could, but i could also pierce them ;-)

27. Do you struggle with self-esteem? what self esteem is there to struggle with

28. Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder? yeah ive got one of those stupid things

29. When was your first period? i think 11

30. If you unexpectedly got pregnant, what would you do? deffinatly keep it cause i have an amazing bf. thought we're not ready now or anything, but if it happened, we'd deffinatly keep it

31. Future daughters/sons names? girls : Zoe, boys : damien and i imagine john would want to carry down the name of John, so ill say John as well

32. Are you pro-choice? hell fuckin yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

33. Do your underwear and bras usually match? sometimes

01. Any good memories from this year? my boyfriend

02. Any bad memories from this year? tons

03. Do you regret anything from this year? lots

04. Do you regret anything you've ever done? of course, but i woudlnt take it back because then i wouldnt be who i am today

05. Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? tyrone, i think i was 3

06. Did you ever have braces? hell yeah

07. What is your best childhood memory? i cant say i imagine it would have something fun i did with my parents

08. Do you have the same friends you did when you were seven and under? no, i dont even know anybody now that i did when i was 7

09. What color hair did you have as a kid? black

10. What does your name mean? ann...you tell me cause i have no idea

01. Current Music: paul van dyk

02. Current CD in player: paul van dyk - crush

03. Current conversations: no one is IMing me, so no one

04. Current time: 2:44pm

05. Current clothes: mens white vneck undershirt, and tan delia's dorm pants with my rider sweatshirt

06. Current hair: half up all crazy and messy and spiky and hald long and down

07. Current taste: uhh...im chewing wrigly's blue gum

08. Current mood: fat cause my friends made me eat lunch today :-(

09. Current smell: cold new jersey air

10. Current thing you should be doing: throwing up all this food...or doing homework

11. Current desktop picture: whatever the crapy backround this is on the stupid computer lounge computer. but on my computer it flips back and forth from my boyfriend or christina aguilera

12. Current favorite group: damn i dont know...group...i dont know i like christina aguilera and trance

13. Current book: books for school. there is no free time to read at college

14. Current refreshment: strawberry kiwi drink

15. Current worry: failing my classes, i am most of them. and gaining any more weight, I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!

16. Current crush: my amazing boyfriend, john christopher sochanchak

Current mood: fat
Current music: paul van dyk - "connected"
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Hi all. This community is going to be focusing on weight loss goals. Its mainly a place where people with eating disorders can come and support each other. I know its hard to find people that understand unless they've been through the shit themselves, which is why I made this community.

I'm also looking for someone that goes to Ohio State University that is trying to lose alot of weight, or wants a fasting buddy (thats what I'm looking for). Everyone is welcome though.

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