So we kicked ass today at the band festival. We got a 2! YES! The cool thing was that I left the top joint of my bassoon at the school, so I had to play without it. So, every note I had to tune individually, but I still nailed my solos, and played every note, 'cept for the low Bb which I changed to be an octave up.
It's so rough seeing the same demons swooping in on the people I love. Though they may have different masks, their hideous laughs don't fool me. I can't fight them for people, and it kills me to know that. All I can do is fend them off, keep them from latching onto me. If they don't get me, maybe I can help give others the hope and strength they need.
Sam's party now... toodles!
Current Mood:
complacent