I spent most of the evening sitting in a cafe, writing sub plans for work and desperately trying to figure out how I'm going to be able to handle saying goodbye to someone who is the closest thing I have to a sister tomorrow morning.
Had a long conversation with my ex, A (of all people). She said something that gave me a little comfort at the time -- "Don't treat it like it's goodbye forever...it's just a visit."
That's a hell of a lot easier said than done...but there is a point there.
I don't know what tomorrow's going to look like. Hopefully clearer than tonight.
I need to get some sleep. I've got a two hour drive in Bay Area rush hour traffic to deal with in a few hours. Current Mood: depressed