| 8:38a |
I'm sick
It's amazing how many personal revelations you come to when you're desperately ill. If i was only feeling strong enough to act on them now, and not forget them later. things like, "wow, i should really exercise more so i dont get sick so often," or "i could make a really good painting based on the feeling of having an intense sinus infection," even "do you think that over the counter drugs really have a serious effect on your auto-immune system?" There's nothing like lying awake amist a 12 hour sleeping binge contemplating your own mortality. seriously, who doesn't think, "this is it. i'm gonna die from this sickness..or at least one similar to it later down the road" ? Anyways, just thought i'd share. nothing heightens one's Seasonal Affective Disorder better than a good sinus infection and rainy weather. think cheery thoughts. [/rant]
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: silence. music's original alternative. |