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| Sunday, August 17th, 2003 |
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| talking to sam last nite and my mom made me get off the phone with him.. i was so pissed off.. we were both really into the conversation and i just needed to talk to him and she made me stop.. she said i was grounded from the phone and i went and watched some tv.. i woke up today and pouted.. then called sam.. i love how she enforces my punishments.. lol... anywho.. sam and i talked for awhile today already.. like 3 hours.. i got off the phone with him and watched tv.. kinda just looked at it really.. i was so tired and bored and like confused.. watched jenna jamesons E true hollywood story.. then my grandparents came over.. that was so fucking boring.. i seriously cant do anything and be happy unless im on the phone with sam or with him.. i remember when i used to think that love was impossible to feel at my age but sam has totally changed my view on that.. i know that what im feeling is more than anything i have ever felt for anyone before.. i know that i am in love with him and its the most wonderful feeling.. i cant describe it.. and to know he feels the same way too just makes me smile..tonite we really were talking about how we feel and it was like our first serious conversation.. it was cool.. i cant imagine not talking to him every day and i cant wait until i can see him whenever i want..but enough of the cheesy stuff.. im gonna go now.. i will update later... i mite go to the zoo tomorrow :) | ||||||||
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| Saturday, August 16th, 2003 |
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| i woke up today.. slept good last nite.. i totally was gonna go to bed at 215 but sam said he wanted to call and say goodnite and so he did and we ended up talkin until almost 5.. anywho i woke up and thought it was sunday.. i almost cried bc i missed breakfast but soon realized it was only saturday and i needed something to do.. sam and i convinced matt to have us over.. dana came and picked me up at 5 and we took sam over there too.. we got some pizza.. i played with matts little sister.. me and her have a secret.. shh dont tell:)..uhh then we decided to go swimming.. in our clothes.. sam had cold water and kept on making me cold.. brr!!! bert and ernie didnt appreciate that but anyways.. then we swam like mating frogs do... matts mom made us get out and it was sooo amazingly cold.. i had like 4 towels and was still freezing.. we went inside and went online.. of course we fucked around with jenna.. its me, sam and matt.. duhr!.. gnuhhr!.. anywho.. i came home and my crackhead mom didnt hear me knock at the door and i was outside for 45 minutes thinking she was gone.. GRR! fucking crackhead.. so i came in (totally freezing) the hill was taunting me as well.. GRR! i was lonely.. i came in and took a shower and now im online talking to sam and flamer.. oh yeah also felt like a total bitch today bc i didnt tell sam i love u.. but he knows i do.. duhr.. ummm other than that.. once u pop the fun dont stop.. lol.. gotta go.. bye.. | ||||||||
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| Friday, August 15th, 2003 |
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| my dad got sams cab tonite so he went and dropped it off and brought sam over here...uhh we watched forrest gump and had some lil caesers pizza... uhh then we watched aladdin.. we went outside and layed on our hill.. kinda just sat there for awhile but u know kinda just ended up playing some sports.. inning 4 for harley.. red light got turned on and a touchdown was definitely scored.. good things happen when stairway to heaven is played.. thank u led zeppelin.. umm we came in and went online.. thats just what we do after..listening to led zeppelin what else u sicko?! umm.. we watched the osbournes and i lost all ambition to ever watch it again.. we came back in my room and started 8 mile but then got online... he had to leave early.. but thats ok.. i really feel we bonded tonite.. i am in love :).. but now heez gone.. :( | ||||||||
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| Wednesday, August 13th, 2003 |
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| i came to amandas after gettin my yearbook... looked thru it and then we ate supper.. andrew came over (her man) and they were all snuggly.. i was like GRR! I AM LONELY!!.. so i cuddled with her mom during big brother.. but she isnt sam.. so then i came online at 9 and sam wasnt on.. i cried.. then DING DING DING he imed me and i was all happy... he seemed sad bc he had to go to the cubs game with his family.. i was sad bc i missed him.. so we both pouted and his mom agreed to let me come over for an hour.. we just hung out on the deck but then me and him went and found a hill; thats just what we do.. i was all comfy and just happy.. its weird i cant do anything without him anymore.. then amanda--in her lovely voice--said we had to go.. but at least we got to hang out for an hour.. i got my fix.. lol.. but anyways.. i shall go listen to led zeppelin and talk to him now...... | ||||||||
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| last nite sam came over and we watched friday and then went to the park bc mrs j wasnt home.. we went by her house and moved the gnome by mikes car... heeza sissy! lolol... anywho we came home and my mom wasnt here.. score 2 for harley.. stairway to heaven.. good song man.. anywho.. my mom came home and we went online and then went outside to see the meteors... i didnt see any.. sam saw like 6.. but we shall pretend i saw them too..anywho.. it was cold outside and bert and ernie got met.. score 3 for harley...we took him home and he called me.. we talked for awhile and i went to bed.. today has been boring.. i woke up at like 245 and had no one to call or talk to online bc sam is at a cubs game with his family.. he mite come to amandas after if his mom says yes... umm.. i gotta go pick up my yearbook tonite at 6.. then im going to the bracketts....i went to target earlier.. got some new cds so i can burn the doors....umm thats about it... | ||||||||
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| Monday, August 11th, 2003 |
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| BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING day.. i woke up at 209pm.. prolly cuz i went to bed at 6am.. but thats a different story.. i didnt go to the doc.. i have to next week.. my moms making me.. damn those doctors.. and their COLD COLD COLD offices.. BRR!.. anyways.. sam was supposed to come over tonite but my mom decided she wanted to be a total and major bitch.. but heez coming over tm.. i shall make her say yes otherwise i shall pout.. still pouting....i saw scarface on saturday.. sam came over.. but we didnt watch it all.. monsters inc is better.. umm.. yeah thats about it.. school starts soon.. :(.. matt, sam, and i have a fun chat last nite about jenna.. aka DUMBFUCK.. shh! dont tell.. ok im gonna go now.. | ||||||||
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| Saturday, August 9th, 2003 |
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| went to see american wedding yesterday with sam...and my dad and dana.. really good movie.. dana let me drive home.. we arent dead.. im a good driver.. uhh.. went to gmas for supper.. mm burgers!.. then i came home talked to sam until 5 in the morning.. surprise.. he is coming over soon.. his mommie abandoned him.. :( tis ok.. | ||||||||
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| Thursday, August 7th, 2003 |
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| yesterday i went to sams from 2-6.. we watched fast times at ridgemont high and the rest of the doors movie... we had a good time.. we always seem to find something to do to pass the time.. this time it was play an inning of baseball and then we went online.. yeah stairway to heaven--definitely harleys new favorite song..uhh, then my dad came and got me and i had to go to my gmas for her bday party.. we had lasagna.. it was icky and made me feel pukish! :(.. came home and talked to sam on the phone for awhile and went online.. then sam called at 12 and we talked til 326.. i then went to bed--early for me.. woke up today and just bummed around.. talked to sam for awhile but then went to my moms parents for supper and just now got home.. my gma was driving me nuts.. so i just ignored her and watched mtv2.. i dont know what im doing this weekend.. i shall talk to u later.... | ||||||||
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| Wednesday, August 6th, 2003 |
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could u look me in the eye and tell me that yer happy now? oooh oooh oooh?.. ok yeah.. its 426am and i just got off the phone with sam.. i brushed my teeth and figured i'd get online and see who else is online and up this late.. its like 3 ppl who are gay and another who just doesnt really talk to me.. anyways.. i sent sam a really dumb email but thats ok bc it was like 414... he is leaving tomorrow to go back to mikes aunts and uncles.. thats kinda sad... ok really sad.. who shall i talk to on the phone until the wee hours of the morn? myself? most likely.. he has to get a physical soon--soon being 5 hours-- :( ouch.. i dont.. i cant see fast times at ridgemont high until he comes home.. i dont know why i was playing tennis for the subject tonite.. seeing as i played 4 times tonite.. 3 were pretty good.. one just sucked.. but anyways.. harley.. i shall miss him as well.... gonna go to bed now.. its hot up in hurr.. turning on the fan and sleeeeeeeeeeping......... oh yeah! its my gmas bday.. happy bday gma!! |
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| Sunday, August 3rd, 2003 |
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| straw and i have enjoyable conversations about bunnies and dew on windows at dawn | ||||||||
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| last nite i went to ozzfest.. well see i had to get up at 630am and meet sam and mike at the speedway.. we got to alpine valley really really really really really early... we saw nothingface--went on at like 9am.. then kinda chilled out all day(well it was like 354684 degrees out--so we didnt really chill) but u know.. uhh we saw voivod.. and went back to our hill.. i got a henna tattoo.. he is a seahorse named stripe.. with polka dots! yay! then we went to the main stage and saw chevelle--the guitar player/singer/brother likes to jam by himself,u can tell... they werent bad live.. manson--rocked duh.. but i found out the girls on stage with him arent naked he fooled me TWO TIMES!! THE BASTARDO!... disturbed--rocked only bc it rained and it felt good bc i was very warm and a lil burnt..pantera came out during their show tho.. that was cool.. and then korn--need i say more other than korn??.. and we saw all of ozzys set bc the dude we were driving with didnt come to meet us til then.. we went home and mike got us lost.. lol.. but then we went to his house and his mommie let us spend the nite.. hooray for the speedway.. lol.. then i went to nite nite and woke up early and ate pancakes.. hung out at mikes til like 2 and came home.. i took a shower.. eww! all dusty from alpine valley.. i took some aspirin and i mite just have to take a little nap.. pretty eventful day... bye.,.. | ||||||||
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| Friday, August 1st, 2003 |
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| i just woke up a little bit ago.. about half hour.. to my aunt calling asking if i called her.. no i didnt i was sleeping. WAS SLEEPING..GRR... then i ate some nutrients and now im online.. last nite i went to sams and we watched donnie darko and the doors movie.. didnt finish either.. it was storming.. they were comfy movies.. his mom had a bloody nose.. its all that crack.. she really should stop.. i mean she has these 12 hour highs and gets so hungry.. she really should stop..uhh i came home and talked online for awhile and then he called me but we didnt talk that long seeing as we were both tired.. tomorrow he is going to ozzfest.. i may be going with but im not shure yet.. totally up to mike to hook a illegitamite best friends girlfriend up with a ride.. but i shall be going to logli soon.. bye... | ||||||||
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| Tuesday, July 29th, 2003 |
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| uhh, yesterday sam and i went to see spy kids in 3D and finding nemo.. yes we are in highschool! BUT WE FOUND NEMO!!!! anyways.. mrs j took us.. she pouted all the way there and his mom picked us up afterwards.. we were just joking and asked her if i could come over and she let me.. so that was fun.. today i slept alot and watched nicolas for awhile.. tomorrow i get to go shopping! YAY!... | ||||||||
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| Saturday, July 26th, 2003 |
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| uhh, wow! its been a long time since ive updated this biatch.. last sunday i went to ozzfest.. it was awesome.. we got VIP treatment at the jager bus.. i hung out with milo and my dad the whole nite, was pretty cool.. my dad taught me how to rate pot by the smell, and not to smoke seeds--just buds (thanks daddy :-D).. uhh, monday i went to the heavils concert.. really wasnt all that spectacular.. the other bands were odd and the heavils seemed tense.. sam and i left and went to jasmine pantry and then hung out under GGGGGG UNIT.. tuesday wednesday and thursday i just talked to sam on the phone mostly.. friday i went to amandas and we trekked thru the cornfields and ended up at sams on sheer accident.. hung out there for awhile.. crazy how things work out 'eh?.. uhh today i picked up sam and we went to a show at martin park.. suspect was good.. 2nd time seeing them.. :).. saw milo and corey.. uhh, we kinda just wanderereered around and ended up in the lizzie mcguire movie... did u know that there are fireworks every nite in rome?! CRAZY SHIT MAN!.. uhh.. sultan suites and amphitheaters are cool.. we saw ms pfifner or whatever from st bridgets... ants are bad....do not disturb.....his mom came and picked us up at about 6 and i came home and went to see nicolas.. he has a new girlfriend...we ran thru the sprinkler.. then i went to logli.. talked to sam on zee phone.. checked my 27 emails! (22 from sam).. and thats about it.. i shall go now.. its been a crazy week.. i will update later..... | ||||||||
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| Sunday, July 20th, 2003 |
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| tonite i went to shooters and saw suspect along with some other bands.. it was some bday party for this drunk dude.. whatever it was free.. and sam made me go.. yeah suspect is awesome live.. its the first time ive seen them.. i finally popped my suspect cherry.. lolol.... uhh.. yeah.. i dont know.. i also played some volleyball.. played with this cool kid named harley.. i think heez my new best friend.. in about 7 hours i shall be on my way to ozzfest with my fasha.. i will tell u more about that later.. im gonna go to bed now.. bye.... | ||||||||
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| Friday, July 18th, 2003 |
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| last nite i went to michelles house.. it was me, michelle, and brittany..a little st bridgets reunion... it was cool b/c none of us ever really hang out anymore.. at first it was weird b/c we were just sitting in her room not really knowing what to talk about b/c we've kinda grown apart..but it was only awkward for like a few minutes then we were back to the same ole shit we used to pull "way back when".... uhh.. we ordered a pizza and pigged out.. like usual.. lol.. then we watched BASH! and went online.. brittany kept on telling ppl she was a dyke.. lol.. we took some pics and fun stuff like that.. then we kinda just talked online til 1230 and then called matt hughes.. he was on the herbs.. lol... he was pretty cool tho.. (i couldnt call sam).. so i kinda just watched some tv.. michelle talked to him and brittany and i were just being asses.. lol.. it was dykadelic.. lol... we were watching the spanish channel on mute and translating.. michelle was kinda gettin mad bc we were being loud and it was like 200.. but we couldnt control ourselves.. oh yeah! and we tried to light a piece of pizza on fire... it didnt work.. it smelled like burnt toast..but we finally had to go to bed at like 3 bc michelles mom yelled at us.. hehe...just like old times! oh yeah.. and we decided the shocker is just like CHING POW!! then we woke up at 830 bc brittany had to go to drivers ed.. i went home at 10.. i was supposed to go outta town but i didnt.. im pretty bored now.. but thats ok.. i gotta camera from my gma to use at ozzfest.. its binoculars/camera.. pretty damn cool... but im going now... | ||||||||
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| Thursday, July 17th, 2003 |
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it is really thursday but is wednesday still bc i havent gone to bed yet.. i am talking to allie.. today i went to wet wednesday with sam and matt.. twas fun... we had a good time..matts mom picked me up and took me and then his stepdad brought me home.. good times.. we are all going to different schools next year so that kinda, well really sucks... im kinda tired.. ive gots myself a headache.. i gotta take my mom to the el doctoro tomorrow at 230.. i shall wake up and take her... uhh.. i just got off the phone with sam about an hour ago.. i think i should go to bed..i think im going to iowa this weekend to see my cousin who came in from florida.. then on sunday im going to ozzfest.. and monday is a heavils show.. so im pretty busy for the rest of the week.. im gonna talk to allie a lil while then go to bed.. i wrote a new poem called unrecalled history and a story about "stereotypical families" last nite.. but nothing tonite bc sam called.. he broke the cycle! sorry stina! |
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| Tuesday, July 15th, 2003 |
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| i wrote an essay last nite about "friends" and in it i wrote.."friends arent the bros and sisters God forgot to give u bc god doesnt just forget to give u something. he doesnt sit up in heaven and think "oh i think i will forget to give sally a sister" to me i think that saying is retarded".. isnt that the truth??! anyways.. yeah.. i dont know what im gonna write about tonite.. stina says -dads-.. jenna says -TV-.. michelle says -stereotypes-.. allie says -why we cant change the world-... all of them are good suggestions.. i will eventually write about them all but i dont know what about tonite.. today was a boring day.. i woke up and ran around to do errands bc my mommie is sick.. i came home and read some in my book and started a new one.. took a nap.. mmmm naps.. and then i watched some tv.. now im on a secret sn.. lol. talkin to sam and flamer.. until tm... bye.. | ||||||||
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| i woke up today to nicolas asking me to go see finding nemo.. so we went.. it was fun.. uhh.. then i came home and finished a book.. then i watched some tv.. sam is home... YAYYYY!! end to all the boredum.. well some.. anyways.. yeah.. really boring day.. bye now.. | ||||||||
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| Sunday, July 13th, 2003 |
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| run lil man run run! get into yer burrow!! go have wild bunny sex with yo woman bunny!!! oh ok.. wow! im back.. i was looking outside my window and the nature surrounding my house.. consists of trees with creepy birds waiting to attack me. now im not predjudice but they are black.. and i know they are out to get me..and only me.. lately i have been pretty bored(as u can tell) and last nite i spent the nite at my grandparents house bc nicolas called and asked me to.. i stayed up til 4am watching tv bc they gots mtv2.. headbangers ball.. uhh.. on friday nite i wrote an 11 page essay entitled "what i know".. other than that i havent done anything productive this weekend.. i took my mom to the store and sat in the car and read my book.. im almost done.. its pretty good.. called "the watcher".. uhh-- i havent written any poetry or painted a pic in awhile but whatever i need to.. i started watching the E! True Hollywood Story on lisa marie presley but then i fell asleep.. im gonna get offline soon and take a shower.. i think its gonna rain again.... haha-- that kinda makes it sound like i take showers in the rain.. no!!!! im not that poor.. although using the extra water we've been getting wouldnt be a bad idea.. lol.. | ||||||||
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optimistic.
cold.
lonely.
calm.
horny.
mellow.
sleepy.
nerdy.
tired.
full.
sore.
accomplished.
flirty.
crazy.
indifferent.