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It's been a long time since I updated. Not much has been going on. I went to the city today to buy Wicked tickets and the day we got them for the day we leave for Vt. I really hope we can exchange them. Well, I really don't feel like writing anymore.
Current music: Rent.
Today was a long day of band. We had a football game and I think I get it now so I wasn't as bored as normal. Plus Gwen was there. Then we had practiced and I just sat next to the ladder where James was and didn't march becasue I can't. Then I got home and was tired. It's Caitlin's Birthday so I sent her a funky card. and while I was on the website there was a poem that made me very sad...
Right now...
Somebody is thinking of you.
Somebody is caring about you.
Somebody wants to be with you.
Somebody hopes you aren't in trouble.
Somebody wants to hold your hand.
Somebody is praying for you.
Somebody hopes everything turns out alright.
Somebody wants you to be happy.
Somebody wants you to find him/her.
Somebody IS him/her.
Somebody wants to give you a gift.
Somebody hopes you're not too cold, and not too hot.
Somebody wants to hug you.
Somebody loves you.
Somebody is thinking of you and smiling.
Somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.
Somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun.
Somebody wants you to believe in yourself and know they believe in you.
Somebody wants you to know you are always in his/her heart.
Somebody wants you to know that you are a part of him-her...no matter how near or close you may be...
Somebody is playing a song that you love.
Somebody is helping you without your knowledge.
Somebody is your friend.
Somebody misses you more than you know.
I started to cry and was all sad and stuff. Anyway...Not much else going on. I have a lot of homework and I'm procrastinating as much as possible. I haven't listened to Lazy train in a while. I think I'll listen to it now. Lalala, such a great song. I <3 nofx. I think I'm gonna listen to the fun polka song next. Well, I think I'm actually going to do my homework becasue I have a paper to write for history. Bye.
Not much has happened because I didn't go to school yesterday. I did however go to the doctor, soccer game and pep rally. The doctor said that my knee is recovering fast and that he doesn't know when I can play again. We tied MSD at the soccer game. And the Pep rally wasn't torture thanks to the boys soccer team. After the pep rally, I went to Lizzie's house because Mel was there. We didn't really do anything. When I got home, I went on the computer and missed Funyak a lot. Then I went to sleep missing her. She's the only one of my camp friends who I haven't seen since camp other than Claire and Maggie, but Liz talks about Claire and Maggie sometimes so they're different. Hmmmmmmm..... This morning my mom started screaming at me because she couldn't find my brother's cell phone number in his phone and I explained it like 5 times and then I went through it slower than I would usually do it and she started yelling because apparently I never give her a chance to see anything. W/e, she's gone for most of the day. Oh well, I have to go to the football game even though it's raining so I better start getting ready since it takes me forever to go anywhere.
Current mood:
frustrated.Current music: Singing Wicked.
Not much has happened because I didn't go to school yesterday. I did however go to the doctor, soccer game and pep rally. The doctor said that my knee is recovering fast and that he doesn't know when I can play again. We tied MSD at the soccer game. And the Pep rally wasn't torture thanks to the boys soccer team. After the pep rally, I went to Lizzie's house because Mel was there. We didn't really do anything. When I got home, I went on the computer and missed Funyak a lot. Then I went to sleep missing her. She's the only one of my camp friends who I haven't seen since camp other than Claire and Maggie, but Liz talks about Claire and Maggie sometimes so they're different. Hmmmmmmm..... This morning my mom started screaming at me because she couldn't find my brother's cell phone number in his phone and I explained it like 5 times and then I went through it slower than I would usually do it and she started yelling because apparently I never give her a chance to see anything. W/e, she's gone for most of the day. Oh well, I have to go to the football game even though it's raining so I better start getting ready since it takes me forever to go anywhere.
Current mood:
frustrated.Current music: Singing Wicked.
So today there was no school and I had lunch at lakeside with Laura, Charlotte and Melissa. I'm not going to school tomorrow becasue of the stupid 2 days to make everything up rule and I don't want to deal with it when I have a dr. appt at noon. So I'm just going to go to the soccer game and pep rally. Then the football game on saturday. I think I'm gonna make cookies for the soccer team because I don't have too much home work. I'd like to finish my Maryland paper. I can't finish my Essay for english because I want to check my outline first. I answered my prologue questiong in Antigone. I still have math to do but I don't think it'll be too bad. I think that's it other than Mad practicing for band becuse I don't really have any of part 4 memorized and I'm going to be on my own on saturday because I can't march. Well, I'm gonna go read Wicked and do some math homework before I go to sleep. Bye.
Current mood:
awake.Current music: Wicked.
Yesterday I had surgery. It was a really long day because I had to be at the hospital at 5:30 and it took them longer than they thought it would to fix my knee because it was worse than they thought. I felt fine when I wole up and then I felt worse and worse until like 2 today. Then I finally started to feel better, Ironicly, it felt better after I stopped taking the painkillers that they gave me. Laura, Elise and Charlotte came over with a cake. I was very happy and I still am because I'm talking to Liz and looking at her pictures. I think I'm gonna practice clarinet. Bye.
School started on Tuesday. Before that I had band camp and more soccer. I played for 2 days because my knees randomly didn't hurt but now it hurts to awlk and I can't take any medecine because I have to have surgery on tuesday. I hit my right elbow on the ladder thingy to my bed like 3 weeks ago and it still hurts. Maybe I should tell me mom. School has been Ok
Band- we aren't very good but if we all practice the show will be SO AMAZING.
Drivers ed- Ummm.... I write letters to people because we're taking a practice test and I actually lgot a lot of the questions right so far.
Chem- Mr. Taylor's crazy
English- I'm gonna love that class. OH yeah, I have to make up a thesis.
Theory- all 4 of us in the class are theory 2, it's going to be crazy
History- I'm going to fail that class
Pre Calc- AMAZING class. Super corner with Lester, Kyle, Me, Martin, Will and Christine.
French- I hate Madame Mordkovich.
Scccer- I watched Varsity play. Tonia's the manager so I can't really do much to help anymore.
I've had so much homeweork lately. I think I should go work on some now but I really don't want to. I've been pretty annoyed lately because of my friends, but w/e, I should be used to it. It's just that they do EVERYTHING with eachother and almost never with anyone else.
[spell your first name backwards]- simetrAhteB
[age]- 15
[where do you live] - Verona
[four words that sum you up]- Busy, Artemisin' (if it counts as a word), crazy, annoyed
[wallet]- empty
[hairbrush] - Blue and really small
[jewelry worn daily] -none, but at camp my monkey;s fist
[pillow cover] - white and one with pretty flowers
[coffee cup] - ewwwww...
[shoes] - airwalks or flip flops of clogs
[cologne/perfume] - ?
[piercings] - 2 (my ears)
[clothes youre wearing now] - EIC boxers and soccer T shirt
MIXED QUESTIONS:
[wishing] - I was with Funyak
[after this] - getting ready to go to my cousin's house
[talking to] - no one
[eating] - nothing
[fetishes] - Wicked
[some of your fav. movies] - POTC, Finding Nemo, LOTR, Mulan, Harry Potter, Breakfast Club
[somthing youre looking forward to in the upcomin months]- Band competitions (I know I'm a loser) and seeing camp friends
[last thing you ate] - a cookis
[something youre hella afraid of] - ummmm...
[three cities you wouldn't mind relocating to]- Montreal, Adelaide (Austraillia), Guaytail (in Costa Rica)
[some of your fav. foods] - Tomatoe Soup and Grilled Cheese and Fudgesicles
[something you wish you could understand better] - mmm everything?
[miss someone you haven't seen in a long time] - Everyone from camp except for T-Hem. There was this girl on the other soccer team who looked exactly like Katie Bohan and I almost had a heart attack.
DO YOU...:
[like candles] - Yes but not lit in tents
[like incense] - no
[believe in love] - Yea
[believe in soulmates] - yea
[believe in love at first sight] - not really
[believe in forgiveness] - yea
[want to get married] - I think
[want to have kids] - yea
[believe that you know the person that youll marry at this point in time] - I don't knkow
IN THE LAST 24 HRS HAVE YOU:
[cried] - Kind of b/c of missing Funyak and stupid friends but not like really crying
[bought sumthin] - no
[gotten sick] - no
[sang] - Yeah
[eaten] - yea
[been kissed] - no
[felt stupid] - no more than normal
[wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't] - Kind of but not GWEN
[met someone new] - no
[moved on] - maybe
[talked to an ex] - yeah
[missed an ex] - no
[talked to someone you have a crush on] - yeah
[had a serious talk] - nope
[missed someone] - yeah
[hugged someone] - no
[fought with your parents] - no becasue my mom is in vermont and I don't usually talk to my dad because he's a republican (not really I actually don't talk to him becasue I don't usually see him
[dreamt about someone you cant be with] -not really
SOCIAL LIFE:
[best girl friend(s)] - Lizzie, Funyak, Allie, Laura, Liz, Christina, Charlotte, Annie, Elise, Rebar, Nicole, Mel, and Erin
[best guy friend(s)] - ummmm... Hpr?
[boyfriend/girlfriend] - no
[if none, current dating partner] - this makes no sense
[hobbies] - band, sailing, polar bear 3, being crazy
[are you the center of attention or wallflower] - depends
[car you drive] - I can't drive yet
[would you rather be with friends or on a date] - depends
[job] - babysitting
[attend church] - usually
[like being around people] - depends on who but usually yeah
WHO...:
[have you known the longest] - Outside of family- Emily
[do you argue with the most] - my dad because he's a republican
[do you always get along with people] - I try to
[who is the most trustworthy] - ummmm....Laura
[who makes you laugh the most] - Funyak
[who is the nicest girl(s)] - Funyak
[who is the nicest guy(s)] - ummmm.....
[who has the coolest parent(s)] - Erin- Mama and Papa Dougherty
[who has the coolest sibling(s)] - Allie, Joanna's so cool
[who is the most blunt] - ?
[is the smartest] - Laura, or Charlotte
PERSONAL:
[who is your role model] - I dunno
[ever liked someone you had no chance with] yeah
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone b/c they hurt you] - Yeah
[cried over the opposite sex] - not really
[have a certain "type" of person you go after] - ummmm...
[rather be dumper or dumped] - don't know
[rather have a relationship or "hook-up"] - realationship
[what is your fav. part of your emotional being] - no clue
[are you happy with yourself] - I guess
[are you happy with your life] - usually
[if you could change one thing what would it be] - where I live, I'd like to move to Maplewood. South Orange or Maryland.
Rebar slept over last week and it was lots of fun. I miss camp people so much. Well, I'm gonna go do laundry and then finish my homework and get ready to go to my cousin's house.
I've had soccer for the past week and it hasn't been very much fun because I can't play so I just sit and watch and help from time to time. Today was an interesting day though. in the morning Jess and I were the only 2 sitting out so we took attendance and w/e. Then we fixed some stuff for coach put stuff away... When I got home, I watched the olympics and read Wicked, like I do everyday. Then I went on the computer and talked to Funyak. I was kind of late for practice but still in time to help Veronica wihth attendance. Then we shagged some balls for coach. lol, I love to say that. Then Veronica got hit and it hurt and I \asked Ana what happened and it was awkward so I did the sign for it. Then later I was talking to Veronica and I chenosquealed! It was great cuz she didn't know what I was doing (even though it seemed to be in context) No I'm at home in a lot of pain from all my hardcore practicing. Well, I'm gonna go ice my knees and eat dinner.
Current music: Wicked.
So I went to camp, now I'm back. "Time passes by, it goes to quickly," duh. CAmp felt like 3 days. I love it there so much. Even though it was just 4 short weeks, It feels like that's all I've ever done with my life. I made some awesome new friends and got even closer to my old ones (just what I need, to be closer to Funyak, but it was great) Yeah, by the end of camp, I felt like Funyak's mother but I was OK with that because I'm so worried about her in at CHS. I feel kind of bad about it because I know that she can make her own decisions but after lecuting her about stuff, I'm pretty worried, it's strange but I think it just shows that I care so much. It was crazy because we all got so close since there were so many stay overs and I gave Liz nearly daily updates of the happenings on the island. So let me give yout eh 4 weeks in review.
Craziness about tents, I end up in Miidie with Annie, Julia (ick) Hannah and Elena. All of our other friends from last year are in The End. It's OK cuz Annie and I get along really well. We get toknow Liz, Claire and Maggie. Kevin and Nate yell mean stuff at us, we have fun with Will it Burn and having awesome Counselors. Sailing is great for us. I can skipper a gyb and do a PROPER mooring landing. Islanders suck and screw everything up, but it's OK. Kevin and Nate come onto the Island, big commotion, Pete and Aunt Martha are my heroes. Song contest, we lose even though we were awesome, I am not bitter.Tearful leaving and change day. Nicole and I sob all day, Annie gets blood on my letter.
We all already know allmost everyone from 3rd session. We have fun and sail, I can do a man overboard the right was and skipper a dack landing. We bond with Islanders better than normal. Dani and Timme start the Force and Dani andd Rebar lick everything. Reded- Funyak was AMAZING and Rebar got everything right and did it well. Stayed up all night eating candy and cookies, singing, lecturing Funyak, talking, making whatnot bag awards. Come home tearfully, but not too bad.
My mom yelled at me for talking on the phone last night, but w/e. I missed Liz and wanted to talk to her.
Today, Allie, Rebar, Nicole and Liz came to V-Town. Lizzie came over and we looked at pics, went to lakeside, went shopping at drug fair and hung out in the park. Well, I have to go finish eating dinner/ writing my letter. I leave for Vt at 5 in the morning. Bye.
So school's out and I went to the shore last weekend. Since then I've worked on summer assignments and hung out with my neighbors.
You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.
Which kind of candy are you?
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