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_` Broken Hearted `_ [16 Jan 2004|06:23pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | _` Beyonce - Me, Myself, And I `_ ] Hey ya`ll, :/, as you can tell I'm not in a very good mood. Well, I broke up with Javonte on Monday, the 5th. I feel like I want to die. I can't take this. I don't even know why I broke it off. I am so stupid. I feel like i diserve to die. It breaks my heart everytime I think of him or see him. He still treats me like a queen, and still acts like I am his girlfriend. That makes me feel even worse. He doesn't even care that I broke it off, he will always love me. That's what he told me today. I almost started to cry. I just hugged him for like 10 minutes. I don't think i can survive without him. He is what makes me, me. He completes me. He makes me a whole. He is what I live for. He is what I breathe for. I am so upset with myself I can't even say. I need someone in my life. I am completly heart broken. Vonte, if you see this boo, I L o v e Y o u! I am so sorry. I love you with all my heart. Boy you are the reason I am happy. .. Well, I'm out for now : ( |1| CaNt hAndLe aManDa

X-mas // Quizzes [28 Dec 2003|07:54pm] [ mood | bouncy ] Wow X-mas was so boring. I went to North Dakota where all my family was. We stayed at a really weird hotel. The pool was the size of a cardboard box aka Cedes house. Haha j/p Cedes! You my homie. But anyways, they had 2 computers at the hotel, and I went on for like 30 minutes on saturday, you might have seen me on. I had to hang out with my cousin Kayla who is 13 and my other cousin Katie who is 11. It was not fun. Haha and Melvin thought it would be fun to call me in the middle of the night at 1:30 on Thursday night, and he woke me up, but I didn't pick up. So I called him back friday and we talked for a little, but mostly i heard my loud ass cousins. Well, Melvin also talks like he is in a closet also, so that didn't help much. But oh well. I talked to Javonte a lot over the weekend. He called me non-stop and I loved it lmao. God he is sexy. But I wont go in to detail for all the fellas reading this, because I know how you all get with the faggot ish. Sorry. But anyways, here is some quizzes below and have fun reading them! OHH AND ONE MORE THING, WILL SOME OF YOU PLEASE COMMENT ON MY ENTRYS!! I HAVE NO COMMENTS AND I WANT SOME! ALL YOU GOTTA DO TO COMMENT IS AT THE BOTTOM RIGHT OF THIS ENTRY PRESS " IS THERE ANYMORE ROOM FOR ME IN THOSE JEANS" THEN A PAGE SHOULD COME UP WITH JUST THIS ENTRY...SCROLL DOWN AND THERE SHOULD BE A WHOLE PLACE TO COMMENT. PLEASE COMMENT IF YOU SEE THIS! THANX! HERE IS SOME QUIZZES... You're ELEGANT sexy! You have a tasteful style, that not only draws attention to you, but gives you respect. Your style is more graceful than that of others. What kind of sexy are you? [For girls only! With Pics! Finally Finished!] brought to you by Quizilla You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss that never lessens and always blows your partner away like the first time. What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla You're a Caramel!! You are known for your sweetness. You are comfortable with yourself, and help others feel the same way about themselves. You are generally friendly to everyone, and believe in second chances. Which kind of candy are you? brought to you by Quizilla -Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend. What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? brought to you by Quizilla What Finding Nemo Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla Like me you are totally in love.You try to hide it but you cant.You are nice and pritty in your own way and you are a bit of a daydreamer.Have fun and please rate my quiz....If you want to talk to me on AOL or AIM my SN is:Fire moon190 Are you in love? brought to you by Quizilla Thug Bear Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by Quizilla My inner child is sixteen years old! Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while adults might just accept that, I know something's gotta change. And it's gonna change, just as soon as I become an adult and get some power of my own. How Old is Your Inner Child? brought to you by Quizilla You represent... happiness. Boy, are you full of cheer or what...? You have a sunny disposition and enjoy trying to spread your happiness. You have a tendency to be a little hyper, but you have the ability to make your own fun no matter what. What feeling do you represent? brought to you by Quizilla your asshole. What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla You're Gangsta Bitch Barbie. You're tough and you like it rough, and of course you like to pop a cap in any wiggers ass. If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be? brought to you by Quizilla theandrea/1034278675_ctionhands.jpg" border="0" alt="holding hands"> hand holding - you like to be in constant physical contact with your special someone but you don't want to take things too quickly. What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Your Heart is Pink What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by Quizilla A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've got all your mates around you and you like to party. Boys are a game and youre always on the ball because you make sure youre always number one. Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability. Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for attention.. Ever wanted your picture taken with your favourite celebrity? Well why not fake it and fool all your friends for fun! Click href=http://freekart.cjb.net>HERE What kind of girl are you? brought to you by Quizilla Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say "Your head is in the clouds." What type of eyes do you have? brought to you by Quizilla You're goin' down! FOR STALKING! Please rate if you liked! If you're a goth please visit groups.msn.com/gothicteensoftheworld and join up cause it rules! What Would You Go to Jail For? (Many outcomes) brought to you by Quizilla You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely devoted to others,especially that one person.You really can't get them out of your head,but then,you don't really want to. What Kind of Smile are You? brought to you by Quizilla You are a slave Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You? brought to you by Quizilla Raz B is your babydaddy! Which B2K member is your babydaddy? brought to you by Quizilla You are Differences! What Ginuwine Song Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Role Play. Okay, you're kinky and nasty! You want to play with handcuffs, huh? What Ginuwine song are you? brought to you by Quizilla yeah, you are a true 50 Cent fan.I'm sure you know that already....... Good for you! you know what kind of music to listen to. Are you a true 50 Cent fan? brought to you by Quizilla 50 cents prote'gee'! lol 50 would be proud of you. Not only do you keep ur cool under pressure but you give 100 percent when it comes to achivering your goals! Are you a survivor like 50 cent? brought to you by Quizilla U know 50 personally, or u looked him up on the internet! Hopefully u got the 2pac question right Do u know 50 cent? brought to you by Quizilla u now alot about 50 cent but not as much as i do! do u really kno my babydaddy 50 cent??? updated 9-4-03 brought to you by Quizilla You a Fifty fan thats what im talking bout 50 the NiGGA GGGGGGGGGGGGG-Unit How much do you know about 50 cent???? brought to you by Quizilla CaNt hAndLe aManDa

_ ` Javonte ` _ [22 Dec 2003|01:07pm] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | `_ G-Unit - G`d Up _ ` ] Hey ya'll I thought i had to deticate one entry to the most special person in the world. Javonte, I love you so much boo. You are so much different then other guys. You don't care what people do or say, all you care about is you and me. That's what makes me love you so much. You make me happy every day of my life. and I want to be in your life everyday. forever. You are the reason I sleep at night, and get up in the morning. You make me. And I love you so much for that Javonte. If anything ever happened to you, I don't know what I would do. I can't live without you. You got me hooked boy, and I like it so much I cant get enough of you. you do things to me boo, and I absoloutly love the feeling I get just being with you. You complete my life and everything about you I love. It's amazing what you have done to me. And I would never Change it for the world. I love you Javonte Lapone Reeves <3.. Never forget that boo.. |1| CaNt hAndLe aManDa

`_ Quiz _` [10 Dec 2003|05:28pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | `_Super Woman -Lil Mo N` Fab- _` ] Haha, I know they talkin` bout my baby boo Javonte!!! Love you boo forever <33 You are Differences! What Ginuwine Song Are You? brought to you by Quizilla CaNt hAndLe aManDa

.:: * Talent Show Updates * ::.. [28 Nov 2003|10:19am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | _` Make You Mine -Fabolous- `_ ] Woooh it was hott, we didn`t mess up once! We got 2nd but still that`s madd good! We had lots of fun doin` it too so it was worth it even if we didn`t win. Well on Wednesday Javonte got thrown up on lmao. It was a little 9th grader so Javonte didn`t do nothin` to him but he was real grossed out! I would be too! I let him borrow my sweat shirt because I so damn nice lol, and plus it was big on me so it fit him perfect. He looks good in anything. He could be wearin a belly shirt and a thong, and look sexy lmao. He just one of those lucky ass nigga`s that look madd good 24/7. He was even sexy when he had the throw up on him lmao. Love you boo <3. Tonight I`m going out with him. We goin` to a movie I think. Doesn`t matter to me, just if i get to see him and spend time with my baby<3. Dayum, I am in love with that new song by Fabolous!! It's called "Make You Mine." Awww I Love It!! It`s Madd Hott! It`s my voicemail too! Lol. I`m out for now |1| CaNt hAndLe aManDa

`_Talent Show`_ [18 Nov 2003|04:07pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | .`_My Baby`_ -Bow Wow- ] Hey Ya'll! I forgot to tell you, that me, Javonte, Deshon, Demonta, Carlissa, And Laquita signed up for the talent show! Lol. Us girls are going to do the dance to "Shake Your Tailfeather." We are doing the dance the girls do in the video. Now for the guys, they are doing some Sean Paul ish. Then we are doing a couples dance with Me & Javonte, Carlissa & Deshon, and Laquita & Demonta. I hope we win. If we do we get like $100 and tickets to a concert. I think the concert is Bow Wow but i'm not sure. I sure as hell hope it is! Because thats my hubby! Lol. We have been practicing like crazy! I'm pretty sure we got it down. We got these tight outfits too! Wooh, they hot! I can't wait! |1| 1 CaNt hAndLe aManDa

..:: * Busy * ::.. [13 Nov 2003|04:37pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | ..:: * Through Tha Wire * ::.. ] Sorry ya'll. I haven't been on lately... I lost my whole HP system and everything on my computer. VERY stressful and sad. Plus I don't find aol being that entertaining anymore... I have been focusing on school, parents, friends, and Javonte lmao. Haha. I mean I have alot better things to do then wasting my time on here.. it is stupid to the people that spend all of their time on here, thinking they are cool ok. If you are one of those people take my advise... get friends please. But I might delete aol, aim, and yahoo messanger, and this blurty because I am just too busy in my life. So if you want to talk to me I don't think you will be able to anytime soon. So it's a good idea if you do want to talk to me, to IM me while I still go on! Im out for now |1| CaNt hAndLe aManDa

..:: * Vonte, Vonte, Vonte * ::.. [30 Oct 2003|08:04am] [ mood | loved ] [ music | *Walked Outta Heaven* -Jagged Edge- ] Well, one of the things I really like about Javonte, is he is very protective of me. He is like my big brother in someways. I love Javonte to death. He is my bestest friend in the world!!! But Sometimes he cares too much about me. Girls i know what your thinking "cares TOO MUCH about you!! Isn't that good!" Well yes it is in alot of ways but in others... I don't know... Like if I am talking to any other guy he will come over and start putting his arm around me and stuff like that. Well actually, I find it very cute how he is jealous heehee. Lol. Makes me feel like he really does care for me and love me. Very comforting. Yesterday I was over at his house cooking for him lol, I love cooking and I'm pretty good at it too. He makes me laugh so much. I LOVE guys that can make me laugh. And another thing I really enjoy about Javonte is that he is always having something good to say about me. Just out of random he might say "You looking beautiful" or "You got talent ma.. You going places" He said that to me once and I almost cried. Lol. Corny huh? Well, it's just that Javonte knows what I want to do with my life and he actually believes in me. He has faith. Which no other guy I know has done. Most guys just care about the "ass" and your "looks" and "getting all up in that" lol. But Javonte cares about so much more then that. He cares about how I feel about things, and what I want to do with my life. I just love Javonte so much I don't know what I would do with out him. So this is to you Javonte. Keep being you and don't change for anybody because I love you the way you are. Im Out |1| CaNt hAndLe aManDa

..::*SiCk*::.. [26 Oct 2003|07:56pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | *LeAn LoW* -YoUnGbLoOdZ- ] HeY Ya'LL Im SiCk :/ ThAt HeFFaH JeNN GaVE Me ThIs IsHhH!!! UgHh! WeLL, I WaNt Ya'LL To CaLL My CeLL aLoT DiS WeEK CuZz ImMa Be LoNeLy!!! X-EpT If YoU JeNN!! DoN't NeEd To Be TaLkiN To ThA OnE DAt GaH Me SiCK!!! WeLL I'm OuT |1| CaNt hAndLe aManDa

..::* Calvin RichardsOn And Miss Ashanti -smh- *::.. [20 Oct 2003|02:59pm] [ mood | enraged ] [ music | *Keep On Pushin* -Calvin RichardsOn- ] Hey Guys! Well, about at 1:00 I heard really loud music in front of my house so I looked out the window, and who to find? JAVONTE!!! Lol, as always. But the song he was playing was like slow R&B and I really liked it and he said it was "Keep On Pushin'" by Calvin Richardson. I have heard of him and always liked him. He is a very talented man, and does well in this industry, and diserves to stay in this one for awhile. I think his music comes from true and real expirience, not just from deciding to sing about it for sympothy, and not even gone through it, like Ashanti did with "Rain On Me" I mean first of all Ashanti has a total "studio" voice and the only reason most people like her is because she has a "nice ass" or a nice body, which is just sad. Second she hasn't been through ANY of the stuff she went through in the video, She hasn't ever gotten beat, and I don't think a regular non-celebrity would cheat on a rich celebrity with an ordinary girl.. thats just not real, and most of all she is crazy, and stupid if she has sex with a guy right after he beats her. She is just utterly gay and does not diserve a spot in this music industry! I mean don't get me wrong, I love the song but not her... it should be song by someone like Mary J. Blige, that actually has gone through some rough times, and doesn't have a studio voice, and can actually sing the notes, and do live shows and sound good! I have total respect for a person like Mary. She is actually one of my favorie artists. And the fact that Mary has a nice body and decides not to wear those hoe-ish clothes that Ashanti does. Much Love Mary.. Im Out For Now |1| CaNt hAndLe aManDa

..::*AAHHH SHIT I DUNNO*::.. [20 Oct 2003|09:39am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | *Read Your Mind* -Avant- ] Hey ya'll I'm still feelin down ... kind of depressed ... Same feelings as the entry before ... I need some dick LMAO naah j/p ... But for real.. I haven't got some in awhile lmao ... Wow I'm crazy.. Really shouldn't be putting this in my blurty for everyone to see ... But maayyyn! For real ... I need some ... lol *smh* such a whore .. SIKE ... lol I'm not a whore but think about it .... every girl needs a little stress relieved in awhile lol ... I'm just a normal person ya dig?! ...Well I'm out for now... Niggas holla at cha girl if you interesested SIKE!!! Lol naah I ain't liek that aol shit *smh*.... Anyways im out |1| CaNt hAndLe aManDa

.::* ISSUES TODAY*::.. [15 Oct 2003|10:06pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | *Bad Boy This Bad Boy That* -Da Band- ] Hey you guys... I'm feeling kind of down. I feel like no guy can respect my talent and where I want to go when I am older, and about my future. Guys are kind of like dogs. All they care about is getting "Ass" and getting "head" which is VERY disturbing I might add! No guy can really respect what you are good at and what your passion is in life. It doesn't matter to them how much talent you have. I find myself VERY muture for my age because I find myself thinking about getting married and settling down, and chasing my dreams, and falling in love. BUT I AM ONLY 16! It's crazy! I feel i am the only one like this. I think it is just really sad how the men are in this world. And it PISSES ME OFF WHEN US WOMEN DO JUST THAT. We shake our ass's in video's just because the people make music we like! It is very crazy and I cannot stand to watch any of those video's. For example, Chingy's uncut "right thurr" video! It has girls shaking there ass's and humping eachother. A Guys fantasy right? Well let me say this, YOU ARE NOT A TRUE MAN UNLESS YOU FIND THAT DISRESPECTFUL AND WRONG, YOU ARE JUST ANOTHER WORTHLESS PIG. Im out... all of this stupidness is stressing me out |unO hOnnOt| 1 CaNt hAndLe aManDa

..::NIGGAS AND BASKETBALL::.. [13 Oct 2003|04:52pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | *N.O.R.E.* -Unknown- ] hey ya'll jus felt liek i hada update before playin sum ball wit muh niggas and bishes.. like Vonte, deshon, demonta, devonte, stanley, gary, donavin, carlissa , laquita, brianca, ashley,arnez, pierre, james and all tha 4358734 that are over lol and moms is outs town so house partayyyy!!!! SIKE lol well i gtg play some ball |unO hOnnOt| CaNt hAndLe aManDa

..::* QUIZZES!! *::.. [12 Oct 2003|03:32pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | *I Love Cali In Tha Summer Tyme* -Roscoe ft. Kurupt- ] There are some quizzes below, and i just have to say homecom8ng was soOoOo tiiiiight!!! i am so happy i went with Vonte.. he said i loOked beautiful like 20 times! it made me feel really good about myself! he definantly know's how to treat a lady. And he was lookin soOoOo DAMN FIIIINE as always! ahh! we danced alot, and they played really good music, i was surprised, and yes, we did get to grind lol hollaaaaa!! lol i had a really good tyme last night and we stayed up real late and i slept over at javonte's house... i had tha best time, and all my gurls was lookin good 2 with they niggas!! well ill holla back later |1| Artist What yur most likley going to be in 10 yrs brought to you by Quizilla Friday. WoW! This is a great day! Their ussually fun, exciting, and make you happy, just like you! What day of the week are you? brought to you by Quizilla Well, my brother is kickin me off bbl! and ill add more quizzes dont worry! |1| CaNt hAndLe aManDa

..::HOMECOMMING::.. [10 Oct 2003|04:16pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | *Read Your Mind* -Avant- ] Hey Ya'll! As you can probably tell this entry is about the homecomming! Well, you probably know, I am going with Javonte Aka "The Sexy Beast" lol! I am wearing a baby pink dress with glitter all over it,and it is short, and is strapless! and i am getting my hair done really cool! I am also getting my nails, and makeup done! Oh my god I am so excited! And I am really happy I get to go with Javonte, cus he is like the only guy I really love, and care about that is here. John that dominican hasn't been on lately, I am kind of worried. I haven't talked to him in about 3 weeks, I think I will call him tonight. His little brother Ricky is so funny! He may only be 11 but he sure knows alot for his age! Maybe a little too much! I know he got it from John. Lol, *smh*. Figures. Today when I was leaving my school, I saw my neighbor Nick. His mother died not to long ago.. probably about 5 to 6 months ago or so. It was at the end of last school year, and I remember him not comming to school for a couple of days. His parents were going through a divorce anyways, and one night his dad dropped him at his mothers house (the father had moved out), but only to find his mother laying on the bathroom floor dead. She had been in the hospital earlier that month because she was sick, but personally, I don't think that's what killed her if you know what I mean..No I don't mean the dad killed her either..lol.. It is really sad how things like that happen.. just random, I am so thankful that I have both of my parent's at this point in my life, because I know I need them. Just be happy with what you have... even if your parent's aren't the "coolest"! Who's are?! Well I am out for know... |1| CaNt hAndLe aManDa

..::*Tec Ed Pole*::.. [09 Oct 2003|04:12pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | *Read Your Mind* -Avant- ] Well... you all probably look at the title and go wdf?! Lol, yes I will explain. Well, in Tec Ed today we where drawing these houses that are really hard to make, and you had no budget, and you could put anything you wanted to inside the house. Sooo, Javonte decided to put a firepole (The pole at the fire station that the fire men slide down) and put a girl on the pole and have MY NAME next to it! Lol, don't worry, he didn't mean it like i was a whore, he was just kidding around. I laughed so hard. Ahhh just another reason why you mean so much to me Vonte! You funny as hell! Lol, well, im out for now |uno| CaNt hAndLe aManDa

..::* Song Ov Tha Week*::.. [08 Oct 2003|07:28pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | *CANT HOLD US DOWN* -4 ALL DA LADIES!!- ] OK ya'll imma start this thing called "Song ov tha week" where everybuddy that looks @ my blurty and votes for a song they want to be tha song ov the week!!! ok i will put 4 choices down and yall pick which one and e-mail me with tha answer!! you can e-mail me @ Imthaliloneuluv@aol.com so holla! and when i found out tha song ov tha week i will post it up here with tha lyrics. aiight i will start tha "Song ov tha week" next monday and you hav untill friday to vote!!! holla!!! |1| CaNt hAndLe aManDa

..::* Gangstaaaaa*::.. [05 Oct 2003|09:01pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | *Dipset, Dipset!* ] Definatly Gangsta, but watch out. Cops are on the look out for kids like you. Its a stereotype, which totally sux, but thats ok. Just hide your gun in the JC Penny's Whats Your Flava? (I know it sounds stupid, but alot of people need to know!) brought to you by Quizilla CaNt hAndLe aManDa

..:: To Vonte ::.. [04 Oct 2003|03:46pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | *Fantasy* -Ludaaa- <3 Vonte <3 ] Vonte... This Is To You Baby.. Love Youuuu! <333 Daaammnn You Is SoOo Fiiine!! Hollaaaa!! http://www.hometown.aol.com/imthaliloneuluv/page12.html Vonte Come Know My Fantasy Lmao!!! Holla Baby Boy!! CaNt hAndLe aManDa

..:: * Tha Movie * ::.. [03 Oct 2003|10:34pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | *Baby* -Misz Ashanti- <3Luv U Vonte<3 ] Wow.. the movie was interesting... wasnt really watching it... lol tha white folks that was with us had this big fat cop all up in there cus they was so damn loud *smh*... but i luved tha "movie" in alot ov ways lmao cussy... u kno what i mean gurl! hollaaa!!! but bsides that i kinda fell asleep in a very special sweat shirt!! LMAO! sorry inside joke... but im out 4 now |1| CaNt hAndLe aManDa

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