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taking requests [08 Aug 2005|09:41pm]

okay, guys. I'm gonna be doing a LOT of request taking!! -smiles-

I'll take requests for Icons, Glitter Texts, and Glitter Cartoons. For the Cartoons, all i do it take a cartoon and change to colors in it to glitter. <3


READ THE RULES..if you dont fallow them, i wont do your  request. <3

Rules:
oo1. Fill out the forms
oo2. Don't comment anon.
oo3. CREDIT if you're requesting an icon (i WILL check)
oo4. Crediting on the other things is nice, but not required
oo5. If you want me to use a specific font in your icon, it would be nice to give me a link to where i can download it incase i dont have it, to save me time. This isnt required, though.

Examples and Forms under Cut!! )
(17) Nevermind..

[30 Dec 2003|05:02pm]
Hey guys. I got a livejournal. www.livejournal.com/users/oobrittnayoo . If any of you guys have one, feel free to add me, I'll add you back. (Just lemme know who you are in a comment or something) I'll probably be using my LJ more than this. But I'll try to still get on this one and add comments to your guys' journal and whatnot.

-BP
(30) Nevermind..

[23 Dec 2003|08:39pm]
[ mood | drained ]

ok.. so last night i emailed Andrey n basically yelled at him becasue i thought he was lying to me about a lot of things... i was such a bitch "/ and...well.. he emailed me back. "/ ... it made me cry. =`(.... dude.. i am such a bitch! *sighs*. Alright. He`s like... still upset over Candice. "/ I soo want to like, make him all better! =( Like, seriously. I dont know if he thinks this, but he SO has to realize that not all girls are the same. I mean, i wud SO never hurt him. You ALL know that. I`ve went thru EVERYTHING with justin. I know juss about everything NOT to do. I juss wanna like, comfort him right now, But i juss cant... lol. And like..he has all these reasons for us not to get together... like, yea... being with sumone is a lot of like, pressure... but i wud SO make it not b. I mean, we wudnt have to see eachother EVERYDAY or anything... ya no? "/ And like.. i dunno.... there`s a lot of other things... and i totally understand why he dunst want a gf right now. but ERRRR... i think i cud SO make it work.. i dunno... i`ll juss shut up. You guys prolly have no clu wut i mean, especially Andrey. He`s prolly thinking right now "She juss don`t get it" *sighs*...


Anyways... today... school was gay. i dont see wut the point was of even going. I mean, the only good thing was that we watched "Holes" and it was really good. ^-^ I spent the whole dance in the computer lab... oh.. n wen i got home, i find out that Andrey wasnt even in school... hah.. So now Andrey`s not gonna get my card till AFTER Christmas.. "/ (i went to Reuben`s yesterday to give him Andrey`s card to give to him at school)..lol... juss my luck. Oh well.. haha. And Kyle wanted me to know if he looked better with juss a goatee or the way he had it... and i needed to see him in order to b able to give him an acurate answer... so he stopped at my house. He wanted me to go with him to the movies but i cudn`t leave my house bc i`d b leaving my sister alone. and then while we were outside of my door talking, my dad comes home. I thought i was like gonna b in trouble for him being there so i didnt think it`d b a good idea to ask if i cud go with him to the movies.. lol. so he left and wen i go inside, my dad was all cool about it. He`s like "so who`s the schizophrenic?" n i`m like "WHAT??" (i was thinking WHERE THE HECK DID HE GET THAT HE`S SCHIZOPHRENIC?!) n he was like "i used to know sumone that was schizophrenic and he looked like him." HAHAH!! that was so funny.. lol.. man, i shud ahve asked to go with him... heh. I called Justin today... n like in the middle of our confo, he asked that if he`d cum to my house while we have off, if i`d b allowed to go with him anywhere... n i said "probably" n yea.. then later he`s like "GUESS WHAT!!!" n im like "waht?" n he said that he`s single... he broke up with jess.. that`s SO frikkin shocking!...seriously heh. Then later, he had a beep. When he came back, he was like "FUCKIN JESS!!" n im like "what happened?" n this is what he said happened:

Him: i thought u were going shopping
Her: Later
Him: Oh, well, i`m gonna go, i`m on the fone
Her: with who?
Him: A friend
Her: Can i ask u sumthing?
Him: What?
Her: Is it Brittnay?
Him: no
Her: Swear on my life?
Him: Uh.. i gotta go.
Her: IT IS HER!!!

Then he said she started bawling... and then he started to yell... and he woke up the baby... which was so funny bc the whole time we were on teh fone, he was holding her and as soon and she`d fall asleep, but as soon as he layed her down, she`d wake up again (LOL!)... so he juss finally had her asleep wen Jess called.. haha. =P

Yea.. well.. today was interesting.

(4) Nevermind..

[22 Dec 2003|12:14pm]
[ mood | nauseated ]

ight.. i needa update this biotch. *giggles*

Friday: Yea...i already explained this day... but i fergot sumthing... n i wanna yea.. say it. =P. At David`s, in the room with the ping-pong table, a happened to look at the wall and saw where me n Aaron measured ourselves together! hehe... it was so cute...brought back a bunch of memories. i was about a half of an inch taller than him at the time and yea... im only an inch taller than i was then.. =`(...that was a year ago!! =(... im SO not growing!! *tear*


Saturday: I slept over at Melissa`s. Not too much interesting stuff happened.. But i *really* opened up to her. I mean, she like, never actually payed attention to me wen i talked about Andrey...which i can understand because i do it all the time "/. But this time, she actually listened to me.. she comforted me wen i cried.. she actaully talked to me about it. I think she really understands how i feel about him now. I told her about how i`m pretty sure that he`s lying to me about a few things... like, wen i first told him i liked him, he *right away* jumped into telling me why we can`t be together..but the thing is, i didn`t say *anything* about being with him. (that was juss.. yea.. sumthing i knew wud never happen.)...so yea. And then i asked him if he liked me at all..(a few days ago).. and he said he did, and then once again jumped into why we can`t b togther. He juss has to b lying..there`s no other explanation. I asked him one day if it wud never happen, and he asid "na not never, juss not right now"... and wen i think about it, i realized that he can easily juss say "not right now" until the rest of my life... and not make it seem like he`s lying....*sighs* he`s a really nice guy... i`m sure he`s juss trying to not hurt my feelings "/..

Sunday: Dude.. lol.. I woke up from my mom asking me if i wanted to go shopping.. WTF?! she HATES shopping...lol... n i thought she worked! haha.. well she took off. She was going to a Christmas Dinner. And she was gonna take me shopping for my freinds. so we got up n went to the Capital City Mall <3. i got Brooklyn a lamp that glows in a black light and steph a...uh...well... i can`t say... cuz uh, she reads this! ^-^. Yea.. i still got her sumthing even tho she totoally upsetted me a couple days ago.... cuz yea, i love her. And she *better* like what i got her... or im gonna bite off her head *growl*...oh yea.. and i got new shoe lasers(for me)!! ^-^ black n red. OOoooo! we got my dad a lamp from Spencer`s... it got`z an ALEIN inside of it!! =P... he LLLLLLOOOOOOVVVVVEEEEEDDDDD it! haha. well ne ways... after the mall, we went to Khols to get my gramma a gift card... then wen went to Lowes to get my grampa a gift card.... then we went to my mom`s friend`s house for a little.. .but we really hadda leave so i cud get home in time to get ready for Center Stage. It was like, 4:30 ...ya... so then we went thru the drive-tru at Taco Bell n went home. i got home n was in the middle of wrapping Reuben`s present wen Kyle showed up at my house.. haha. he wanted me to come with him to Hayley`s house to get his bracelet from her. on our way there, a HUGE rock was on the road n we hadda swerve so we wudnt hit it.. haha...wen we got to Hayley`s... she wasnt there!! haha!! And then on r way back, over the e-ville mountain, there were two pick up trucks in front of us. then a garbage bag fill of soda cans fell out of the truck in front!! haha, we hadda run over all of these cans all over the road. it was so weird.....Wen i got home, i had hardly ANY time to get ready. Thank God my mom wrapped Reuben`s present for me!! =D...Center Stage was awesome. Shaina came *juss for me*!!!! =D ooooo... i wub her so much!! =P ne ways... it was Pastor Joel`s birthday... so we hadda lotta fun. They had foooood in the church after wards.. *licks lips*it was fun! :) but i was SOOOO exauseted.... And andrey wasnt there :'(

Monday: that`s today! =P... lol... well... wen i woke up, i already missed the bus cuz my alarm dint go off.. "/... but my throught hurt SOOOOO frikkin bad! i cud *HARDLY* breathe!! my mom said she`d take me to school, n i REALLY wanted to go... but i cudnt. "/ Oh yea.. n sumone was in my email... cuz there was 2 emails in there, one from Karen n one from Andrey that were already read but i didnt read them yet... so yea... "/


You ppl really needa start commenting!

(1) Nevermind..

[20 Dec 2003|01:21pm]
ibubblesALOT: its okay its okay, me and you can get a press on tatoo when i come to PA
ibubblesALOT: n we can be like "IN UR FACE"

^ I love her so much! *tear*



If i was a Bodily Excretment i would be:
What
kind of Excretment are you?




^fun!









I am A Shit Brick .

The Shit brick is usually the kinda person that doesn't like doing much. Turning down a nice romp in the park to his or her favorite television show and a nice big Mac or a box of chicken nuggets. Though shit bricks have their anti social flaws, what they lack in social values they make up for in laziness... But I guess that isn't a good thing either way.. Ok, shit bricks are just lazy fucks...
What Kinda Shit Are You?

^duuude... that's SO not me... im TOTALLY not lazy!









If i was a serial killer i would be Jack the Ripper.

Jack the Ripper, by far the most notorious killer of all time. What would drive a man to kill 5 prostitutes, surgically mutilate the bodies, then stop, to never be heard from again? Most of the murders were pretty much the same, the victim had her throat cut and her abdomen exposed, the intestines were placed over her right shoulder and sometimes a kidney or even the heart had been removed.



Jack the RIpper's murders are still unsolved.



Kill count: 5

Find what serial killer you would be, Take the Serial Killer Quiz now!


^ OH YEA!!! ^-^ one word: HAWTNESS!!! ^-~








When i kill myself i'll...
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^dude.. that's not cool. i dont like htat one at all... nothing about that is tru.









I Will Take my own life!.
After going through with your own well thought out version of columbine you finally turn the gun on yourself... the thick coat of brains and coagulated blood was a bitch to get off the auditorium wall. You sure showed them!
Find out how you will die, Take the Death Quiz now!

^haha.. Stephanie got this one too! ^-^












^..ew!








Im done
Nevermind..

learn more about me [17 Dec 2003|06:52pm]
[ mood | drained ]

i decided to do this thingie.

_-_-_BORING_-_-_

(1) What's your name, sir?: *cough cough* brittnay (FEMALE, thank you very much! >.<)

(2) When is your birthday?: november 10th

(3) Who else lives in your home?: mom (sonya), dad (john), sister *twitches* (toni), n 3 cats (fluffy, salem, n callie)

(4) Where do you live?: haliwack

(5) Where do you wish you lived?: colonial park ^-~

(6) With whom do you wish you lived?:..look at the last answer and figure it out yerself.

(7) If you could live in any time period, which would you choose?: the 3000`s..i wanna c the technology advances.

(8) If you were given the chance to be immortal, would you accept? Why or why not?: ya. that`d be awesome.


_-_-_KINDA KINKY_-_-_

(9) What is your sexual orientation?: Heterosexual.

(10) Are you a sexual deviant? no? ..big words scare me "/

(11) How does the idea of romantic/sexual love make you feel?: romantic- that`s the best kind! sexual-it sucks unless yer married

(12) Have you ever heard of "fetish clowns"? If so, what do you think of these folks?: ..no

(13) When some people vehemently deny doing things like masturbating or viewing porn do you ever get the urge to scream "LIAR, LIAR, PANTS ON FIRE" right in their face?: not really. What makes u think everyone dus that? O.o

(14) Have you ever had an STD? If so, which one?: No, you're fat. <- haha! that`s wut becky said! lmao!..umm.. no i never had one.

(15) How afraid of contracting an STD are you?: im not. cuz im not sexually active.. so yea..i have nothing to worry about.

(16) If you used a condom while having sex but got pregnant anyway, what would you do?: cry.. lol. umm.. i`d...pray that my partner dusn`t leave me and helps me care for the baby so that it`ll have a normal life..."/

(17) Does the idea of S&M or D&S intrigue you? If not, how does it make you feel?: wut`s that? O.o

(18) Are there any fetishes you find downright sick? If so, explain.: Erm..

(19) Have you ever been attracted to a family member or relative? ..ew

(20) Have you ever been attracted to someone significantly older than you? If so, explain.: not really..

(21) Have you ever been attracted to someone significantly younger than you? If so, explain.: ..ick!!

(22) What is the sexiest food? Why?: this is so dumb..

(23) When was the last time you sat on someone's lap? Whose lap was it?: uhh...a few weeks ago... doug`s

(24) If you were offered a staggering amount of money to star in an adult film, would you do it? Why or why not?: no..that`s wrong..

(25) Do you have a favourite pornography site? If so, what is it?: no..

(26) Have you ever been exceedingly "interested" in a dead person? If so, explain.: Kurt Cobain is one sexy bitch. <-becky said that... and i agree ^-^

(27) Excluding humans, what is the sexiest creature on the planet?: froggies

(28) Do you know what brains taste like? If so, explain.: ..ew

(29) Do you have friends no one else can see?: ..no

(30) Have ever visualized yourself brutally murdering someone? If so, explain.: nope.

(31) What is the perfect murder weapon?: arsenic


_-_-_STUPEY_-_-_

(32) What do you like on your macaroni?: ..ick

(33) Who do you think deserves a friendship bracelet?: steph n reuben

(34) If you had to choose, which TV family is most like your own?: the osbournes. ^-^...honestly

(35) Do you have all your shots?: no

(36) If you had a really bad headache and you had your choice of what pills to take, which would you choose?: my mom`s migrane pills in the green bottle..lol

(37) When was the last time you climbed a tree?:..heh.. a loooong time ago

(38) Have you ever had lice?: ...dun think so

(39) Describe the last time something was written/drawn on your hand.: ..i have steve`s fone # on my hand right now ^-~..lol.. i needa call him on dunday to remind him its sunday.. haha.. dont ask =P

(40) By what shall we remember you?: BP



-me

(2) Nevermind..

[17 Dec 2003|01:30pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Ight.. I juss finished this book that i got for my birthday.."No Body's Perfect" by Kimberly Kirberger.(And i juss found out that Steph has it too and is almost done with it!! How cool is that??? ^-^) I really needed it. Its about body image, self-acceptance, self esteem, and the search for identity. I have major problems with all of those issues. "/ There is 24 steps in this book to take to learning how to accept yerself. I crossed out the ones that i already can do...

+Get To Know Yerself
+Stay True To Yourself
+Realize You Are Responsible for Your Own Happiness
+Dont Worry About What Others Think
+Give Yourself a Break
+Sweeten Your Self-Talk
+Let Others Love You
+Start Small
+Do It For You
+Learn From Your Pain
+Accept the Good and the Bad
+Go Beyond Your Comfort Zone
+Embrace Your Uniqueness
+Practice Kindness
+Be Greatful
+Set Boundaries
+Let It Go
+Live In the Present
+Have Faith
+Forgive Others
+Forgive Yourself
+Ask for What You Need
+Look within
+Celebrate Yourself

*sighs*..i obviously have a LOT of work to do! But i did learn a lot from this book. Last year, i did a report on Kimberly Kirbirger, the author of this book. I cudnt find anything at ALL on the internet about her but i sumhow found her phone number. So i called her and she gave me all the info. i needed. She gave me her email and i found it a little bit ago. I got done emailing her. I thanked her for writing a book about that. Im proud! =)

-me

Comment

Nevermind..

[15 Dec 2003|05:08pm]
..oink oink
(2) Nevermind..

[12 Dec 2003|09:49pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

i have a lot of things going on in my head right now.. i dun feel like explaining.. but i can list um if ya want. =\ it prolly wont seem like alot, but it is with all of the details goin on with them =\

+My whole self esteem problem =\
+my freinds.... i juss dunnno who's my friend n who's not anymore. ='(
+Andrey.. n how like, i know nothing will happen with us..=\
+Kirk...Wut more can i say?
+Economics..im now failing becasue of my 65% test score =\
+Snow.... i hate it so much... n i think its gonna snow this weekend =(
+my freinds.... i juss dunnno who's my friend n who's not anymore. ='(
+Steph and her being so far away ='(


*sighs* that's juss about it... but those are a really big issues for me right now... and i have no clu how to deal with the forst 4 :'(

(4) Nevermind..

[11 Dec 2003|05:17pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

+Right now im bawling my eyes out... i SO cant take this. I miss kirk SO much!! i know i've complained about this a bunch of times before.. but i juss cant take this any more!!! I juss wish he'd tell me what i did! ='(...alrihgt... i'll shut up.

+I got a 65% on my MAJOR Economics test =\.... you no what? i really dont care any more!!!!! >:O I hate economics AND Mrs. Stone... .. so yea...

+I think its gonna snow this weekend... and i ONCE AGAIN wont b able to go to Target... And I'm prolly not gonna have a ride to Center Stage ='(

+I dun have anyone to talk to about my problems anymore... ='(... its juss that no one understands :'(... i feel like crap... n no one cares ='(





[Edit] I juss found out sum stuff about why Kirk hates me... look at this covo:

alvarezsupernova: hey
Oi x BP x iO: ...hi?
alvarezsupernova: why are you so upset over kirk?
Oi x BP x iO: ...who is this?
Oi x BP x iO: ...n how do u know about that?
alvarezsupernova: this is andrea
Oi x BP x iO: ...oh
Oi x BP x iO: :-\
alvarezsupernova: what's going on?
Oi x BP x iO: ...nothing...
alvarezsupernova: don't lie
alvarezsupernova: somethings really bothering you
Oi x BP x iO: gawd... yer gonna get me to start bawling again...
Oi x BP x iO: i dont wanna tlak about it :'(
alvarezsupernova: if you dont talk about it then you wont get over it
alvarezsupernova: don't cry babe
alvarezsupernova: why are you so upset about it?
Oi x BP x iO: ...i hate this... no one understands
alvarezsupernova: well we aren't mind readers babe, if you want to be understood then you have to talk about it
alvarezsupernova: you really like him dont you?
Oi x BP x iO: ...no
Oi x BP x iO: i dont like him like that
Oi x BP x iO: we juss used to b so close
Oi x BP x iO: :-(
alvarezsupernova: well what do you think happened?
Oi x BP x iO: he used to b one of my best freinds...
Oi x BP x iO: i dont KNOW what happened...
Oi x BP x iO: that's part of the problem...
Oi x BP x iO: ow... im starting to get a headach... :'( i SO cant hadle crying :-(
Oi x BP x iO: ....juss all of a sudden like, 4 months ago... he started to hate me... and i dont know why
Oi x BP x iO: he wont tell me
alvarezsupernova: do you think it might have anything about you and matt b.? and how upset he was about that whole thing?
Oi x BP x iO: What about me n matt?
Oi x BP x iO: dude... that was liek last year...
Oi x BP x iO: or the year b4
alvarezsupernova: well im just guessing that maybe thats one reason
Oi x BP x iO: ...i doubt it has anything to do with it...
alvarezsupernova: i dont think that bothering him is going to make him like you any more tho
Oi x BP x iO: cuz nothing happened with me n matt since like wen we n kirk FIRST started to b freinds
Oi x BP x iO: ...dude i know
Oi x BP x iO: i know he hates me n im TRYING to accept that... :-\
alvarezsupernova: yea but matt was upset about that for a long time
Oi x BP x iO: i juss want to know what HAPPENED
Oi x BP x iO: ... no he wasnt...
Oi x BP x iO: he didnt even care...
Oi x BP x iO: he cried wen i broke up with me becasue of his last girfriend
alvarezsupernova: alvarezsupernova: why dont you like britani anyway?
DieHardRevenant: she just kinda got on my nerves...she got all "punk" and it pissed me off...and she destroyed matt b's life
alvarezsupernova: his last bf?
alvarezsupernova: oops....gf***
Oi x BP x iO: yea
Oi x BP x iO: dude... i didnt frikkin DESTROY his life
Oi x BP x iO: ... n WHAT whole punk thing?
Oi x BP x iO: gawd
alvarezsupernova: hehe
alvarezsupernova: spelling it "gawd" as opposed to "god" doesn't make it better lol
Oi x BP x iO: that's liek saying that kirks "destroyed" stephs life
alvarezsupernova: but meh, different folks different strokes
alvarezsupernova: he prolly did
Oi x BP x iO: ..no
alvarezsupernova: oh.
alvarezsupernova: well, she was really upset for a long time
Oi x BP x iO: but anyways... i not trying t ob punk
Oi x BP x iO: im not trying to b anything
alvarezsupernova: well i dunno then
Oi x BP x iO: ...that's usually how relationships work
alvarezsupernova: yea but they are not supposed to be so depressed for a long time
Oi x BP x iO: ...i gotta go
alvarezsupernova: ok.
Oi x BP x iO: i needa go think about a lot of stuff :'(
alvarezsupernova: feel better and dont worry about it so much, you hardly even associate with him so dont cry
Oi x BP x iO: i used to all the time!
Oi x BP x iO: that's the POINT!
Oi x BP x iO: ...see? u dont understand :'(
alvarezsupernova: ok then

Auto response from alvarezsupernova: Blah!!.... go away.... :'(

alvarezsupernova: i'm just trying to help you
alvarezsupernova: but ok.....
Oi x BP x iO: i know u are...
Oi x BP x iO: but yer not getting it... and my head is about ready to explode
Oi x BP x iO: ..i juss cant talk about this anymore
Oi x BP x iO: ...but thanx... at least i know why now :'(
alvarezsupernova: the only reason i can conjure up about why you are so upset is that you relaly realy like him

Auto response from alvarezsupernova: Blah!!.... go away.... :'(

alvarezsupernova: ...more than a friend
Oi x BP x iO: ...omg..
Oi x BP x iO: i dont
Oi x BP x iO: ..i have my heart set on sumone else.
Oi x BP x iO: He was juss of my best friends n i miss him. i miss hanging out with him...
Oi x BP x iO: i miss going over to his out n eating chocolate wen i'm upset
Oi x BP x iO: .. i juss miss him. Period
Oi x BP x iO: Belive me. If i liked him more than a friend...i'd tell ya. Cuz then id have a better reason to b upset...and people wud actually understand
alvarezsupernova: i kinda do know how you feel tho

Auto response from alvarezsupernova: Blah!!.... go away.... :'(

alvarezsupernova: my best friend tiff hates me now
alvarezsupernova: and i cry over it
alvarezsupernova: and i miss her to no degree... so i do understand where you are coming from
alvarezsupernova: and she has no reason too.....only a fucked up rumor that isn't true....
alvarezsupernova: so just know that you are not alone
Oi x BP x iO: ...alrighty
alvarezsupernova: i've got to go tho
alvarezsupernova: peace out babe
Oi x BP x iO: ...alright.
Oi x BP x iO: bye
Oi x BP x iO: thanx
alvarezsupernova: ..anytime:-)


*sigh*.. so there ya go!!!

alvarezsupernova: why dont you like brittnay anyway?
DieHardRevenant: she just kinda got on my nerves...she got all "punk" and it pissed me off...and she destroyed matt b's life

^That's why!!! ='( Didnt i JUST get done with talking about that whole punk thing in here? =( And OMG!!! Taht matt thing was TWO YEARS AGO!!! Gawd! :( and he got over it right away! I'm not important to ANYONE!!! Omg...This sucks so much! I just want our frikkin friendship back to the way it was!!!!!!!!!!!!! ='( ='( [/Edit]

Nevermind..

[10 Dec 2003|11:26am]
[ mood | sick ]

TIME FOR AN UPDATE!!


+Yesterday was... yesterday... lol. Dude.. im really frikkin sick of ppl calling me Gothic! Lol... i dunnno y they even do. It's juss the gay ppl at my school... But OMG... they're such frikkin RETARDS!!! I'm not even CLOSE to being Gothic!!! I mean... seriously... They think that because i almost always wear a black shirt , im Gothic! WTF??? My School needs major help!

+My mom was supposed to take me to Target yesterday... But wen i talked to her about it, i totally fergot about my chorus concert!! ERrrrr!! And i cudnt miss it. =\... i had a solo. =( So i ended up juss going to that. =( My mom didnt even wanna go!! She was juss gonna drop me off n pick me up!! That made me really mad. But then i got her to go cuz i told her i had a solo.. haha... I'd juss wish i saw the look on her face wen i did it! HAHA!! for my 'solo' (it wasnt exactly a SOLO, cuz i did it with another person), i said "Yer a 3 decker sourcrout and toadstool sandwich".... LMAO!! (It was for "yer a mean one Mr.Grinch" ...haha.) Omg... by the time it was over, i thought i was gonnna DIE!! I was wearing shoes 2 n a half sizes too small!! lol.

+Oh dude... On sunday, Justin called me. But i wasnt there...so i called him back on Monday...but no one answered. then i called him again yesterday.... i cant believe i actually talked to him! But... if u know me, you know that im REALLY good at forgiving ppl.... EVEN THO HE DIDNT EVEN SAY HE WAS SORRY!! *cough cough* Whatever... maybe he didnt even know i was mad at him... haha. Right. i used to call him like, EVERY DAY.... then juss ALL OF A SUDDEN, i stop calling him. and it went on for a month. hah. he had to have known! He's a smart cookie. lol

+Reuben tolded me that Andrey was still wearing my bracelet that i gave him...i think 2 weeks ago! =D i was so happy... lol... im such a loser. haha

+I've been single for 5 months n 1 day! heh... =\ *cough cough* I CAN DO THIS!!! *sigh*

+I didnt go to school today... i woke up n dint feel good... BLAH! Oh lookie! Today's Wednesday!! That means that Andrey's birthday is in....2 DAYS!


Hahaha... im a loser. POST COMMENTS!!

Nevermind..

[09 Dec 2003|04:28pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Time for a pic of me... hah! =\... here ya go! Sorry if i make ya throw up!




Comment n tell me wut u Honestly think!

(2) Nevermind..

[05 Dec 2003|08:58pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Nirvana ]

Do this or i'll b FOREVER scarred... =\



1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your Journal and see what I say about you?

(12) Nevermind..

[05 Dec 2003|08:36pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Nirvana ]

ive hadnt updated for a while.... and like, a lot has happened in the past few days. =\ lets see...

[x]uhh... my one freind told me she got raped last year =\... that scared teh CRAP out of me!!

[x]My friends Amanda n JaNeils's friend said i was pretty at lunch... LMAO!! That SO cracked us up!! HAHAHA!! Woo...

[x]One of my freind's anorexic n im haveing a HORRIBLE time trying to help yer by myself =\... but i think im doing alright... So far she's got all the symptoms except hair loss... which i know is gonna come real soon =\... but i think igot her into eating again. *sigh*

[x]My mom screwed up my WHOLE weekend =(... i dun wanna explain... :(


that's about it... there's prolyl more... i juss dun feel like thinking right now =\.... SUE ME!! ... i dun really care ne more... no one comments anyways :(... so obviously no one reads this n no one cares :(

Nevermind..

It's Steph! [03 Dec 2003|07:24pm]
Yeah. I thought I'd just update my wifey's journal 'cause I'm cool like that. I was sitting here and I'm like "You know what? You can update Brittnay's journal! :0)" So here I am. Well, Brittnay is really hawt! And I love hurr. Yeah. Bye now.

- x s T e P h x -
(1) Nevermind..

[03 Dec 2003|03:36pm]
JESUS FREAK

Separated, I cut myself clean
From a past that comes back in my darkest of dreams
Been apprehended by a spiritual force
And a grace that replaced all the me I've divorced

I saw a man with tat on his big fat belly
It wiggled around like marmalade jelly
It took me a while to catch what it said
Cause I had to match the rhythm of his belly with my head
'Jesus Saves' is what it raved in a typical tattoo green
He stood on a box in the middle of the city
And claimed he had a dream

What will people think
When they hear that I'm a Jesus freak
What will people do when they find that it's true
I don't really care if they label me a Jesus freak
There ain't no disguising the truth

Kamikaze, my death is gain
I've been marked by my Maker
A peculiar display
The high and lofty, they see me as weak
Cause I won't live and die for the power they seek

There was a man from the desert with naps in his head
The sand that he walked was also his bed
The words that he spoke made the people assume
There wasn't too much left in the upper room
With skins on his back and hair on his face
They thought he was strange by the locusts he ate
The Pharisees tripped when they heard him speak
Until the king took the head of this Jesus freak

What will people think
When they hear that I'm a Jesus freak
What will people do when they find that it's true
I don't really care if they label me a Jesus freak
There ain't no disguising the truth

People say I'm strange, does it make me a stranger
That my best friend was born in a manger
People say I'm strange, does it make me a stranger
That my best friend was born in a manger
What will people think
When they hear that I'm a Jesus freak
What will people do when they find that it's true
I don't really care if they label me a Jesus freak
There ain't no disguising the truth

What will people think [What will people think]
What will people do [What will people do]
I don't really care [What else can I say]
There ain't no disguising the truth [Jesus is the way]

DC Talk - Jesus Freak


^That song rawks... it used to b my favorite song! :)
(1) Nevermind..

[02 Dec 2003|08:37pm]
here's sum thingers... im obviously bored.... this is my second entry for today! lol



cinnamon
You are Cinnamon.
You are fiery and passionate. You pour your heart
into everything you do, and you don't stop when
you set your mind to something. You let people
know exactly what's on your mind. However,
your friends are sometimes put off by your
intense drive and fiery personality.
Most Compatible With: Spearmint


Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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^WOW! that sounds like me! =P








asshole
your asshole.


What swear word are you?
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^LOL!! that's ME alright! =P








HASH(0x8868f9c)
borderline


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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^i got that the last million times i took this quiz! lol... well... it DOES sound juss like me!








HASH(0x86e6c68)
Masochist


The ULTIMATE personality test
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^O.o!! i dunno what the freak their talking about!! lol... all those big words!! AHH!!








woodchuck
YOU ARE MARRIED TO A WoODCHUCK!!!


what's YOUR deepest secret?
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^OMG!! HOW DID YOU FIND OUT????????!!!








What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part IsYour Lips
Special Talents AreGiving The Rub Down
Created with quill18's MemeGen!


^hahahaa!! wow... that's SO frikin funny... n uh... i hate my lips!! lmao!








My inner child is sixteen years old today

My inner child is sixteen years old!


Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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^Wow... that's actually close to how old i look! =P








cursedsun
You are CursedSun!You can be very obnoxious at
times and noone really take you seriously. Most
people think you're a "poser" but i'm
sure their just jealous you're in the Manson
fan club and they aren't.(sarcasm)


Which Gothic Powerpuff Girl Are You?
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^haha... yea...that quiz sucked... i juss picked any answer... lol









I did it in 23 seconds.
I deserved a B+!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!

^Oh yea!! i Rawk!! ... dude.. that was HARD!








Sid Vicious
you are sid from the sex pistols..punk as fuck.


what celebrity are you?
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^ i LoVE HiM!!!!!








redfox
red fox


how foxy are you? [pix!]
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^that was the dumbest frikkin quiz i EVER took!








choke
You would choke Avril to death with her tie that
she thinks makes her look so punk rawk! A slow,
painful death, don't worry Avril, its a nice
way to go..


How would you torture and kill Avril Lavigne?
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^YAY!! sounds liek FUN!!! =D








You're a good person. You're always a good
person to everyone and everyone likes you...
except for the evil people.

Click here
for a fun, yet addicting vampire game.



*How evil are you?*
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^haha!! that sounds juss about right!! =P




Alright... im dun!! lol

Nevermind..

[02 Dec 2003|05:24pm]
I needa get sum more things off my chest...

Alright... i dunno wut the freak is up kirks butt! i didnt do anything thing to him!! he hasnt talked to me for 4 months! i keep askin him wut i did, but he never answers me. ='(... i really miss him tho. i mean, he was one of my best freinds! =\.. *sigh*

Omg... Mrs.Stone is SUCH a bitch!!! ERRR!! we had homework due today n 10 ppl didnt get it done |[including me]|. So she said we had to get it done by tomorrow along with sum more problems! And she said that if we dint get it done, we have detention. WHAT KIND OF SCREWED UP MIND DOES SHE HAVE????? It was OUR fault we dint get it done, so it brought down our grade. ISNT THAT ENUFF??? Noooo!! She has to take points off, make us do it, along with extra question by the next day or we got detention, and she has to give us this HUGE lecture on how r class is doing bad w/ homework now... ALL BECASUE OF ONE FUCKIN ASSIGNMENT!!! OMFG!! she SO has problems!!!! GAWD! Economics is ALREADY hard enuff, WHY DUS SHE HAVE TO DO THIS KIND OF CRAP???????? ERRRRR!!

yah... that's all...

i feel so un wanted :'( no one ever comments no more :'(
Nevermind..

....i like andrey soooo much! :'( [01 Dec 2003|03:23pm]
Note to Self: I'll NEVER b able to hack!!! haha!!

I have so much on my mind right now... i guess ill juss start by telling about my weekend....

Friday- i went to Brooklyn's (Megan) house n we hung out wif all her friends n stuff. Sparky (Rosie) tolded me that she dont hate me and that she thinks i am pretty kewl!! that made me really happy! :) Then brooklyn confronted Salsa (Chelsea) about not liking me in fornt of me n Cola (Taryn)....so she cudnt really get away with lying. lol... Well she said that she'd get to know me n that she was juss listening to all of the rumers going around about me. heh. So i guess that was pretty kewl. I'm not sure wuts going on with Cola tho. I dunno if she likes me, hates me, or WHAT! lol

Saturday- Ha.... wut an interesting day...haha. I was helping Brooklyn clean her room n crap... like right after i woke up, so i looked like the living dead....lol. Then the fone rang n she went to get it...all of sudden, he jumps in the rooms n told me to HURRY n getdressed n we were on our way to Cola's looking like crap n her room not even half clean. lol. Sparky, Salsa, n Shyann was there too. I dun really remember exactly wut happened taht day ... juss getting sick , n throwing up on Brooklyn's sidewalk... lol... n a few more details.... It was an interesting day... lol

Sunday- Woo!! Fun fun fun fun fun!! lol. Kayla make too Brooklyn's at like 11:00am to get us to come with her to Tank's. After Tank's, me n Brooklyn went down to the steps to meet Ricky L there... But we missed him once again....lol. Then this dude (i think his name was, uh Jordy? er sumthing.... ) walked wit hme to the Uni and bought me a half gallon of tea. =D Wen we got back to the steps, a bunch of ppl were there (John, Tank, Kayla, n Ricky H). Then sparky n mikey came. Later, Mike took me, sparky and brooklyn for a ride in his car. =P I juss stayed with make after sparky n brooklyn left cuz i talked him into taking me to Center Stage. =P.... Dude.. Center Stage was AWESOME!! Andrey talked to me the whole time. =) n he sat beside me too!!! =D But after it was over, i almost ended up crying in Reuben's arms...=\ I talked to him about sumthing that i felt horrible about n i almost started to cry wen he hugged me. =\ Heh. Then we were ouside n Andrey didnt know wut was going on. But he noticed sumthing was wrong wit hme n he was like "Do u need a hug?" (AWWWWWW!!!) hehe! =) So he hugged me n for that moment, all of my bad thoughts went away. :) hehe. I felt a lot better after that... but i still felt like crap... haha. Then he took me home... I felt like such a bitch... cuz i let him go the LONG way...=\ But we were talking about... EVERYTHING... n i doubt he knew it, but he made me feel COMPLETLEY, 100% beter. :) :) :) :) Damn, i like him SO much!! =\...... So... wen we get to my house he was like "You live pretty close to Center Stage, dont you?" n im like "Kinda... i let u go the long way *huge smile*"... lol. =P. Well.... b4 i got out of the he asked for a hug!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :) :) Went i got inside of my house, i was SOOOOO happy. My sister noticed too... lol... hse's like "Who brought u home?" n im like (While smiling my face off) "Andrey" n she said "Ooooooohhhhh... so THAT'S why you look so happy!!" lol!!


Soo... that was my weekend.... now i gotta get a lot of crap off of my mind..... Hmmmm.


Lets see.... dude.... JUSS BECAUSE I WEAR CHUCK'S, THAT DUSNT MEAN THAT IM PUNK!!!! Look at this little convo i had on sunday... Mike had a "punk" patch on his hoodie that he took from Kirk:

Me: Yer not punk
Mike: And you are?????
Me: Noooo.....
Tank: You Dress Like it!!!!
Me: IM WEARING JEANS!!!!
Tank: Well look at yer ugly shoes.

Cheese!! This crap makes me so frikkin mad!! Look at this otehr convo i had with Cassie Manchor a while ago... i dun remember wit we were talkinga bout but she called me punk:

Me: Im not punk!
Her: You look like it!
Me: HOW??
Her: Yer wearing black n plaid n chucks!!
Me: so yer defenition of Punk is black n plaid n chucks?????
Her: Yea! Basically!

How gay is that??? Gawd. I wear waht i want t owear becasue i LIKE it. I dun wear it becasue i wanna look pink or emo or ANYTHING!! That reminds me of what Elyse said to Steph about me getting my nails done: "Well if she's really punk, she shud let her nails b black n chipped!!" GET A LIFE ELYSE!!! Errrrr!!!! I'm not ANYTHING!!! Why do i need to BE anything??? I'm MYSELF. That's all.... But dont get me wrong... i dont have a problems with punk or emo or anything... im juss sick of being labled wen im not anything... Ya no? yea.


Another thing that's on my mind...This whole Andrey thing.... Alright... i liek him a LOT... ok.. N i doubt anything will happen with us... but in case it does, im gona b waiting here... and if it never happens, then i guess i'll b single forever. But honestly... i can wait. It wont kill me. As long as i get Andrey in the end, its all good :). lol.

Please comment...:(

x...BP...x

Note to Self: Steve Ness is the BEST!!
Nevermind..

Stuff about me... as if u care =\ [26 Nov 2003|03:04pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Rancid n Nofx- Bob ]

------- STARTING QUESTIONS ------
1.) Full Name?: Brittnay Lynn Parker
2.) Birthday?: Nov. 10th
3.) Zodiac?: Scorpio
4.) Nationality?:...white? lol
5.) What time is it?: 3:05PM
6.) Whats the date? November 26

-----WHO DID THESE THINGS LAST?-----
7.) Called you?:Megan
8.) Yelled at you?: my gat sister, Toni
9.) Saw you cry?: Umm...Reuben
10.) Made you cry?: Andrey
11.) Made you laugh?: Cheese... ummm..Mrs.Manning?
12.) You shared a drink with?: hah... i think it was like, steph like a month ago... lol
13.) You went to the movies with?:Well.. me steph n becky TRIED to go...but besides that, Steph n justin
14.) Went to dinner with?: mom
15.) Bought you something?: mom
16.) Sent you an e-mail?: Andrey

------HAVE YOU EVER------
17.) Kissed someone?: haha... yea
18.) Said "I love you" and meant it?: to Steph...=P
19.) Gotten into a fight with your Dog/Cat?: you know it!
20.) Been to New York?: no
21.) Been to Florida?: no
22) California?: no
23.) Hawaii?: no
24.) Mexico?: i will prolly soon
25.) Europe?: no
26.) Canada?: no
29.) Stalked someone?: haha.. no
30.) Snuck out?: nah... dun hafta... i juss gotta say "im leaving" n go... lol
31.) Wished you were the opposite sex?: ...not really! lol
32.) Had an imaginary friend?: not that i remember

------- MORE ------
33.) What time is it now?: 3:10
34.) Black or white?: black
35.) TV or movie?: ....movie?
36.) Cat or dog? Cat... dogs smell
37.) walmart or target?: ...LMAO!!!! What do you think????? haha
38.) Spring or Fall?: spring
39.) Sun or rain?: sun
40.) What are you gonna do after this?: dun care
41.) What was the last meal you ate?: Well im eating pop corn right now...
42.) High school or college?: dunno
43.) Are you bored?: kinda
44.)LastTV show U watched:....Dagrassi?
45.) Last movie you saw in theaters?: haha... 'Dumb & Dumberer' wif Stephers n Justin
46.) Last noise you heard?: my sister go *sniff*
47.) Last smell you smelled?: i smell popcorn

------ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS------
48.) Laughs the weirdest?: uh...not sure?
49.) Makes you laugh the most?: STEPH
50.) Who have you known the longest that you still keep in contact w/?: Megan
51.) Loudest?: Me or Steph
52.) Is the quietest: Niclole
53.) Is the weirdest?: me or steph..
54.) Is the funnest?: Steph
55.) Who is the moodiest?: haha... that ones REAL hard... ME!!
56.) Biggest player?:...DOUG
57.) Who do you usually go to about all of your problems?: everyone... lol.. im such a loser... =\ no one ever wants to hear it ne more! hah... =\
58.) Who comes to you?: ... Melissa... that's juss about it =\
59.) Things you like in a guy?: nice, funny, sweet, caring, understanding, forgiving, christian, not jugemental... so on...
60.) Do you think that someone is really sexi? yea..
61.) Do they know?: yea...
62.) Do you have a bf/gf?: ...*sigh* no

-------EXTRAS ------
63.) Do you have your license?: no
64.) What book are you reading now?: 'Weekend'
65.) Nicknames: Britt (but ONLY kirk is allowed to call me that.... which dusnt happen ne more =\), TaNisha, BP =P, BrittNAY (only steph n doug can call me that), Bitchnay...so on
66.) Hair Color:dirty blonde w/ red n black highlights
67.) Height: 5'8''
68.) Pets: 3 cats
69.) Siblings: 1 stupid freak of a sister
70.) Have you ever been so drunk you didn't remember that you were drunk?: ...no
71.) Taken any illegal substances: ...yea
72.) Gone out in public in your pajamas: yea...lol
73.) Played ding-dong-ditch?: ....wen i was littler
74.) Streaked?: ...no
75.) Kept a secret from everyone: sure... but it never lasts long... unless it's sumone else's secret
76.) Wanted to hook up with a friend/date them: HAHAHA....durr
77) Did something illiegal?: who hasnt?
78) Did you get caught?: nope
79.) Gotten arrested?: close...
80.) Gotten a ticket for something?: no
81.) Stalk someone?: wasnt this ? already asked???
82) Prank called someone: ...YEA!

-------FAVORITES-------
83.) Shampoo: Garneir Frutise (cant spell)
84.) Soap: any body wash that smells good
85.) Colors: Pink (n black)
86.) Day or Night: night
87.) Summer/Winter: summer
88.) Plant?: WHITE rose
89.) Cartoon Character: BUTTERS!! =D

--------IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS ---------
90.) Cried: No
91.) Cut your hair: no
92.) Worn a skirt: im wearing one rihgt now.. lol
93.) Been mean: not that i can think of
94.) Been sarcastic: Yes... all the time
95.) Talked to someone you have a crush on: ...yea... at his work n on line =D
96.) Hugged someone: yupp!! ...i LOVE hugs! =P
97.) Fought with your parents: everyday
98.) Got in an argumant with your best friend: nahh... thank god
99.) Laughed until you cried: no
100.) Played Truth or Dare: no
101.) Watched a sunrise/sunset : no
102.) Went to the beach at night: no
103.) Spent quality time alone: haha...that's funny..

------------ RANDOM ------------
104 ) Are you bored: sorta
105.) Are you lonely: not really... for once
106.) Are you happy: i guess u cud say that...lol
107 ) Do you drink: no... but i tried it b4
108.) Do you smoke? not really
109.) What is your full name?: Brittnay Lynn Parker *cough*... i hate it
110.) Who named you?: My dad did my first name... i was SUPPOSED to be TaNisha... n my mom did my middle name
111.) When was the last time you showered?: today
112.) What color pants do you have on right now? ...none ;)... lol.. im wearing a skirt
113.) What song are you listening to right now?: Simple Plan- Perfect
114.) What color is your shirt?: Red n Navy striped
115.) What is right next to you? : a night stand
116.) What is your computer desk made of?: mine: metal...this one: wood
117.) What are the last 4 digits in your phone #?: 3580
118 ) Are you eating anything?: Popcorn
119.) How's the weather right now?: chilly
120.) What did you do last night? uhh..sat in the middle of my floor n cut out pictures from magizines
121.) How are you today?:... alright
122.) What makes you sad?: ...everthing that dusnt make me happy or mad
123.) What makes you happy? too much to write
124.) What makes you mad? being judged b4 ppl get to know me, wen im lied to
125.) What do you want to be when you grow up? A model
126.) What are you doing tomorrow? uh... nothing =\ BUT WUT ELSE IS NEW??
127.) My fave music: heavy metal, punk, rock, other
128.) Favorite Food?: Tacos n Cheese Cake
129.) Fave girls perfume?:Erm... i dont wear gurls perfume...
130:) Fave guys cologne? Axe (if u can call that cologne), Gap, Adidas, curve,...
131.) Do you like the guy or the girl to make the first move?: GUY.. i'd never do the first move
132.) Are you too shy to ask someone out?: No... i juss think it's the guys job. Period.
133.) Fave clothes brand?:... name brands shud burn...
134.) If you could change your name what would it be?: Tanisha
135.) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: uhh... my one pillow is ahuge frog... lol... n my top bunk is fillled with stuffed frogs (but i sleep on the bottom)
136.) What is the stupidest thing you have ever done: All the stuff with Julian n Kirk =\
137.) What would your first son's name be?: Xander, or Justin, or Seth
138.) Your daughters?: Stephanie Marie
139.) Favorite drink?: Coke, cholocate milk, peach tea
140.) Are you a flirt?: ...wen i wanna b
141.) On the phone or in person? person
142.) Lust or Love?: ...wuts the ?.... lol
143.) Who do you love: Stephanie
144.)Who makes you cry the most: ...me =\

(4) Nevermind..

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