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Wednesday, November 5th, 2003
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2:40 pm - YIPPE!! HEHE YIPPE!!
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Hey hey hey hey, how's it going? Pretty good with me. first off I would like to say: I LOVE YOU RYAN DANIEL YOST, YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME, AND THAT'S WHY I LOVE YOU EVEN MORE AS EACH DAY GOES BY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok...now that I have that little piece out of my system I'll give a recap on what's been going on with me lately.
~ok, well since I last updated I was traumatized and all that stuff. We didn't have school that whole week, so Ryan and I spent the entire week together, except for only one day. I would go over to his house, then we would go out to lunch, then I would take him to work, and come home and either eat and watch T.V. or go to work myself. Yup, I gained weight during that time period and is it GREAT!!! w00-h00!!! Then I would go and pick him up from work. Monday night we went and saw Scary Movie 3, it was really funny, but not as funny as the second one, so I would say it's a rent at home movie. Then Tuesday, after I picked Ryan up we rented Wrong turn and watched it at his house and then I went home. Wednesday, I picked Ryan up and we raced to the movie theaters because I was determined to see The Texas Chainsaw Masacre. So we went and saw that, and w00-wee that was way scary. I think I squeezed Ryan's arm off!! haha What scared me the most was the last part with the actual footage and then them saying it's still an open case. I jumped up and practically dragged Ryan out of the theaters because I was scared that he was in htere or soemthing!! haha I know, I'm a frady Cat!! anyway, Ryan chilled with his friends on Thursday and I chilled at home with my little brother then went to work. Then Friday Ryan and I hung out, and Same with Saturday. Then After work on Sunday Ryan and I hung out some more. I love spending time with him, he makes me so freaking HAPPY!!! I LOVE YOU BABE!!
~School~ Well school started yesterday and it was kind of good to be back, but not really because it was back to homework and and lectures and all that shizzy. Anyway, yesterday the Seniors nominated Senior boys and girls for homecoming court. Of course it's all based on popularity, but whatev. I hope that Brandiece wins queen or Krystal or somebody that's not just all about themselves and their friends. Anyway, the Homecoming Dance is next Saturday can't wait. I'm wearing yes another maroonish-burgandy dress and it's not the poffy type this time, so it's going to take some getting used to. But yeah, the football game is going to be freaking awesome!! We're playing SANTANA, and I hope that we beat them, beat them really bad, and WIN back the Mayor's Cup!! w00-h00 that would be awesome. But yeah, this week and next week is kind of stressful because I have so many projects to due and my money is limited these next few weeks. CRAPPY!! Oh well!!
~BETTER NOTE~ Mal's baby shower is this Saturday!! Can't wait, my nephew Tanner is going to get lots of presents when he's born. The other night I watched Mallory's sonogram on VHS, and w0w that's a lot that expresses what I have to say. You could see Tanner in like 3-D and 4-D and you could hear his heart beat and all that stuff. I feel like I already know him. When I get a better paying job later on after Tanner is born I'm going to spoil him and his Mommy and My BEST FRIEND Mallory. Looking forward to it!! hehe
~Well, I'm going to go no, because I have some homework to finish up and then I have to get gas and then take Ryan to work, then I have to go to work. I'll update s00n. Peace outtie!!
current mood:  cheerful
current music: Sarah Evans - Perfect
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| Monday, October 27th, 2003
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8:17 pm - *HOLY BAJEESUZ*
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The worst Day/Night of my entire Life:
~ Well, Sunday I would have to say was the most traumatizing day in my entire life, because of the wildfires that were going on. I had to go into work but I only stayed for like a half hour, becase I HAD TO LEAVE and GET HOME TO PACK MY STUFF TO EVACUATE!!! Yeah the fire was headed towards my house. When I got home, my best pregnant friend Mallory was already moving stuff out of my room. NOW that is what I call a BEST FRIEND!!! So we packed up my entire room, excpet my bed and dresser. Then I started on the rest of my house that my mom felt she didn't need. But inside I felt that we still didn't have enough. I just couldn't except the fact that I could lose my home in a fire and not have anywhere to live, with no stuff! So I did all I could. The fire started to get bad. It started down at the end of Pebble Beach by Bethany's house (the hosue at the very end of the street). Then the fire started making it's way around to the other side of Santee Lakes and over behind the houses of Medina. We lost our electoricty and then night started to come and the fires just kept burning and getting stronger. Ryan was telling me he was in his backyard stopming out the flames. I didn't know that until today, because I coulnd't get a hold of him, and I couldn't leave my house because just incase we had to evacuate and all that stuff. So all I could do was sit on the roof of my house and watch the fire get closer to my house and then look over across the way over by Santee Lakes and watch that fire burn hundreds of acres in a matter of minutes. I was covered in ash, my throat hurt, I was dirting, and my eyes were burning from all the smoke and ash in the air. I would keep going back onto my roof to watch the fires progress and water down my roof so that if embers were flying through the air and landed on the roof it wouldn't lite my house on fire. I felt so helpless and then worried about Ryan because I had no idea where he was and he wouldn't return my calls. Let's just say I was entering a shock type stage. So yeah, as night came, the fire on the other side of Santee Lakes was just so red and burning so quickly, and the flames on the hill by my house and West Hills kept getting bigger and closer. All I could think about was, "what will we do if we lose our house? Where will we go? Why is this happening? And where are the fire fighters?" Well, to answer that last question the fire fighters were all over the San Diego area fighting the other outrageous fires. But what really irrated me was that the police were saying, there are no units to save us or our homes because there are other homes in Santee burning at this point, so leave our homes in the next 5 minutes. How could they say something like that? I understand they are porbably worried about our safety, but if they were in our positions they wouldn't leave their homes probably until the flames were in their backyard. But yeah, the fire on the other side of Santee Lakes burned all the way to Cajon Park Elemenatry/middle school and burned out. The fire by my house burned all the way around the mountain towards West Hills, but the fire stopped at the street and didn't jump. THANK GOD!!! After we were out of the clear I took a shower :w0w I've never seen so much blackness in the water of my shower: I guess I really must have been dirty. I scrubbed and scrubbed and scrubbed, probably trying to erase the images from my mind. When I got out I cleaned out my ears and there was so much soot in their too. Then I blew my nose and that too was all black, but then my nose started bleeding! ICKY!! I never ever have bloody noses, so I got kind of scared. My legs hurt so bad from walking around, standing and sitting, and then climbing up and down my latter to get to and from the roof of my house. I was so exhausted last night it was unbelievable. I passed out in the living room and slept in until 9 this morning. Then my sister and I went to Vons **don't worry there were no picketters to beat us there** to get some milk and juice, then we went to McDonald's for breakfast. w0w! that place was freaking packed!! Then I came home and started unpacking my life and putting it back together in my room and the rest of the house. Then I vacuumed the inside of my car, because there were dried rose pedals everywhere and ash everywhere. So after I was done, my neighbor came outside and said that the fire started up again. In my mind the first thing that crossed it was, "this isn't happening again!!" But this time there were fire fighters there to stop it. And I guess a couple of kids started the fire, because this man that lives on Medina caught them on tape running away in the field. Stupid idiots, I hope they get in a whole bunch load of trouble. So then I took another shower, because once again I was covered in ash. I blew my nose again and all this balck stuff kept coming out. ::MMMMMMMM...YUMMY:: j/k haha So yeah, I get online to see who's on and Ryan's online and asks me to come over, so I do. On my way over there I'm just in complete shock to see how lucky we all were and to see how much damage those fires caused and to see how much of a close call it really was, especially by Ryan's house and West Hills. It just made me extremely sad, because of all the thoughts that were going through my head. Then I got to Ryan's house and chilled with him in is room before he had to get ready to go to work. He seems to think that I'm mad at him for something or whatever, it's just that I'm taking what happened yesterday really tough. I know he went through the same thing, it's just that I'm taking it really differently than he is. He's a guy I'm a girl. Yup, I see a difference. But yeah, I don't go outside without a mask over my mouth and nose, because inhaling all that smoke and ash yesterday made me feel really sick. So yeah, I seriously think I've been traumatized by this whole situation, because you never really think about this. How often does the idea of losing your home and almost everything in it burns to the gorund in a fire? Not very often. I also started thinking about how in Link Crew training and the actual orientation, we had to answer a question about what we would take if we were in a fire. I guess if I'm ever asked that again, I will know how to answer it. Anything everything I could fit in my car. Well, I'm going to go because I'm still worn out from everything. I will update sometime s00n. But first, I would like to send out a prayer to all of those who have either lost their homes to the fires lost their lives, or family members or friends. I would like to pray that they will have the strength to move on and have the courage to face the disaster that has happened. I pray that everyone whom are still living through these fires remain safe, that their homes remain safe, and that everything will be okay. God bless the fire fighters and volunters who have risked their lives to help so many people and their homes. And bless the people who have started shelters for those who have lost their homes or can't return to them. GOD BLESS ALL OF THEM!!!
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| Saturday, October 18th, 2003
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10:12 pm - he he ::YES:: he he
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Hey hey, what's going on? Nothing much here, just thought I would get onlne and see who was on, but I figured everybody would be out partying, and my figuration was correct. So yeah, then I decided I would update this thingy, so looky, w0w, I am!! hehe Well, I just give ya a recap of my week and so forth. Wednesday after school, Pam calls me and said, "Do you think you could video tape the commercail somewhere else? And plus my camera doesn't work." I was like WTF? You couldn't have told me this when I stopped by your house to pick up the banner? I was real mad, but whatever. So at !:30 I called Jayme and had her tell everybody to meet at my house, because we were going to do the commercial at my house. So when ALMOST everyone showed up we got started right away. After we finished everybody left and I went to the mall to go and get candy from the Sweet Factory for my brother's science project. Anyway, after I got home, Ryan came over and we hung out all night. Then On Thursday, my group had to edit our video, but we didn't have a tape converter for a 8mm tape. So I was like freaking out and getting all pissed and worried thinking it wasn't going to get done and the commercial would look like crap. But then at break, Natale comes up to me and tells me the whole situation, and I'm kind of relieved but not yet, not until the video works and is perfect. So then we tell Jayme all about it and tell her to tell Valerie to meet us in the Media center. So at linch I go home to get my stuff and go back to school to the media center, and Jayme and Valerie aren't there. So I go to where we hang out and what do you know they were there. I was like let's go and all this stuff, and Jayme was like do I have to go? And my response was, "THIS is a GROUP PROJECT!! Yes you do have to go!!" So then we walk down there and go into the Media center, and what do you nkow Jayme and Valerie take off because they said there was no point in being there. So I was really really pissed. But Natalie was a sweet heart and stayed with me the whole time. Danny Cowell Helped us with our video the whole time and it turned out really good, so my stress level dropped like a million points. haha so Yeah, then on Friday, school was the usual and then I went to Ryan's house and hung out with him for a bit. Then I left to go and pick up my brother and then after I picked him up I met Ryan at my work and we got some lunch and sat and ate together. We were talking and stuff and I was saying how Pam always talks about her and Russell getting married, and he said the most out of this world statement that blew me away, but at the same time put the biggest smile on my face. He said, if anybody is gong to ever get married it should be us! Yeah, w0w was my reaction too. I Love him soooooooooooo Much!!!! So then he left to work and I went home and sat around for a bit then got ready for the football game and met Pam and Russell at her hosue and we rode together to the game. It was a good game we won of course!! I talked to Mon for a while!! Awwwww... MON your cute hahaha!!! So yeah, then after the game I came home and called Ryan and then met him at his house. And we hung out there all night. He made some food and we ate and then cuddled for a bit then I had to go home. I woke up this morning at like 10:30 and called Ryan at like 11:15 talked to him for like 10 minutes and then I layed around the house all day being a bum watching lifetime until I had to go to work. Yes the word WORK makes my cringe!! *SHIVVER* ewwww!! So yeah work was a living hell, because it was so freaking busy and nothing was done, so I was in a bad mood and became very tired. I stayed an hour and a half later to help get things done. Awwww I proud!! haha So yeah now I'm just waiting for Ryan to get off of work because I really didn't get to see him today only for like 10 minutes when he came into my work. Yes I miss my babe!! But I'm going to go now. I'll update lata!! peace outtie!!
current mood:  drained
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| Tuesday, October 14th, 2003
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10:11 pm - RAWR!
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Well, today I was kind of in a bad mood, like on the edge, probably because I'm stressing about this damn government project and my grades. I got 2 B's on my progress report. I know it's only a progress report, but still I want all A's all the tie, because I don't want my GPA to fall, and I want to graduate with Honors. Then after school I was planning on seeing Ryan, but no of course I didn't he was off doing errands with his friends all day. So I left my house cashed my check my Dad wrote for me and then picked up my letterman's jacket, stopped by Boyd Anderson to get a permission slip for a copy right picture, came home watched my show, and waited around for Ran to come over, because he said he would when he was done. Yeah you guessed it he never showed, but I guessed I dosed off waiting for him. Then I woke up and he calls me right when I'm leaving to go and pick up my brother and says he just got home. I was like yeah ok I have to go. So I left to pick up my brother, then came home, changed and went to work. So yeah, I was kind of in a bad mood all day until after I got to work. For the first hour my mood was the same and then the rest of the night I was really happy. Probably because I had sugar, I didn't have to work my side of the store, because I was stuck at the register for the liquor store ringing people up. But yeah, now I'm not really in the best mood because when Ryan had called me he said to promise to call him when I got home, so I did of course and he was all like yeah my friends just left to get me food. They've been hanging out with me all day. In my mind mind I was like, oh too busy to stop by my work to see me or whatever. 123 I'm over it I guess. :-/ Shounld't sweat the small stuff right? Right! So anyway, I'm going to go to bed nw because I'm tired. So g00dnigt!! I'll write in here again s00n. Peace outtie!!
current mood: crappy
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