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[15 Jan 2004|05:04pm] i wont be writing in this journal anymore, i have a livejournal one, _starless_sky_ 3 bleeding gums| ::Teething on Concrete::

[15 Jan 2004|12:10pm] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | Blink 182-Always ] Happy Sweet 16 Amy JoAnne Walker! :-) ::Teething on Concrete::

[12 Jan 2004|08:46pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | From Autumn To Ashes-Cherry Kiss ] Unleash the rage built up in my throat Show how you hurt me and hopefully you see you have the power to destroy my will to live..* ::Teething on Concrete::

come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you, always* [11 Jan 2004|07:27pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Blink 182♥Always ] Friday Well, we had another snowday. Jesus, fucking three in a week. My step mom came and picked me up around 3:15. Went to there house. Ate tacos. At around 5:30, me Nicolette Mitchell Austin and my Uncle Jeff went to the varsity basketball game at MHS. They lost. It was kind of gay. I guess I had fun though. Came home, watched movies and read. Then went to bed. Saturday I did absolutely nothing. Got up and watched Jungle Book 2, it's a really good movie, I almosted cried :-X Took a shower. I did homework. Did 12 notecards for my research paper. Talked to Sam. Watched Jeepers Creepers 2 (it's so fucking gay) & , Dumb and Dumberer (first ones better) I read a lot in my book, it's wicked good. Just hung out with Nicolette. Her parents went out. We watched a lifetime movie and Me, Myself and Irene, that movie is fucking hilarious. I swear to god I'm not a movie fanatic, I watch tons. Read more. Then I went to bed, actually really early. Sunday Got up around 10. Came downstairs and watched TV. Did more of my notecards, I think I have 20 now. Wrote my DBQ for Global. Took a shower. Watched a lifetime movie & Dumb and Dumber. Read. My dad brought me home around 4:30. Got home, blowdryed & straightened my hair. Read. Made something to eat. Talked to my mom for awhile. Then got on here. I'll write tomorrow, maybe. ::Teething on Concrete::

[08 Jan 2004|07:29pm] [ music | The Ataris♥I Won't Spend Another Night Alone ] I don't think he even knows how much I care about him...♥ ::Teething on Concrete::

...* [07 Jan 2004|05:32pm] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | Yellowcard♥Avondale ] Well, I'm basically writing in here so that I don't get caught on AIM. Because I need to talk to Chris and Kara because it's important. I don't know. Today was alright. We had another snowday. I don't really like snowdays, but I needed sleep. I planned to go to bed when I got off the phone with Sam, but it didn't happen. Had a lot of shit on my mind. Wrote Amy and note. I miss her, we never talk another, we're growing distant. Basically, just lounged around all day. Snowdays=Lazy! Well, I think I'm going to go. Probably going to go in the hot tub. I'll write later or tomorrow, something like that. ::Teething on Concrete::

[05 Jan 2004|08:32pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | From Autumn To Ashes♥Alive Out Of Habit ] *Shards of glass Skies of gold Steal my breath Blood runs cold Violet waves Oceans blue All my love Lost in you Strip away Part of me Just as you consume me Broken smile Starless sky End it all Say good-bye. Think of me as I say good-bye* i ♥ that song :-) ::Teething on Concrete::

stolen from grace [05 Jan 2004|07:18pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Taking Back Sunday♥Ghostman On Third ] 1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? haha, this was the first year that I did pot, but I don't think I'm going to do it anymore. 2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I didn't make one :-X 3. Did anyone close to you give birth? My aunt. 4. Did anyone close to you die? No. 5. What countries did you visit? Canada. 6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? Well, my grades aren't all that great, so I'd like to do better in school. 7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? 12/19. 8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? I've made a lot of new friends. 9. What was your biggest failure? Hmm, I don't really know. 10. Did you suffer illness or injury? I hurt my knee at the Trail OF Terror and had to go through therapy. 11. What was the best thing you bought? Hm, I bought a really pretty poem book :-P 12. Whose behavior merited celebration? His. 13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Probably mine. 14. Where did most of your money go? Haha, gum ;-) 15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Christmas and New Years Eve? 16. What song will always remind you of 2003? Taking Back Sunday-You're So Last Summer 17. Compared to this time last year, are you: I. happier or sadder? happier II. richer or poorer? richer 18. What do you wish you'd done more of? Spoke up for myself. 19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Flipping out on people. 20. How did you spend Christmas? Family and my friends. 21. Did you fall in love in 2003? yes. 22. How many one-night stands? none. 23. What was your favorite TV program? Viva la bam, have to go with g-dawg on this one ;-) 24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? not hate, but dislike. 26. What was the best book you read? Along Came A Spider 27. What was your greatest musical discovery? Man, I don't even know, I'm experimenting with alot of new bands right now. 28. What did you want and get for Christmas? CD's and Clothes. 30. What was your favorite film of this year? Hm, I don't really know. 31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I didn't do anything for my Birthday and I'm 15. 32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Alot. 33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? Same as last year. 34. What kept you sane? music, and I started to write. 35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Ashton Kutcher <3 36. What political issue stirred you the most? Don't really know. 37. Who did you miss? Probably Jon, and Grace. Jon moved and me and Grace just don't really hang out anymore. 38. Who was the best new person you met? Probably Nick and Roger, I knew them but I wasn't friends with them, they're great people :-) 39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003? Probably not to judge people on your first instinct, because they could be great people and a great friend. 40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: Hm, I'll have to get back to you on that one. ::Teething on Concrete::

hmm le da. [05 Jan 2004|06:58pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Blink 182♥Obvious ] Well, I haven't really wrote in here in awhile. Just little things every so often. Hmm. Well, I'm grounded. I got caught drinking with Sam Sara Shawn Kali and Ryan. Can't hang out with Shawn anymore. I can't stay the night anywhere or have anyone stay the night at my house. Ohh well, that's really not that bad. I still have the phone and the computer, and I can still go places. I don't know how long I'm grounded for though. Today First day back to school. It was good. I missed a lot of my friends. I got shitloads of homework tonight though, and I hate English. We have a 10 page report to do. I think I'm going to do it on music :-) Kara gave me the present that she got me today. I ♥ her :-) Dana is finally bringing me back my Kurt Cobain journal. He's had it for 325235325 million years. Yeah, Chris told me to "shut the fuck up" today and I ripped his hair out :-X ohh well :-P Overall I had a good day. I'll write tomorrow. and we'll have halloween on christmas♥ ::Teething on Concrete::

stolen from grace ;-) [04 Jan 2004|05:52pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Blink 182♥I Miss you ] Who Will You Marry? by Sari Name Date September 6, 2046 Spouse Paul Walker Price of Wedding $892,511 Created with quill18's MemeGen! ::Teething on Concrete::

happy new year [01 Jan 2004|01:02am] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | The Ataris-Bad Case Of Broken Heart ] the things you make me wanna do I'd rob a quik-e-mart for you :-* ::Teething on Concrete::

hmm hmm hmm. [31 Dec 2003|03:41pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Across Five Aprils-Blue Eyed Suicide ] Well, today has been an alright day so far. I got up at around 10:30. Got on the computer for a few, and then got in the shower. I actually cleaned my house today. I was in the mood to and I'm never in the mood. My mom came down a little while ago. Brought me to the bookstore. I got Along Came A Spider & Killing Mr. Griffin and then I ordered one that they didn't have in. Came back and started reading. Then I got on here. Sam and Sara are staying here tonight. Probably just going to hang out and shit. Wait for the new year to come. Haha, that sounds pretty retarded :-P I'll write more later or tomorrow, it depends. ::Teething on Concrete::

very bored. [30 Dec 2003|10:06pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Rufio-One Slow Dance ] Last Night Well, I was at my grandma's most of the day. Really sick. Around 3 my mom took me into the city to get my shoes. And then brought mean to the ortho to get me retainer. It's pretty pink :-P After that we went back to my Grandma's to pick her up and bring her to a party. We found out that my aunt was bringing her. So my Grandpa and my mom were going to bring me home. My Grandpa's car broke down, so my aunt had to come and get us. After that we brought my mom home and then my aunt brought me to Mike's. I got home and Mike brought me to Sam's haha it was a good night, we faught with Jay. Sam had some really good comebacks. Him and his "tiny box of friends" ;-) After that we watched a movie. Legally Blonde 2 Veryyyy ditzy, but it was good. Hmm, we went into Sam's room and listened to music. She wrote. We watched movies. I fell asleep on her :-P Today Well, me and Sam got up around 11:30. Took showers. Hung out. My mom came and got us around 2:30. We went cruising with her 8-) Then she took us to get food. Went back to my house. Ate and watched Like Mike Sam left around 4:30. Then we left at 5 to go watch the SU basketball game. It was boring. And I almost fell asleep. I came home after. And now I'm talking to Jonathan who I haven't talked to in 2344123412412 years. I've missed him. Samantha Alexina*Sara Elizabeth*Kara Marie thanks for never turning your backs I'll write more tomorrow. i love you. ::Teething on Concrete::

feeling like shit. [26 Dec 2003|05:12pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Taking Back Sunday-You're So Last Summer ] Well, today was alright. I got up at around 10:30 because my dad woke me up to watch my brothers. It was mighty gay. I was wicked tired and not even in the mood to watch them. I kind of gave him attitude :-X Ahh, ohh well. My dad didnt get done painting untill 4. So I basically was bored all day. Me and Nicolette watched 8 Crazy Nights. That movie is so fucking funny. I feel asleep watching it. Then I went upstairs and listened to some Pearl Jam I <33333 them! Now I'm just sitting here listening to music. My cousin needs to die, she fucking threw a deodorant bottle at me and cut my forehead Stupid bitch ;-) Kiddinggg. I'll write later or tomorrow. nineteen 2 bleeding gums| ::Teething on Concrete::

Merry Christmas Eve! :-) [24 Dec 2003|10:37am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | none at the moment, friends are still sleeping. ] Well, yes, I'm up early. Got up at around 9 because my dearest mother called. I didn't answer it at first so I called her back. I couldn't fall back to sleep after that so I got in the shower. I'm actually wearing my hair down today. Shoot me now :-P Nah, it actually looks really good. Yep, Sam and Sara are still sleeping. Seeing that we didn't go to bed until 4:30 this morning. Shawn was here until three, then he left. My mother is coming down here at 12, so I have to get Sam and Sara up soon. Yep, my uncles are home so were going to my g'mas house to visit. Then, I'm going to my stepmoms parents house for their Christmas Party. I don't know, I'll write later or something like that :-) such beautiful eyes... ::Teething on Concrete::

music [23 Dec 2003|10:52pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Mudvayne-Silenced ] Well today was actually a good day. I got up at around 8, and my dad came and got me at around 9. Then we went to the ortho so I could get my braces off. Man, my teeth look wicked different. After we left there my dad took me to Pizza Hut, it was good :-) He took me back to Mike's house after. Didn't really do much, I got on the computer, and watched Lifetime movies with Kali 8-) Uhm, Sam called me when she got back from the mall and asked if I still wanted to hang out. Her and Sara came to my house at around 5:30. We hung out for awhile. Then we went grocery shopping with Mike. It came to $150, most of the shit was ours :-) We came home, hung out, made food and watched Tarzan. Ian called and we went down and met him at East Park. Haha, I watched him, his brother, Sam, and Sara have a snowball fight. His brother's really nice. We stayed there for like an hour and a half and then went home. I'm just sitting here, listening to music and waiting for Sam and Sara to get out of the shower. No kids, they're not lesbians, they have bathing suits and shorts on :-P I'll write later tomorrow. Happy Day before Christmas Eve :-) nineteen. ::Teething on Concrete::

stolen from my cousin [23 Dec 2003|04:43pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | From Autumn To Ashes-Cherry Kiss ] Ten Bands that rock your socks 1. From Autumn To Ashes 2. Nirvana 3. Mudvayne 4. Evergreen Terrace 5. Anberlin 6. A.F.I 7. Everytime I Die 8. New Found Glory 9. The Ataris 10. Pearl Jam Nine Things You're Looking Forward To: 1. Falling in love 2. Getting Married 3. Going to College 4. Buying a house 5. Getting the hell out of Oswego 6. Getting a tatto 7. Getting a job 8. Going to Hawaii 9. Being a mom Eight Things You Wear Daily 1. underwear 2. deodorant 3. ring 4. band t-shirt 5. pants 6. my sneakers 7. braclets 8. belt Seven Things That Annoy You 1. rap 2. when people think that they are better then you 3. when people don't act themselves 4. stuck up people 5. rich people 6. cheerleaders 7. girls who dress like Skanks Six Things You Touch Every Day 1. my clothes 2. my bed 3. my computer keyboard 4. my hair 5. my notebook 6. my shoes Five Things You Do Every Day 1. write 2. listen to music 3. read 4. get on the computer 5. talk on the phone Four People You'd Want to Spend More Time With 1. Grace 2. Ambie 3. Chris 4. Kara Three Movies You Could Watch Over and Over 1. Tommy Boy 2. Dumb and Dumber 3. Steel Magnolis Two Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment *lets put it this way, i dont just have two favorites. :-P One Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With 1. hmm, yeah, him, but hardly anyone knows so im not mentioning names ::Teething on Concrete::

:-D [22 Dec 2003|11:40am] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | From Autumn To Ashes-The After Dinner Payback ] T O M O R R O W 1 bleeding gum| ::Teething on Concrete::

stole this from sar :-) [21 Dec 2003|04:30pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Taking Back Sunday-You're So Last Summer ] 1) Using band names, spell out your name Taking Back Sunday AFire Inside Rufio Across Five Aprils 2) Have you ever had a song written about you? no. 3) What song makes you cry? i dont know. 4) What song makes you happy? dont know. 5) What do you like to listen to before bed? whatever feels right at the time. a p p e a r a n c e HEIGHT: 5'2. HAIR COLOR: dirty blonde. SKIN COLOR: white. EYE COLOR: blue. PIERCINGS: ears. TATTOOS: not right now, but i want one. r i g h t n o w WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: aero jeans. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: none at the moment. WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: crackers. WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: shitty, i hate fucking winter. HOW ARE YOU? okay. d o y o u GET MOTION SICKNESS?: sometimes. HAVE A BAD HABIT?: not really anymore, i used to bite my nails. GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: ahh i guess. LIKE TO DRIVE?: haha, i would if i could. f a v o r i t e s TV SHOW: That 70's Show. CONDITIONER: VO5 strawberries and cream conditioner. BOOK: Go Ask Alice. MAGAZINE: Seventeen. NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: orange juice. ALCOHOLIC DRINK: pretty much it all. THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Hang out with friends. BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: Mudvayne <3 h a v e y o u BROKEN THE LAW: sure why not. RAN AWAY FROM HOME: Nope. SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Of course. EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: can't say that i have. MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Haha yes. EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: thats pretty fucking filthy. USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: no. SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: not a whole day, but yes i have skipped classes. FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: haha, no im not a loser like sara ;-) BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yeah. LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: of course. l o v e BOYFRIEND: nope. GIRLFRIEND: nope. SEXUALITY: straight. CHILDREN: i dont have any. CURRENT CRUSH: hm, only a few know so im not going to tell :-) ;-) BEEN IN LOVE?: not quite sure.. HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: yeah.. BEEN HURT?:yes. YOUR GREATEST REGRET: i dont know really. GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: no. r a n d o m DO YOU HAVE A JOB: Nope. YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: not a clue. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: Pink. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: my friends WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: hmm Chris and Sam WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: oh I'm not sure WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Sam, Chris, Sara, Kara, Danielle, Nikki, Shawn. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: be with my friends w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t TIME YOU CRIED?: last week sometime. YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: not sure. YOU GOT E-MAIL: i hardly check it. THING YOU PURCHASED: lipgloss. TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Santa Clause 2 :-X MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Elf. y o u r t h o u g h t s o n ABORTION: i think it definitely wrong. TEENAGE SMOKING: it doesnt really bother me anymore, do whatever you want is what i say. SPICE GIRLS: dont like them, but i did when i was in elementary school. DREAMS: depends on what you dream about. 2 bleeding gums| ::Teething on Concrete::

hmm le da. [21 Dec 2003|03:58pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | The Ataris-Bad Case Of Broken Heart ] Friday school was really good actually :-) when i got home i didnt do to much at 4 i had physical therapy. left there around 5. then went to the store. back to my house with sam and sara. we hung out for awhile. got pizza. mike left to go to a party. then me sam and sara went down the Coffee Connection shawn joel chris and andy were there. we left, went back to my house. shawn came down for awhile. lets just say. it was a weird night. Saturday well. sam left at 11. and then we brought sara home. i went to jens moms house to make cookies. for almost the whole day. came home saw my dad. wrote some more poems. and watched some movies with Nicolette. went to bed around 1. Sunday did pretty much nothing today. i watched my brothers. really boring day ::Teething on Concrete::

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