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[21 Dec 2003|08:02pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | TaTu ]

gees im extremely bored. Mymom is in the next room wrapping presents! yay! NEwho im sitten here listein to TaTu, yippie. Newho blah. There is so nothing of importance to be sayin but i have no life until around 11. So neways i was supposed to stay at chels' tonte but her dad was bein a dick so that didn't happen. But yea, now im siten here doin nothin. Hmm whats new, iono i was all happy yesterday and now im all blah. I'll prolly be happy latta. Hmm. Newho aight babbling and on isn't changing nethang.

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[20 Dec 2003|09:23pm]
[ mood | happy ]

so its almost CHRISTMAS!! yay!! And finally i have 2 weeks of no school petty ass drama, no homwork, and no teachers. Jus me and my gurls Krystal, Chels, Frankie, and Joey. And jus me and my wonderful boyfriend Justin. I hope he doesn't hafta work alot over the break cuz i really wana spend more time with him! I spent most of today with him and it was GREAT! I jus have such a good feeling about us this time and i want it to work cuz i jus like bein with him and around him. While Krys and Chels were "having fun" tonite i was all by myself jus layin on the bed and i really wanted him there with me, jus to lay with and be with. Its weird i get this lil jittery feeling about him sometimes... hopefully thats good. He's sucha dork, but its great. I love it. He keeps me, entertained! Ha ha! Neways i don;t think life could get ne better right now, i feel like i'm floatin on cloud nine. And what makes me even happier is how people are happy for me, that i'm happy. That gives me a good feeling. And not to sound depressing or nethang, but i haven't had a good feeling like this in a while, i almost feel like i deserve. I've put up with so much shit and so many other ppls' probs lately that i've jus been so down and so moody. Its amazing how somethin so lil as a boyfriend can change every mood in my body and soul to a goodone. But justin's not jus a boyfriend to me, its so diff., words can't exlplain, i jus love the feeling i got today when he was around. And that feeling has jus over-whelmed me with happiness. Its almost kinda scarey. I haven't stopped bein all happy go lucking, or stopped smiling and laughing all day. I could get used to this feeling quick. But not to quick i'm trying. I've never really experienced true happy before. I used to hate it. I couldn't figure out how a perso in the right mind could ever be so happpy all the time, or even some of the time, I guess it was because i had never experienced it and the emotion seemed pointless to me. Its so easy to fke a smile that i never knw what real happiness wa. And nw that i do, i hope this feeling doesn't go away. I can honestly sit here and say im happy with out ne doubts, and its great. It jus makes everything more fun, and esy going, and its so much easier than trying to fake it and trying to havefun, it really takes a load off. And if i soun braggish, i have every right

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[17 Dec 2003|10:01am]
[ mood | sad ]

well i'm sitten in first bell supposed to be doin a project... ha yea right, thats definitly not gunna get done. Newho, last nite i cried all nite, from like 7 till 12:30, this whole chels movin away is jus not goin very well.. Iono maybe if she jus works to get her grades up she'll stay, but the whole situation is kinda pointless really, its jus all over her grades adn if she workds to keppt them up she can, i kno she can, she has a whole other marking period to work, and she can do it. Well as i've said before me adn her had thise huge plan to get back at justin for everythinng, but that kida backfired last nite, cuz he asked me back out. I told him that i didn't kno if i could trust him again after all he did to me the first time and everything, but no ones' perfect so i guess i can give him a second chance, i mena we're goin bac k out and everythig so whatever, it was weird tho cuz we had been talkin for a long time about chels and life and jsu everything and then outta nowhere he tells me i changed the way he thought about me when he went to sarahs party, but i still don;t understand that cuz he wasn't even there fer like 10 min, but whatever, i guess we'll jus hvae to see how thangs go. Well i cried to EVANESENCE "MY IMMORTAL" all nite and i listened to it on the way to school, and as soon as i saw chels and she gave me a hug i lost it! I don't care tho, shes basically my everything and what really sux is annai moved, chels gettin ready to move, and so is kaity, damn there all leavin im gunna be the only left, all lonesome and lonely, haha i'll have krystal tho and i'm sure me and her will get alot closer, which is ko0 cuz i love her to death. Aight well first bell is almost over, and nothing else is of importance to say.

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MY OTHER HALF IS NOTHING BUT AIR [16 Dec 2003|09:45pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | EVANESENCE "MY IMMORTAL" ]

well my day/night couldn't have got ne worse. I can't take the shit life has been puttin me thru, iono maybe im weak and can't take the evil wraths of life. All i kno is that everyhing has been going down the drain lately and eveything is jus fallen apart right in front of me and im afraid to see what im gunna end up like. Chelsey told me she was leaving, to go move in with her dad, in hickory, far away, and for the last 2 hours i haven't been takin it vry well. She's all i have left, none of my other friends understand me like her and my friendships wth all of them is jus so much diff from mine and hers, i won;t be completely lonely, but it'll be close enuff. I don't kno what to make outta all this its jus all blah and i don't wanna realize whas there in front of me, and whats there is te fact that shes gunna leave and i cn't do nethang about it.

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[15 Dec 2003|06:04pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

well i was in WVA all weekend since friday and its definitly good to be home! Cuz now i can go somewhere without having to put up with my mom. The whole weekend i had to be round her and i was going to kill myslef or her. Either one doesn;t mata. Newho alotta shit went down and i kinda feel bad about it cuz if i would been here i coulda prevented it from happening, and that jus goes to show that i can;t be the hero al the time and ppl gotta quit depending on me to help, fix, or guide them thru everything. Cuz while i was gone a good friend made a bad choice and i know that if i was here it wouldn';t have happened the way it all did. And you have no clue what im talkin about but it dosn't mata. Newho, kaity has;t been to school in awhile, im worried. I been worried a lot lately about everyone, and everything, i realized i cna;t help everyone, but i can still feel fer them and sometimes be there for them, its hard being be, i live thru it. I saw starfront again last nite fer like the 3rd time.... i love them, i chilled wit the drummer and the lead singer, there hot, but yea there ko0 we jus chilled and talked about musc and shit like that. Aiht well life has been boring so i'll stop borin you


" DIE YOUNGAND SAV YOUSELVES"~brand new

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[15 Dec 2003|05:47pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

well i was in WVA all weekend since friday and its definitly good to be home! Cuz now i can go somewhere without having to put up with my mom. The whole weekend i had to be round her and i was going to kill myslef or her. Either one doesn;t mata. Newho alotta shit went down and i kinda feel bad about it cuz if i would been here i coulda prevented it from happening, and that jus goes to show that i can;t be the hero al the time and ppl gotta quit depending on me to help, fix, or guide them thru everything. Cuz while i was gone a good friend made a bad choice and i know that if i was here it wouldn';t have happened the way it all did. And you have no clue what im talkin about but it dosn't mata. Newho, kaity has;t been to school in awhile, im worried. I been worried a lot lately about everyone, and everything, i realized i cna;t help everyone, but i can still feel fer them and sometimes be there for them, its hard being be, i live thru it. I saw starfront again last nite fer like the 3rd time.... i love them, i chilled wit the drummer and the lead singer, there hot, but yea there ko0 we jus chilled and talked about musc and shit like that. Aiht well life has been boring so i'll stop borin you


" DIE YOUNGAND SAV YOUSELVES"~brand new

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[08 Dec 2003|11:57pm]
[ mood | sick ]

ok the weekend really wasn't that great. Friday we decided to go to the rink, which was a bad decision. It was shitty, everytime i go to the rink to see guy its shitty. Like always. Chris realy pissed me off he was being a dick all nite so i said fuck it and left at like 10:00 and went ridin around wit Matt cuz i parents weren't gettin home til aound 1 or so. So me Krystal, and Chels rode around wit matt, who is a crazy ass driver, and not to mention our pursuite wit the Chesapeake Police down Portsmouth Blvd. Yea that was great, i could see me rollin up t my house in a cop car. That'd be jus what i need! Great!, Newho i went to sarah's party on Saturday, BORING. Fer real i don;t talk to those people nemre i sorta left them all behind so i was jus chilln wit, Me Mysef and I, whatever it was better than sitten at home alone all nite. After everyone left round 2 tho it wasn't to bad. Sunday i saw Honey with Krystal, it was a good movie. I'm goin to see Gothika on Thursday, hopefully. Yea, Will called me while i was at sarah's, that was interesting Whatever, iono. I'm kinda sick of guys right now, i jus wanna be left alone and i don't want a relationship or nethang, but NO!!, as soon as i decide that, they don't leave me alone. Its quite annoying to say the least. But iono this keyboard is really pissin me off. Nite

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[04 Dec 2003|08:52am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | "WILL YOU" P.O.D ]

So Kaity's havin a great happy day, and that great, i'm happy for her!! I Think she needs happy days in her life, but then again, what do i know?!? Well last nite i tried to put an entry in here but my keyboard was pissin me off, so i didn't. Well nothing entirely special has been happening. Umm i went to my dad's to eat thanksgiving dinner at his house on sunday and i thought i wad gunna end up takin his shot gun, and shooting myself. I hate his side of the family, but i dont have a choice whether to go over there or not, b/c i jus don't. Neways I'm goin to West Virginia next weekend, i won't be in school on Friday, YAY!!!! instead i'll be in a car for 6 hours! yippie! We're goin up there to see my step sister's cheerin competition thangy. Well this Friday is a different story. I'm sure i'll be comin into first bell on Monday wit a long entry to put in here! My mom is goin to some party and will be out all night. So i can run around town and go to any party i want. I gotta see what Kevin's up to tho, cuz since his cousin got busted and what not, he might be out in Smithfield. But iono yet, all i kno is my mom won't behome all nite so im gunna take advantage of the night and have fun, for once! So yea, basically my life has been boring and theres nothin else thats on importance to say, So im gunna go here Kaity's happy storie of her happy day! YAY!!!! ( oh i almost forgot, i been sad all last nite b/c my best buddie Shawn Hollan is supposed to be goin to boot camp on the 18th for 9 months, and instead of staying in school and seein andhangin out wit all his friends fer awhile, he got 30 days OSS, not like it makes a differnce cuz he was gunna be leavin on the 18th neways, but the point is, is it shortened my time with him, but oh well i guess its not that bad cuz he said he promises to stop by muh house before he leaves and that as soon as he comes back we're gunna chill.. imma miss him :(


I LOVE YOU SHAWN!!!!!! :*

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[03 Dec 2003|10:57pm]
[ mood | sad ]

So I'm sitten here listening to my dog whine and cry right in my ear. How comforting. Neways i been sad all day today b/c my best buddie Shawn Holland told me that he's supposed to be leaving the 18th to go to boot camp for 9 months so he can get his G.E.D, and on top of all that he gets 30 days of OSS so basicaly im never guna get to see him. He came over my house after school for a bit and we hung out and what not and he told me as soon as soon as he gets back from boot camp he's guna come visit me and he's gnna chill wit me before he leaves. But it still makes me sad. Friday is gunna be awesome im sure i'l have a long entry on it on Monday. My mom is gunna be out all nite and me adn Chels ahae nothing planned so i told my mom straight up that me and chels would prolly go out and find a party. And she was straigh wit it, she told me jus to be back in the house by no later than 12:30. Hey cool wit me. Newho This keyboard is pissen me off and i have really nothin else of importance to say. So i love you, and good nite.

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[01 Dec 2003|08:44am]
[ mood | blank ]

Its Monday again and i definitly need 2 hours of sleep. I was up all last nite re-decorating my door. Neways this was a really really long weekend, wasn't bad, just long. Wednesday night i smoked up after skatin, Thursday was thanksgiving and i ate wayyyy to much but it was yummy so whatever. Friday i smoked up again after skatin, there was a huge fight and the shit was awesome. Saturday i went to the mall around 3:45 but if i woulda woke up earlier i woulda saw kevin, shawn, and scott. I haven't seen them in over a week! Iono where kevin's at i haven't even seen him around school. Neways skatin was pretty ko0 on Wednesday, me and Chris Davis talked a lil and everything, iono whats ahead for us but it doesn't really make a difference, i like him yea, but he plays his girlfriends all the same, so iono. At the mall saturday Will was playin around wit me or whatever, but i don't really know what to make out of that situation, so basically im jus gunna leave them all alone and if somethin happens, then it happens. But none of it really matters to me. I was talkin with my sister last night about guys and what not, and i told her that i naturally started acting like guys didn't matter to me and that they weren't the basis of my life, and i guess i started carrying myself like that and it showed to guys, and as son as that happen it was like WHAM they all came outta no where. And its true, i used to always complain that guys didn't like me and blah blah blah. But i recently jsu had the attitude that it didnt matter to me nemore whether a guy liked me or not b/c i have plenty of friends i can chill and have fun wit, and ever since then, theyve been everywhere. I told frankie and joey that on saturday cuz they were really down adn upset about there guy situations b/c guys screw them over alot. And hopefully my advice helped. Its jus all part of the game. Whatever iono. Well Last nite i went to my dad's and had a thanksgiving dinner over there, you know, with the whole broken family thang, thanksgiving and christmas isn;t to bad, except when u gotta celebrate with ppl you really can'y stand. And thats jus how muh dad's side of the family is. I hate them all, with passion! But hey I have a choice i don't have to be around them, but then that will cause another family feud and for all i kno i'll be back in the psychatrist office!

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"annie" songs stuck in my head. [21 Nov 2003|08:56am]
[ mood | lazy ]

Yesterday was shitty! Iono but i was just in a shitty mood and didn't wanna deal with nebody, and only on those types of days is when i'm called as the fixer-upper and hafta fix the shit that ppl get themselves into. Whether it involves me or not its muh job to undo what they've done. So i get a phone call at like 10 o'clock on wednesday bitchin me out askin me why i told someone they were talkin shit about them. So i went all out i was like " look dont call me with this bull shit this has nothin to do wit me therefore don't involve me in it and expect me to fix everything cuz i didn't get yall into this so im not bein the hero and gettin you out! Oh boy, im jus sick of ppl. They piss me off. There jus so ignorant sometimes and I HATE IT. Maybe its b/c i don't have the patience nemore to help everyone wit there problems. I guess now i have enuff of my own to deal wit! Neways last nite was our school play for "Annie" it actually turned out really good! I was shocked! Neways its Friday and i still don't kno what i am doin this weekend. Kevin wants me to go to the mall wit him and a bunch of other ppl (he's a long story) but iono cuz i always go to the mall EVERY saturday so i don't feel like goin Friday and Saturday, it would jus get really old. Its not like there nethang to do up there neways. Iono me and Chels don't feel like doin much of nethang wit alotta pll so we might jus go to the movies tonite. I really dont feel like bein around alot of ppl tonite either. Omg i used my last pass in this class and i really gotta piss the shit jus ain't funnie! Ugghhh!

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[17 Nov 2003|08:44am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | fer some reason i have a Hillary Duff song stuck in my head ]

So its a wonderful monday morning and i definitly need atleast 2 more hours of sleep if not more. Well my weekend was oddly insane. Friday i went skatin and nothin really exciting happened except the tiny lil fact that my mom fell asleep and forgot about me so i didn't leave the rink till like 12 and i was left all alone fer like 15 min in P-town... not ko0!! Well then saturday i went up to the mall at like 3 or 4 and barely had ne money b/c when me and my mom went to the bank to get money the bank took her card!! But neways so i got to the mall and chilled wit Joey Jessie and Shawn and we got somethin to eat and everything.. then muh buddie from FYE came over to eat wit us and we jus chilled and what not. So then Krystal got there wit Rickie and then we all met up wit some other ppl so then it was me, Krystal, Rickie, Shawn, Jessie, Joey, and Chels. And we all went outside to smoke ciggs and jus chill even tho it was freezin balls outside we always stay outside. So after about 10 min outside another shitload of ppl walk up. so it was Me, Krystal, Rickie, Shawn, Jessie, Joey, Chels, Annai, Victoria, Pony, Daniel, Lysa, Frankie, Jesse B., Willie, and 2 other girls i didn;t know. So we all chilled outside and had a grand ole time until we were completely frozen so we went inside where Pony (who is 6'9) was carrying Jesse B. (who is 5'3) on his back with no effort involved! So the shit load of us were jsu walkin arounf and bein crazy. So then we all met up wit someore ppl, and it became, Me, Krystal, Rickie, Shawn, Jessie, Joey, Chels, Annai, Victoria, Pony, Daniel, Lysa, Frankie, Jesse B., Willie, Jamie, Kevin, Sean, Scott, Lil d., 2 other guys i didn't kno and 3 other girls i didnt know. The sad thang is i hung out wit these ppl all day and nite and i still have no clue who they are or what there names are, but ohwell! So then iono what happened but our lil group broke up and it was mainly Me, Frankie, Kevin, Sean, Scott, Lil d., Willie, and 2 other guys i didnt kno, so we all went outside dillards which is our chill spot and jus hung out and Willie and Kevin were goin around smackin the hell outta Jamie and Frankie's ass and i was jus chillen i did not mind at all that they were't on my ass cuz willie has hit me before and it hurts so i was walkin around wit my hands coverin my ass which didn't really make a bit of a difference! But when we were outside Kevin got me good. Then when we were all walkin to the food court he was like "why you keep walkin wit your hands over your ass" and i was like "b/c i catch on quick" then he goes "Well why would u wanna hide a beautiful ass like that" . So then he puts his arm around me and was like you kno we're makin a home video tonite, and its called "DECENT EXPOSURE"... and what we're guna do is, see we're gunna get you drunk and high and your gunna strip fer us in our movie and your gunna be the star of it and while your strippin we're gunna thro money money you, andi was hey moeny ko0, and he goes..uh no we get the money back after we're done tapein.. HAHAHA i was weak when he said that. But yea theres jus so many little details that made saturday afternoon at the mall crazy! So then Chels calls me and tells me to go around to the food court in the parkin lot and meet her at oneof her friends cars. So i get over there and Matt, Robert, and this other dude were chillen in matts car and some dude chels know was wit her. So we Started chillen or whatver and Robert was tryin to frind krystal and everything cuz he likes her again and now there goin back out, and we jus chilled in the parkin lot where the other guy (Nate) who is almost 20 was chillen in matts car and me and matt were playin around and what not and he's 17 and he said somethin in refernce of our ages and i was jokin around and i was like well heyage ain't nothin but a number, and the Nate dude thought i was bein serious or whatever and now hes tryin to get wit me and he wants to talk and everything and i was thinking last nite and i don't think im up to datin neone right now, let alone a guy who is the same age as muh older sister, and besides the point my mom would flip a -----, and when he was talkin about how he acts when hes drunk and all the shit hes done and he does, i jus don't like him, at all. He's actually kinda scarey! But yead.. theres jus so much to saturday nite i can't even put it all up here. So then chels and Krystal stayed the nite and on sunday me and krystal went up to the mall so she could see robert and nate came along wit him and ever since he met me on saturday hes been all over muh ass, and its really irratating, i kno i have a nice ass but i don't flaunt the shit everywhere cuz that makes ppl look like a hoe and i don't wanna look or feel like that and thats he makes me look and feel and i don't like... i can't stand it!! And im not trying to brag about my ass or nethang but when you get toldthat everyday all day.. you start to believe it. but newyas thats not the point, so me krystal robert and nate went to go see texas chainsaw massacre and it ws actually pretty good. But yea thats basically it! Atleast thats all i feel like puttin up here cus it would take me 3 days to type all that happened on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday!!!

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[10 Nov 2003|09:13am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Got LINKIN PARK stuck in my head! ]

So last nite i saw SMILE EMPTY SOUL and PUDDLE OF MUDD!!!! Might i say it was it fuckin rocked!!! Omg muh nite could not have possibly gotten any better at all!... Ok to start ... Me and Chels were standin outside in the freezin cold and this guy she knows who works at the NORVA (where the concert was) walked by us and Chels was like "hey you remember me right?" and he was like hey i remember you, who are you with? and i was like shes jus wit me. He goes "Aight come with me"...so we thought he was jus taken us to the front of the line so we wouldn't ahve freeze much longer but he took us to a completely differnt side of the building where only 4 otha ppl were.. so we were like umm ok. So i asked the ppl what we were doing and they were like your guna meet SMILE EMPTY SOUL. So muh mouth like hit the floor... i was OMG .. well i had already met them the firsttime i saw them but i just got there autograph and that was it i didn't get to like hang out wit them or nethang! But last nite i did and it was soo awesome.. might i add that the drumer is TOTALLY HOTT...that boy is on FIRE. But thats not the point... So they took us up to this lil room and we waited fer like 10 min and then they came in and i got there autograph for the 3rd time :) omg it was the best... so i started takin to the bass player and he really chillen we were talkin about a whole bunch of crazy shit but the topic of our conversations was APPLE JUICE.. yes apple juice! hahah. But yea i got to talk to the lead singer a lil bit he's really nice and really chillen all of them are. And the Drummer ...haha hes jus hot.! No but fer real they were al really nice and ko0 and they said that they hope to see us when they come back cuz when they start tournin again there diffintly comin back! it was rockin ko0 man! So yea... Then the concert started and SMILE EMPTY SOUL was first to come on and they rock .. of course and when "BOTTOM OF A BOTTLE" came on OHH GEEZ i lost i was goin crazy.... it was awesome i had sooo much fun .. tho they didn't paly alot of there songs they still rocked! Then PUDDLE OF MUDD came on and they were awesome i didn;t think they would be as good as they were. But the bad thang was i hadn't listened to to there cd in soo long that i didn't remember half there songs! But they played alot of the new cd and it sounds really good so imma scoop that cd when it comes out! But the REAL highlight of my night was chillen wit SMILE EMPTY SOUL :() But tommorrow i don't have school ! THANK THE GOODNESS GRACIOUS!!! imma sleep all day hahah! i need to catch up on that! HAHa I didn;t get ne sleep last nite cuz i talked to justin before i went ot bed.. he imed me! it was kinda odd he told me he was gettin a $800 christmas present and he was gunna show it to me on christmas day... Implying he is gettin a car and hes gunna drive over muh house on christmas and chill.. And i was like... umm you wanna comeover my house? and we jus talked alot.. first time in quite awhile! but it was ko0 i guess i should get over myself even tho he screwed me over so much its not even funnie! But that was the past...guess i should quit hanging on to the past and jus ferget al the shit that happened! Oh well to some it wasn't even that big of a deal.

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[08 Nov 2003|11:17pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Same as last nite ]

so i just got home from some convention fer muh aunt..i was in VA beach and i was fuckin bored outta muh mind but there was a hot guy there so whatever NEWAYS..chels called me in the middle of dinnner in tears! i was tryin to understand what was wrong but i don;t really think she even knew herself what was truely wrong but i almost started cryin cuz of how hard she was cryin..iono i see that justin is on but i highly doubt he will say nethang to me...we haven't talked in a long time you don't really kno the storie of me and hime but its not worth re living neways his sweat shirt is still at muh house :\.....neways im so bored and depressed iono what the fuck has been goin on lately but i found out today that i actually have friends and alot of ppl that care ab0out me and i could just tell b/c everyone told me the mall was gay and boring with out me there ad i even had someone tell me thst he was never goin back to the mall unless i was there and soooo many called to ask me if i was goin to the football game yesterday iono i guess i feel loved and im proud and i will brag all i want cuz i don;t get it often to immma enjoy it to its fullest!

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[07 Nov 2003|09:31pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | "the quiet thangs no one ever knows"~Brand New ]

ok same day 3 entries!!! Yea well im in the boonie now! I jus downloaded some Modest Mouse :) YAY!!! and Brand new jus finished aww geez im in a good mood! Got two of muh fav songs downloaded! but i don't ahve nemore to make a cd :( OH WELL its not to bad out here i really hafta do is chill on the net but i don't have AIM which sux cuz i have like no one on aol! oh well im chillen wit muh music!!!! OH ben jus got on! i have someone to talk to!! newho so now im listein to Brand New and im in a good mood i jus gotta find more songs to download...ahh its gunna be a long weekend!!!

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[07 Nov 2003|05:00pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | SMile empty soul "sillhuettes" ]

soo i kno i jus put a journal up this mornin but damn if muh day didn't get shitty!!! I was at lunch and this guy Will was tryin to get his book bag from underneath the table and i was tryin to get up and move so he could get it and i pushed him so he would move but i guess i pushed the wrog person cuz he fuckin punched me in muh damn stomach!!! Good thang i didn't eat...geez and i wanna go to the Deep Creek vs. Western Brach football game so bad but NO!!! i gotta stay in the fuckin booines all weekend! Damn im jus so ugh...irritated and pissed and anything u can think of thats opposite from good!!! Neways i was readin other ppls journals that i don't even kno and then igo back and read mine and it jus seems so petty and so childish...but hey iono i got issues and atleast i can admit it so fuck the bull shit! aight well i gotta finish packin and wait fer muh dad to call

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[07 Nov 2003|08:48am]
[ mood | grumpy ]
[ music | Goin to see Puddle of Mud and Smile Empty Soul on Sunday!!!! ]

Fucking parents I HATE THEM! So last nite chels stayed wit me cuz her mom wasn't gunna be back in town intill like 11 or 12 so she chilled at my house! Well we didn't get home till like 10 and by 10:30 i was beat.. i was tired as hell so i got up to go to bed and tyler calls me so i talked to him for a bit and then i passed out EARLY! I didn't even hear my mom come home cuz u kno the way she is her dumbass drunk self was out partyin and what not so lord knows when she got home! So she comes bustin in my room 5 minutes before muh alarm goes off and starts bitchin!!! ohhh that set me off cuz i am not a morning person by ANY MEANS so she knows not to bitch at me when i first wake up much less when im not even awake.... so she walked outta muh room and came back in at 7:45 and i was gettin hella pissed..so finally i woke up at 7:50 and got ready..but nooooo it doesn't end there! not wit muh mom!!! Shes gotta bitch and moan and scream at EVERYONE until everything goes her way or atle3ast until she gets the "attention". So she starts rumaging thru muh shit tryin to find a pair of muh "dress" pants that i gotta wear on saturday cuz shes goin outta town and everything so i gotta chill in the boonies wit muh dad! So she starts thruin muh shit everywhere and yellin at me meanwhile im tryin to scoot out to the bus or muh ass is gunna miss it..so im brushin muh teeth and muh mom yells that the bus had jus gone buy and i was like well if you hadn't been bitchin at me the whole time i might have made but luckily i live on a court so the bus turns around and comes back so im tryin to hall ass outside and muh mom continues to scream at me so finally i turned around and said "Have a nice trip, try not to kill neone while your their and ohh, I hope the car does jus flip off a mountain cuz even if it did i'd still have your voice ringing in muh ear!"..... so yea i hope they do get in a fuckin reck and she rots in hell it would only make my life easier! I'd go live wit muh sister! Fun Fun! So now i jus finished a test in 1st bell and i have another 4th bell! So i was just at kaities computer lookat Kurt Cobain pictures...we saw a pic of what he looked like AFTER he shot himself...not very apitizing! But its Kurt Cobain so its all ko0! Aight well io have a shitload of make up work!

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[05 Nov 2003|09:00am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | want some orgy ]

my eye is killing me, I got into a fight wit muh mom b/c she came home drunk again last nite, and so far a bad start to what supposed to be a good day. Why its supposed to be a good day IONO!!! But my eye really hurts and my contact won't come out to i'm fucked until i get home! And on top of muh eye killin me muh ass hurts too! and thats a long storie, but to make a long storie short... I was listenin to music at FYE and one of the guys who works there (seth) cam up behind me kicked the back of my knee and i fell straight on muh ass! and now it hurts Badly! Neways i'm tryin to go to this concert on sunday but my wonderful loving caring mother decided she'd rather go to west virginia..Which leaves me stranded in the boonies at my dads house! Ever heard of Carrsville, VA...yea didn't think so! So im tryin to see wtf chels is doin and when she is gettin her ticket cuz im missin this damn concert! Not for the World! Ok well imma go rip my eye outta muh damn head cuz it hurts!

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[05 Nov 2003|09:00am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | want some orgy ]

ok so computers at muh school suck! b.c there so slow i hafta go back and change all these journals! GREAT! fun fun! well yesterday i got really pissed b/c im failing algebra 1 and muh guidance counselor was tryin to switch me out and put me in algebra 1 part A... so she calls me down jus to tell me the administration wasn't gunna allow it! Which is great cuz now i gotta make up a whole bunch of work in 1st bell that she pulled me from and i'll jus fail alg b/c some parents didm't want to pull there kid therfore admin won't allow which means im screwed for the rest of the semester! GREAT!!!!

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[05 Nov 2003|09:00am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | want some orgy ]

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~¤*¤~ KENDALL ~¤*¤~
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I <3 you kendall--Kaity

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