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People stop and stare / here, there, and everywhere / They've got the blueprints for life [22 Oct 2003|07:36pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Bloodhound Gang "Fire Water Burn" ]

What is with people? They seem so...............the same!! No originality. I mean, yeah, they don't all have to stand out from the crowd. But why look and act the same. It's like they live off of what the TV and "American Eagle" tell them to. Think For Yourselves!! It's not hard. I dunno.

Dude, my school is full of a bunch of ignorant fucks. I mean, not everybody. I know many people at EJ that are themselves, and those are the raddest, nicest people. The "preps" seem to be rude and make fun of a LOT of people for looking a little different, acting a little different, BEING a little different. It's almost like this big joke between the whole school to make fun of Morgan. Yes, he may be a little different. But, why make fun of him? Is he harming htem in any way? no. is he as ignorant as them? no. He doesn't so a damn thing to them. So why? I dunno. It's idiocy I tell you. They must not understand that those people are, in fact, PEOPLE! damn.

Done venting. tired.


Lay-C \m\(^^)\m/

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"Get outa you're seat and JUMP AROUND! JUMP AROUND!" [07 Oct 2003|03:55pm]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]
[ music | CKY "Halfway House" ]

I know my CKy!
Damn Straight! I know my CKy. I'm a true believer
of the CKy Alliance. I stay true to the crew.

How cKy are you?
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Like I needed a quiz to tell me that. Psh!

DUDE!!! There's going to be another CKY show besides the Holloween show. Yay! It's going to be on November 1st. Tickets go on sale October 10th!!!! Damn!! I really wish I could go, but I already know I can't. ah well. Someday I WILL see Deron Miller, Chad Ginsburg, Vern Zaborowski, and Jess Margera In Concert! Live!! My day will come.

over and out

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" Inhuman creation station, that's where we control your lives" [29 Sep 2003|03:27pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | CKY - "Inhuman Creation Station" ]

October 31st. Pennsylvania. The Electric Factory. CKY!!!!!


damn. If only I could drive. But then, even if I had my licence my mom would definitely say no....because she's just SO cool. PSH! Man, that would be awesome if I COULD go though. I mean, c'mon, it's fucking CKY! grrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaahhhhh!

Oh, besides that, some guy told me today that I look like a girl that people wouldn't really date. Well, that sucks. Isn't he just the sweetest guy!.........*rolls eyes*

Over and out

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"I want you to want me, I need you to need me" [22 Sep 2003|03:24pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | CKY - "Escape from Hellview" ]

[Edited Message]

Yeah that's right, it used to say something else. Well I decided it was dumb. lol. I mean c'mon, I sounded like a little teenybopper talking about boys. Well here's a better thing to say about guys: I like a guy, but I don't care anymore because it's not gonna happen, and that doesn't bother me anymore. So there you have it. That's way better than the teenybopper-ness.

Over and out

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"Cuz I hate the way I feel tonite, and I know I need you in my life" [16 Sep 2003|08:02pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | 12 Stones "The Way I Feel" ]

Liking people sucks when you know you could never be w/ them.

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"What's the d d d dillio dillio?" [06 Sep 2003|10:30pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | Mest "What's the Dillio?" ]

Look I'm an otter! I took a quiz. Does it fit my personality? huh huh?

What Is Your Animal Personality?

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oooo. I took another one. sweetness. Quizes are fun.

Which Silver Screen Siren are you?

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"Nothings alright, Nothing is fine" [27 Aug 2003|08:55pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | Papa Roach "Last Resort" ]



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" 'Cuz I'm free, and I don't think I wanna be, freedom's too scary for me" [24 Aug 2003|09:59pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Trapt "Hollowman" ]

Aaaaah! It's Sunday nite, the day before my first day back to school. Senior year. Most people would say they are excited, they can't wait. That's not me. I'm scared of what's to come. I want to be a kid, just a kid. When I graduate I will become an adult. There will be no more dependence on mum and dad. I will have my own life in my little hands. I hold the future. But I don't want to hold the future and become dependent on myself yet. I want my room, not my house or appartment. I'm just a kid, I need to be a kid. I like to be independent, it's true, but I still feel not ready for life on my own. I know I will not be alone, but In it's own way I will be. So senior year, last year. They say it's the end of the beginning when you graduate. Why do I have to leave the beginning? I'm not one to cry, it's sort of a thing I just don't really do. But when I think of all this, I almost do, and that's saying a lot. I'm just scared, and I can't get out of this feeling.

I can't recall when I wasn't so tall
and school was my only doubt
I can't remember those days in november
when I thought I had it all figured out

Cuz I'm standin in front of a mountain
screamin and shoutin
yes I'm standin in front of a mountain

Cuz I'm free
and I don't think I wanna be
Freedom's too scary for me
I don't think I wanna be free

Free ~ Matt Fisher (The Sly Caps)

blah blah blah. and then there's more. the song is great.

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"this song is a, poem to myself, it helps me to live..." [18 Aug 2003|12:27am]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | Maroon 5 "Harder To Breath" ]

Now I feel like I know what some of those songs out there mean now. Those songs about some one they love and can't have, or just how they can't take the feeling. I used to think "ok, whatever you say. That doesn't mean anything to me though." But I can relate to what they're trying to say now. The songs have so much more feeling to them than I would have thought. It's crazy. I love it and hate it at the same time. Who can blame me.

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know
I won't forget you

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"I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless" [13 Aug 2003|07:15pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Good Charlotte "I Want Candy" ]

There's a time and place, for everything.
There's a reason why, certain people meet.
There's a destination, for everyone.
What's the explanation, when we're done?

~Mest "Jaded (These Years)"

See, there's a reason why people meet. So there's more to it. We didn't meet so that I could go crazy, and fall hard.There_has_got_to_be_more!

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"Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are" [12 Aug 2003|11:34pm]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | CKY ]

I'm in a journaly mood today. hehe. Short little entries. yes. Ok, so this time I just felt like saying that Tom W. is wicked awesome. I dunno why I feel like saying that. But Tom if you ever read this your pretty gnarly. lol. Ok, I'm done being Dumb. wait, wait. One more thing, this looks cool.........+0/\/\. I dunno how I came up with that just now. lol. Now I'm done. For real. no doubt.

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"Say my name, Say my name" [12 Aug 2003|11:20pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | Green Day of course ]

I think I know what Matt's name is now. Anastasoff. Yeah. Matt Anastasoff. well that's not important. lol. I just feel cool beacause I know it. hehe. I love being dumb. No doubt.

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"Another Cheesy Love Song" [12 Aug 2003|09:36pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | Green Day ]

It's raining outside, at nite
I'm sitting awake
sleep won't come
because I'm thinking of you
again, again

I know it seems so strange
but it's gotta be
yeah, it's gotta be

you and me, together
I need your touch, your love
and all that other gushy stuff
I don't know what to do
So I sit here and play
another cheesy love song
for you

Remember how we sat
on the side of the street?
and talked about stuff,
and nothing else mattered

And remember when you juggled,
just to show me you could
and then we talked some more
yeah, that was good

I know it seems strange
but it's gotta be
yeah, it's gotta be

you and me, together
I need your touch, your love
and all that other gushy stuff
I don't know what to do
So I sit here and play
another cheesy love song
for you

I know that song
the one that gives you chills
I play it all the time
I love that song too

But wait, I have to go
and I have one more thing to say
please remember that one nite
yes that one nite
we had
just me......and you


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"Sunrise and set are the same to me" [12 Aug 2003|02:48pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Simple Plan ]

Look at my last entry. Wow, it's crazy. I dunno what to even think of it, and I wrote it just yesterday. I guess it's all true, but crazy. Ahahahahah, I'm crazy. LoL. I mean, I must be crazy to say all that about a guy I met in one nite and will probably never see again. Wow. So now I just have to get over stupid stuff like that. Yes. no doubt.

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"I hope you had the time of your life" [11 Aug 2003|02:58pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | Simple Plan "I'd Do Anything" ]

Oh man I must be crazy. Ok., so I must explain myself. I met this guy. Of course this is about a guy. This guy is Matt Something. I can't remember his last name. It was greek though. lol. When I first saw Matt it was like "Ok, whatever, he's cute." But I didn't really think about it. So everybody was just talkin. Yes there were other people. Some people were drinking (this includes Matt). But nothing extraordinary was going on. Just people chillin' having a good time. But then I started talking to Matt a little more, just because he was there. Well I find out he likes Green Day, especially that song "Good Riddance (Time of Your Life)". He said it gives him chills.Wow. That really impressed me. It seemed like Matt and I were warming up to eachother pretty well. So when we all went out on the boat, it got crazier. Matt and I getting closer for one thing. Something I must mention is naked football. The 3 guys that were there decided they wanted to play football in the lake. But Matt, what a goof, tried to take his boxers off WHILE he jumped in. That didn't work. The boxers were lost. It was funny though. hehe. So we go back and everybody's just still being really goofy. But I guess the drinking could be a factor. But again, we decide to go on the boat. Me and Matt got real cozy then. Yes, I was a very happy girl. There was one problem though, I made an agreement with Matt's friend....No Kissing! Why?! It had to be done though. Matt had a girlfriend. When we got off the boat yet another time, Matt and I went for a walk. A walk that I would have liked more If no agreement was made. But when the alcohol in Matt started to wear off, I found out what an AWESOME guy he was. No doubt. We ended up sitting in the street at 3:30 in the morning just talking. Doing nothing more than talking and it was great! hm. Oh and I MUST mention he had beautiful light blue eyes with long eyelashes. Wait, even better was his smile. If I forget everything about him, his smile is the one thing that I won't. Great huh? no doubt. I left at 4:00 in the morning, but let me assure you, I did not want to go. I had to though. But now it's sort of sad, I may never see Matt again. He lives in a town a little too far away, and he has a girlfriend. That sucks big. no joke.That one night I will remember forever. I will never forget you Matt!!! no doubt

Another turning point
A fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist
Directs you where to go
So make the best of this test
And don't ask why
It's not a question
But a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
So take the photographs
And still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf of
Good health and good time
Tattoos of memories
And dead skin on trial
For what it's worth
It was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

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"She screams in silence" [11 Aug 2003|12:23am]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | Green Day "Nice Guys Finish Last" ]

My first time writing stuff down here. I need to so badly though. All the time I have too much too say, or too little, or....... I dunno. I feel like I'm crazy at times and other times just content. I guess now would be one of my crazy times when I feel weird. Like I'm in an "I dunno" state of mind. If that makes sense. Well it does in my mind then. I guess I need to think more, then I can recall my Saturday night. That was one crazy night. Yes, no doubt. Nothing more to say tonite. but much more will be said soon.

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