Joe

11:29pm: What you want matters
today was like a life changing day..i went to my cuzs dads house(which is not my uncle)and i hung around their its so nice were he lives its so peaceful so i got things off my mind for alil bit i went 4 wheeling around his yard...he was a nice guy and hes geting me 2 jobs so i can buy this car for 500 im guna get..me and my aunt had a long day back home and shes guna get me 2 c a doctor and get anti-depressants .she knows somethings wrong with me..well lately i havent been geting along with my dad...today i noticed i have no1 to help me with anything besides friends/and somne family...i dont got my dad or mom 2 help me with shit..Im prolly guna stay with my aunt this summer to get my life in shape..and work alot for this guy cuz hes guna help me out...i guess hes 1 of those people u meet and they care about u...on the way home i figured today was a day 2 not think of anything but deep inside i had tina on my mind cuz i still like her even though its pointless..oon the way home the only thing my other cuz said was what you want matters..for sum reason that made me think about alot cuz usually what i want dosent matter..im glad i got away from this pathetic life i live and it sucks to go back 2 it.......

thats it